today was the day to say her good bye ... I guess it's still too early for me to do so.
but I know she's in a better place
She would probably have been touched to see all your posts & concern, so, thank you everyone
Hang in there Matth. We are here for you. Thank you for sharing her with us, the

Family.
My thoughts have been circling the past week...all been hard to accept, she was, as shirenu put it, a minier female singing dancing version of myself, one of the HiPstaz who just bought into the program and embraced it as a whole.
And indeed Tyler, the things she brought forth was skype sessions amongst friends, for everyone from around the world to get to know each other better through jokes and puns.
We will do a proper
ChrNo JPH!P Tribute but I want to do it the right way, so date to be announced - when our emotions have settled. My ideas so far:
- There's the JKM Remix that she worked on and kept asking "when we gonna release" and - I dunno, didn't get around to it. shoulda just released her doing all the verses for several HiPsters. But it must be done, in her honour. I am thinking.... this:
Everyone do a verse. In French, In English, In Cantonese. Her native languages. Lyrics for ChrNo.

Then we'll keep adding verses for all HiPstaz who want to get involved and make it the biggest longest JKM Remix in history. I've already had Ongaku! Project on board to produce, then we'll debut it on
The ChrNo Tribute Radio Show.
- rename our official mascot (and really lay it out there) - as ChrNo - these little jphip guys you see as forum emoticons and in her drawings, make memorial T-shirts? just thinking out loud here.

- talked to Terrie, the super Berryz wota who said she would pass along the message to the members. I suggested (or somebody in the IRC) said to give them a whole collection of her works.
I have this stack of autographs, T-shirts, and other Berryz merchandise I was gonna send (thx alohellofan for the cash loan) to her....
Any other suggestions? They are welcome.