By the way, sorry for updating after too much days D: , I have like some kind of lack of inspiration for say, really, really sorry, I actually wasn't inspired at all, so I hope that this chapter isn't bad or something like that ; - ; ...I try to make something a little weird so please don't kill me, By the way I think that we're going to understand a lot about Yuko in this chapter...or I least I hope that~ Thank you all for the interest that you demonstrate in this fic, I'll try my best from now on~
Opposite worlds or hidden feelings? Chapter IV.
OTP:KojiYuu - /Main character:Kojima Haruna. /Support character:Oshima Yuko.
"Well, let's make a list of things .." - Friday night, nothing to do.. except by rest under my warm futon, without jobs, without alarm to get up early, but best of all, without Yuko and her stupid relationship with Miichan.
The list that spoke was more or less like this:
Things I hate about Yuko: Things I love about Yuko:
-It's a perv. -Good kisser.
-She says "Eh" to almost everything you say. -The pretty face that she makes when she says "Eh?"
-Is addicted to "skinship". -Her hands are soft!
-She date's Miichan. -She loved me .. Like anyone.
- "...." - I sighed and leaned back in my bed, it definitely was not working, good parts contradict much of what I had really considered "bad" thinks, I really could not think clearly, out of nowhere my house ring sounds.
- "Open the door NOW!, I'm getting frozen over here!". - A complaining voice beg for me to open the door, but not just any voice was the voice of someone who I was trying to avoid for a while.
- "Hi." - I didn't know if “destiny” hate me too or that girl had nothing better to do, but the person in front of me with a mocking smile was nothing more and nothing less than Minegishi Minami.
- "You should be more polite with your visits NyanNyan, I'm freezing let me come inside please". - Why's she always so energetic?, I ponder.
- "...." - I did not say anything, just let her get in, which barely entered she leave some heavy bags on the table, I look at her for a few seconds.
- "What is that?".
- "Alcohol and things to eat."
- "Huh? Nani??,? Nande? ". - I asked, very confused.
-"What 's the problem?, Is weekend!, Let's celebrate!". - As always Miichan, screaming and jumping up, prompting celebrations even because we breathed.
-"Umm, you know how I'm when I drink..". - I sighed, remembering something that maybe I din't want to.
-"Are you still with that?, It's been a while, beside it's me NyanNyan, trust me" - Well, that was right, it was impossible that something happen between us, I just sighed and the "party" started.
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- "I think you're getting uglier, Kojipa." - From nothing Miichan interrupted me to say that, we had been drinking for a while and my head had begun to spin a little.
-"Eh, what are you saying baka!, I think the alcohol started to affect you ~". - I said in response with a slight pout in my lips.
-"I mean that you're less brighter" - Miichan stopped after saying that and spoke again. - "It might be because of Yuko". - She's right.
-"What are you talking about?, Yuko's your girlfriend ~" - I said with a bit of pride in my words as I finished my drink and served another, she didn't say anything about it, she just get dedicated to play with her cell phone doing who knows what, when I was in the middle of another drink she looked at me.
-"You're drinking too much Nyaro."
-"Are you afraid?". - I replied.
-"Afraid?, In your dreams, sweetheart." - She says.
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The hours passed just like the number of our drinks.
-"I'm dizzy NyanNyan ~!" - From nothing Miichan leaned back on the floor staring at the ceiling.
-"Stop ...dri ..dri... drinking then!" - Hardly said, leaning to with my hands covering my eyes, I really didn't want to look at anything, my head was spinning to much.
-"I think we over drink tonight .." - She whisper, something stirred. - "Ne ne ..Do You still.. like Yuko?". - That question made me sit at once which was a bad idea for the dizziness, I couldn't stay sit so I have to lend back again, I was to drunk and dizzy.
-"The right question...is.! .. when I said that I liked Yuko? ". I said in response with closed eyes, the truth is that I was pretty drunk, by that time I felt a few strokes of something like that and but I not take importance of that noises. - "Prove it". - She said in a somewhat defiant tone.
-"How do you want me to prove that, Baka?". - I replied, somewhat confused.
-"Kiss me." - She said in response, the offer made me open my eyes and sit down this time resting my back against a wall as I looked at her barely.
- "What did you say?".
-"That's!, a chu would be nice to cheer my evening KojiHaru~ And I could also add you to my list of “done”, for say." - She laughed a little as she took the remaining drink straight from the bottle, I blinked several times watching her do that, I could not believe what she said.
-"Demo!, You're not with Yuu chan?"
-"Yep, but.. who cares~ it's going to be a friendly kiss anyway." - I was a little surprised, the following events were very confusing, I try to get up but I couldn't, I just fell and ended up lying on the floor, next thing I see was Miichan settling over me, I looked at her face a bit scared but I couldn't pronounce a word, too much alcohol got me all confused I was barely understanding what was happening until now.
-"Mii...Mii...Miii". -I couldn't talk at all, I was to drunk for that, the worst of all was that I was drunk but at the same time My mind was not, it's difficult to explain but, I knew all that was happening but my body didn't made me case, my body was moving by herself for say, she just leaned a bit and kiss me, but it wasn't just a short sweet kiss, we really starting making out, I am a Hot when I'm drunk, and she knew that, all the people that have see me drunk knew that..I couldn't stop my lips or my hand that was starting to play and travel all over her body, ruffling her hair, and showing desire for someone that I have never wanted in that way, 'Help, help, somebody stop me, I can not do this body!' I repeated to myself a thousand times but it was useless, none of it served, the worst thing is that I was the one taking everything a certain way further, After that the only guilty will be me and my drunk self, I was so focused on that I did notice that someone had entered in my apartment until Miichan was pushed away from me with extreme brutality, I just reached to sit down when I felt a hard slap that made me tumble my face all over, I look ahead, it was Yuko in front of me, with a sad, tearing face, she just..stare at me with a face that I have never seen before, her face was just...beyond description, her eyes was just the prove of some kind of internal destruction, she just looked at me, crying and crying .. we were like that who knows how, when out of nowhere she just stop looking at me, She just watch out the floor and she finally spoke.
- "Do you really hate me that much? ... Haruna." - 'What?' I thought in my mind, but I couldn't pronounce a word, just because of the drunkness and the shocked that I was at that time.
-"Why you always do that kind of things to me?!, Why are you so bad to me? ... Why do you hate me so much huh?. - 'No no no, this is not what it seems, I don't hate you, Yuko ..no' All those words went through my mind but strangely that could not leave my lips, I couldn't talk at all.
-"Speak!, Say something at least Haruna!, excuse yourself!, say it was for alcohol...Please!" - Yuko just yelled at me, as she approached moving and shaking my shoulders, I just looked at her, I could not say anything. "Haruna..please tell me something ..¡ONEGAI!". - 'Yuko sorry, the truth, the truth is...That I love you' my mind again, 'Speak Haruna, it's now or never' mind again, but none of those words go out of my lips, And Yuko wasn't a reading minds girl...so in front of Yuko I was just a drunk girl who don't understood nothing and have kissed her girlfriend, she finally released my shoulders and looked at the floor for a few moments as she dried her tears.
-"Gomen ne ... NyanNyan, gomen." - 'Yuko don't apologize, I should be the one apologizing now', nothing came out of my lips, everything was in my mind, what hurt me most at that time was to see a smile with tears on her face, I felt my heart broken because what happened next, She just go and help Miichan to get up and walk, starting to walk with her, out of my place, She just stopped a moment and turned to face me.
-"Gomen ne .. for always trying to twist destiny .. gomen ne for always trying to force my luck too." - Yuko sighed a little and spoke again, this time just in front of the exit of my place. - "And you may never understand this but .. Sorry for lying".
She said that and disappeared, Barely the door closed I fell back on my bed, staring at the ceiling, not knowing what to think of anything that had past, When did you lie?, What has just happened?.
That week Yuko get absent from the rehearsals with pretty cheap excuses and at the same time my heart get absent from the world, even more my mind that barely understand all that happened that night, her words..twist destiny?, force luck?, what's that supposed to mean, the only think that I know was that the little fissure of our hearts was growing up, day by day, mistake by mistake.
Yeah, It's weird I know ;_; please don't kill me XD But's getting the way that I like and It advancing well until now, I think e_e...In these chapter I think we get to understand Yuko a Lot more than in the previous ones...And again sorry for updated until now, it's late, I know~
To be continued...