I just wanted to say..... really, really, really thanks for your comments, by the way, it's very interesting to hear your opinions and "prophecies" of what is going to happen next It's really rewarding to hear that you like and enjoy the story, after all "the biggest gratification of a writer it's make people happy whit her story's", but now that I think in my case is more like .... "sorry for the broken hearts people D:" and stuffs like that, but, but ;_; NyanNyan has to learn e_é this chapter is more dedicated to the..."feelings", it's no so dramatic but It really have a part that cost me to write, I just said that "KojiHaru" feelings hurts a Little ..And also, I'm writing Yuko's POV, but I'm going to upload it another day, because I have to advance a Little more before telling what really is on Yuko's mind, It's confusing, even for me D: xD and yeah, she's a very good actress though ~ And Miichan is going to have more relevance soon I promise ~ Just like I said this chapter is more...of, Feelings, Now you're going to understand why I said that~
Opposite worlds or hidden feelings? Chapter III.
OTP:KojiYuu - /Main character:Kojima Haruna. /Support character:Oshima Yuko.
The next day I was practicing with Acchan our little duet which we had taken in the surprise team of AKB48, even though she wasn't now a former member we practice that song because we're going to show it in special events, and promo events, I felt a little uncomfortable with Acchan, because of what Takamina had done the other night.
-"NyanNyan ~ Are you okay?, You seem more lazy than usual!" - From nothing Acchan interrupted the practice to say that, I just sighed a bit and shook my head, smiling.
-"Iee, Betsuni." - I said in answer to keep practicing, between dances, and distraction and distraction I stumbled, falling to the floor so strong that I finish Looking at the ceiling Today wasn't really my day. - -"Haruna!, Are you okay?." - I could hear the voice of the worried Acchan who came to help me, I just smiled and nodded. - "Hai, let's go on with the practice nee. ~" - Acchan refused and helped me to stand up. - -"we better stop practicing right now, I have didn't wanted to practice neither nee ~, Do you agree if we do something else?". - I only nodded, having no idea of what Acchan wanted to do, but I wasn't going to deny doing whatever she wants, somehow the guilt didn't let me do that.
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-"¡Shimatta! ... I lost again ..." - That was the animated voice of Acchan complaining about losing at the games, the place where she took me was nothing more and nothing less than an amusement park she told me that the tickets had been given by a company that she had promoted or something like that, the truth is that I was not taking much attention to what she said, I couldn't really see into her eyes I was just...so guilty because of the feelings of Takamina, my thoughts were interrupted by a hug around the neck.
-"Nee, NyanNyan ~ Are you bored or what?, I thought you liked the video games and that stuffs, here is full of games of all kinds!, Definitely is something wrong with you!."
-"Betsuni .." - I shook my head again, I could not tell her about Takamina, although I really did not know what kind of relationship they had all this last time, she just sighed and let me go, making a slight pout and crossing her arms in protest.
-"Oi!, What are you doing here?" - Out of the blue I felt a voice, I just get “damn” in many ways after turn around to see who they were, they were nothing more and nothing less than the two midgets of the group, and the people who I least wanted to see now, Oshima Yuko and Takahashi Minami itself's, Acchan cheerful greeted them, as by my part I just make a slight gesture with my head in “Hi” signature, This was really the worst thing that could happen, at least today.
- "I'm glad to see you guys!, Haruna has been acting weird all day, you sure know how to cheer her up midgets!." - "They only know how to discouraged me lately', that's what I thought in my mind when Acchan said those words, strangely Yuko nodded and raised his fist in the air.
-"Yosh!, Today we will cheer NyanNyan Up ~!." - His face was completely determined, what happens?, Yesterday she just said "I hate you" and now she came out with this?, I was definitely not understand nothing, but I would not say anything, I owed it to Acchan in some way, Yuko, like always ...showing her dimples, 'why me?' I was asking in my mind while the four of us started to walk, finding something to do.
Strangely Takamina and Acchan looked like always Acchan bothering Takamina, making her turn red, chopping, touching and stalking her, harassing her and making their Tsundere appears sometimes, Do you guys really broke up?, Takamina really said “I like you” to me?, The more I looked at them the more I think that all that had happened yesterday was nothing but a mere dream.
-"Nee NyanNyan ~ Do you want me to get a prize for you?" - Yuko was the one speaking to me, I looked at her a little surprised, we were facing one of those games of "shoot and get your prize."
-"Do you want one or no?". - She spoke again, I just nodded and said nothing, as she paid the charge and received a shotgun pellet strip. - "What do you want? NyanNyan ~ ". - I look at her a few seconds, our eyes met, I looked away, pointing a small plush pink cat.
-"Tss ... NyanNyan always choose the hardest!, Even for those things you are such a Tsundere ..". - She only complained laughing and pointed his shot, missing all 3 times, then she tried again and again and again and again. - "Enough." - I said, She had been like this for 30 minutes until now, who knows how much money she had lost so far, she looked at me with a raised eyebrow.
-"Are you doubting me?, I promise to do it just one more time, and this time I'm going to win the stupid cat!, You'll see NyanNyan ~" - 'stop calling me that, You recently say that you hate me, why are you being so kind to out of nothing? ', that's exactly what went through my mind, but I just nodded, strangely that last shot was the “one”, Yuko's shot hit exactly the cat that I wanted, when the attendant gives her the cat she showed to me, shaking her fist to air.
-"Yoshhh!, NyanNyan ~ In your face!" - She said laughing animated while showing me her "trophy", which she gave me.
-"Arigato .." - I said, she just smiled at me, We looked at each other a few seconds, at that time she was so close that it was a matter of approach, hug her and tell her everything, but .. I knew It would be in vain, 'Yuu chan is a very good girl just a good girl would act like this with someone who had hurt her so much', out of nowhere Acchan and Takamina came back.
-"Acchan is going home now." - Takamina just said that, strangely those two were a little low of spirits now.
-"I'll go with her, after all we live together and it's late." - Yuko said in response. Acchan just nodded and waved his hand in “farewell” Starting to walk without even waiting for Yuko.
-"Woah, sure you know how to put her in a bad mood, Bakamina." - Yuko said out of nowhere and then go running after Acchan, pausing slightly just to look at us.
-"Take care of her, chief~". - Yuko said and Takamina din't said nothing against it, she just blushed, I made a small grimace as I watched them leave, I was not understanding anything, perhaps I knew that Yuko had been kind to me just in courtesy, Maybe Acchan had gone with her to leave me alone with Takamina, Maybe they didn't care about us at all, but hey!, I said that it would be a new woman and I will do it, or at least I could try.
- "Are we going somewhere else?". - My thoughts were interrupted by the voice of Takamina, I stared at her for a moment and nodded.
-"Let's go for a walk." - I just said that and started to walk back and forth through the empty streets, between walking we ended up a little lost, we just keep walking and eventually we ended up in a kind of cute viewpoint that was overlooking a park, I moved a little smiling and advancing to see the view.
-"Ah! Kawaii ~ ". - It was all that I said, I turned my gaze to Takamina and we flooded in silence one more time, it was more than obvious that we should talk about what happened that day.
-"How have you been Haruna?." - Takamina broke the silence out of nowhere with that question, She leaned on the railing of the gazebo right next to me and smiled shyly.
-“I'm pretty well." - I said in answer smiling at her after speaking again. - "And Takamina?."
-"I Can't complaint." - She said, making a slight grin and staring at me, the silence invaded us again, All of us was weird today, especially for what happened the other day, it was uncomfortable, it was not pleasant in any way, I knew what she felt, she could not change, at least not overnight, today I realized that I wasn't the only one who was wrong understanding their own feelings, you could tell from the distance that Takamina loved Acchan, nobody could deny it. -
-"Nee Takamina ..". - I stand in front of her and grabbed her shoulders while I staring her.
-"H-haruna?". - She looked confused, but I needed to know, no, I needed to prove my point here, I slowly bring my face closer to hers and stole a soft, sweet kiss of her lips, but as I believed 'nothing', that's what I felt at that time, when I let her go, Minami looked very confused and blushing, I smiled slightly.
-"You realize it?..". - It was all that I said, it was more than obvious what I meant to say by that, I rested my head in my arms the one's who were supported in the rail of the gazer. - "Don't let Acchan go .. Takamina.". - She just simply watch me and then sighed for a moment, leaning her back against the railing, facing the opposite way.
-"I thought I liked you ..but I don't". - She Said in a whisper and then sighed. - "Gomen ne." - She added.
-"Iee.. It's not your fault, You just think that because you're feeling so lonely because of not having Acchan that you get confuse over me... one of your best friends, But... we all know that you both deserve each other, don't let go her go, she loves you, she has suffered for you, and you for her .. please don't denied your feelings you two! Onegai... don't let her go .. or she could.... "- I sighed a few seconds and then I covered my face against my arm, speaking again.
-"Or someone could take her away from you .. and then...." - I sighed, trying not to cry, while heavy breathing. - "And then you'll regret all your life ... Because you won't be able to get her back if she feel for someone else You know?..." - I stand up straight again as I rubbed my eyes a little, after saying that a couple of tears came out of my eyes.
-"NyanNyan?". - Takamina said, worried, I just look at her and smiled.
-"Please don't make the same mistakes that I did."
I lost Yuko, but I didn't want Takamina to lost Acchan, I wanted to share my mistakes with here before it's to late for her to, I just wanted to see her happy, and also Acchan, because they deserve their happiness, unlike me, I haven't fought at all, and now It's to late to fight, but I least I can do a good think with my pain, teach my friends that...people didn't wait for ever, so we have to take any chances that we have to make them happy, we have to be honest all the time, My broken heart has teach me so many things that I just wanted to share with her before it's to late, a few days latter we could see Takamina and Acchan, just like usual, a cute little captain and a baka Tsundere, fighting, loving, and more than anything, Smiling, In that moment I think, What will become of me from now on?, I just can see no future without the smiling pervert squirrel that I finally understand...I love so much.
The last Haruna phrase is the one who cost me most to write 'cuz ;W; Awww ;O; my baby NyanNyan is so depressed ;_; but at least we can really see what she feel is real and she's maturing in some way ;W; but but but ;W; I really just want Yuko and Haruna to kiss and say I love you and have babies but that would be too easy and...they have so much to learn before they can really be together, I just say that...I hope they succeed e_e but we'll see that in the next chapters ~ I know this chapter is a little weird but ...it has a special meaning at least for me, I hope you understand what I try to "say" in this chapter ~
To be continued ..
Topic: Opposite worlds or hidden feelings? [KojiYuu?- 7/??] (04/12/2012) (Read 18841 times)