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Hey everyone, emprezz48 here! Before I say anything with regards to the title, firstly, I apologize for not updating this fanfic “Precious One” for a very long time. My last update was in December 2015 and since then, I went on hiatus without telling anyone publicly. For that, I am really sorry. Moving on to the real announcement…

As stated in the title, I have, unfortunately, decided to discontinue, or put it simply, drop this fanfic “Precious One”. I have also decided (if I can) to close this thread, which means I am not allowing anyone to continue this fanfic as the “new” writer. I am, from the bottom of my heart, deeply sorry for making such decisions. I thought about this for a long time, and only now am I deciding to do it. I know this is bad news to all my readers, but before anyone decides to bash me, please, hear me out.

I started this fanfic back in 2014 when I was a new fan of AKB and SKE. I was a naïve kid excited upon seeing pairings here and there which led to my decision on making this fanfic. However, as time passed by (fast forward to end of 2015) I no longer consider myself an AKB fan nor a 48G fan, as I only focused on SKE (which I still do till today). I no longer have the same interest as before in AKB pairings such as AtsuMina and MaYuki, which are the main pairings to this fanfic. I don’t know if this make sense, but, I can never write something that I lost/have no interest in.

For your information, I did try to write a new chapter. What more, I even have an idea to how the chapter should run, and I already came up with the ending of the fanfic. But no matter how much I try, I can never seem to complete the chapter. I’m not even halfway done! Honestly, it’s stressful and painful to write something to make others entertained, yet something I don’t enjoy doing. What an irony.

I am shameful for being such a horrible writer for deciding to stop writing this fanfic even though I know my readers will be negatively affected by it. I know I had quite a number of readers, though I don’t know how many are left patiently waiting for me to update this fanfic, but even one reader counts so I am really disappointed in myself.

I blame myself for not allocating time (though I had school and exams and other stuff to do) to write this fanfic, because thanks to time, I lost interest, and by the time I realized it, it was too late. I am no robot to force myself, nor do I want to be a machine that vomits out shitty content because I don’t enjoy writing it. Rather than making readers read a horrible fanfic, I should discontinue the fanfic. I have no intention to upset anyone, but I think this is the best decision for both me and readers.

With that, I would like to thank all my readers who read this fanfic. Your comments have always been warm and encouraging, and I will never forget that. To the silent readers, even though I can’t see you, I know you were there reading it, so thank you. Everyone, thank you, thank you so much. I don't know how else I can say this, but THANK YOU!

From now on, I will do a lot of reflection, so that I can become a writer with a better personality. I don’t wish to stop becoming a writer because it is something I like to do, and if someday I do create a new work, I hope to finish it! I hope I’ve said everything that I want to say.

Oh, and now that you are done listening me out, if you still want to bash me, curse me, whatever, go ahead. Because I know that I deserve it.

With that, see you when I see you!

Ps. I am so sorry for writing such a long post. I feel the need to explain my decision rather than leaving things hanging, so I actually hope you understand after reading… and thank you for reading this.
It feels awkward now to post some PhD student stuff on FB because one person from uni has added me there x'D So I'll post this here instead:

That feel when you've collected all these screenshots from a game to analyse it, it comes time to choose a few shots from the game to illustrate points in an article, and pretty much none of the screenshots can be used either qualitywise (too dark, poor framing) or subjectwise (nobody cares to see the CORPSES of monsters shirenu, they want to see them ALIVE and IN ACTION)...

So I spent two hilarious hours going back into Fallout 3 to collect screenshots from various locations. I got myself chased by a Deathclaw on purpose. Twice. I went into the Dunwich Building filled with Feral Ghouls. I needed some "war" imagery, but luckily I know this game inside out by now so I went to the Capitol Building where Super Mutants are scripted to fight Talon Mercs in a territorial battle. Getting shots of Vance and Roy Phillips was harder because all my old save files were from late in the game when I had already talked to them and helped them, so I had to use a brand new character to gain access to that dialogue again. So I turned on 'god mode' and fought my way through Mirelurks with nothing but a baseball bat (...) to get through the metro tunnels to Vance... Then to help Roy I just needed to cheat myself some caps (because I had none) to gain access to Tenpenny Tower... Well, I think I got all the pictures I needed and I will have fun explaining in the text why and how the photos aren't from the "original data" :D :D :D
AKB48 Fanfics / Re: (Keyakizaka46) wafflekyun's short OS
« Last post by yukine on Today at 08:37:34 PM »
Kyaaaa! RisaNeru OS!!! Thank you so much for writing this... :heart: Honestly I wanted to give up on this pairing(?) because they just exist in TokuDare drama, but you wrote it as if it's the same setting as the drama so I cannot help myself aaaaaahhhhh
Me too!! I feel you emprezz48-san!
AKB48 Fanfics / Re: (Keyakizaka46) wafflekyun's short OS
« Last post by emprezz48 on Today at 08:31:52 PM »
Kyaaaa! RisaNeru OS!!! Thank you so much for writing this... :heart: Honestly I wanted to give up on this pairing(?) because they just exist in TokuDare drama, but you wrote it as if it's the same setting as the drama so I cannot help myself aaaaaahhhhh
Something sounds off about it!!!

The vocal mix is sounds very different to me.

Not that it's bad or anything.
Girls' Generation / Re: Breast SNSD
« Last post by Millicent on Today at 07:17:45 PM »
Pairings YOOOOOO!! / Re: Under the speading Taguchi Natsumi tree
« Last post by resop2 on Today at 06:16:45 PM »
As reported by SaebaRyo on JPLOP:

Airi's 23rd birthday event at Differ Ariake.
Special guest- Natsumi Taguchi.

Set list (nd event)
1.Tsuugaku Vector
2.Over the Rainbow
3.Hoshi no Hitsuji Tachi (Taguchi backdancer)
MC (Suzuki & Taguchi) VTR from Ai-chan
4.Sayonara no LOVE SONG
5.「Zansho Omimai Moushiagemasu」
6.My alright sky
VTR- Rock Erotic (Baa-san ver.)/Suzuki. Taguchi, Kumai
7.Yume Miru Shoujo ja Irarenai (Nanase Aikawa)
8.Aa Koi
9.Urayanjau (Taguchi backdancer)
10.Suki ni Naccha Ikenai Hito
11.First Kiss
12.Yes! all my family

Changes from 1st event
7.BREAKOUT (Nanase Aikawa)

AKB48 Fanfics / Re: (Keyakizaka46) wafflekyun's short OS
« Last post by yukine on Today at 05:11:10 PM »

Wafflekyun-san, it's my first time commenting here, and I'm happy that you make a os with RisaNeru pairing,
Can you make a YukkaNen next? Bc they're my otp!  Please
Japanese / Re: Ayame Gouriki 剛力彩芽
« Last post by muppet on Today at 05:09:58 PM »
Ayame san for Hair restoration...

剛力彩芽 AGA 「お医者さん」篇 CM
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