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H!P Fanfics / Re: Making Peace (TakaGaki) Chapter 3 [12/06]
« Last post by kuro_808 on Today at 10:09:45 PM »This sounds like a one-shot by itself but it seemed to get at Gaki-san's feelings of Ai-chan moving on. 
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AKB48 Fanfics / MAGNET (WMatsui) - Prologue
« Last post by embee5442 on Today at 09:53:58 PM »Good morning/evening/night to everyone~! I'm posting a new fic here entitled MAGNET which will be starred by....
WMATSUI!!!!
HAHAHA I'm getting excited for nothing...
Why MAGNET? Cause opposites attract... and Rena and Jurina clearly have opposite personalities like some north and south poles... and they compliment each other so well.... and I like to make some real lame titles. I don't even know what I'm saying...
TBH, I just had to post this right now cause I'm totally seriously definitely craving for JuriRena moments!!!
I can't promise any satisfaction with this, it's just some jumble of cheesiness and fluffiness and pervertness... Eh?
Okay enough already... I'll zip my mouth
Here goes nothing....
MAGNET
PROLOGUE
“Come on! It’s your turn~” Kanon passed the bottle acting as an imaginary mic to the person sitting beside her with a smile that could make even the toughest drill sergeant melt.
“Awwww...”
“Geez..Quit it, Kuumin”
“But she’s sooooo cuuuuuuteee~!!!”
“Ehehehe… you’re adorable too.” Kuumin and Kanon flirts with one another as the others made gagging faces.
“Get a room, people!”
“Oh we will...”
If the darkness of the campsite would make Yuria squirming like a kid who had just lost in a parade, seeing the scene makes her rage like the green guy. But she is content seeing her loved one smiling. If she’s happy, then she should too. It’s rare to see Yuria put a smile on her face, but now she found a reason to.
Jurina politely receives the bottle only to quickly pass it to the NEXT person. She declines to humiliate herself in front of others, especially her.
“Hey, Jurina! You’re not following the rules here! Come on! You’re the last person to go...”
“You know I don’t sing…” Damn it, Kuumin! You’re stabbing my back here…
“GASP! You mean… you never sing in the shower???” Kanon gasped dramatically.
“Shut it, Kanon” Jurina grumbles. She keeps a stoic face, crossing her arms. She is not singing and that’s IT!
Her eyes suddenly fell upon the pale girl sitting opposite of her. Just one look from the other Matsui could make her surrender her own life.
“Sing…” Seeing the commanding eyes of her love, she knows she has fallen to the curse.
“Oh what the fox… Just play it, Nishishi” Mizuki directed with knowing eyes. Understanding the signal, Nishishi started to strum the guitar.
"Wait wait WAIT! What if I don't know the lyrics?"
"Oh you will."
The melody was mellow with soothing rhythm. It was as if a maestro was playing her fingers through air with romantic notes, if that could make any sense... Jurina was confused. She can’t even figure out what song is this. Does Romance d’Amor has any lyrics to begin with?
Suddenly, Nishishi stops.
“1, 2… 1, 2 ,3, GO!”
Beep beep beep beep Yeah!
Beep beep beep beep Yeah!
Beep beep beep beep Yeah!
Beep beep beep beep!
Jurina face-palmed. To even think they would pick this song…
She just follows singing the BEEP BEEP thing with the others unenthusiastically.
Shiranai uchi ni nemutteta mitai
Café terrace de hizashi ni tsutsumarete
Tokei wo mitara gofun no dekigoto
Jurina purposely sings like a rejected American Idol just to get back at her friends. Everyone shows a devastated face like the AKB ex-center just got married to a man that is not the Soukantoku. Even Nishishi was contemplating on continuing playing. This could ruin her status as the greatest guitar player ever! Masana is still smiling, even if the smile is as awkward a smile can be... but it is still considered a smile.
Table no mukou hohoemu anata wa
Itsukara soko de hoozue tsuitetano
Nagamete naide koe wo kaketeyo
Jurina smiles triumphantly with the outcomes. Seeing Rena lowers her head, embarrassed with her makes her smile grew wider. HA! Take that for messing with the great JYURI BABY! But then, the lyrics make her stunned. Every word of the song tugs something inside of her. She looked at Mizuki who smirks intently.
Donna toki mo matteta nante
Nee watashi tte koi ni majime sugiru kana?
Jurina’s POV
I guess I was wrong… You guys definitely knew me inside out. Haaaa... You owe them , Jurina...
I was singing from my heart like there is not a single audience there, unlike before. As I look at everyone, it was like a scene in the concert where everyone sways together with cell phones in hand, waving them like there’s no care in the world.
Then my eyes stop at the lovely pair of round eyes. Am I the luckiest girl or what? We’ve been through so many things, hell and heaven alike for us to be here now.
You, you rock my world girl. You make my heart skips a beat whenever you walk nearby. You make me feel breathless as you smile. You make my life complete when you’re by my side. Yet, you make me weak just staying apart for a second.
Do you think we will last forever? I can't tell... But I can promise you my heart, my soul, my everything that I would always want you. Only you. To be chosen by you among others that are also wooing for your heart, I wish nothing else from Kami-sama...
Everyone sings along like a some professional backup singer that even the Gospellers will be in awe, while I started to enjoy my singing. Hey, I have a good voice, okay? They are pretty good friends of mine. Maybe there’s a hope for a collaboration of a new girlband I think…
Time machine nante iranai
Kako mo mirai mo kyoumi nai
Itsudatte anata to iraretara
Ima ga ichiban
Sonna jiyuu nante iranai
Unmei no mama ga iine
Sekkaku deatta koi dakara
Souyo me no mae no anata ga ii
We continue singing while dancing to the rhythm. We laugh and joke around in craziness, feeling life is totally wonderful. The past, the future… nothing matters right now. What you should appreciate is every single thing happening right in front of your eyes. As for me, well… I’m glad I’m living the life I have now. To have one of my many wishes fulfilled, I’m grateful for this certain one to come true.
To Be Continued...
A/N: Whoa..I gotta make a cover of this song...
See ya next time~!
WMATSUI!!!!
HAHAHA I'm getting excited for nothing...
Why MAGNET? Cause opposites attract... and Rena and Jurina clearly have opposite personalities like some north and south poles... and they compliment each other so well.... and I like to make some real lame titles. I don't even know what I'm saying...
TBH, I just had to post this right now cause I'm totally seriously definitely craving for JuriRena moments!!!
I can't promise any satisfaction with this, it's just some jumble of cheesiness and fluffiness and pervertness... Eh?
Okay enough already... I'll zip my mouth
Here goes nothing....
MAGNET PROLOGUE
“Come on! It’s your turn~” Kanon passed the bottle acting as an imaginary mic to the person sitting beside her with a smile that could make even the toughest drill sergeant melt.
“Awwww...”
“Geez..Quit it, Kuumin”
“But she’s sooooo cuuuuuuteee~!!!”
“Ehehehe… you’re adorable too.” Kuumin and Kanon flirts with one another as the others made gagging faces.
“Get a room, people!”
“Oh we will...”
If the darkness of the campsite would make Yuria squirming like a kid who had just lost in a parade, seeing the scene makes her rage like the green guy. But she is content seeing her loved one smiling. If she’s happy, then she should too. It’s rare to see Yuria put a smile on her face, but now she found a reason to.
Jurina politely receives the bottle only to quickly pass it to the NEXT person. She declines to humiliate herself in front of others, especially her.
“Hey, Jurina! You’re not following the rules here! Come on! You’re the last person to go...”
“You know I don’t sing…” Damn it, Kuumin! You’re stabbing my back here…
“GASP! You mean… you never sing in the shower???” Kanon gasped dramatically.
“Shut it, Kanon” Jurina grumbles. She keeps a stoic face, crossing her arms. She is not singing and that’s IT!
Her eyes suddenly fell upon the pale girl sitting opposite of her. Just one look from the other Matsui could make her surrender her own life.
“Sing…” Seeing the commanding eyes of her love, she knows she has fallen to the curse.
“Oh what the fox… Just play it, Nishishi” Mizuki directed with knowing eyes. Understanding the signal, Nishishi started to strum the guitar.
"Wait wait WAIT! What if I don't know the lyrics?"
"Oh you will."
The melody was mellow with soothing rhythm. It was as if a maestro was playing her fingers through air with romantic notes, if that could make any sense... Jurina was confused. She can’t even figure out what song is this. Does Romance d’Amor has any lyrics to begin with?
Suddenly, Nishishi stops.
“1, 2… 1, 2 ,3, GO!”
Beep beep beep beep Yeah!
Beep beep beep beep Yeah!
Beep beep beep beep Yeah!
Beep beep beep beep!
Jurina face-palmed. To even think they would pick this song…
She just follows singing the BEEP BEEP thing with the others unenthusiastically.
Shiranai uchi ni nemutteta mitai
Café terrace de hizashi ni tsutsumarete
Tokei wo mitara gofun no dekigoto
Jurina purposely sings like a rejected American Idol just to get back at her friends. Everyone shows a devastated face like the AKB ex-center just got married to a man that is not the Soukantoku. Even Nishishi was contemplating on continuing playing. This could ruin her status as the greatest guitar player ever! Masana is still smiling, even if the smile is as awkward a smile can be... but it is still considered a smile.
Table no mukou hohoemu anata wa
Itsukara soko de hoozue tsuitetano
Nagamete naide koe wo kaketeyo
Jurina smiles triumphantly with the outcomes. Seeing Rena lowers her head, embarrassed with her makes her smile grew wider. HA! Take that for messing with the great JYURI BABY! But then, the lyrics make her stunned. Every word of the song tugs something inside of her. She looked at Mizuki who smirks intently.
Donna toki mo matteta nante
Nee watashi tte koi ni majime sugiru kana?
Jurina’s POV
I guess I was wrong… You guys definitely knew me inside out. Haaaa... You owe them , Jurina...
I was singing from my heart like there is not a single audience there, unlike before. As I look at everyone, it was like a scene in the concert where everyone sways together with cell phones in hand, waving them like there’s no care in the world.
Then my eyes stop at the lovely pair of round eyes. Am I the luckiest girl or what? We’ve been through so many things, hell and heaven alike for us to be here now.
You, you rock my world girl. You make my heart skips a beat whenever you walk nearby. You make me feel breathless as you smile. You make my life complete when you’re by my side. Yet, you make me weak just staying apart for a second.
Do you think we will last forever? I can't tell... But I can promise you my heart, my soul, my everything that I would always want you. Only you. To be chosen by you among others that are also wooing for your heart, I wish nothing else from Kami-sama...
Everyone sings along like a some professional backup singer that even the Gospellers will be in awe, while I started to enjoy my singing. Hey, I have a good voice, okay? They are pretty good friends of mine. Maybe there’s a hope for a collaboration of a new girlband I think…
Time machine nante iranai
Kako mo mirai mo kyoumi nai
Itsudatte anata to iraretara
Ima ga ichiban
Sonna jiyuu nante iranai
Unmei no mama ga iine
Sekkaku deatta koi dakara
Souyo me no mae no anata ga ii
We continue singing while dancing to the rhythm. We laugh and joke around in craziness, feeling life is totally wonderful. The past, the future… nothing matters right now. What you should appreciate is every single thing happening right in front of your eyes. As for me, well… I’m glad I’m living the life I have now. To have one of my many wishes fulfilled, I’m grateful for this certain one to come true.
To Be Continued...
A/N: Whoa..I gotta make a cover of this song...
See ya next time~!
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« Last post by bsijp on Today at 09:53:39 PM »Adriana Lima - Elicia Perkins - Ludi Delfino - Brittany Sharaun Brown - Rachel Zimmerman
Crazy Ones - s01e10 - 720p
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Video Games / Re: Favourite Videogame Music
« Last post by Masa on Today at 09:48:21 PM »| Ghost House - Super Mario 3D World OST | |
One of the greatest video game songs I have ever heard
This one is quite epic as well:
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AKB48 Fanfics / Re: We Are Close But We Are Far(WMatsui)CHAPTER 1
« Last post by Koyumichan~ on Today at 09:47:47 PM »@Koneki,@deidreammmm,@Zita,@xxx220,@Kirozoro,and @Archer1992
Thank you all for your comments and here is the update
@kamen_idol212
I am a girl tough hehehe
here is the update
Next day after the opening ceremony all students in Sakae Gakuen studying as usual.In the morning I saw Jurina ran with her friends in athletic club on the field.She was so bright with smile on her lips,sweats dropping from her body,and the sunlight touched her skin.She saw me looked at her and waved her hand on me while showed me her bright smile.Doki doki,that was I felt.But it was gone after I saw Churi walked towards Jurina.She gave a bottle of water and a towel to Jurina.Jurina looked so happy and kissed Churi on the cheek. I know it was just a kiss on the cheek but...the pain on my chest getting hurter than before,like it stabbed by knife or something.I turned around,walked to my class.If I still stayed there just made my heart getting hurt and hurt.
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“Rena-san,ohayou”Furukawa Airi or her nickname Airin greeted me.She is my classmate and sat behind me.Airin is nice and kind person,we are close now because her kindness and friendly attitude.
“Ohayou Airin”I replied her greets.
“You look not good.What is wrong?”
“Nothing.I am fine,really really fine Airin”I smiled to her.
“Woo!Don’t go near my Rena!You Airin!”I lifted my head and saw Jurina ran to us.
She hugged me from behind and commanded Airin to leave us.Airin rolled her eyes,sighed,and then sat on her desk.
“Jurina,remember you have a girlfriend?”Airin asked.
“So what?”Jurina lifted her chin like an arrogant lady.I grinned when saw that.
“Don’t act like you are stupid Jurina.Akane can be mad at you.She is important for you right?So,don’t make her sad and stop flirt other girls!”Airin said.
“But...Rena-chan is important for me too”Jurina pouting.
Yeah Jurina.I am important for you just as a friend right?Somehow my heart felt so hurt after heard that,it’s hard to breath,and my head dizzy.I released Jurina’s hands from me and stood up.
“Sorry Jurina,I wanna pee”I lied to her.The fact was I wanted to go somewhere to calm myself.
“Let me accompany you Rena-chan~Plus I want to tell you something”Jurina gave me her puppy eyes.I am always defeated because of that and ended up let out a sigh.I nodded to her makes Jurina hugged me again tight.We walked to women’s toilet while holding our hands,I did not expect her hand holding my hand.Did she forget has a girlfriend?I want to release my hand from hers but afraid to do so.Jurina can be curious about that.She will think her action just a simple thing like other friends did and why I reject her?But different with me.Her action made my heart beats fast and my cheeks redden.How if Churi pass and sees us like this?
We arrived without I noticed and entered it.
“So,Jurina..what do you want to tell me about?”
Jurina lowered her head and keep silent for seconds away.”Churi’s birthday is tomorrow,I don’t know what should I give to her as a present.Would you help me to find a good present for her after school?Pleaseeeee”
Well Jurina,you should not beg to me so hard like that.Churi was the person who stole you from me.Why should I help?
That was the answer I wanna give to Jurina but...I could not do that.Jurina will sad after hear my answer like that.She waited my answer with hopeful eyes that made me could not resist.I Nodded again for her,she hugged me tight again while scream happily.I smiled in her embrace.Jurina....I am fine if my love never accepted by you.I am happy when I see you happy.Real love must not having the one you love right?A real love is when you can give up for the one you love who love somebody and let her happy with her lover.Still my love never end for you Jurina....
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Oh no.
It’s rain.Heavy rain.
How could I go to Jurina’s house?
Jurina went home first because I must go to my litterature club and give some courage to new members.We decided after I finished my club activities to gather in Jurina’s house and then search a good present for Churi.This rain....I facepalmed myself why I didn’t brought my umbrella.Jurina will disappointed if I go late to her house.I have no choice.The best choice I have is I run to Jurina’s house,even I will soaked after arrived there.I used my bag to covered me from the cold rain.Well it is no used after all.I felt the cold rain drops absorb to my shirt and skirt.
I arrived at Jurina’s house and knocked the door.Jurina opened the door with her eyes widened,she grabbed my wrist and looked at me with worried face.
“Rena-chan you soaked!Why don’t you call me to take you here?Why don’t you just wait in school until the rain stop?!”She shouted at me and shook my wrist.
“I....do..don’t wan..t you....to..wa..wait l..lo..ng”
“Look now,you are stuttering!your lips and skin is pale too.Let’s go in!”Jurina pulled me to enter her house but I don’t step in.I calmed myself and tried to not stutter
“We should search for Churi’s present now.Your parents did not allow you to go home late right?However it’s 5 p.m. now”
“Rena-chan....”
“One thing I need is...please lend me a dry clothes Jurina”
“Oh,of course!Let’s go to my room then”
We walked to Jurina’s room and entered it.She gave me her warm clothes,for me to not stuttering again.I fitted it in Jurina’s bathroom and drying my hair too.Jurina’s clothes is so warm...I could sniffed her scent.Wearing her clothes is like I have been hugged by her.We went to the city after that by bus.The rain was still pouring,in the bus we just silent and enjoyed the night view from the bus window.The bus stopped in the next station and we got out.Jurina took me to a cute shop but in the middle of our way I felt my head dizzy and the next thing I know is...dark.
Thank you all for your comments and here is the update
@kamen_idol212
I am a girl tough hehehe
here is the updateCHAPTER 1
Next day after the opening ceremony all students in Sakae Gakuen studying as usual.In the morning I saw Jurina ran with her friends in athletic club on the field.She was so bright with smile on her lips,sweats dropping from her body,and the sunlight touched her skin.She saw me looked at her and waved her hand on me while showed me her bright smile.Doki doki,that was I felt.But it was gone after I saw Churi walked towards Jurina.She gave a bottle of water and a towel to Jurina.Jurina looked so happy and kissed Churi on the cheek. I know it was just a kiss on the cheek but...the pain on my chest getting hurter than before,like it stabbed by knife or something.I turned around,walked to my class.If I still stayed there just made my heart getting hurt and hurt.
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“Rena-san,ohayou”Furukawa Airi or her nickname Airin greeted me.She is my classmate and sat behind me.Airin is nice and kind person,we are close now because her kindness and friendly attitude.
“Ohayou Airin”I replied her greets.
“You look not good.What is wrong?”
“Nothing.I am fine,really really fine Airin”I smiled to her.
“Woo!Don’t go near my Rena!You Airin!”I lifted my head and saw Jurina ran to us.
She hugged me from behind and commanded Airin to leave us.Airin rolled her eyes,sighed,and then sat on her desk.
“Jurina,remember you have a girlfriend?”Airin asked.
“So what?”Jurina lifted her chin like an arrogant lady.I grinned when saw that.
“Don’t act like you are stupid Jurina.Akane can be mad at you.She is important for you right?So,don’t make her sad and stop flirt other girls!”Airin said.
“But...Rena-chan is important for me too”Jurina pouting.
Yeah Jurina.I am important for you just as a friend right?Somehow my heart felt so hurt after heard that,it’s hard to breath,and my head dizzy.I released Jurina’s hands from me and stood up.
“Sorry Jurina,I wanna pee”I lied to her.The fact was I wanted to go somewhere to calm myself.
“Let me accompany you Rena-chan~Plus I want to tell you something”Jurina gave me her puppy eyes.I am always defeated because of that and ended up let out a sigh.I nodded to her makes Jurina hugged me again tight.We walked to women’s toilet while holding our hands,I did not expect her hand holding my hand.Did she forget has a girlfriend?I want to release my hand from hers but afraid to do so.Jurina can be curious about that.She will think her action just a simple thing like other friends did and why I reject her?But different with me.Her action made my heart beats fast and my cheeks redden.How if Churi pass and sees us like this?
We arrived without I noticed and entered it.
“So,Jurina..what do you want to tell me about?”
Jurina lowered her head and keep silent for seconds away.”Churi’s birthday is tomorrow,I don’t know what should I give to her as a present.Would you help me to find a good present for her after school?Pleaseeeee”
Well Jurina,you should not beg to me so hard like that.Churi was the person who stole you from me.Why should I help?
That was the answer I wanna give to Jurina but...I could not do that.Jurina will sad after hear my answer like that.She waited my answer with hopeful eyes that made me could not resist.I Nodded again for her,she hugged me tight again while scream happily.I smiled in her embrace.Jurina....I am fine if my love never accepted by you.I am happy when I see you happy.Real love must not having the one you love right?A real love is when you can give up for the one you love who love somebody and let her happy with her lover.Still my love never end for you Jurina....
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Oh no.
It’s rain.Heavy rain.
How could I go to Jurina’s house?
Jurina went home first because I must go to my litterature club and give some courage to new members.We decided after I finished my club activities to gather in Jurina’s house and then search a good present for Churi.This rain....I facepalmed myself why I didn’t brought my umbrella.Jurina will disappointed if I go late to her house.I have no choice.The best choice I have is I run to Jurina’s house,even I will soaked after arrived there.I used my bag to covered me from the cold rain.Well it is no used after all.I felt the cold rain drops absorb to my shirt and skirt.
I arrived at Jurina’s house and knocked the door.Jurina opened the door with her eyes widened,she grabbed my wrist and looked at me with worried face.
“Rena-chan you soaked!Why don’t you call me to take you here?Why don’t you just wait in school until the rain stop?!”She shouted at me and shook my wrist.
“I....do..don’t wan..t you....to..wa..wait l..lo..ng”
“Look now,you are stuttering!your lips and skin is pale too.Let’s go in!”Jurina pulled me to enter her house but I don’t step in.I calmed myself and tried to not stutter
“We should search for Churi’s present now.Your parents did not allow you to go home late right?However it’s 5 p.m. now”
“Rena-chan....”
“One thing I need is...please lend me a dry clothes Jurina”
“Oh,of course!Let’s go to my room then”
We walked to Jurina’s room and entered it.She gave me her warm clothes,for me to not stuttering again.I fitted it in Jurina’s bathroom and drying my hair too.Jurina’s clothes is so warm...I could sniffed her scent.Wearing her clothes is like I have been hugged by her.We went to the city after that by bus.The rain was still pouring,in the bus we just silent and enjoyed the night view from the bus window.The bus stopped in the next station and we got out.Jurina took me to a cute shop but in the middle of our way I felt my head dizzy and the next thing I know is...dark.
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Kinjirareta Futari / Re: The Mayunatteru Thread
« Last post by YKT on Today at 09:38:46 PM »Friday mag scan credit 诚与tvb (mag out today in Japan)
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H!P Fanfics / Re: Making Peace (TakaGaki) Chapter 3 [12/06]
« Last post by yunagi on Today at 09:35:27 PM »kuro_808: Yup. Friendship during childhood developing into mutual interest as they grow. Perfect for a romance fic. Not that I'm saying this is purely a romance fic or if it really is a romance fic...
Gonna be a shorty.
Chapter 3 - Spreading Wings
₪₪ It was my last year in primary school. Risa and I were best friends by then. We still went off to find each other during lunchtime, it was more of a force of habit than anything though. Don’t get me wrong I loved her company, but at that time I was still a kid, thoughts like these haven’t really crossed my mind yet. All I know was that I was to meet Risa at our usual spot by the shade and eat lunch together, and that was that.
That was why during the last weeks I had left in school I felt that eating with Risa started to feel rather odd. Risa didn’t seem to have any intention to speak with me, and I had absolutely nothing to say to her, so we both stayed silent during our meals with each other. It was uncomfortable but we have been doing this routinely that it was even weirder when we weren’t with each other.
Finally one day I had enough of the silence. We met up at our spot, Risa didn’t say anything, though she did regard my presence with a nod of her head, as what she’s been doing for the past days. The action was really getting to me. I was now more determined to break this silence we had somehow grown accustomed to for the past days. The problem was that I had absolutely no idea how to start. I wasn’t much of a conversation starter anyway. So there I was, an open bentou on my lap, chopsticks held limply in my hands and all I was doing was glaring holes at the tips of my shoes.
I sigh, resting my head back on the tree bark. I was hopeless. I’m even surprised we managed to stay best friends for all these years. I was probably the worst person to hold a conversation with. She always complained about me not listening to her when she’s talking or that I zone out a lot. The thought brought a smile to my face. She was one amazing person, to have been able to stick with me through all the years and not get bored of me.
What if she was bored of me now? I was going to graduate in a few weeks. Next school year we won’t be in the same school, and I won’t know when we’ll see each other again. Suddenly I’m scared. I didn’t want to lose Risa as a friend. I sneak a glance at her, she’s concentrated on her bentou. I feel the anxiety building up as the fact that I’m graduating finally dawns on me. What was I to do?
A chirping brought my attention to a lone sparrow perched on one of the tree branch. I’ve read something about birds in literature class, I think it was supposed to mean “one being freed” or “freedom”. Now that I think about it, that made a lot of sense, birds could fly anywhere they wanted, all they had to do was spread their wings, muster up their courage and fly.
I held my hand up, palms upwards as if I was reaching for the little sparrow. Risa must have noticed because when I turned to look at her she was looking up at the tree branch, her eyes squinted as if to find what I was reaching for. I let my hand drop to my side, at the same time the sparrow jumped off its perch, spreading its wings and flying away. Risa jumped at the sudden action but soon smiled as she realized what it was. I guess it was about time I learned a thing or two about those birds.
“Gaki-san, do you like birds?”
“Un. I like them! Aren’t they great Ai-chan?”
“You know, in literatures they’re supposed to represent freedom. That makes sense right? They’re free to do what they want, go wherever they want and nothing can keep them from flying into the horizon but themselves.”
“Wow, Ai-chan… that was pretty poetic there.” I turn away to hide my blush, but I don’t take long. I had more pressing issues I needed to see through before I could lose face. I take in a deep breath. “Hey, Gaki-san, are you getting bored of me?”
Her head turns to me at this, her brows creasing in the middle as she regarded me with a frown. “Why would I get bored with you? You may not know it but you’re a pretty interesting character.”
“You’re just saying that to make me feel better…” I mumble.
“What are you saying? Really, I’m not bored of you. I can never get bored of you. What made you think that anyway?”
That was my opening and before I can think too much about what I was going to say and lose my confidence I continue. “Because, you haven’t spoken to me in days, and I’ve been feeling that you’ve been distant with me.” The last part ends in a mumble. I couldn’t look at her anymore. I don’t hear her answer right away, something in my gut drops and I’m feeling even worse as I did initially. I stare at my bentou, my appetite lost.
“That’s because…” I hear her say. Her voice sounds different from her normal though. Was this it? Possibly the last conversation I was going to have with her. I’m afraid to hear her answer but I pulled up all my courage and refrain myself from running off. I was going to see this through, whatever the outcome may be. “Because I’m scared.” She finally finishes.
My eyes are wide open as my head snaps to her direction. She had pulled her knees to her chest, hugging them to herself, her bentou lay by her side. Her face is partially hidden behind her knees so that I can only see her eyes, her very expressive eyes. I’ve been staring into those same eyes for so long that I could pick up even the slightest change in her demeanour just by looking at her eyes. It was not something a normal friend could just easily pick up, a fact that I have overlooked for so long. This time I can see them perfectly. Fear. Sadness. But of what?
“I’m scared. When Ai-chan graduates… Next year you won’t be here anymore. I won’t be able to see you as easily as I can now. When that happens… I’m just scared to lose you.”
And then I am not scared anymore. It was like the chains around me have finally been unlocked, I feel lighter. I put my bentou down and shuffle closer to her and, in an act that I rarely show to other people I pull her for a hug. I feel her stiffen, I could practically imagine her confused face, but a short while later I feel her arms wrap around me. “I won’t go anywhere. I’ll always be here for you. I promise.”
Gonna be a shorty.
Chapter 3 - Spreading Wings
₪₪ It was my last year in primary school. Risa and I were best friends by then. We still went off to find each other during lunchtime, it was more of a force of habit than anything though. Don’t get me wrong I loved her company, but at that time I was still a kid, thoughts like these haven’t really crossed my mind yet. All I know was that I was to meet Risa at our usual spot by the shade and eat lunch together, and that was that.
That was why during the last weeks I had left in school I felt that eating with Risa started to feel rather odd. Risa didn’t seem to have any intention to speak with me, and I had absolutely nothing to say to her, so we both stayed silent during our meals with each other. It was uncomfortable but we have been doing this routinely that it was even weirder when we weren’t with each other.
Finally one day I had enough of the silence. We met up at our spot, Risa didn’t say anything, though she did regard my presence with a nod of her head, as what she’s been doing for the past days. The action was really getting to me. I was now more determined to break this silence we had somehow grown accustomed to for the past days. The problem was that I had absolutely no idea how to start. I wasn’t much of a conversation starter anyway. So there I was, an open bentou on my lap, chopsticks held limply in my hands and all I was doing was glaring holes at the tips of my shoes.
I sigh, resting my head back on the tree bark. I was hopeless. I’m even surprised we managed to stay best friends for all these years. I was probably the worst person to hold a conversation with. She always complained about me not listening to her when she’s talking or that I zone out a lot. The thought brought a smile to my face. She was one amazing person, to have been able to stick with me through all the years and not get bored of me.
What if she was bored of me now? I was going to graduate in a few weeks. Next school year we won’t be in the same school, and I won’t know when we’ll see each other again. Suddenly I’m scared. I didn’t want to lose Risa as a friend. I sneak a glance at her, she’s concentrated on her bentou. I feel the anxiety building up as the fact that I’m graduating finally dawns on me. What was I to do?
A chirping brought my attention to a lone sparrow perched on one of the tree branch. I’ve read something about birds in literature class, I think it was supposed to mean “one being freed” or “freedom”. Now that I think about it, that made a lot of sense, birds could fly anywhere they wanted, all they had to do was spread their wings, muster up their courage and fly.
I held my hand up, palms upwards as if I was reaching for the little sparrow. Risa must have noticed because when I turned to look at her she was looking up at the tree branch, her eyes squinted as if to find what I was reaching for. I let my hand drop to my side, at the same time the sparrow jumped off its perch, spreading its wings and flying away. Risa jumped at the sudden action but soon smiled as she realized what it was. I guess it was about time I learned a thing or two about those birds.
“Gaki-san, do you like birds?”
“Un. I like them! Aren’t they great Ai-chan?”
“You know, in literatures they’re supposed to represent freedom. That makes sense right? They’re free to do what they want, go wherever they want and nothing can keep them from flying into the horizon but themselves.”
“Wow, Ai-chan… that was pretty poetic there.” I turn away to hide my blush, but I don’t take long. I had more pressing issues I needed to see through before I could lose face. I take in a deep breath. “Hey, Gaki-san, are you getting bored of me?”
Her head turns to me at this, her brows creasing in the middle as she regarded me with a frown. “Why would I get bored with you? You may not know it but you’re a pretty interesting character.”
“You’re just saying that to make me feel better…” I mumble.
“What are you saying? Really, I’m not bored of you. I can never get bored of you. What made you think that anyway?”
That was my opening and before I can think too much about what I was going to say and lose my confidence I continue. “Because, you haven’t spoken to me in days, and I’ve been feeling that you’ve been distant with me.” The last part ends in a mumble. I couldn’t look at her anymore. I don’t hear her answer right away, something in my gut drops and I’m feeling even worse as I did initially. I stare at my bentou, my appetite lost.
“That’s because…” I hear her say. Her voice sounds different from her normal though. Was this it? Possibly the last conversation I was going to have with her. I’m afraid to hear her answer but I pulled up all my courage and refrain myself from running off. I was going to see this through, whatever the outcome may be. “Because I’m scared.” She finally finishes.
My eyes are wide open as my head snaps to her direction. She had pulled her knees to her chest, hugging them to herself, her bentou lay by her side. Her face is partially hidden behind her knees so that I can only see her eyes, her very expressive eyes. I’ve been staring into those same eyes for so long that I could pick up even the slightest change in her demeanour just by looking at her eyes. It was not something a normal friend could just easily pick up, a fact that I have overlooked for so long. This time I can see them perfectly. Fear. Sadness. But of what?
“I’m scared. When Ai-chan graduates… Next year you won’t be here anymore. I won’t be able to see you as easily as I can now. When that happens… I’m just scared to lose you.”
And then I am not scared anymore. It was like the chains around me have finally been unlocked, I feel lighter. I put my bentou down and shuffle closer to her and, in an act that I rarely show to other people I pull her for a hug. I feel her stiffen, I could practically imagine her confused face, but a short while later I feel her arms wrap around me. “I won’t go anywhere. I’ll always be here for you. I promise.”
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Chuuch of Charmy / Re: [Discuss] Rika Official Blog "HAPPY" by ameba!
« Last post by youjok on Today at 09:23:53 PM »Delicious
Want to eat together with Charmy
2013.12.06 http://ameblo.jp/ishikawa-rika-official/entry-11719043880.html
Want to eat together with Charmy
2013.12.06 http://ameblo.jp/ishikawa-rika-official/entry-11719043880.html
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AKB48 Fanfics / Re: Short Shots of Lame Plots - "Squirrel Jealousy" (KojiYuu)
« Last post by embee5442 on Today at 09:21:42 PM »@Konoe: Thanks~ just reminiscing the past of AKB glory days... No worries bout Mariko and Takamina... Mariko-sama is just being Sado here 
@atsukojiyuu_C: Thanks~ Glad you enjoyed it... I'll patiently write Yuuwaku no garter scene, then... But it's stuck in my mind, I just can't!!!
@kahem: Thanks~ Me luuurve cheese with a lil dash of fluff toooo
No worries bout Mariko and Takamina... Mariko-sama is just being Sado here @atsukojiyuu_C: Thanks~ Glad you enjoyed it... I'll patiently write Yuuwaku no garter scene, then... But it's stuck in my mind, I just can't!!!
@kahem: Thanks~ Me luuurve cheese with a lil dash of fluff toooo