this morning, i was looking for black socks... but i couldn't find a decent pair so i went for my for-special-occasions-only-fuschia-socks... my jph!p socks...

and for some reason (i really don't recall how it happened) i just started crying while putting on the socks...

is this what socks do to people now??? make them cry like hell?
anyway... for those who noticed my sig, thanks, i really worked my ass off to make that YOSSY- RiKA ambigram... during class hours

just picked up something from my Chinese Philosophy class with Dr. Li
"True words are not beautiful, Beautiful words are not true
A good man does not argue, He who argues is not a good man"

why the hell am i putting this here? because i feel like it... that's all...

i'm GOD...
anyway... enough with my blog extensions

time for what you people come here for...
we who serve no purpose may not be missed... only those who have a telos are longed for...
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ayaka's phone rang frantically on the kitchen counter as she, Hitomi and Mai were getting ready for bed. Annoyed at the repetitive Nokia tone, Mai got out of Ayaka's bedroom to pick up the phone.
"Oi, Ayaka! What happened to Yocchan?" The caller with no greeting, no introduction whatsoever asked.
"Eh? Who's this?!"
"Isn't this Kimura Ayaka's phone?"
"It is, it is. but who is this?"
"Matsuura--"
"O, Ayaya. It's Mai."
"Oh Mai. What happened to Yocchan? We were just about to go to bed when we heard the news--"
Mai looked back and checked if she could be heard from the room since she left the door open. But Hitomi had already lain in the middle of the queen sized bed and has seemingly spaced out.
"That's just some crazy family affair with Rika-chan but that's gotten fixed now..."
"Ah... So how's Rika now?"
"That we don't know..."
"What? I thought everything's fixed now?"
"Well, the crazy family affair got fixed but I think we're gonna have a worse problem..."
"Problem?"
"Rika is gone."
"Kidnapped?"
"No... well she was... but that's not what going on now. She left. As in just left. The security cameras at the hospital caught it all... and guess what?"
"What?"
"Uncle Jin..."
"Oh... ... did you guys call on the police to look for her?"
"No... we haven't gone to that step yet... but I'm really worried about Uncle Jin. Rika-chan's an important asset to the company now with the investment..."
"and that reminds me."
"Of what?"
"I was really going to call Yocchan earlier but i forgot about it and thanks to the news I remember to call... It looks like my father is also interested in Rika's investment in the company."
"... really? I thought he lost all interest after the merger and the pull-out maneuver?"
"That's what I thought too... but when he heard that rumor that Ishikawa Printers may be on a comeback and might be merging with PubCom, her just showed up in my office and asked me the weirdest things..."
"... weirdest things? I don't get it. Isn't your father the un-weirdest person in the world?"
"That's what i thought too but then, he started asking me how long I've known Rika and if she knows Yocchan's family and how she got out of bankruptcy and things related to those three questions..."
"Doesn't he hate Yossui's guts?"
"Looks like it... It looks like he hates Uncle Jin too..."
"I know they were competitors but I didn't know they know each other that well enough for one to hate the other..."
"Yeah... Anyway... I might fly in next week... Miki wants another vacation..."
"Well, see you, then... don't forget to drop by at the office..."
"I won't... just say hi to Yocchan and Ayaka for me..."
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