I just can't believe this. I called Daigong as soon as I saw his post in Facebook, and I couldn't believe it... After I hung up, I haven't been able to stop crying. It's unreal. My friends took me to their apartment to be with me and I've been talking to them non-stop about Jab and all the great memories I have of him.
To think that I'll never see him greeting me "LA REINA!" on the irc again, and that I'll never get to have another one of those long meaningful talks we used to... it just breaks my heart. I've known him for so many years, since my days on JPM more than 5 years ago. I never thought one day he'd be gone.
Last year he was coming to PR to celebrate my birthday with me and Daigong, Asmo and Kuno_Thunder, but in the end he wasn't able to come to due to a family tragedy. Even then, he gave me a surprise phone call on my birthday, and it made me so happy! That was exactly 1 year + 1 day ago. I can't believe I won't get another chance to see him.
Even though we didn't get to meet in person, we became really good friends, and he has a really special place in my heart. He was always there for me when my grandpa died, just as I was always there for him when his brother passed away. He was a great guy with a huge heart. I can't believe that I have to write in past tense about him... I'll never forget my great friend Jab/Tim.
My friend must be in heaven now... I will now pray for his family, who also had a terrible loss last year, and now must be going through the hardest times... May God give them all the strength to get through this together.
I miss you already JABBY!!!