^ Oh, it's not like I'm going to stop listening to them. But I just won't be buying their music. And really? I've never heard of any leaks of Ayumi albums. But maybe that's just me. (I have liked her since early last year though, and she's released a lot since then....). I'm just upset.
And I still refuse to listen to the leaked version.

I've never in my music-loving life experienced leaks of albums, honestly. Maybe I've liked artists who've leaked before, but I just haven't liked them at the time. So this is really disappointing me. So yeah... I'm sorry I won't be able to share my thoughts yet.

I feel like I
should, because I'm a supposed fan with a blog and I belong to this community, but I'm against the leaks 100%.

EDIT: It may sound really irrational that I'm likely not going to buy anything from them in the future, but really.... I would've been continuing to just download if I didn't feel regret for not contributing to their chart status as I do with U.S. artists, easily. But seeing as people in Japan obviously can get their CDs at record stores a few days before release dates, like nothing, then what's the harm in me downloading? And since it's getting leaked... >_< It's like, their past two releases, released last week and tomorrow were leaked before the dates. How come it seems so easy? It just feels wrong.... Even if it was just someone who got an early copy and ripped it, we can never know... And for the one time I am finally buying a J-pop artist's album, in the little-over-a-year time in which I've listened to J-Pop, I.... I don't want to hear the CD before I get my copy.

It's my first J-pop CD, and I want to hear the songs on it.... on it.

I'm sorry if I sound stupid, but it's my first time buying J-pop, so... I know a lot of you know what that feels like by now, but yeah.... =T