---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 44 (1/1)

[amEthystx]

Go turtle~ go get your kitten~~ Poke her~ irritate her pester her if you have to!  Just like my Doggy ERI~


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do ~~

- What hurts the most (Rascal Faltts)
 

ohhh~ i'm getting Emo~

 

[kRisZ]

Heartbreaking 

[cogi_yoshi]

I now understand why you entitled this circle...because their pain's never ending... Sayu luvs Eri..eri luvs Reina...Eri left Sayu for Reina, Sayu fell in love with Koha... Reina left Eri... Sayu takes care of Eri... Koha leaves Sayu because of Eri... Eri wants to give another chance with Sayu...Sayu doesn't..Koha dated Mittsi... Eri tries to win back Reina.... Awww... as what kRisZ said...this one's really heartbreaking.

[LiLith]

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@Cogy_yoshi: Oh? Are you new reader?   Greet!

because their pain's never ending...

Oh you're totally right   That's exactly the reason why I entitled this fic CIRCLE.

Sayu luvs Eri..eri luvs Reina...Eri left Sayu for Reina, Sayu fell in love with Koha... Reina left Eri... Sayu takes care of Eri... Koha leaves Sayu because of Eri... Eri wants to give another chance with Sayu...Sayu doesn't..Koha dated Mittsi... Eri tries to win back Reina...

OMG After reading your comment I suddenly realize that my fic was so complicated   Damn it.   Gomen everyone  

@KRisz: Yeah... heartbreaking... But this is already the saddest chapter in this fic, I guess.  

@amEthystx: The song's lyric is sad. *sign* OH you're getting emo?

@rndmnwierd :

It's a homerun, outta the park! Look at that go!

you seem to like baseball?

@badsaints: Yeah... I'm on the way to bring them back now  

@kurosawa87:

Wow that was crushing,  seems that they might be wedged and I hope they might come back together

In fact I haven't decided how to end this fic . Happy ending is sweet, because I love SayuKoha very much, but I always like tragedy.  

Gomen everyone. The next chapter will be a bit late. Hope that you won't be angry with me.  

[lil_hamz]

C12

OMG!!!!!!!!

Eri didn't just ask Sayu to get back together. What's gonna happen to Koha now?!?!?

C13

NOOOOOOOOO! Not Koharu too! Kids, you have to stop running away from relationship problems. It's not the right thing to do *shakes head*

C14

Nani?!?!!? You can't be serious? Author-san! You can't end here? Doesn't anyone get a happy ending?

[LiLith]

@ lil_hamz: Yeah I will not end here ^^!

New update

Chapter 15

Forgetting about our mistakes and wounds
isn’t enough to make them disappear.
Even now, each time I think back,
my heart still tightens.
I wasn’t able to be courageous
to the point of loving you despite my wounds.
I’ve lost.
That moment,
If I had acted more maturely,
And if I had realized your weakness
Would we have a different future than the one we’ve seen?

*

“Hey, why do you sit here?”
Eri sits down next to me.
“I don’t know how to ski…”
“EHH? Really?” She bursts out laughing. I stare at her.
“Haha~ it’s ok, I’ll teach you.”
“But… I’m scared… what if I have a fall? It will hurt…”
“Don’t worry. It’s not scary like you imagine.” She stands up and holds out her hand to me. I take hand and stand up, too.
“Ah~~ there’re too many people here. I think there isn’t enough space for us… we should go somewhere…” she looks around. “Hey, overthere. No one is there.”
“But… it’s a bit far, isn’t it?”
“It’s ok, I can remember the way.” She holds my hand and pulls me away.
“Where are you two going?” Gaki-san shouts to us.
“We’ll go there” she points to the place “I’ll teach Sayu to ski.”
“Oh, why don’t you ski here with us? You two go to find your own space, right?” Ai-chan giggles. “Don’t go too far.”
“Yeah.”

*

“Ganbatte Sayumi!” Eri shouts loudly.
“Wow, SUGOI!”
“Ganbatte!”
“Sugoi! I can do it! Eri can you see? I can do it!” I scream out.
“That’s amazing, Sayu!”
“Ah~”
“Chotto matte…”
“What’s wrong?”
“Ah~~~ I forget to carry the camera…” She looks at her bag disappointedly. “Wait me, ok? I’ll comeback to the hotel to take it. Stand right here, don’t go anywhere. I’ll be back soon.”
“Yes…”
She runs away. When she’s gone, I try doing it again. That’s really funny. I can ski now. I always thought I’ll never be able to ski. But now I really can do it. That’s amazing.

For more than haft an hour skiing, I realize that I have been too far from the beginning place. I can’t see anyone here. I’m a bit scared. Eri hasn’t been back yet. That’s too long. I take my cell phone and call her.
“Eri has you comeback yet?”
“Sayu… I’m sorry… but where are you now? I can’t see you anywhere…”
I look around fearfully.
“I don’t know… there’re only snow and mountains here…”
“Do you remember the way? Comeback right now! There’ll be a snow-storm tonight. We have to return to the hotel right now!”
Before I can say anything else, the call drops. I realize that my phone has been out of buttery. I try to turn it on, but it can’t be helped.

There’ll be a snow-storm?
I look around.
“IS THERE ANYONE HERE??” I shout.
But, no answer.
I try to scream out again and again but there’s no answer. I feel a bit like crying. It’s getting darker and darker. The snow starts to drop.
I’ll stay here alone tonight, when there’ll be a snow-storm?
Before I get to know how much serious it is, the sky has already turned dark.

*

“I told you not to go too far! Right?”
“I’m sorry… I can’t call her…”
“It’s not time to yell to her, Ai-chan. We have to find Sayu as soon as possible.”
“Call the police immediately!”
“Where’re you going, Koharu-chan?”
“Go to find Michishige-san, of course.”
“What? The storm is coming!”
“I can’t wait until the police come. Who know when they will come in such a snow-storm night?”
“Ok. I’ll go with you.”
“All of us will go.”

*

My head, my stomach, my hand is getting colder and colder. My body is covered with snow.
What if nobody finds me?
I can’t stand anymore. I lie down on the snow covered ground. I can’t hear anything. I also can’t see anything.

“Mi-chi-shi-ge-saannn….”

“Michishige-sannn….”

Someone is calling my name.
I can’t realize who it is. I also don’t have enough strength to answer.
I’m here… please come here… I’m here… can you hear me??

“Finally find you!”
That person runs to me. She hugs me tightly, trying to warm myself. She squeezes my hand so that I can feel warm. That warm… is familiar. Every touch of her is familiar.
“Are you ok?”
I can’t say anything else. My eyes can’t see clearly.
“Don’t close your eyes!” She yells.
I slowly close my eyes.
“Open your eyes! SAYU-CHAN!!!”

Finally I realize who it is.

[kuro808]

Koha, it must be Koha

well might as well take a stab 

[badsaints]

My guess that it's Koha too Wow I really hope nothing will happen to Sayu (actually I hope she will be sick so that Koha can take care of her )

*waits in anticipation for next chapter*

[rndmnwierd]

Kill Sayu! Kill Sayu!

No, I'm kidding really, if I say that, someone will yell at me.

Uwaah! I hope KohaSayu works out!

BTW, I'm not really a sports fan, but if someone is insistant on watching any sports game, I'd have to agree to baseball.

[kRisZ]

Koha to the rescue 

[LiLith]

Merry x-mas to everyone ^^!

Chapter 16

Looking back, in this painful love story,
I couldn’t do anything for you.
You were always the person to rescue me, when I was wallowing in pains.
You have always been
my MIRACLE.

When I open my eyes, I realize that I’m in my room. Someone is holding me, my head is resting on her shoulder.
“Hey, she finally wakes up!” Ai-chan yells.
“Are you ok?” Everyone comes near to the bed and gives me concerned look. I nod slowly. I turn to look at the girl who is holding me. I wonder how long she has been holding me like that. Perhaps since she found me on the snow, she hasn’t let go of me till now. She covers her eyes with her hand. It’s like that she is crying.
“What kind of girlfriend are you?” She yells at Eri.
“I’m sorry…”
“Why can you leave her alone like that? What if we couldn’t find her?” She yells louder.
“Koharu-chan… it’s not her fault… it’s my fault… you can’t blame it on her.” I weakly say to her.
“Get out, please.”
“What?”
“I told all of you to get out!” She cries out.
Everybody looks at her dazedly and keeps quiet for a while.
“Let’s get out, everyone.” Gaki-san says to the other members. “Koharu-chan will look after Sayu.”
All the members leave the room.
I look at her. She is crying. Her eyes are full of tears. I brush her tears with my thumb.
“Why are you crying?”
She shakes her head, still keeps crying.
“Do you feel cold?”
I slowly nod.
She holds me more tightly.
“Don’t cry… I’m fine now, Koharu-chan…”
She touches my hands.
“No. your body is very cold!”
That’s true. My body is trembling uncontrollably. I feel as if I’m going to die now.

Suddenly, she unbuttons my coat.
“Koharu-chan?”
She ignores me, continuing to unbutton my clothes.
“What… what are you doing?”
“Save you.”
Before I can react, I realize all of my clothes have been taken off. I’m really naked now. I pull the blanket to cover my body and look at her fearfully. She starts to take off her clothes, too. When she’s done, she lies down next to me and embraces me. She presses my body against her so that our skins touch.
“It’ll be cold for a while, but after that our body touches will warm you up.”
My body shakes a little when we touch. I hold her back and nuzzle on her neck to feel more warmth of her. She tries to cover my body with her arms. Just a few minutes later, I start to feel warm.
I breathe steadily.
“Koharu-chan…”
“Hm?”
“Your body is warm.”
“Yeah.” She whispers to my ear. “I’m here with you. I won’t go anywhere.”
I’m like a bit crying. My heart is throbbing strongly.
“I’ll protect you.”
“As long as I’m here, everything will be fine.”

Every word of her, touches my heart deeply
Like a storm.



In that snow-fallen night
With your small shaky arms
You tried to cover my body to protect me from the cold.
Thanks to you,
Although that was a winter night
I didn’t feel any cold at all.
Because the person who can warm my body and my heart up
was right here.

[kuro808]

Deep intimate love between them two

Koha/Sayu saikou

[badsaints]

*wipes the lone tear* Aww this is so sweet

[kRisZ]

 

EDIT
HAPPY HOLIDAYS 

[amEthystx]

“What kind of girlfriend are you?” She yells at Eri.

They were back together already??? o.O?

hmmm....Aika is not around??

Anyway...putting all the questions aside... haha.. the chapter is pretty sweet.... afterall... forgetting is easier said then done~


By the way~


Merry Christmas

 

[rndmnwierd]

Cute!

EDIT: Also sexy. Methinks a certain Japanese hachiki member will come upon this scene.

[Kuji]

The funny thing is that I was just watching a documentary on Snowboarding today. Somehow this storyline fit right in with that. Ah... Koharu's so smart to use bodyheat, I wonder why nobody else thought of it. heh.

D: Oh noes, but poor Aika?

[LiLith]

@kuji: Oh, glad to see your comment here again   It has been a while, right?  

Koharu's so smart to use bodyheat, I wonder why nobody else thought of it. heh.

Maybe before they had time to think of it, they had been forced to get out by our miracle  

@rndm:

Methinks a certain Japanese hachiki member will come upon this scene.

Oh good idea  

@amEthystx:

They were back together already??? o.O?

Oh... If you mean SayuEri... Everyone though they were, but in fact they weren't  

hmmm....Aika is not around??

She IS around.  
BTW, merry x-mas to you, too. although a bit late.

@Krisz: Thank you.  

@badsaints: I'm happy that you find it sweet. Thank you.

@korosawa87: Yeah. Rainbow pinku love forever!!!

Chapter 17

“You’re awake?”
“Yes…”
She gives me a smile.
“Ohayoo.”
“Ohayoo…”
My face turns red when I realize that I’m still naked. She has already put on her clothes, but I haven’t yet. I pull the blanket, trying to cover myself.
She pulls me closer to her. She wraps her arms around my body and keeps holding me like that for a while.
“Do you feel cold anymore?”
“No at all…”
She lets out a bright smile.
“It’s like that you don’t have a cold. That’s amazing.”
She gets out of the bed, takes my clothes and gives it to me.
“Put on your clothes. I’ll leave now. I’ll tell Kamei-san to look after you.”
“What?... you’ll leave now?”
“Yeah.”
She smiles at me, then she opens the door and gets out.

I have totally forgotten it.
I didn’t remember that she’s not my lover anymore.
Everything she did last night means nothing. She just helps me. If it were not me but Mittsi, she would do the same.
Her girlfriend now is Mittsi. Not me.
It’s like that I have woken up from a long dream.
Although I know it’s over between us, I still want to cry when she leaves me behind like that.
Because that was so indifferent.
That was so “easy”.


During the day, she didn’t comeback to see me again. Everyone came here, but she didn’t.
I realize that I had always been looking forward to seeing her. Everytime when there was a knock on the door, my heart throbbed. I always hoped that was her. But actually, it wasn’t.
Stop dreaming, Sayumi.
She has stopped loving me. She has dated Mittsi. I can’t have any chance. I can’t break them.
I feel as if I’m slowly falling into a valley without knowing how to get out.
Love is so painful.


“Sayu, you haven’t slept yet?”
Eri opens the door and comes in.
“That’s late, Sayu. You should sleep now. Tomorrow is Reina’s birthday. You have to join the party.”
“I will. I’m ok, don’t worry about me.”
“I’ll stay with you tonight.”
She locks the door, turns off the light and comes to lie next to me. I close my eyes, forcing myself to sleep.
However, whenever I close my eyes, her crying face last night appears.
Why did she cry in that moment?
Why did she yell to Eri, to everyone, why did she hold me during the time?
Crap. I can’t sleep. My eyes close and open again and again. I can’t stop thinking about her. I can’t understand her actions. Sometimes she was close to me, but sometimes she was far away from me.

What is she doing now?
Where is she now?
Maybe…
They’re staying together.
What are they doing?...

The sound of the cell phone breaks my thought. A message, in such a midnight? Who can it be?
I slowly get out of the bed and go to take the phone.

*Get out *

Just 2 words.
But it’s from her. My heart throbs. I take the coat and go to open the door.
It’s a bit dark. I can’t see clearly. As soon as I close the door, someone takes my hand and pulls me away without saying a word. She pushes me to a room, quickly closes the door. I sit at the bed fearfully. Just a second later, the light is turned off. I can’t see anything. I hear her coming near to me. Then her arms wrap around my body.
“Why…”
“I forgot to do a thing.”
She brushes my bottom lip with her thumb.
“Your body is warm now… but your lips are still cold. I forgot to warm them up.”
She wraps my neck with a hand, pulling me closer to her. Then her lips touch mine softly. She explores my mouth with her tongue, that makes me feel a bit warm. My skin is becoming hotter and hotter. She kisses me more passionately, without any breaking. I wonder how long that kiss will lass. When I remember that we’re not lovers anymore, I try to push her away, but she doesn’t stop. She lies on top of me and continues the kiss.

Why? Why are you doing all of this? You’re dating another, why do you still kiss me?
That hurts… I want your love, not your kisses or your touches.
Once you have decided to date another, stop touching me.

However, I can’t stop myself.
Every part of my body, misses her touches.
I pull her shirt up to touch her smooth skin. I wander her back with my hands. Finally she breaks the kiss to catch her breath.
“Sleep with me tonight?” She whispers.
I keep quiet. She holds me and buries her face to my neck, still lying on top of me. I hold her back and stroke her hair.
We keep silent like that for a while. I don’t know what to say in this situation.
“Koharu-chan…” Finally I break the silence. “We must stop. We’re cheating on Mittsi…”
No answer.
“Koharu-chan?”
I turn to look at her.
OMG, she has already slept. I can’t help but let out a smile. She must be very tired after a whole night looking after me. I let her lie down next to me, and study her face. Her sleeping face is so cute, of course.
I touch her cheek with my hands.
Suddenly, I see a tear running down from her eyes.
Why do you cry? Is there anything hurting you?
I gently brush her tears with my thumb. I kiss softly on her eyes.


I was really deeply in love with you.
But I’m afraid that if we touched, that wound would get bigger.
That’s the reason why I can’t continue this anymore. Nothing will come from such a relationship… We can’t cheat on your girlfriend. I don’t want you to be hated by her. You’ll be hurt, right?
So stop this.


My eyes start to overflow with tears.
This will be our last night.
The last night I can hold you in my arms.
Stop this, before that injury gets bigger.
I can’t stand it anymore.


I pull the blanket to cover her body.
Studying her face for the last time, I open the door and leave the room.


THE END.  

[bgcolor=#000000]I'm just joking [/bgcolor]

[badsaints]

Argh this is driving me crazy!!!


Koharu thinks Sayumi is dating Eri
Sayumi thinks Koharu is dating Aika

Someone needs to tie these two together and get them to set things straight

THE END.
I'm just joking

Nooooooo don't joke about this You're gonna give someone a heart attack, especially me

[kuro808]

Seriously, stop playing you two and get back together already