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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 23 now up!
« Reply #120 on: January 20, 2011, 11:05:20 PM »
So Maimi gets her shit together. Good.

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Maimi replied before closing the door confused “If it wasn't Airi or Saki, then who was Miya's first love?”

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 23 now up!
« Reply #121 on: January 28, 2011, 05:16:27 PM »
Thanks for the comment guys, here's chapter 24 ready just in time for the weekend! Alas my release have been quite random recently, maybe things will improve next month but it's still a bit of a when I can write I do but I've just been so darn busy situation at the moment!  :sweatdrop:

@ Xcute + gracula + dark-atrox : We will see who it was, this dosn't stop the H!P kids having a guess though.......

@ Kuro87: Yes Miya's character is quite complex when you peel away the outer layers, and we still have more to find out about her...

@ Kano-chan: I know that Maimislapped Miya but they made up so that's ok right?  :nervous as for who was Miya's first love and what will happen to Saki, well I wouldn't want to spoil it for you would I?  :P

@ eruchan: Yeah Maimi and Miya are back on the same page though I wonder if that will be a good thing..... yeah don't worry the confustion may not of ended quite yet.....

P.S. @ gracula: if I was giving my chapters titles I would of so name the last one "Maimi get her shit together:lol:

Chapter 24

“She'll be in today you'll see” Nakky said to the other three girls sitting around the table.

“Nakky, you said that yesterday as well you know” Chisa replied

“Yeah, well, I'm really sure today” Nakky answered back, looking determined

“Whatever” Chisa said turning to the girl sitting opposite her “Have you heard anything Airi?”

“......”

“Er, Airi?”

“Hmm, yes, what were you saying Mai?”

“It wasn't me talking to you” Mai replied giving Airi a funny look “It was Chisa”

“Was it” Airi asked totally lost “Are you sure?”

“Airi what is the mater with you today, you're so spaced out at the moment?” Chisa asked, concerned.

“Nothing, nothing, just got a lot on my mind” she paused “sorry”

“It's nothing to be sorry about” Mai said rolling her eyes

“perhaps it is” Airi said to herself sadly, even though all could hear what she said

“Airi” Chisa said cautiously “Is this about....”

“Maimi!” Nakky yelled, standing up with a large smile on her face, the other three girls turned round to see their absent leader standing in the doorway behind them

“Um, hello” Maimi said sheepishly bowing down to the group in front of her

Airi suddenly stood up and quickly made her way over to Maimi “Nice to see you” Airi quickly bowed to her leader before speaking again “Um Bye” she said before running from the room.

“Airi wait!” Maimi called out too the fleeing girl, she glanced back at the other and her eyes met with Nakky's who gave her a quick nod, nodding back Maimi set off after Airi.

Airi was not sure why she was running but it felt as though she was doing the right thing, as soon as she has seen Maimi walk into that room her toddy had been desperately telling her to leave, to move away from that place where her emotions threatened to overflow, to run from the girl who, with her absence from Airi's life, had brought many difficult feelings to her mind.

Airi heard a voice call out from behind her as she ran through the crowded corridors, though who ever the voice belonged to and what they said meant nothing to her, she made for the stairs as if they would become an escape route from this World. She heard the voice behind her again but she did not turn round, she kept her mind focused on climbing the stairs wishing, in an odd way, that they could last forever.

A door came  up and as Airi burst through it she felt a breeze begin to gently caress her face, slowly becoming aware of her surroundings she realized that she had ran all the way to the roof , the voice called for her again, she recognized the voice this time but then again who else would it of been? Taking a deep breath, she walked over to the railings around the edge of the roof and looked out onto the City.

Maimi ran through the door and skidded to a halt when she Airi at the railings, she took a moment to regain her composure before making her way over to Airi

“Um,hello Airi” she said nervously, slowly closing the distance between herself and the younger girl who said nothing in response

“I didn't know you could run like that” Maimi said, trying a different approach but still getting no reponse

“It's nice to see you” Maimi said honestly “I, I missed you and I'm sorry, sorry for the way I've been behaving recently”

At Maimi's last words Airi spun round to face Maimi and rushed up to her “Do you even know what you should be sorry for?” she yelled

“Airi I...”

“You left me Maimi!” Airi cut off her leader “When I really needed you Maimi, you weren't there!”

“If you'd let me explain....”

“You know I really struggled over whether I should tell you about Miya or not but in the end I thought, hey it's Maimi, she'll understand, she'll side with me no matter what, but what happens, you dissapear, you don't answer any of my calls or texts and recently you hardly even speak to me at work”

“Please Airi just....”

“You know what the funniest thing is though Maimi?” Airi asked interrupting Maimi once again “I ended up confessing to Miya anyway but I could tell from the look in her eye that she did not share my feelings, I felt so awkward, I just ran away” Airi turned her back towards Maimi and hung her head “The thing is though all that I could think about afterwards was you, I wanted to go and see you but you had left me” Airi said as she began to cry “I was lost Maimi, I wanted to see you but I thought that you did not want to see me, I-I..”

Airi felt the arms embrace her, a familiar feeling or warmth and reassurance that, truth be told, she had longed for these last few days, the emotions inside her could take no more and they boiled over into uncontrollable tears as she desperately clutched back at the girl holding her.

Maimi gently lifted the crying girls head up towards her own and gave her a soft kiss on the lips, calming the girl “Airi I make no excuses for what I've been like lately because there are no excuses to give, I was wrong in how I treated you and I wish I could go back and change that but I can't” she paused to wipe some tears from Airi's eyes “All I can say now is that I am hear for you now, if you want me and that if you do, I wont leave you again”

Airi looked up at her leader, a few tears still in her eyes, and lifter a hand to her lips “Maimi, you-you kissed me!” she sounder surprised now, rather than angry or upset

“Sorry” Maimi said quickly believing that she had done something wrong “I only did it to calm you down it didn't mean anything else by it, um”

“No, no it's O.K.” Airi replied just as quickly before wiping the last tears from her eyes “Well, I er, I better be going, practice and all that, well, bye”

Airi walked quickly towards the door leaving a confused Maimi rooted to the spot, when she got about halfway to the door, Airi suddenly stopped.

“You promise right?” she asked Maimi “That you wont leave?”

“Yes” Maimi replied, turning to face the girl who's back was now facing her.

“Good” Airi replied without turning round as she quickly headed through the door and out of Maimi's sight.

Maimi slowly walked back down the stairs that she had chased Airi up, she wasn't sure what to think at the moment, she was glad that she had apologized to Airi, in doing so a great weight felt as though it had been lifted from her shoulders however Maimi wasn't really sure if Air had actually forgiven her or not, and what was Airi talking about, wanting to see her after telling Miya she liked her, especially as she never got to hear a response from Miya, when did that ever make sense?

“Hey!”

Maimi jumped in surprise at the voice and turned round to see who had caught her off guard “Geez Nakky you scared me half to death!”

“Sorry” Nakky replied “I came to see how things were going, with Airi. I didn't mean to scare you”

“It's O.K.” Maimi said “I probably should not of been in my own world any way, I was just trying to think things through”

“About Airi” Nakky asked as the two girls started walking

“Yeah” Maimi said letting out a sigh

“Did it, did it not go so well?” Nakky asked quietly

“I-I don't really know” Maimi replied not to sure how to answer the question Nakky asked her properly

“Don't really know?”

“Well, I think she has forgiven me but at the same time I think she is also still angry at me” Maimi tired to explain “at least, I think so anyway”

“Did you tell her that you liked her?” Nakky stared at her leader as if testing her

Maimi looked away “Um, no, I mean she still has feelings for Miya and all, well possibly anyway, so I didn't want to bother her today”

“And Airi still hasn't figured it out for herself?” Nakky asked this more to herself than Maimi but there was no mistaking the dangerous tone in her voice

“No she hasn't, but perhaps it's my fault rather than hers”

“Your fault?, what about this is your fault?” Nakky replied angrily “But of course, you still love her don't you, even though she doesn't deserve it from you!”

“I can't help who I love Nakky” Maimi said gently

“Neither can I!” Nakky shouted grabbing Maimi by the hand and pulling her into an empty room

“Nakky?” Maimi was shocked by the outburst “Why....”

“Why? Why?” the younger girls voice rang in Maimi's ears “I tell you why Maimi, it's because I'm tired, tired of watching you chase after a girl who doesn't see the obvious, tired of watching you get hurt by her, tired of the fact that whatever anyone else tries to get your attention your eye's stay fixed on Airi even though she shows nothing in return”

“Nakky, I, I don't know how to explain it I just...”

“Well I know how to explain what I feel Maimi, it must hurt, right? The way Airi is with you, why must you all ways have to feel hurt Maimi when you could feel love, from me!”

Nakky went to turn away and leave the room, Maimi couldn't quite believe what she had heard, Nakky loved her? She had to say something to the girl, try to explain.

“Saki wait!”

Nakky paused “Saki?” she said letting out a laugh “It must be serious, for you to call me that” she got to the door and reached out for the handle “I like you Maimi, as you said you can't help who you like and well, I like you, there's no need to chase me, or feel the pain of me not loving you because I am all ready here Maimi, all I'm doing is waiting, waiting for you” Nakky gave Maimi a sad little smile before leaving the room.

Maimi looked at the door for a while before putting her head in her hands, Nakky liked her, she felt almost cruel, all those times she had talked to her about Airi and she had never even noticed the feelings that Nakky had for her, what made it worse was that even though now she knew, Maimi could not pay back the love that Nakky had for her, however futile it may be, she still only liked Airi, but then.....

“Why could I not say it to Nakky?”

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 24 now up!
« Reply #122 on: January 28, 2011, 07:00:30 PM »
new chapter! :D
i'm glad maimi finally come back to her senses and apologize to airi  :D
OMG Nakky confessed  :shock:
well... i suspected her liking maimi, but now it's getting even more confusing  :dizzy:

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 24 now up!
« Reply #123 on: January 28, 2011, 08:28:12 PM »
We shall add Nakky to the pot and let's see what we come out with :lol:

At least Maimi is back to herself.... I hope :nervous
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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 24 now up!
« Reply #124 on: January 28, 2011, 10:41:05 PM »
Amazing how the characters and their feelings are all over the place now. I don't even know where to start. :shocked Now I'M all over the place. :panic:

Captain having feelings for both Miya and Chii. Chii likes Miya. Yurina likes Chii. Miya likes Saki and a bit of Airi?(and some mysterious person..) Maimi likes Airi, but Nakky likes Maimi! Where is this going?? :on blackhole:

So back to this chappy.. :roll:

Maimi tried calming Airi down with a kiss on the lips? :lol: She hadn't even confessed yet. XD

And once again, the very last bit makes me wonder. Is there a reason why Maimi couldn't tell Nakky that? :mon dunno:

Could it be...? :? :O

Okay, done. Now I'm going to wait. :grin:

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 24 now up!
« Reply #125 on: January 29, 2011, 09:17:22 AM »
And Chapter 24 shall be 'Emo Airi is Emo'.

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Nakky paused “Saki?” she said letting out a laugh “It must be serious, for you to call me that” she got to the door and reached out for the handle “I like you Maimi, as you said you can't help who you like and well, I like you, there's no need to chase me, or feel the pain of me not loving you because I am all ready here Maimi, all I'm doing is waiting, waiting for you” Nakky gave Maimi a sad little smile before leaving the room.

This evoked bad memories for me- when a girl tells you that, you have to chase after her or else! Maimi! Get your shit together!

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 24 now up!
« Reply #126 on: February 07, 2011, 05:46:56 PM »
Looks like what i've been fearing about is true... :panic: :panic: :panic:

Nakky really love Maimi... :shocked :shocked :shocked

looks like things are gonna get more and more complicated.... :banghead: :banghead: :banghead:

God... :sweatdrop: :sweatdrop: :sweatdrop: but i'm glad that Maimi and Airi are ok again and no matter what, i hope Airi will realized that she also have a feeling for Maimi... :nervous :nervous :nervous

Sorry for the comment ok... :bow: :bow: :bow: Update soon... :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 24 now up!
« Reply #127 on: February 15, 2011, 04:57:44 PM »
Chapter 25 now finished, again I apologise the rather sparodic release of my chapter at the moment, it's just been a bit of a stuggle to find time to work on them at the moment, but I battle on and hope that I will be able to get a little more regular in my releases soon!

@Eruchan + Kuro87: yeah poor Maimi, gets past some of her problems with Airi but Nakky adds a whole new set of problems into her life!  :doh:

@Kano-Chan: Nice little summary of the relationships  :lol: I get all over the place with the relationships as well sometimes and it's my fic!  :doh: Maimi and her spur of the moment kiss  :lol: yeah Maimi herself wasn't sure what she was doing either and as for Nakky, well......... we'll se wont we  :P

@Gracula: Ah, apologies for the bad memories!  :bow: as for Maimi, we will have to see what she does

@Abok: You were worried about Nakky liking Maimi, perhpas you weren't the only one who was worried.... but yes you are right, things are still getting pretty complicated!


Chapter 25

“Ahh I love Sundays” Miya exclaimed as she led down on Saki's bed

The owner of the bed, that Miya was beginning to rearrange to  her own likings, looked up from the book she was reading on the chair by her desk and shook her head at the girl who was now nestled in a pile of pillows and bedding “Only Sundays that you have off” she said “and not that I'm happy to see you but why is there a specific reason for you to come over and trash my bed?”

“Miya sat up sending a couple of pillows falling to the floor “Why? Because I haven't seen my darling girlfriend in ages so I thought to myself “I must go see Saki” so here I am” she said dramatically

“Miya, I'd hardly call, what, about a day ages” Saki said putting her book down and moving over to the bed

Miya led back down on the bed before speaking “But to me Saki, every moment away from you feels like an eternity”

“And every time I hear you say something so cheesy I want to throw up!” Saki replied sitting down on the bed next to Miya, smiling at her girlfriend

“Hey that's not very nice is it?” Miya said pouting “It took me ages to think of that!”

“ages?”

“Well, two minuets anyway”

both of the girl began to laugh as Saki picked up the two pillows of the floor and led down next to Miya, grasping one of her hands in hers as she did so

“So, my girlfriend who hasn't seen me for an eternity” Saki said “Did you plan anything to do today or are we going to just lie here?”

“Well, is lying here such a bad idea?” Miya purred, a cheeky smile on her face “Besides, if we go out I can't do this” Miya leant over and gave Saki a kiss on the lips

“True” Saki replied happily as she snuggled up to Miya.

It was odd, Saki thought, how natural the romantic behaviour between herself and Miya has become, she smiled to herself as Miya wrapped her arms around her body, odd it may be but if it meant that she got held like she was now then it was defiantly nice at the same time.

“You know we should probably go do something” Saki said after a while

Miya groaned in response “Do we have to?”

“Isn't there anything you feel like doing?” Saki asked

“Err, I'm doing it” Miya replied indicating the mess of bedding she had collected around her

“And there's nothing you need?” replied the Berryz Captain attempting to pull her fellow member out of her lethargy

“No, all I need is right here” Miya replied happily puffing up one of the pillows

“Aww, are you talking about me?” Saki enquired in a cute voice

Miya looked at Saki, an amused expression on her face “You? No, I was talking about the pillows”

“Pillows, I'll give you pillows!” Saki grabbed a pillows from behind her and threw it at Miya

“Oh it's like that is it” Miya started to get up “fine!” pouncing on the girl next to her and soon straddling the surprised girl, knees either side of her waist and pinning her hands above her head

Miya gazed down at the girl smiling back up at her, she carefully entwined her hands in Saki's and leant down to kiss the girl laying under her, feeling the gentleness in the kiss Saki looked up at Miya as if to question why she would be kissed in such a way

“Thank you Saki, for being who you are, for liking me, for us being together doing things like we are now”

Saki gently began to stroke her girlfriends arm “I could same the same to you Miya, but what's brought this on, something is troubling you, isn't it?”

Miya slowly got off of Saki and moved to sit down on the edge of the bed. “Yes there is” she said smiling sadly “You know that I spent the day with Airi right?” Saki nodded allowing Miya to continue at her own pace “Well she told me something that I never saw coming, that I never expected”

She looked at her hands, clasping them together in her lap as if she was praying “She, she said that she liked me”

Suddenly sitting upright in the bed Saki shouted out “She confessed to you!?” shocked at what Miya had said

“Yes” Miya said quietly, not wanting to look at Saki “I didn't know what to do, she ran off right after she told be, I couldn't say anything to her

“So you didn't reject her?” the mixture of anger and concern of Saki's face was obvious to Miya

“I know you should be angry at me Saki. I wanted to say no but she seemed so desperate, that even though I was dating you she wanted to tell me her feelings. I like you Saki, I really, do but I couldn't just refuse Airi like that, I care for her too, she's like a little sister to me, I just didn't want to hurt her feelings”

“Miya” Saki said gently, any traces of anger fading with Miya's explanation

“It's my own fault really, perhaps I led her on too much, perhaps I needed to make things clearer for her”

“Miya, did you, did you used to like Airi?” Saki asked nervously

“Yes, a long time ago, back when you were...” Miya paused “when you were not the person you are to me now, back before I knew my true feelings for you.” she turned round to look at Saki “I used to have a foolish crush with Airi but Saki I fell in love with you”

“Miya I...”

“I just didn't want to hurt you or Airi, I'm sorry Saki” Miya said facing away from Saki once more

Saki quickly crawled over to Miya and hugged her from behind and gently kissing the girl on the ear “It's all right, I understand”

“You-You do?” Miya asked, relief  sweeping across her face “So, your not upset or worried”

“You like me right Miya?” Saki asked turning the girl round to face her.  Miya nodded and as she did so Saki leaned in to kiss the worried girl in front of her “Then it's all right isn't it”

Miya stared intently into the eyes of the girl who had just kissed her, a smile beginning to form on her face she soon lunged towards Saki to initiate a kiss of her own, the force of which made Saki fall back onto the bed with Miya landing gently on top of her, their lips not parting for a second. Saki readily accepted Miya's tongue when it forced it's way fast her lips and collided with her own as the two deepened the kiss as if nothing else in the World mattered at that moment, perhaps, Saki thought, it didn't. Miya softly broke the kiss moving to give Saki a quick kiss on the cheek before resting her head on her girlfriend's chest.

Saki smiled contentedly and began to stroke Miya's hair “I suppose this was why Maimi was angry at you then?”

“Yeah” Miya replied “Airi had told her before she confessed to me, well, that's what Maimi told me anyway”

“You spoke to Maimi? When?”

“A couple of nights ago, before I came round to see you remember” Miya said “we had a talk, sorted a few things out”

“And are friends again” Saki asked. Miya simply smiled and nodded in response

“No wonder you were grinning like an idiot that night!”

“I was grinning because I got to see you” Miya replied in a sugary sweet voice

Saki bopped Miya on the head “That's just awful” she said while Miya gently chuckled to herself

“Miya, can I ask you something?”

“Hmm”

“Why did you tell me about Airi?”

Miya moved from off of Saki's chest and sat up, making Saki do the same, taking hold of her hands as she did so

“Because I wanted to be the one to explain it to you” she said glancing at Saki “I wanted to be true to you, I kinda thought that with the way things were with Maimi and Airi and everything that you would most likely find out one way or the other so I though it best that you should hear it from me”

Miya tightened her grip on Saki's hands “I wanted you to understand you see, to explain things to you properly because I don't want to lose you”

Saki looked longingly at her girlfriend, releasing her hands from Miya's grasp and placing them on her cheeks “Miya, you won't ever lose me!” she said kissing her once more

Miya smiled happily  at the girl opposite her “Pinky promise?” she said, holding out her smallest finger

Saki giggled at Miya's sweetness “Pinky promise” she replied hooking her own round Miya's

“Saki, Miya” A voice called from down the stairs “If you two are planning on emerging from that room at any point now might be a good place to do it as lunch is ready”

“Coming Mum!” Saki shouted back before grabbing Miya's hand and heading down the stairs.


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« Reply #128 on: February 16, 2011, 12:06:38 AM »
an update!  :D
yay for miyasaki moments  :heart:

Miya led back down on the bed before speaking “But to me Saki, every moment away from you feels like an eternity”

“And every time I hear you say something so cheesy I want to throw up!” Saki replied sitting down on the bed next to Miya, smiling at her girlfriend
miya so cheesy... and saki's not buying it XD

so, are we back to emo nakky-maimi-airi for next chapter?

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 25
« Reply #129 on: February 16, 2011, 12:38:01 AM »
Cute MiyaSaki moments! :inlove: Wow, Miya is such a good girlfriend. :w00t: She pretty much told Captain everything, but Captain wasn't being very honest, was she? ;) Even though she said Miya will never lose her, but what about her feelings for Chii? Miya still doesn't know about ChiiSaki, right? :smhid And since they only use the word "like", things might really change..  :O Maybe we'll end up with MiyAiri after all?! :twisted:

Oh my... Which couple am I rooting for?? :banghead:
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« Reply #130 on: February 16, 2011, 05:35:25 AM »
Hmm I guess clarifying the facts with Saki and the hope that it shall be solved, hopefully XD
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« Reply #131 on: February 16, 2011, 12:26:35 PM »
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“Miya sat up sending a couple of pillows falling to the floor “Why? Because I haven't seen my darling girlfriend in ages so I thought to myself “I must go see Saki” so here I am” she said dramatically

ooh- playgirl pimp Miya.

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Miya led back down on the bed before speaking “But to me Saki, every moment away from you feels like an eternity”
Oookay... maybe not so much.


Nooo! Miya shouldn'tve told. Now Saki will keep thinking about it forever. Good girlfriend, lousy girl instincts.

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« Reply #132 on: February 26, 2011, 02:26:22 AM »
Chapter 26 is here for you guys to enjoy! I may get one more done before next week when I going on holiday for a week, can't really promise much though as I may be mega-busy with work and I know I will be when I get back so I may not update for a while but I will get the next episode up ASAP I promise you guys this!

@Eruchan: no Maimi/Airi this chapter, that's the nest one, still we got, well you'll see in this chapetr.....

@Kano: Funnily I sometimes struggle to root for couple as well and I'm writing the fic!  :doh: As for Miya and Saki, well I dont want to spoil it do I!  :P

@Kuro87: Yeah Miya wanted Saki to know before she found out, we will wait and see how Saki knowing this may effect things......

@gracula: Yep that's my Miya, all ways so cheesy  :lol: Miya told Saki for a reason, though perhaps that is not yet clear.....

enjoy chapter 26 guys

Chapter 26

Chii looked at the tall girl as she inspected every inch of the room they were in, she couldn’t help but smile at this, it was exactly the same thing Miya had done the first time she had been in Chii's room as well

“you know, my rooms not really that interesting Yurina” she said to the girl who continued to inspect the room

“Well this is the first time I've been here” Yurina replied defensively “Besides I was amazed that you are even more scruff at home than you are at work”

“Are you saying my room is a mess?” Chii asked noticing some used shirts on the floor and trying to kick them under the bed

Yurina, spotting what Chii was doing smiled, seeing a half full cup of juice on the side she picked it up wrinkling her nose at it's contents. Showing Chii the mould that had formed on top of the liquid she said “A mess? Of course not”

“Well, I'm cleaning it, I just haven't got round to it yet” Chii quickly snatched the cup of Yurina and placed it down on her bedside table

“Just this bit it seems so far” Yurina said, pointing to an empty space on Chii's windowsill which stood out in the otherwise messy room

“Well, it seemed like a good place to start”

“Really?” said Yurina, looking at the pile of clothes on the floor which, moments ago, Chii had tired to hide under her bed

Chii quickly gathered the clothes back up off the floor and ran to put them in the washing basket down the hall an embarrassed look on her face

When Chii made it back to her room she saw that Yurina had made her bed for her, she could not remember the last time it was so neat

“Yurina that's amazing, how did you make it so neat that quickly?”

“I dunno, it's a knack I guess, I've all ways been good at this sort of stuff”

“Remind me that when I move out of home to make you be my house-mate” Chii said sitting down on the bed

Yurina smiled “I'd like that”

Chii ran her hands over the cover of the bed “Thank you Yurina, really, really, thank you”

“Chii, it's just a bed I don't...”

“No, not just the bed for everything you've do for me recently”

Yurina also sat down on the bed “You don't need to thank me Chii”

“I know I don't have to Yurina but I want to” Chii replied holding on to one of the tall girls hands

“You've been so kind and considerate to me recently and I know I haven't been the best of company for you but still you have been there for me, no matter what, I just want you to know that I grateful to you”

“I know Chii” Yurina looked at Chii's hand in hers “Listen Chii, I just want you to know that I will all ways be here for you if you need me” she said, leaning in and kissing Chii on the cheek

Chii very slowly raised a hand to the cheek that Yurina had just kissed “You-you kissed me?” she said a confused and slightly shocked expression on her face

“It, it was only a kiss on the cheek” Yurina stammered, now blushing over her earlier actions “I mean it's not as though I kissed you on the lips or anything” she continued giggling nervously

“No, no you didn't” Chii felt herself slowly leaning in toward Yurina, her gaze fixed on the other girls lips, she could see that Yurina was doing the same, they were so close now, close enough to feel each other breath on their faces.....

Bang, Bang, Bang

Chii jumped up to her feet, taking deep breaths as she did so “I, um, better go see who that is at the door, yes, right going” she blurted out before leaving her room

“I'll, er, come too” Yurina said, more to herself than anyone as she got up to follow Chii

there was another knock on the door as Chii made her way down the stairs “All right, all right” she complained to the unknown visitor as she got to the door and opened it

“M-Miya?”

“Hi Chii” Miya greeted her friend smiling before noticing the figure walking down the stairs “and Yurina I see, sorry I didn't interrupt something did I?”

“No” Chii and Yurina shouted together before looking at each other embarrassed, making Miya smirk

“No eh?” she said raising her eyebrows “anyway can I come in or do you want to leave me to your, ah, nothing?”

“Actually Miya I was, er, just about to leave” Yurina said grabbing her coat

“Re-really” a confused Chii asked “You're leaving?”

“Yeah, things to do and stuff” Yurina mumbled “Well see you later Chii, Miya” quickly waving to the two girls she headed out through the open door

“Yurina” Chii called, following her out of the house and grabbing hold of her hand, using it to turn the tall girl round.

“Yes” Yurina asked a rather sad look on her face

Chii leant up and kissed her on the cheek “Take care” she said sweetly as Yurina looked at her, eyes wide with shock

“I, um, yes-yes leaving now, er call you later, or something” Yurina said, her cheeks burning as she did so, Yurina quickly bowed to Chii before heading of down the street

Chii smiled as the girl walked away, watching her for a while before heading back into the house. She shut the door and turned round to see that Miya was not there, Chii sighed, no matter, she knew where Miya would be, she made her way upstairs to her room and looked to where she knew Miya would be, and there she was, just like all ways, sitting up on the windowsill where she had sat for as long as Chii cared to remember.

“So” Miya said looking out the window from her perch “You and Yurina eh?”

“I-I'm thinking about giving it a go with her” Chii said quietly not really wanting to look at Miya but unable to look away

Miya nodded as she continued to look out the window “Really?” she asked, an odd little smile on her face “that's.... good isn't it?”

“For some reason Chii wanted to shout out that it wasn't good but those words escaped her “She's really been here for me recently you know” she explained instead, like it was some sort of excuse “Yurina really cares for me too” she added, well that at least was true

“Will you be happy with her?” Miya asked, her gaze moving from the view outside to look directly at Chii as if she was trying to read her mind

“I believe so yes” Chii replied, almost hating herself for saying it to Miya

Miya jumped down from her seat on the window sill and ran over to hug Chii “Congratulations, I'm happy for you” she said happily, ruffling Chii's hair

“I haven't even asked her out yet” Chii replied sitting down on the bed “she might say no” you mean you hope she says no her brain added

Miya laughed a liitle as she moved over to stand by the window “Don't worry Chii, she'll say yes”

“You can tell” Chii asked, Miya once again just nodded in response “Oh....good, I'm glad”

Miya looked down at the windowsill she had so often sat on “Chii can I ask you something?”

“What?”

“Why is this ledge all ways clear? I mean the rest of your room is, well it's a mess Chii it all ways has been but this windowsill is all ways been clean for the last couple of years”

Chii looked over at Miya, the girl was gently rubbing her hands on the windowsill as if she was stroking it “It's, well, it's because of the person who sits there” she said eventually

Miya's hands stopped roaming the ledge as she tensed at Chii's words “It hasn't been clear her forever though”

“I know” Chii responded “But I began to feel that if I kept it clean that person would keep coming back, I suppose it was my way of showing that there was all ways a space for them here”

Miya smiled as she sat back up on the windowsill and leant her head back against the window “Thank you Chii”

“Thank you Miya”

“Thank me? For what Chii?” Miya asked leaning forward

“Because you keep on coming back”

“Well why wouldn't I?” Miya asked “You're my bes friend after all”

“I know” Chii replied sadly “It's just, well you haven't been round much lately, I just wondered....”

“It's my fault Chii, it has nothing to do with you” Miya said sternly before softening her expression and contnuing “Mind you that's why I came over, you see me and Saki though it would be cool to get all the girls over to her house for a sleepover as we haven't done one in years, you interested?”

“I'd love to Miya, it will be nice to do something as a team, but, why did you have to come over, you could of just e-mailed me you know”

“Well, the truth is I used I as an excuse” Miya smiled to herself “To come and see you, as you said yourself it's been a while, didn't plan on seeing Yurina here though”

“Miya can I ask you something?”

“Yes”

“Would you, be O.K. If I dated Yurina”

Miya sat down on the bed next to Chii “If you would be happy with her than I would give it my blessings, I just want you to be happy Chii”

“You'd make me the happiest Miya” was what Chii wanted to say but couldn't bring herself to do it “Thanks Miya” she replied instead

Miya patted Chii on the shoulder “Well, I should get going” she said standing up

“Oh right” Chii said “You-you could stay, if you like”

Miya paused as if tempted by the idea “No I gotta go, perhaps next time?”

“Yeah that would be nice” Chii said sadly as she lead Miya to the door

“Well, see you around” Miya grabed Chii and gave her a hug

“Yeah” hiireplied holding tightly onto Miya “Thanks for coming round”

“My pleasure as all ways” Miya said gently stroking one of Chii's arms before realizing what she was doing and stepping away “Well bye”

“Bye Miya” Chii called as she closed the door

Miya heard the door close and took the deep breath she had been wanting to take for a while, her heart was beating so fast.... but then this had happened before after leaving this house

“Again?” she asked herself before heading home


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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 26
« Reply #133 on: February 26, 2011, 04:26:56 AM »
Ano....Eetooo.... Wha..what, wha.... a- :stunned:

I DID NOT just sensed some MIYACHII there... :mon wtf: I don't know what to think anymore. Miya likes Chii..? :mon one: No way, NO WAY. :on blackhole:

I just had a crazy idea...(or not).. Maybe all of the girls should just fall for Miya and become her girlfriends. :mon lol: 

In the end, it's just my own selfish, wild idea. :bleed eyes: XD

Thanks for confusing me even more with this chappie. I must read. :twothumbs

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 26
« Reply #134 on: February 26, 2011, 05:06:51 AM »
Chinami seems unsure to give up on Miya but maybe staying with Yurina will keep her mind off her
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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 25
« Reply #135 on: February 26, 2011, 07:37:06 AM »
aaa... a miyachii chapter?
Miya heard the door close and took the deep breath she had been wanting to take for a while, her heart was beating so fast.... but then this had happened before after leaving this house

“Again?” she asked herself before heading home
miya falling for chii? MiyaSakiChii love triangle!  :shocked wait... add kuma-chan into it...

chii is so adorable here i kinda rooting for her  :nervous but i don't want miyasaki to breakup
“So” Miya said looking out the window from her perch “You and Yurina eh?”

“I-I'm thinking about giving it a go with her” Chii said quietly not really wanting to look at Miya but unable to look away

Miya nodded as she continued to look out the window “Really?” she asked, an odd little smile on her face “that's.... good isn't it?”

“For some reason Chii wanted to shout out that it wasn't good but those words escaped her “She's really been here for me recently you know” she explained instead, like it was some sort of excuse “Yurina really cares for me too” she added, well that at least was true

“You'd make me the happiest Miya” was what Chii wanted to say but couldn't bring herself to do it “Thanks Miya” she replied instead
this... aw chii  :cry:
chii deserve some love  :heart: :heart: :heart:

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 26
« Reply #136 on: February 26, 2011, 05:07:38 PM »
Miya Asks For Trouble. Is what this is.  :thumbup, Miya!

Bring on the drama and complications. I have a chart, with their names and faces on it to keep track- no fear.

I'd love to see a Miya mistakenly texts some girl thinking she was another girl and they find out and she ends up in deep shit chapter. But that's just me. Players gotta pay!

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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 26
« Reply #137 on: March 04, 2011, 05:23:49 PM »
Result, got this chapter out before I go on holiday tomorrow  Well, see you guys in a week

@ Kano: Yep, Miya perhaps has her own confused feelings too......

@Kuro: A very nice summary of Chii's position at the moment  :twothumbs

@Eruchan: What Chii really thinks will become apparent, I can see why you may route for her, it's the kinda character I wanted her to be!

@Gracula: Hmm, don't worry Miya may have to explain some things sooner rather than later  :panic: Hmm, I may need to borrow your Chart  :lol:

Chapter 27

It almost felt odd, Maimi thought, to be walking Airi home again, she had done it so often in the past, it hadn't even that long since she had last done it but so much had happened between then and now that it made this relatively regular experience into something which was weird and confusing

In truth she hadn't even meant to ask Airi if it was OK to walk her home, she had just sort of asked, old habits it seems, die hard, what surprised her more was that Airi had said yes, she would of thought that Airi would of said no but then Maimi found it so hard to read what Airi was thinking these days, she had been so good at reading it too.

So hear they were, walking home together just like all ways, well note quite like all ways. Neither girl had said a word since they had left on their journey, when there was once conversations and laughter there was now silence, not out of any sort of dislike but more out of an awkwardness between the to of them. Maimi glanced across to Airi, the girl seemed to be having an internal struggle as if she wanted to talk but wasn't sure if she should, it took Maimi quite a lot of effort not to comment on the cute and funny expressions on the other girls face, especially in the circumstances, Maimi could watch Airi do this for hours, she liked watching Airi, to her there was something calming about it.

“I still haven't forgiven you yet” Airi suddenly said, almost making Mami jump in surprise “letting you walk me home doesn't mean I have OK?”

“Then why let me walk you home?” Maimi asked knowing that perhaps Airi did not mean all of what she said

“I-I don't know” Airi replied looking confused at herself

“You know I'm sorry right, for how I acted” Maimi said

“I know, you don't have to go on about it”

“But I will, till you forgive me”

“Fine” a slightly annoyed Airi replied

“Perhaps if I bought you a crepe you would forgive me?” Maimi said pointing to a vendor across the street

“Maimi, you can't buy my forgiveness” Airi said taking a deep breath “Besides, you-you don't need to anyway”

“don't need to?”

“You don't need to buy my forgiveness because it's all ready been given, I forgave you the other day, it's just I, well, um” she tailed off

“Can I still buy you a crepe?” Maimi asked smiling “as a celebration we're friends again”

“You can buy me one” Airi said quietly “because we were never not friends” she looked up and smiled sheepishly at Maimi

“That does sound better” Maimi smiled back at Airi, offering a hand, which, after a moments hesitation, Airi she took as they crossed the road to the shop

“So” Maimi said a few minuets later as they sat down on a bench and began to eat their crepes “Have you, um, spoken to Miya yet?”

“No” Airi replied toying with her crepe

“I'm sorry” Maimi apologized, scolding herself for moving onto such a difficult subject so quickly but feeling that she had to continue “I'm sorry it didn't work out for you with Miya”

“It's OK Maimi” Airi said, forcing herself to smile a little at her friend “I'm OK that she doesn't like me”

“Are, are you sure” Maimi asked, confused at Airi's sudden acceptance of Miya not liking her

“Yes, yes I'm sure, though maybe I'm not quite sure why” Airi said as if she had confused herself with what she had just said

“Not sure why?”

“Yes, as if, like, my feelings for her were not what I perhaps thought they were” Airi looked at the floor “But I was so sure that it was her I liked” she continued, more to herself than to Maimi

Regardless if she was supposed to hear them or not she had listened to Airi's last words, something stirred in her heart, perhaps there was hope for her? “Come on” she said throwing the remains of her crepe in a bin “lets get you home”

“OK” Airi threw her little eaten crepe in the bin also.

They continued on the walk to Airi's house, falling back into the silence that they had been in earlier on this trip, Maimi thought that perhaps this time however was because the younger girl had too much on her mind, Mami had a good idea what it was that was probably bothering her and she thought it would be best for Airi to talk about it even though she didn't really want to talk about it herself.

“Airi you should really talk to Miya you know”

“I-I don't really want to” Airi kicked a small stone on the ground

“But Airi....”

“She'll just confirm things by saying no and then what, she probably wont want to be my friend any more, so what's the point?” Airi interrupted

“Do you really think Miya would just stop being you friend like that?” Maimi asked the younger girl “You know she wont, that's not Miya, go talk to her Airi, to resolve this issue, if not for you then for Miya, this has been a problem for her to you know”

“I know” Airi said sadly “I know I should speak to her, it's just, well, I'm just scared OK” she looked over to Maimi “I don't suppose you could be there, when I talk to her”

Maimi smiled “I can be there for you both before and after Airi but you need to sort it out with Miya on your own I'm afraid”

“But, but she probably hates me know”

“Don't be silly!” Maimi snapped “Don't cheapen Miya like that you know she's a good person, better than disliking you for something like this,besides, she cares for you to much so she wont abandon you, unlike, unlike me” Maimi hung her head

“You didn't leave me Maimi” Airi said quietly

“But I did though didn't I?” the C-ute leader replied “I left you when I should have been there for you”

Airi looked into the eyes of the sullen looking girl in front of her and, to Maimi's great surprise, smiled at her

“Then, I suppose the important thing is that you came back, to be here for me now”

“Airi I....”

“I will speak to Miya, I promise Maimi, you're right it-it has to be sorted out, one way or another, all I ask is that you be here for me Maimi”

“I will Airi, be here for you, I wont leave this time”

“Good” Airi said simply as the two girls carried on their way

The silence had once again returned to the pair but this time it was different, gone was the awkwardness of the earlier silences and in it's place was a feeling of contentment that perhaps, even after their recent troubles, Airi and Maimi were still friends, though perhaps, Maimi thought, it was more that Airi had admitted to her that had never not been friends that made her feel warm inside.

“Well, here we are” Airi commented as they reached her house “Thanks for walking me home”

“My pleasure” Maimi replied “as all ways”

“See you around” Airi replied beginning to turn away before Maimi pulled her back into a hug

Airi paused for a fraction of a second before wrapping her arms around Maimi and hugging her back, they stayed like that for a while, until Airi looked up at Maimi

“You know I almost thought you were going to kiss me there again” she said jokingly

Maimi blushed “Yeah that would be silly wouldn't it” Maimi said gazing down at the younger girl

“Yeah, silly” Airi mumbled, for some reason she was moving closer to Maimi

“Yeah” Maimi followed Airi, moving towards her, they were so close, close enough to...

Airi seemed to snap herself out of the trance that she was in which seemed to bring Maimi out of hers as well

“I, uh, see you tomorrow” Airi stammered before quickly dashing into her house and shutting the door

“Er, what, oh!” Maimi said, not fully sure what had just happened, had they nearly kissed, kissed! For goodness sake, where had that come from all of a sudden “what was all that about?” she asked herself

Airi ran upstairs to her room and led down on her bed, had she? No, no she couldn't have, could she?, I mean it felt as though they were just about to, but, with Maimi?”

“What was all that about?” she wondered


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Re: Mixed Emotions.... chapter 27
« Reply #138 on: March 04, 2011, 06:33:02 PM »
Aww.. Sweet maimi/airi..
Looks like maimi pushed airi to resolve the miyairi tension..
Hope miya and airi become close friends again.. Miya is so sweet with airi in the theme park, just like an older sister :)

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« Reply #139 on: March 04, 2011, 07:23:36 PM »
well i guess both are trying to mend the pieces and I don't know how Miya will be taking it
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