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Re: [AKB48] Pink Vitriol [Summary of the story+author note, December 27]
« Reply #200 on: December 28, 2011, 05:20:28 AM »
Always had loved this fics, been reading this over and over again.  :twothumbs :inlove:
the summary sure make me wanna read the whole fics over again.  :twothumbs
awaiting for your next update. :D

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Re: [AKB48] Pink Vitriol [Summary of the story+author note, December 27]
« Reply #201 on: December 28, 2011, 07:34:30 AM »
good one :D than for resume. maybe a kojiyuu.. and of course what happen next chapter? maybe pervert fic :D

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Re: [AKB48] Pink Vitriol [Summary of the story+author note, December 27]
« Reply #202 on: December 28, 2011, 08:28:24 AM »
Yay! You're coming back with a sequel!

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Re: [Index: First post] Pink Vitriol & Sequel
« Reply #203 on: January 04, 2012, 12:08:20 AM »
@crazywota: Thank for supporting me that much  :grin: I was surprised when you said you had read it in september XD Hope the sequel will be good enough for you  :nervous
@luckymmsg: Glad you liked the summary :D I'm working on my sequel like a lazy boss  :thumbup
@Haruko: I'll try to add more KojiYuu in the sequel :) But probably not a perv fic XD
@Kahem: I'm back & still alive  :theking

I'm glad you guys are happy for the sequel :) I hesitated a lot  :nervous
Here's the short prologue, a bit like I did with Pink Vitriol 1.
I tried to make it like the "conclusion" of Pink Vitriol's latest chapter (25) so that the story would not start out of nowhere  :nervous
Enjoy it, and I'll be back with the first chapter soon! I started writing it already  :twothumbs
By the way, there is an index in the first post so it will be easier to find the sequel XD

Prologue

They woke up at the same time, slowly opening their eyes. As soon as their eyes locked into the other’s, nothing else mattered in this world, and it seemed they were lost in an endless beautiful and perfect dream. The sun was already high in the sky. They could hear familiar sounds of the city, cars racing in the street, birds singing, people talking joyfully, airplanes flying in the sky… It must have been around midday… People were already working everywhere in the huge sprawling city Tokyo was.

In the middle of all those simultaneous different actions that kept the city alive, both of them, alone in this gigantic world, seemed ready to do nothing for the rest of the day, just staring at the other, isolated from everything else.

No matter what was going to happen today, no matter if there was going to have a fatal earthquake or if the end of the world was announced tomorrow… it seemed they were invincible right now. It seemed nothing could ever go against them anymore. This feeling… was amazing, indestructible and indescribable. It was a synonym of freedom, determination, peace and, of course, deep love. This feeling burning in their heart now, consummating the fuel of their feelings… would probably never disappear, and it was fine this way. The last thing they wanted was to wake up from a dream. It would destroy everything they ever wished to have.

The last night had been magic. If they had to describe it, words would be useless. If they had to explain it, then the smartest person on earth wouldn’t understand. If they just needed to tell someone about it, this person would never understand how much it meant to them. The only way to explain it was with feelings, embraces, strokes, kisses… 

It meant much more than just doing it with someone… It meant much more than what other people would call “being closer to someone”… It meant more than just seeing the person they love naked… It meant even more than sharing their intimacy with the other… It was more than just becoming one… it was like the proof of their whole existence, what they have been living for the whole time. 

This precious moment was forever engraved in their soul. It was forever locked in their heart, in their memories. If they ever stopped being together… they would still remember this moment.

They stared at each other a long time, sometimes with worries, sometimes with happiness.

They had learned to trust each other to the highest point of their relationship.

They didn’t regret anything. They had shared, and gave, the most precious thing they could ever share with the person they loved.

Last night, they had tasted the most precious forbidden fruit... and they had sealed their love.

TBC

And I'm out  :thumbsup Thank to everyone reading and supporting me  :bow:

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Re: [Index: First post] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Prologue]
« Reply #204 on: January 04, 2012, 03:41:00 AM »
OMG OMG OMG  :cow: :cow: :cow: :cow:

THIS IS AMAZING!!!! XD  :w00t:  XD

I AM SO LOVING YOU bou-j525 :heart:

I can't believe it that your actually going to continue Pink Vitriol

OHMYGOD OHMYGOD

I can't contain my excitement any more and my fangurling is to the high  max tension  XD XD XD

This year is so going to be quite something for me because of you
Thank you for this! :twothumbs
and I hope you update soon :)

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Re: [Index: First post] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Prologue]
« Reply #205 on: January 04, 2012, 08:01:37 AM »
Really deep as usual bou
Just the prologue is awesome!

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Re: [Index: First post] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Prologue]
« Reply #206 on: January 04, 2012, 09:08:25 AM »
uwaa~  :love: :love: have been waiting for this!!  :w00t:
I'm excited to see the chapter 1! Interesting prologue!! I'm so glad that this awesome fic is having a sequel!!   :fap

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« Reply #207 on: January 04, 2012, 11:21:52 AM »
OMG!!!!!!!  :mon scare:  Finally!!! a prologue!!!  :mon XD:

I'm so waiting for this!!!  :mon dance:  Thank you for updating!! I'm so happy today~~  :mon fyeah:

The prologue was awesome!!! luv ya bouj~~  :mon love:  Imma gonna wait patiently for your next update~ :mon fu:

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Re: [Index: First post] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Prologue]
« Reply #208 on: January 11, 2012, 09:20:13 AM »
^I LOVE YOUR SIG  :inlove:

@blughise: LoL well thank you :) I missed writing that is all :) So I thought I could continue this one because it's true I kinda... cut suddenly at the end  :nervous Enjoy the sequel... though you know what "kind" of sequel it will be :P
@kahem: If ever I update something that isn't deep.... then someone offcially hacked my account  XD
@ruka_4581: Thank you  :grin: Hope the sequel will be good enough for you  :nervous
@Flean: Yeah, it's been quite a long time :P Hope you'll not mind waiting a little for the next chapter though, coz it might be a little longer than for chapter 1 :P  Oh yeah btw, I LOVE YOUR SIG *awesome*
@Everyone reading: Thank you  :bow:

I wanted to update sooner today (It's actually 3am here) because I know tomorrow I will not have time to do it... but I got distracted on skype  :panic: And now I'm half asleep, trying to make sentences that make sense with words  :nervous I haven't slept enough last night also so it doesn't help @_@ (In fact, I think I wrote the previous sentence 3 times because I kept making mistakes xD)

This is the chapter 1 of the sequel. Now you guys who read Pink Vitriol will probably be surprised that... this chapter is not sad!!!!!  XD It's not the sequel of chapter 25 (like I will ever be able to write this kind of fic *sighs*). It's really another start. And of course, it's only happy for now, you guys know me. It's the calm before the storm, like some would say :P Enjoy this cute/funny chapter but be careful... ATSUMINA OVERDOSE X_X Will add more KojiYuu later, but really, now I just needed a point to start, that's all.

Also... I don't know if I should keep "Pink Vitriol 2" for the name of the sequel XD Sound... pretty normal XD Will think about it later~

Will try to write the chapter 2 during my trip to Paris, but unfortunately I can't promise you anything. I'll do my best   :theking

Now now, enough talk! If you think the chapter isn't long enough, well first, it's only the first one... And second... forget about the 28 pages/chapter. WAY TOO LONG TO WRITE ;_;  Sorry for the mistakes, as usual  :thumbdown:

Pink Vitriol 2
Chapter 1

“She will not kiss him, she will not kiss him, she will not… why did she kiss him?!” Minami thought as she was about to attack her television, punch it and destroy it.

Her parents were gone for a few days. She was alone at home, listening to Atsuko’s latest drama. She didn’t really like seeing her kissing sexy guys all the time in front of the whole Japan population, but she wanted to support her as best as she could. However, she had to admit it was quite hard to stay and focus on the story when in fact she wanted to call Atsuko’s agency and tell them what she really thought of all those scenes. Since she had changed agency, it seemed all her contracts involved kissing scenes… and sometimes more, though still not too much. Did they really think it was the only way for Atsuko to be popular? There were so many other types of drama! Of course, Minami knew it was a job and she knew Atsuko would never accept “dirty” contracts, but she couldn’t help hating everyone pretending to date HER girlfriend. Especially since Atsuko was cute, beautiful, pretty, amazing… and that probably many people wanted to be at her place now…

“It’s just because she is one of the greatest actresses that people want her in every love story they create, it’s just because of that, it’s not because they have something against me, it’s not because- DON’T TOUCH HER LIKE THIS!” She yelled at her television.

Someone looking at her would really wonder how the smart calm girl could be so piss right now… It was like she just transformed into another person… but she really couldn’t help it.

Once again, she knew how to control herself. She knew it was JUST a job and that Atsuko liked her work… but she still hated the fact that each episode involved a kiss scene. Didn’t people want to see something else than her girlfriend kissing random actors?! She was even afraid Atsuko would leave her for one of them… and she knew it was the only thing that could truly kill her. Atsuko, because of her job, knew about Minami’s constant fear of losing her, and she had assured her she would never leave her… She had also said that Minami’s kisses were way better than theirs, but it had not helped the poor ex AKB member since she just became red and stopped talking. 

“I don’t like this episode too much…” She whispered. “But it’s Atsuko, so I want to support her…”

She could honestly encourage the person she loved. She was really sincere when she did. She didn’t lie to Atsuko saying she adored listening to her dating guys because she knew it was only the character she played… but secretly, she was damn jealous. Not because she thought Atsuko didn’t love her anymore, just because she would give anything to be at those guys’ place… but it was impossible for them to appear together in a drama. Media had already talked a lot about their coming out, so it was sure no producer would ever accept to create a drama about them.

Even though people encouraged them, there were still many people against their kind of relationship. They were just hiding in the shadow, waiting for the right moment to come and throw them on the ground. People still hadn’t totally accepted it… No one could go against society without suffering. The two girls were aware of this, but they had decided to fight in order to be happy. Whenever society would attack them, they would be ready.

“I can support her… but there’s a limit!” she sighed as she closed the television when the two main actors where obviously heading to a love hotel.

She had one rare break from her singer career. She had taken one month to think about her third single. Her career had started very well with her first single, but it had dropped a little with her second. She knew it was probably related to AKB48, her relation with Atsuko and that some of her fans were still addict to the idols group, but she wanted to create a third single that would really show how much she had improved since she had graduated. Therefore, she took a lot of time to think about it.

She wanted to create a single that would make people see beyond her sexual orientation.

The only thing she had not thought about was just the fact that… Atsuko had to record a lot this month. They couldn’t see each other too much, and when they did, Atsuko was often dead tired. The small girl had thought a lot about this, and though she felt sad, she sure appreciated each minute spent with the person she loved the most. After all they had been through with the sudden come back of two people from her past, she was thankful that their lives were finally positives.

Atsuko had the urge to accept all propositions she had, probably because she was afraid that the repercussions of their announcement were going to join them. She was afraid that soon, no one would want her in any drama or TV shows. So she did her best to work as much as she could…

Minami didn’t want to think too much about her past. It was useless. Hiroko was dead… she sure still had difficulties to realize everything that had happened between them recently, and she felt bad about her death… but eventually, she had to move on. She had lost too much time thinking about it already. Kenji would never haunt them again, stuck at the hospital most of the time. Her childhood was engraved in her memories, but she had realized it only made her who she was now. It only showed how strong she was, nothing more, nothing less. Now that everything was done, there was no need to think about anything else than how great she felt with Atsuko by her side. She couldn’t believe how much time she had taken to realize her feelings. It was almost ridiculous, and sometimes she still felt like she had made her girlfriend suffering a lot for absolutely NOTHING.

She, too, had suffered. She had had to graduate from “her” AKB48 to realize everything. She couldn’t help wondering what would have happened if things had been different, but one thing was sure: She didn’t regret anything, and she didn’t need anyone to know that she had made a great choice. Sometimes, love was about sacrifices, a bit like right now, she had to accept the fact that being jealous about a drama was not really rational.

Atsuko would support her a lot too. She would often visit her despite her busy schedule. She would answer or call back to each of her all. She would even cook for her, and Minami was in love with her food. Atsuko could cook very well. She also encouraged her for her singer career, saying she had all the talent to become famous, but that it took time for fans to see beyond AKB48. She had been through this too, so she could understand the consequences of a graduation. It had been a certain time already, but AKB shadow could stay a really long time.

And now that they had announced they were dating, it seemed everything was back to the beginning.

Minami looked at the clock and smiled. Logically, Atsuko had just finished recording her drama. It was already around midnight. She sure worked late, and sometimes Minami would be worried to death about her health, but it seemed she was doing fine. And usually, when Atsuko finished her job… She heard her cell phone and smiled. Her girlfriend was surprisingly never late.

“Hello?” Minami said, pretending not knowing the person she was talking to.

“Minami~~?” Atsuko’s cute voice said.

“Who are you?” The singer sighed, pretending to be disturbed in an important time.

She heard a slight laugh and smiled until Atsuko’s modified voice said:

“Wrong number, I’m sorry.”

She then heard the end tone of the call. She stared at her cell phone, not knowing how to react. It was HER joke! No one could ever take HER joke!

“Hey!” She pretended to be angry when she called Atsuko back.

“Who are you?” An angry man’s voice answered.

Surprised, Minami almost dropped her phone on the floor. She looked at the number she had just composed and frowned. It was definitely Atsuko’s number, there was no mistake about it. Who was this man?

“H-Hello?” She stammered. “A-Atsuko?”

After the longest minute of her life, she heard someone laughing as her girlfriend finally answered.

“I hope you didn’t think that was me!” She said. “You know my voice is way different!”

“Who was that?” She frowned, though knowing Atsuko’s voice was cuter.

“A staff member!” Atsuko laughed. “I thought it’d be funny to make fun of your failed joke…”

“What?! That wasn’t funny!” Minami rolled her eyes, relieved Atsuko could not see her smiling like an idiot. “I thought someone might have captured you!”

Minami had joked about it, and she was sure Atsuko was laughing at her silently. But it could have been true! Maybe a crazy fan had captured her and was forcing her to pretend everything was fine when in fact he was going to torture her! Maybe he wanted to do dirty things with her! Maybe she cheated on her! Just this thought was enough to make her stop her speculations. Maybe she was just a little too intense too… yes, probably. But she always liked to see her reactions. It was always different. Truly, it seemed everything was different with her.

“You’re cute when you worry for me!” Atsuko finally said. “I’m done shooting now! What are you doing? I’m leaving and I can see you if you want. I don’t have anything tomorrow, so it doesn’t matter if I sleep late.”

Minami blushed a little as she thought about what “sleeping late” meant, but then controlled her thoughts when she realized it would probably meant talking all night.

The “not so serious” tone had left, but they talked together like best friends, so it was never 100% serious and boring to death.

“You can come if you want!” Minami answered happily. “But I’ll probably be sleeping when you’ll arrive.”

“I’m already on my way then!” Atsuko said joyfully as they both hang up.

They were rarely talking a lot by phone. Once they realized they could meet, they would just hang up. It was better to talk in person, and though they never ran out of conversation, they kept everything they wanted to say until they met. Why would they waste time and money talking by phone when they could just meet... Plus, Minami knew that, if they started talking on phone now, Atsuko would take the double time to arrive at hers. It had happened before. She was talking at the phone and was so distracted that she missed the train and had to wait for another one. It was a cute distraction though.

She closed her eyes a little and accidently fell asleep as she was waiting for her girlfriend. The last thing on her mind before she visited the land of dreams was that it wasn’t too bad because Atsuko had the keys for a really long time already.

Atsuko…

She was dreaming of her…

Of them being together… without carrying this heavy burden that society’s principle was…

Being hers…

“Wake up Minami…” A soft voice said as she received a gentle kiss.

The little girl just moaned, deciding she was fine in her sleep. She didn’t want to wake up yet, when she was in paradise, dreaming Atsuko had just kissed her… Her dream was perfect as well…

“Minami… I’m not here to watch you sleeping…” Atsuko said gently, though she had to admit her girlfriend was really cute this way and that she could just watch her for eternity.

The ex captain didn’t open her eyes, but a slight smile appeared on her face. She was half awake and Atsuko’s presence calmed her instantly.

“I’m sleepy…” Minami whispered. “Why don’t you sleep with me…”

There was an awkward, deep and LONG silence before the tired girl realized the second meaning of her latest sentence. She opened her eyes so fast that she went blind by the light for a moment. She felt a bit dizzy for a few seconds though she knew Atsuko was staring at her.

“N-Not this way!” Minami stammered. “I-I mean...”

She was totally becoming as red as a tomato, if not more.

“Really?” Atsuko asked so seriously that Minami moved back.

“N-No! I mean… I didn’t mean that… I’m just tired, okay!” She stammered even more, definitely embarrassed to death.

She loved Atsuko right, but it was another thing to say that she wanted to do it! Especially in this situation! They were alone and no one would disturb them… Atsuko could easily take this situation seriously. Wait… was it too late?

“I didn’t understand that you were tired…” Atsuko smirked while moving near her girlfriend.

“R-Really?” Minami smiled embarrassingly. “B-But it is what I said!”

“Are you trying to seduce me? Now if it is the reason why you wanted me to come here tonight…” Atsuko smiled even more. “I didn’t know you were this kind of person…”

She looked like a predator… ready to capture her prey…

There was another silent moment as they were so close Minami could almost feel Atsuko’s breath in her mouth… Their lips were separated by less than one centimetre…

“I didn’t know either…” Minami said nervously as she tried to move back, only to find her old good friend: The wall.

She didn’t miss that friend. At all. And she knew her answer was not going to save her. Her answers would never be effective against Atsuko’s cuteness. NEVER. And… though she knew she was weaker than Atsuko about this kind of conversation, she would always try to fight and… fail.

“You didn’t know…” Atsuko smiled. “I did… I’ve always known you had some… hidden parts in you…”

“R-Really?” The poor victim said as she was trying to cross the wall until Atsuko’s hand moved slowly near her chest.

The actress didn’t wait any longer as she kissed her girlfriend softly. The innocent kiss soon became passionate as their tongues started to dance together, each one trying to dominate the other. Minami felt she started loosing control as she wrapped her arms around Atsuko’s waist, pulling her closer.

“Well, you know I’m yours whenever you want…” Atsuko whispered, looking at her in the eyes, a small smirk on her warm lips.

She moved back. A part of her knew that right now, it was not what she “wanted”… and that it was another way to tease her cute blushing girlfriend.

She just liked to tease her so much. And after all, they were dating, but they were still close best friend first. Their friendship was what helped them to get together, and they both believed it was what was going to help their relationship to survive.

“I can stay and sleep by your side.” Atsuko added, smirking. “I guess that was what you meant.”

But because of the situation, Minami was not sleepy anymore. She was ready to stay awake all night just to make sure Atsuko didn’t think of her this way, even though she had answered to her kiss. Sure, Atsuko was a beautiful, cute woman, very desirable and loveable and she wouldn’t hesitate to… AND WHY DID SHE THINK THIS WAY. She hit her head against the wall behind her as she sighed. She wished it was easier to say her true feelings, but she guessed she still couldn’t do it. If Atsuko wanted them to do it… she couldn’t resist… because it was what she wanted… But in these circumstances, it would only mean to admit that she was a total pervert, and there was no way it was going to happen.

“Don’t look at me this way...” Atsuko smiled. “I was just joking.

Knowing Atsuko’s wild side, Minami totally had doubts about the “just joking” part, but she didn’t want to fight so she didn’t mention it. She’d rather just enjoy her girl’s presence. It was more than enough to make her happy.

“So, you want to sleep?” Atsuko asked innocently as she laid under Minami’s bed’s cover.

Minami frowned as she realized it was suddenly really quiet. There was her and Atsuko… and the bed… And if she forgot about dirty thoughts, then there would be one only possible thing to do: Sleeping with the person she loved by her side. It was perfect.

“You said you were sleepy…” Atsuko said. “We can still talk tomorrow. I have something great to tell you.”

“Fine…” Minami whispered as she was sure falling asleep.

She went in her bed and laid under the cover… and almost jumped as she realized Atsuko didn’t wear anything but her bra and panties.

“What?” Atsuko smiled innocently, though she had “undressed” this way to tease her girlfriend even more. “You know it’s how I sleep usually…”

Minami sighed. No, it wasn’t the way Atsuko slept usually, she KNEW it. Usually, Atsuko would wear a very cute pyjama to sleep… WHY.

“I’m not at my house here, remember?” Atsuko smiled gently.

Minami sighed louder. She knew Atsuko was not home, but still, usually, when it happened, her girlfriend would borrow some clothes from her! Right now she was just a poor victim! Though she knew they had gone farther, she couldn’t help thinking it was bit inappropriate. She swallowed nervously as Atsuko started to undress her. She was frozen and couldn’t move… but she soon realized the way Atsuko was doing it was not harsh, not bad… not like she had some pervert ideas on mind. It was just… slow, soft... It was like a mother would undress her kid before changing their clothes. It was just a cute way to do it from her…

“It’s fine. I’m not going to do anything.” Atsuko said, winking. “It’s just that I want to feel you close to me… without something between us… But I know you’re too prude for that… so I leave something between us.”

Minami didn’t move until Atsuko was done. When she was “ready” to sleep, she suddenly felt Atsuko wrapping her arms around her, moving her closer to her. She could feel Atsuko’s breath in her neck while her sweet scent was slowly driving her crazy. She felt Atsuko’s legs moving around hers. She found herself moving her head just enough so she could see her closed eyes.

Atsuko seemed like a little child in this position despite the fact that she was taller than Minami. She held her so close it seemed she was afraid Minami was going to disappear this night. Her hair was falling on her face and Minami slowly moved them so she could see her angel’s sleeping face. Minami closed her eyes for a moment. Atsuko’s soft skin against hers made her sleep totally gone. She wanted to touch her… to feel her even closer… she just wanted to love her the right way…

But what was the right way to love?

Deep in her heart, she still was afraid of everything that was happening. It was so fast, so troublesome, yet so amazing and irreplaceable… She opened her eyes just one last time to see Atsuko in security next to her… To know her safe by her side was something that made her really happy. Everything that included Atsuko made her happy… even some mistakes from the past, the long way they had done just to confess… even the obstacles… They were just memories… and Minami could see something good in each of them. She stared at her for a long time, and then followed her in a deep sleep, not moving one millimetre apart.

***

Minami slowly opened her eyes, trying not to be blind by the sun crossing the window. She didn’t know what time it was, but since it was summer, she knew the sun would appear soon in the sky. Therefore, she could tell it wasn’t that late. When her vision finally became clear, she smiled. She had never dreamed of it… Atsuko was still there, cutely sleeping by her side.

Despite their position, the singer had to admit she had really slept well. It had been a peaceful night, without nightmares, without fears, without stress… She didn’t wake up even once. She wanted to stay in this position for a long time, but she knew she had to get up for another long day trying to find inspiration for another song. She liked writing her own songs. It was different from when Aki-P did everything, and it helped her to focus on her job. She wanted to sing songs she liked, because if she didn’t, where was the point of singing for her entire life?

She tried to leave the bedroom without disturbing her girlfriend’s sleep, and it worked well for once. She had to admit Atsuko had probably been really tired because of her drama, so she decided to make breakfast for the two of them. Of course, she wasn’t the best cook, but she could still do well.

But still not as good as Atsuko’s mother HUGE breakfast. That was clearly an exception. She cooked some vegetables, rice and fish, trying to make a great presentation. She actually wanted to impress Atsuko, so she was really doing her best…

“It smells good…” She heard Atsuko saying as she was almost done.

“Acchan!” She said. “You’re already awake?”

They sometimes called themselves by their AKB nicknames, even though they weren’t in the group anymore. Sure, they mostly used their real names since they wanted to see beyond and have a serious real relationship, but they had grown using their nicknames most of the time. They just couldn’t get over it. Plus, it wasn’t like if it mattered that much. Now that they had solved the “real person behind nickname” problem, there was nothing bad about using them.

“You left me! My sixth sense told me something was wrong because you weren’t by my side!” She smirked.

“Oh please…” Minami sighed, though smiling. “Don’t use those cheesy lines so earlier in the morning. I just wanted to make breakfast… And knowing how much you eat, I wanted to start soon.”

“I don’t eat that much… “ Atsuko rolled her eyes as she smiled at the lunch. “It looks delicious! Itada-”

But Minami’s hand stopped her before she could even take one bite.

“I’m not done yet!” She said. “Here’s some tea… Now you can-”

“-kimasu~!” Atsuko finished as she realized how hungry she was.

Minami laughed a little as she started eating too. She really enjoyed those morning with her girlfriend, without anyone or anything disturbing them. It seemed like they had all the time in the world… though it was the opposite.

“So…?” Minami frowned, ready to hear the verdict.

“It’s really good!” Atsuko smiled. “See? You can make some good food too!”

“Thank… I’m glad you like it. What do you mean “too”?!”

Atsuko glanced at her and said, like if it was obvious:

“My mother is the best cook, of course…”

Teasing her girlfriend in the morning… Oh how she liked doing it. She would never get enough of it… NEVER. Minami just rolled her eyes, knowing how right Atsuko was. But still, it seemed her food was enough to make her enjoying it… So she was proud of herself. Atsuko’s happy expression was priceless. If it took a professional cook instead of her to make her happy, there was no doubt that Minami would find one… later.

They ate everything, talking about random subjects. When they were finally done, they both went back in Minami’s room. Atsuko seemed to have something serious to talk about, and Minami was sure there was another reason for her coming to visit her after her work, other than “I miss you”.

Minami wasn’t too worried though. If it was something bad, she knew she could have been able to see it in Atsuko’s way of acting. There was nothing wrong about it. And also, if it had been a bad news, she knew Atsuko would have already told her. In any case, it was a nice news… now the only thing that worried her just a little was… It was a good new, but for whom exactly?

“It’s really nice to be able to spend time with you like that.” Atsuko started.

Why did Minami feel like she was going to turn around the subject? Because, obviously, it was the case. But she didn’t really care. If Atsuko turned around the subject, that meant she was not going to leave soon. She wanted to keep thinking about her single though, but it could still wait.

“I like when we’re together in the morning… Waking up with you by my side is priceless.”

Minami giggled. Well, in fact, she did not “wake up by her side” since she was in the kitchen when Atsuko first opened her eyes. However, hearing her talking about them this way made her heart melt. She, too, thought those precious moments were special.

“Even if I’m really busy, I want to be with you as much as possible.”

“Me too…” The singer nodded.

“And I’m sure you’re the one I want to see everyday… You’re the one I could spend my life with, without being bored someday.”

Minami frowned, laughing slightly. What was that exactly? A marriage proposal? If it was… what was she going to answer?! She started panicking, knowing very well it was totally useless. But what if it was true?! What were they going to do now? And… why now?! She sighed. It was just her brain creating crazy scenarios again… Damn brain for creating such REALISTIC situations!

“I know it can sound hard, but you know, I’ve looked in a lot of magazines to get information. I know exactly how it can be! And I’ve already thought a lot about it! My parents agreed with me!”

Magazines? Parents approval? It definitely sounded like the scenario her brain had made a few seconds before. Atsuko knew how it could be? Like dresses and everything? And… oh god, please, not the giant cake that made everyone sick from too much sugar? Though… Atsuko could eat it by herself, Minami had no doubt about it. And… the music too… And the decoration… Where was it going to be? If it was really that, they would have SO much to think about! It was impossible with their schedule! And if they wanted to invite some girls from AKB48, they would never find a common time or a common place. The only day the two of them had “almost” nothing to do was today, and she was sure she didn’t want to get married today, hell no.

“So, what do you think about it?” Atsuko asked, smiling like she had just made the best decision ever.

Minami rolled her eyes.

“You didn’t tell me what you were talking about.”

“I didn’t?” Atsuko asked. “I guess I was just too excited.”

Oh no. That was it. She wanted to get married. Minami did NOT want that now! Japan did NOT want it either! Her career would never EVER survive! And what about her girlfriend’s?! No, this was impossible. They couldn’t. Even if they wanted, they couldn’t.

“Listen Atsuko, it’s not that I don’t like you, but I think our relationship is perfect this way. I don’t think it would be great for us if we did it. A wedding implied too much time, more than we have right now. And you know I really love you, even if we can’t be married now!”

Seeing Atsuko’s strange look, Minami decided to continue. She had started, so she should at least finish her speech.

“I love you! But, don’t you think we’re too young! There are a lot of long terms consequences! I mean, imagine everyone’s reactions!”

“What… are you talking about?” Atsuko frowned. “Wedding?!”

There was another moment of silence in which Minami wished she was small enough to hide from her girlfriend.

“I’m not talking about getting married…” Atsuko smirked. “But if you think this way-”

“NO! Um… I mean, what were you talking about then?” Minami stammered, looking at her hand like if it was the most interesting thing to stare at.

She really felt stupid for a second. She had totally made a fool of herself… She was so embarrassed she wouldn’t hesitate running away in the following seconds.

“I was talking about moving together… You know like… living together… like getting an apartment for the two of us… like not getting married maybe?” Atsuko laughed.

Oh, her girlfriend could be so cute sometimes. Getting married… Atsuko just couldn’t believe what could go in Minami’s mind sometimes…

“Oh…” Minami just said, trying really hard to make the red color disappear from her face.

“So, I was saying that… I found a really nice place we could visit today… If it’s fine with you, of course.”

Once the shock was gone, Minami nodded, smiling. Living with Atsuko, she had never really thought about it, but now that her girlfriend mentioned it, it could be really nice to deal with their busy schedules. They would be able to see each other more often… They would have their place… Their common place in this world… A place just for them… where they could be alone and enjoy the other’s presence. It sounded really nice.

“I would love to visit it… but what about the money? It will cost a lot, right?” Minami worried.

“Well, my parents will help us… And it’s not like we don’t have any money, right? 

For a moment, Atsuko sounded afraid that Minami might refuse. It sounded like she wasn’t happy… Atsuko thought there might be something wrong, but according to her, she could only see advantages. She had a lot of money, so it would not be difficult to pay for the apartment. And her career was not done yet… and they were young, as Minami had said before. It was time to get freedom. It was time for them to enjoy their years of youth before it was too late. She really wanted to share her daily life with the person she loved… And she knew they were strong enough to do it. Was Minami mad at her because of her proposition? She really hoped not…

“You don’t want to?” Atsuko whispered, worried.

“Of course I want!” Minami said excitedly as she held Atsuko’s hand. “Of course! I’m sorry, I was a bit surprised, but I want to visit this place with you! You’re right! This way, we’ll be even closer! And we’re so many times at each other’s house, I think my mother will even be relieved about that! ”

“And I’m so happy it’s not a marriage proposal…” She thought, not saying it loud.

They talked about it for a short time before they left Minami’s house, ready to visit what could be their possible future home. Minami found it very funny that Atsuko had already decided which color the walls of each piece were going to be, when in fact they didn’t even know how much it cost. She found funny that Atsuko already knew what they were going to eat for their first night at their new house, when they didn’t even know when it would be. She laughed at her girlfriend’s explanation of how they would organize the living room when they didn’t have any furniture. She smiled at the actress’ description of their first “party” with their friends. She giggled when Atsuko said she wanted a specific kind of flower outside. She laughed when Atsuko talked about their possible neighbourhood. It seemed she knew everything already, even if they had not even started looking for it. Minami also couldn’t help feeling better just to see how excited Atsuko seemed to be at this idea… She was so important to her… She just wanted to see her happy.

***

“KAMPAÏ!” Yuko screamed.

“Not that loud…” Minami sighed.

“But we’re only five! So I’m trying to be there for the others too!” She answered.

“Yeah… but you don’t need to sound like we’re twenty either…” Mariko said.

Yuko, Mariko and Miichan were at Minami and Atsuko’s new place to celebrate it. Some others girls they had invited, Haruna for example, were busy at their AKB48 work. Some just couldn’t come because they wanted to meet their family since they had not seen them for a long time. Only those three girls had managed to meet them. However, they thought it was still fine. They didn’t need to be a lot to have fun. Especially now that they couldn’t see each other too often due to their different schedules: each moment was important to them.

The two girls had searched for a place for almost one month until they found the perfect one. It was small, yet really fine. There were two bedrooms and the living room was only separated by two big doors from the kitchen. There were huge windows so they could have a nice view outside as the sun would light the place. The two bedrooms, though they wanted to sleep in the same, would be useful if ever they suddenly wanted more privacy or if they invited someone to stay over.

“The food is delicious! You can thank your mother for us, Acchan!” Miichan said as she tried to put as much food as she could in her mouth, like she was afraid it might disappear if she wasn’t fast enough.

Atsuko’s mother had made a… buffet. Literally. There was even too much food, but it seemed Miichan was hungry enough, even if Mariko was worried about the poor girl’s stomach.

“How can you eat so fast?” Minami frowned. “It’s like… you’re faster than me when I eat katsudon!”
 
Everyone remembered the famous CM of them eating food. Of course, everyone remembered how fast and how manly Minami had eaten her favourite food. They had teased her a lot about it. Minami could eat really quickly when she wanted. Luckily, or unfortunately for Minami, there wasn’t any katsudon tonight. But Atsuko’s mother food was still excellent.

“What you just said is logically impossible.” Mariko frowned. “Did you see yourself eating katsudon? I mean… DID YOU?!”

While Minami was being teased once again by the others, Atsuko just laughed at the scene. She actually liked the way Minami ate her katsudon. She thought it was really cute to watch… and very funny how the singer would finish every single grain of rice. Or how she would often take another one… or how she would have this cute look while eating… how she would totally ignore the outside world… how she would look at it like it was the meal of GOD… how she was just being herself.

“So…Why exactly did you guys decide to live together?” Mariko said. “Media will totally chase after you. You know… paparazzi and everything?”

She had a point. The chances for them to be calm at home were small now. Media were probably printing their first article about them living together. Now the whole country was probably going to know tomorrow. But… they were ready to deal with it. It’s not like the whole country didn’t know about them anyway…

“Well…” Yuko smirked. “Maybe they just wanted to be alone to do… You know what I mean…”

Miichan smiled too, but Mariko just slapped the back of the poor perverted woman. They were meeting for the first time since so long, and the only thing she could think of what that?! How could she support it? It was supposed to be a nice, happy, peaceful meeting, and now Mariko was sure Minami had suddenly the urge to kill someone… named Yuko… She really wondered how Haruna could deal with this personality everyday when she just couldn’t stand it… Just… How did Haruna fall for her?! That was a great question… She should ask her about it later…

“No, we don’t know what you mean.” Mariko rolled her eyes. “I can’t believe you bring up that subject. I’m sure they only wanted to spend more time together because they are both really busy with their job… right?”

“Of course! That’s the main reason. I just wanted to… well, to be with Atsuko…” Minami said shyly.

“See!” Mariko said, slightly pushing Yuko’s shoulder. “You and your mind, seriously…”

“There’s nothing wrong about thinking this way…” Miichan said like if it that the most normal thing in the world. “I mean, they’re together. Sooner or later they will have to reach this point!”

There was a long and embarrassed silence until Miichan exclaimed:

“No?! Really?! You already… you already… well…”

Funny how she suddenly became the one really shy and blushing. She probably couldn’t imagine that they had already done it… That was why she was so surprised. No, really, she couldn’t imagine it… Eww… No!! That… They were two of her best friends… NO!! Damn Yuko for having a bad influence on her.

“So, Yuko, why don’t you eat and stop talking about that.” Mariko frowned, trying to save the life of two of her friends.

But actually, only she and Yuko were still acting like “usual”. Minami and Atsuko were suddenly obsessed by their food, and Miichan was just about to hit her head against the wall to make these pictures get out of her mind. The funny and nice dinner had just transformed into… a quiet meeting between them. The moment of silence stayed for a few minutes until Miichan broke it with an unhesitant tone.

“SO… Any idea of what you are going to do now? Now that you’re together and you get your respective works… I feel like the only one here still in AKB48... You all graduated except Mariko who went in SDN48… but it’s almost the same. Tell me… does it feel good to graduate?”

“Are you saying you want to graduate because we aren’t there anymore?” Atsuko frowned.

“Of course no!” Miichan replied. “I’m still in love with AKB48. There’s no way I’m going to leave! And there are still others members there too! Though I have to admit that it’s really not the same without you Takamina!”

Minami had heard this sentence a lot since her graduation. She liked to be reminded how important she was to the group, but she really hoped she could just move on soon. She was singer now, even though she would always have the group in her heart to help her surpassing any obstacles on her road. 

“It feels nice… but you know, graduating is not something that easy to do. It’s like saying good bye to a part of your life, even though you know you will never completely leave it. It’s just starting something new. Since I wanted to be a singer, I really enjoy being independent now. But there are some other people who probably think the opposite. See Haruna, for example! She really likes being in the group, so I don’t see any reason why she would leave! I think you just… feel when it’s the right moment to stop.” Minami tried to explain.

She thought of everything that had happened for her to realize it was the “right moment”… How stupid she had been back then.

“Yeah… I think I get it… No… probably not, but still.” Miichan shook her head. “Oh, I met Haruna before coming here and she says she was sorry she couldn’t come. She had a photoshot.”

“Aw… I wanted to see her! Guess I’ll have to visit her tonight… We haven’t seen each other for two days! Can you imagine it! I’m dying here!” Yuko complained as Miichan totally started regretting talking about it. “I miss her! I’ll try to call her now!”

She did as she said, but it seemed Haruna couldn’t answer as Yuko just had a depressed look on her face. Mariko tried to help her feeling better. After all, it wasn’t because her friend was a total helpless pervert that she didn’t need support about it.

“Now… aren’t we here to celebrate their new place?” Mariko cheered as she held another wine bottle. “Let’s just have fun tonight! We can think about the rest tomorrow! Anyone wants some more?”

They drank happily, not too much since they all wanted to stay alive. First, Miichan had a performance the next day, second, Yuko had a shooting for a new drama, Mariko had some handshake events… and the two lovers just had things to do for their personal career. It wasn’t time to get drunk. Maybe later, when they will be able to have more people at their house… It didn’t seem like that, but they couldn’t wait to have their first “real” party at home with everyone they knew. They missed them so much… though they only knew that meeting them would mean “let’s have a contest to tease the Atsumina coupling”, especially from Team A members. Minami was already afraid of what would happen if ever Mocchi was there… But right now, they were just talking about random things until Mariko asked:

“So… any idea how to deal with paparazzi? I’m kind of worried for you… You don’t know how a scandal would totally ruin your career.”

“Why do you bring such a serious subject in the conversation?!” Yuko said. “We were having fun!”

“So? We can have fun by talking seriously, right?” Mariko added.

None of them answered. Sure… they could have fun… but talking about paparazzi when they had just started living didn’t sound like the best thing to do. They didn’t want to have any nightmares already. It would totally ruin the mood. The only thing they could do against paparazzi was obviously to be patient.

“Fine, if I see some paparazzi, I’ll just throw a rock to them.” Minami said ironically. “Happy now?”

“I’m just going to ignore what you just said because it’s impossible the calm and innocent Minami would ever do that…” Mariko smirked. “And even so, I don’t think you’ll do it considering the fact that your reputation could be badly hurt.”

“Who cares?! Just do it if they are annoying!” Miichan laughed. “I want to see them in the newspaper… Minami Takahashi almost killed a random guy she thought to be a stalker! Or no, more like “Minami Takahashi tried to be brave in front of her girlfriend! And you know, people could start talking about your relationship again. People would like it.”

They all stared at Miichan in silence. There was no way that was going to happen. They knew Minami wanted to be a famous singer… She would never ruin everything just for a stalker or to seem “brave”.

“Well… I was just trying to make a conversation…” Miichan said.

“Yeah? Well can you try being a little more realistic?” Mariko sighed. “Like they’re going to waste their times stalking stalkers… right girls?”

They both nodded. Near the end of the night Yuko suddenly seemed to be obsessed by her phone. Haruna had sent her a message and Yuko was waiting impatiently for another one. She was really cute, sitting by herself, ignoring the world just because there was one person out of seven milliards who was more important to her. After having talked about countless subjects, Mariko and Miichan were arguing with Minami and Atsuko about which color they should put in the living room, since white walls everywhere were just… too white and lifeless. It was not the most interesting subject, but it was definitely the funniest.

Mariko thought it would look better in red while Miichan thought it was too intense and too romantic for Takamina’s taste. Minami didn’t really care and just rolled her eyes about this statement. However, Atsuko liked this conversation and was saying her opinion with a lot of conviction. They sounded really into it. Even if the color was still not chosen, they started talking about everything else that was wrong according to them, and it soon became a war between the four girls. They argued about the simplest thing, even the color of the little most useless accessories.

“I tell you, it should be green, not orange! Are you seriously crazy? It just doesn’t fit with them!” Miichan yelled.

“Why green? You just want them to remember Team K! Orange is perfect!” Mariko replied.

“Really? How about I throw one in your face then?!”

“Repeat that!”

They started fighting with fruits they could find on the table, accidently hitting the poor Yuko who was alone by herself.

“Hey! I didn’t say anything this time!” She complained before staring at her phone again.

“Fine, then what about silver?” Miichan asked, avoiding another orange from Mariko.

“SILVER?” The oldest girl said. “Silver? Of course not! Are you blind of something! It’s not silver that will help this place to be more colourful! It’s only a desk, but really!”

“Well, at least it would fit better than orange! Have you ever seen an orange desk?!”

“What about your green idea? I’ve never seen a green desk anywhere!”

“Yes I have!” Miichan lied with conviction.

Atsuko and Minami just stared at their friends, wondering if it was really a good idea to have them staying for the night. It was small, but they still had places for them… and they had already invited them. They just hoped they could get some silence before three am…

“She answered me! She’s free! She wants to see me now! Can I invite her?!” Yuko screamed excitedly.

She didn’t even wait for an answer as she sent her girlfriend the address of the place they were. It seemed like she had came back to life in less than a few seconds just because of Haruna’s mail. Guess she was just really and deeply in love with her… She deserved to be happy after all. She had tried to get her attention for so long…

“I guess that’s an official “welcome home” then…” Minami said, looking at the jumping squirrel who was already waiting next to the door.

Atsuko smiled cutely as her head rested on her girlfriend’s shoulder. Look like they were not going to be able to sleep soon with Haruna coming here… They just hoped the two other girls would not start fighting about the color of the place too. Mariko and Miichan did a really nice job already. They were even already checking in some magazines to see who was right and who wasn’t.

“Welcome home…” Atsuko whispered sweetly in Minami’s ear. 

TBC


AND IT'S ON AGAIN! WOOOO~  :twothumbs
No, seriously, hope you guys like this chapter, even though it's full of Atsumina, maybe too much. I will really include more characters later, I just needed a point to start, as I said at the top. Also hope you enjoyed the fact that I didn't take too long to update.... coz it will probably be one of the rare times it will happen XD

Until next time, good luck at everyone at school/starting school hehehe XD

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« Reply #209 on: January 11, 2012, 06:14:13 PM »
yay!! KITA!!!!!!!  XD XD

Some really nice atsuimna scenes there!!   :inlove:
Looking forward for chapter 2!!  :)


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Re: [Index] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Chapter 1]
« Reply #210 on: January 11, 2012, 07:53:45 PM »
AWESOME!!!!!

I really missed this!!!

I really thought that Atsuko's hinting marriage to Takamina....but ohhh well time will come for that to them.
and I got to say I missed the other members too, there friendship is so solid!!!

AWESOME JOB AS ALWAYS BOU-CHAN
YOU MADE MY DAY!!!
I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!

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« Reply #211 on: January 12, 2012, 06:21:20 AM »
of course we like it!! .. atsumina couple aww.. but kojiyuuu awww :F love it

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Re: [Index] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Chapter 1]
« Reply #212 on: January 12, 2012, 07:30:19 AM »
Hahaha that MariMii couple made me laughed, i always like when they're bickering with each other, it's so funny.

Awww can't wait to see Kojiyuu! Yuko is really in love with Haruna aww <33

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« Reply #213 on: January 13, 2012, 09:22:14 AM »
I was catching up with your Fanfiction.
I loved it. Great!
It really is fantastic to be a complex story with a beginning and end.
I look forward to see what happens in the second season.

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« Reply #214 on: January 14, 2012, 12:30:29 AM »
One word "wouaw!"

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Re: [Index] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Chapter 1]
« Reply #215 on: February 01, 2012, 07:35:43 AM »
Bou-j!

I read this a while ago and never had time to comment and forgot I never did until now  :panic:

 :bow: :bow: :bow: At least it's never too late  :lol:

Looking forward to this, I love reading Pink Vitriol and now we get a sequel!! YAY!!!
This is so good I'm just speechless and too happy knowing there is more of this absolute
awesome story!

Thanks Bou-j, I will be waiting patiently for your next update.

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Re: [Index] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Chapter 1]
« Reply #216 on: February 02, 2012, 05:07:11 PM »
Eh? Ehhh? i haven't commented here yet?  :shocked
anyways, it's better late than never  :nervous
Thankyou for the update as always.

Totally full of astumina in this chapter  :deco:
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looking forward for chappie 2  :heart:
arigatooooooo  :bow: :bow:

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« Reply #217 on: February 05, 2012, 06:08:25 PM »
God… I don’t even know what to say… I started to read this when it was in the 7th chapter? Or maybe less than that… I didn’t commented because I had no account (and I’m shy even on the net)

But I will now… Your story is definitely one of the bests. It is epic and I was so happy when I saw the sequel… Please update the chapter two soon and don’t make Atsumina suffer as much as in the beginning.

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« Reply #218 on: February 10, 2012, 06:10:17 AM »
I feel so bad for not updating that I sacrifice my sleep right now  :smhid
@ruka_4581: Unlimited possibilities with Atsumina coupling  :thumbsup I have some more [happy] ideas so wait for that =D
@blughise: LOL marriage, right? Naah it's too soon XD That'd just be crazy XD But yeah, glad to know you're happy I'm back... but that means some wait too  :roll: Enjoy :)
@Haruko: A bit of KojiYuu in this chapter ^_^ Though.... Well, just read  :nervous
@haruhi16: I like all the MariMii trolling XD Have to admit I thought it was weird at first, but in the end it's just SO funny  :lol:
@Minami-chan: Thank  :grin: And complex... well I had no imagination at first, and then ideas just popped out in my mind xD What's complex is just to try to keep it coherent @.@
@kahem: One word --> Waouw-thank  XD
@immortal_K: Aww you're so nice  :) Well thank you, I don't care if you're late... that just bumped the thread and made me feel bad, but I guess that was what you wanted, right  XD Y U NO DO THAT TO LYNX  :twisted: LoL, Here ya go  chapter 2 ¬.¬
@crazywota: Of course better late than never :grin: Too much Atsumina, I know XD But here's a bit KojiYuu... though as I said... well just read XD
@AtsuNami: Welcome here ^_^ We're really a nice group here so don't worry  :thumbsup Happy to see one lurker commented <3 Thank for the compliment :) As for suffering... I can't promise you anything, but I think there will be maybe-possibly-probably-actually-I-have-no-idea a happy ending
@Everyone reading: Thank you  :bow:

Okay, I did say I would update soon because I thought I would write chapter 2 during my trip in France... But jetlag was really cruel to me! I slept at like 8:30pm each night! I didn't write a single line!!!  :banghead: And when I came back, guess who was waiting impatiently to see me...... SCHOOL!!! Like a boss  :rock: In any case, I really wrote this chapter quickly, because I felt really bad for you guys and seeing so many comments&thanks really motivated me to write faster (even if you probably feel it's the total opposite LOL)  :nervous So yeah, thank a lot  :bow:

For the Atsumina OS I was supposed to update, I will post it on valentine Day <3 LOL That's so not original, but I didn't finish it yet, so I guess it's the best date to post it  XD And maybe it'll make those poor single people in the world happier (LOL) or if you have a bf/gf, well all I can say is  :wub: And if you want to find a bf/gf for Valentine's day... remember you have to keep them AFTER  :lol:
Ok, admit it, it's a normal day -.-' XDD

Okay, okay, really --> It's not only for lovers, just tell your friends you love them too because it's important and we never say it enough. Valentine's day is about people we like to have around us too, people we appreciate. ^_^ And in fact, people in love are just so cute  :oops: #BouJCheesyLine

Enough talk, more after chapter!
Sorry for the mistakes.
Chapter 2

“Welcome home…”

Those two words sounded so far from his reality now. He was back, stuck here, at the hospital. He had had the authorisation to come back home, months ago, but his condition needed more than doctors thought it would. He would be lucky if ever he could really go back in his bedroom. In fact, he would be lucky just to go outside the establishment. Sometimes, doctors would allow him to receive fans, but there were less than before. He was slowly going back to its first status: being a normal and ordinary person, which he hated.

He was sick of this life.

Since he had lost everything he had because of the sudden come back of his childhood actions, he hated his life. He wouldn’t care leaving the hospital if it meant dying. He was not afraid of dying. He was not afraid of anything after life… After all, no one would care now that he was back to its anonymous status. He could die with what was left from his dignity… and be buried with his secret about the whole thing. What was the point of living if all he did was to answer officers’ questions everyday? He would never tell them the truth in any case…

Yes, since he had been back in this white and lifeless room, the investigators had never stopped coming to see him and asked him questions about everything. He even wondered why they always came to see him… There were others people involved, like that Minami Takahashi or even Atsuko Maeda! They were investigating about Hiroko and she was Atsuko’s manager, why didn’t they just ask her instead of bothering him!

He had just… become an object in their hands. An object they tried to manipulate to get the information they wanted. He was back to his childhood, when he would just do as people told him to. He would just follow everyone’s order and face consequences after, left by himself. But this time, he would not do exactly as they wanted. He would keep the truth hidden until he leaves this world. And his strategy was perfect. Proof was the presence of this policeman in his bedroom, a tired look on his face.

“Can you please repeat how she attacked you? Was there any signs before the attack that were meant to hurt you?”

“I told you that ten times already! You have it all written down on your notebook so please, just read it…” He sighed.

“I will reformulate my question. Did any of her friends try to hurt you too? I remember you told me you once tried to ask for help but no one listened to you. Can you repeat the circumstances in which you felt your life was in danger?”

“I just felt that… she had something against me. And since I didn’t want anything bad to happen, I tried to talk to her about what she didn’t like about me… I tried to explain myself. I don’t like to fight, you know? So I wanted to solve it in a peaceful way… There’s nothing to add. In a blink of an eye, she just suddenly became aggressive.”

“No way that woman would have any friends…” He thought after he stopped talking.

The policeman shook his head. He had obviously heard this one many times already. He didn’t get any information now. His boss would be angry at him… He felt this boy was hiding a part of the truth. It was always like that in those kinds of situation. This time, he just couldn’t get this hidden part and it made him a little bit impatient. This boy was the victim, right? Why would he want to keep some parts to himself? Did he want to protect that woman?! He had nothing to lose now, she was dead!

“Listen, if you tell me everything you know, you won’t see me anymore. I know you’re tired of seeing me coming here everyday. I know you want it to end, and I want it too. All I need is your cooperation. We are stuck at a certain part in our investigation and we can’t find anything more without your help. Your words are really important to us. I think someone like you know the power of words.”

The boy raised his eyebrow. Power of words? Was it a new way to try to persuade him to speak? What a lame attempt.

“You were an actor. You know that some words are used in a specific way to make the show better. You know how and when the right moment to speak is. Now I really need your help to make the-”

“I’m still an actor.” He interrupted the policeman. “I’m sorry, this is not really polite from me, but even in this condition, I want you to respect this point. It is a really important part of my life. You’re insulting me by saying I am not an actor anymore.”

The boy still had some persuasion power since the policeman seemed to be suddenly really uncomfortable in front of this strong, arrogant tone. He didn’t mean it that way… but now he realized that it must have hurt him. Judging by the look the boy was looking at him, he didn’t really had a lot of chance to get any other information now. Even if he apologized, the boy seemed to want him to leave his room now. The policeman understood though. It must have been really hard to suddenly get in this condition when he used to have so much influence. Maybe he should have listened to his boss and closed the file already.

“I’m sorry.” He apologized truly. “I didn’t mean it this way. I will leave you now.”

He would not get anything, he knew it. He left the bedroom under the hard and cold look of Kenji, the man whose life was condemned already, despite his young age.

When the officer arrived at his office, it was night already. He had spent the whole afternoon chasing after new information before visiting Kenji one last time. He knew it was his last try, and that he had just wasted it. He couldn’t believe he was in charge of such a complicated case. There were many more experimented co-workers who could easily solve this one… Just because of his small and ridiculous mistake, he would not be able to give a proper answer to his boss. He would not be able to clear this case, to find the real reason why everything happened. He would not be able to understand why someone died…. There ought to be a reason behind everything! Someone didn’t just die because of a fight like that… It took more than one meeting to destroy two innocent lives! He missed the link related to all those smalls part of hints he had found during his investigation.

He stared at his desk, full of papers from newspaper and from random notebooks. He stared at the pictures of both Kenji and Hiroko, followed by people the two knew. He opened his own notebook he had brought with him today. There was nothing but white pages. He cleaned his desk, being careful of not forgetting even the tiniest piece of paper. He took one of the many boxes in another part of the place and threw the papers in it. He closed it, wrote something on it with a large black marker and sighed. He stared at it a moment before he moved it in another section, apart from the main one. There were many boxes there, all the same, like if they were waiting for something new to happen.

He closed the light despite his frustration. It was done. The case was closed.

***

They all woke up early in the morning, blaming their busy schedule for looking like zombies coming back to life. They should have gone to bed sooner last night, but Haruna’s improvised visit had totally boosted Yuko. The ex AKB squirrel was so happy she couldn’t help being insomniac most of the night, encouraging everyone to do the same. When Haruna had walked in shyly, afraid she might disturb them by coming so late, she had been really surprised to see Yuko forcing Miichan to eat a huge part of cake, under the sadistic look of Mariko. The poor victim had been sick for an hour following this sugar overdose. Of course, Mariko had made fun of her, saying it was karma’s revenge because she wanted to add green color here. To which Miichan had answered by a mortal glare.

“I hope you’re feeling better now.” Mariko told Miichan to start the conversation as they were getting ready to eat their breakfast. “At least you got your green color yesterday…”

“Don’t tell me this is what I got for yelling at you…” Miichan smiled, ready to start the fight again. “Oh Acchan! You have nice oranges… Mind if I waste one?”

Atsuko and Minami were just quietly looking at the scene, though Haruna could easily see them holding hands under the table. She tried to sit by Yuko’s side, not disturbing the “game” that was going on while Mariko tried to win this part.

“Can’t you two be a little quieter…” Yuko mumbled as she turned around to smile at Haruna.

“NO!” They both yelled, making Yuko’s head trying to disappear in Haruna’s neck.   

The tall woman smiled shyly at the look Mariko sent her. It was funny how her relationship with Yuko had evaluated. They had met at AKB debut, but had not really noticed each other’s presence. And coming from out of nowhere, while they were filming for one of their first PVs, this girl had started to talk to her, only to tell her how cute she was. Slowly, they had crossed the “strangers” line by having fun together with everyone else. Haruna liked to be alone at first. She didn’t really know how she should react with so many other people she had to work with. It was a whole new world.

However, Yuko would surprisingly always go with her to eat or just talk when they had breaks. Yuko would always help her to get to know everyone. Even if they weren’t in the same team, they were really close friends. So close that, in fact, Haruna had started to wonder why she felt so happy by Yuko’s side. She had also thought about her close relationship to Mariko and started to compare the two of them.

“Go in your room…” Mariko sighed, seeing how Yuko was suddenly acting, starting to kiss Haruna’s neck.

“Eww, don’t you dare do that in our house!” Atsuko immediately said. “Right Minami?”

The shy ex captain just nodded silently, not wanting to think about it at all.

“What? You sound like you’re jealous or something.” Miichan smirked, trying to humiliate the great Mariko-sama again.

Mariko just ignored this sentence. She wasn’t jealous. It was two of her closest friends, and they were dating. She could understand this point. But she also had the right to think that they had plenty of time to do stuffs elsewhere, when she would be FAR away from them. Somewhere… like on another planet.

Haruna smiled and gently pushed Yuko back. She understood this situation easily. Before deciding to date Yuko… she had thought a lot her other friends, especially Mariko, who she had always been really close to. She had been afraid of her reactions, since Yuko and Mariko had been closer because of Majisuka Gakuen. She had even started to avoid Yuko, afraid those feelings were just wrong. That was when she had discovered how painful it was to be away from her. Being away from Yuko, even though she appreciated the fact that there was no one molesting her anymore… was just wrong. She had even missed those hands always moving on her body at the most unexpected moment. In the end, she had just admitted her feelings…

“But Nyan… My head hurts…”

Yuko’s confession had been more than she had even allowed herself to imagine. She had always thought it was an endless game between them. She would have thought Yuko was joking, if it wasn’t for this serious look in her eyes, look that meant everything.

“ITADAKIMASU!” Atsuko just yelled, knowing very well this conversation would never end.

Fortunately, food was ready exactly at the right time. They started eating in silence, though Minami and Atsuko, as well as Haruna and Yuko, couldn’t stop exchanging cute glances. Soon, Mariko and Miichan felt like if they had nothing to do here.

What was funny though… was that Yuko’s pervert mind would totally disappear when they weren’t with others. Haruna knew a really sweet side of her girlfriend. A side that would not try to touch her without her authorisation, that would respect her, that would be gentle about everything, even the smallest move. A really cute side indeed… It made Haruna fall even more for her.

“So... want to get married?” Miichan said ironically to Mariko as the two couples were totally avoiding them.

“Whenever you want.” Mariko said with the same tone. “Hating you was only a joke you know, I love you so much. How about tonight?”

The two couples rolled their eyes. They weren’t that worst… They were just acting like if they were alone in the world. There was nothing bad about it. Plus, they will all have to be separated soon because of their respective works. Who knew what could happen in the next hour?

“I’m sorry…” Minami apologized, speaking for everyone.

Despite the fact that she was respected and really mature for her young age, Miichan and Mariko just raised their eyebrow at the lame attempt. They both knew this part of Minami that was so crazy in love now… A small part that made her just… so different… The two single women had to admit they were all cute though, even if they were ignoring them.

They started talking all together again, even if there were some moment of silence involving those in love. It was crazy how much this complicated, wonderful, even painful feeling could change the world. They all had something to learn or to lose because of this feeling. They all have something to give and to get by being part of a relationship as fragile as theirs. They had decided to take this risk of being in love. They had decided to share their heart with the person they loved, to trust this person to keep it and never deceive them.

“I will need to go soon…” Miichan said, looking at her phone. “We have to start practicing for tonight’s show, right Haruna? It’s Team K show, but some Team A members will get to appear for a special number, remember?”

“Well… I’m not going to be part of the show tonight. Akimoto-san accepted to give me a free night because I worked a lot recently.” Haruna answered.

“EH?! It’s not fair! I mean, I like when we have a show, but it’s so rare we have free time!”

“You had yesterday night!” Mariko pointed. “Haruna arrived here much later than you.”

“Still!” Miichan pouted. “Thinking that Haruna will have time to have fun with the person she LOVES while I’ll be working!” She continued, insisting on the “L” word.

“Don’t complain about that…” Minami said, remembering how much she loved performing in the small and home-like theatre. “Just have fun and enjoy interacting with the fans for now until it changes.”

Seeing Minami’s serious look, Miichan shivered. It was the captain who had just pronounced this sentence, not her friend. The captain she had learned to respect during so many years was back. Even if she had left AKB48, there was still a leader part in Minami’s soul. Miichan knew now that she couldn’t joke about anything related to the group this way. She couldn’t just pretend it would be better to leave the group, because she didn’t know what it truly was to let a part of her life go. Minami knew it. Minami knew what it was now, to be independent from this huge family. She knew how it felt not to be able to perform anymore. She knew how it felt to be in front of thousand people saying “I’m gone”. Miichan just didn’t know what to answer to that.

“I didn’t mean it this way…” She said hesitantly.

“Yeah, she’s right!” Yuko said, trying to break the sudden serious tone. “I would have loved spending my night with her, but I have to work for my new drama tonight. We’re going to film far from Tokyo, so I’ll only be back tomorrow night. But you can be sure the first thing I will do when I come ba-”

“We don’t want to know…” Mariko interrupted. “We all have an idea of what you’re going to do…”

“I was just going to say that I wanted to bring her to a nice restaurant to celebrate the fact that we would have survived more than a day without the other… and I wanted it to be surprise! You ruined it!” Yuko complained, though Haruna smiled cutely at her.
 
“ME?” Mariko asked, almost screaming.

She was totally innocent! She had never asked her to precise what she wanted to do! Yuko could exaggerate things so much sometimes!

“If you didn’t intend that I was going to rape her, I wouldn’t have had to explain myself.” Yuko said. “I’m sorry Nyan… I hope you will still be surprised… I really wanted you to be surprised! I made a great effort to choose a place you will like!”

In less than a second, Yuko’s attention was totally monopolized by Haruna’s presence. It was as if telling the “secret” was a reason for them to break up.

“Rape?!” Miichan laughed. “RAPE?!?”

“I never said that stupidity…” Mariko mumbled, totally desperate about the way this situation was taking.

“That’s cute.” Atsuko said suddenly.

There was an awkward silence in the group before Minami decided to break it. It was her girlfriend after all… No one could break the silence but her… Miichan, Mariko, Yuko and Haruna were just staring at her, waiting for her to make a move. But that was damn embarrassing…

“C-Cute?” Minami stammered. “L-Like… w-which part?”

“The restaurant, right?” Mariko insisted. “Not the rape, I hope, right? I mean, you’re not like that, right? Tell me you meant the restaurant! TELL ME! TAKAMINA, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ACCHAN?!”

Mariko was overreacting, but since it was quite rare to see her so excited, it was more a show for others than anything else. She acted like some paparazzo having a scoop, some amateur of sadistic things and such creepy things.

“Nothing!” Minami tried to protect herself. “Don’t accuse me so suddenly!”

Like she would ever… do something that horrible. Just to think about it made her sick. If ever someone dared doing that to her girlfriend… she would become a monster, no doubt about it. She would have to resist to the temptation of killing that person, literally. Despite everything, her values and all… just to think about it… She shivered.

“Nothing?” Miichan narrowed her eyes. “Really?”

“Nothing like… Nothing or… nothing?” Mariko continued in a creepy way. “Or like… you know… nothing?”

Her eyes were looking at her in an intense way, making Minami wondering if she really knew Mariko that well. With all the “nothing” from her sentence… she wondered if it would be a great idea to answer “nothing” to it as well… Would Mariko choose the right meaning or would she just become paranoid…

“I meant the restaurant part!” Atsuko interrupted them, seeing how bad Minami suddenly looked. “Not the… Not this part! Are you guys crazy?!”

There was another moment of silence. Atsuko couldn’t believe they had all, INCLUDING HER GIRLFRIEND, believed she was talking about… that! Didn’t they know her better than that?! And Takamina, for God’s sake, seriously?!

“YUKO! WHY DID YOU INCLUDE THIS WORD IN THE CONVERSATION?!” Haruna screamed, slapping her girlfriend’s head.

The poor girl didn’t answer to Haruna’s slight anger. First, because everyone always said she was helpless and pervert, she had just assumed that they talked about something dirty. And because she knew it was Mariko-sama, she couldn’t imagine any limit to her imagination, so she had just said what she thought would be… closer to reality. Of course, she didn’t expect such reactions… All she wanted was to have a nice time with her girl… It sucked sometimes, to have this kind of reputation. She wanted her friends to consider her as more than “a perverted woman”… but she couldn’t help acting this way at the same time. The only time when she would totally forget about this part of her was when she was alone with Haruna. She was really serious about her. She didn’t want to scare her or to lose her trust. She didn’t want to do something she might regret later just because of this part of her personality.

“I didn’t want to…” She sighed sadly. “You’re mad now…?”

“No, but… you should have said something else…” She smirked at Yuko.

They stared at each other for a moment, knowing very well they weren’t angry at all. Their complicity would never disappear in such a stupid way.

“Well… I think I’ll leave now. It’s getting cheesy again.” Miichan said. “I can’t stand it anymore.”

“I follow you.” Mariko laughed. “I really had my dose too. And… I’M LATE! HOW COME I’M LATE?! I CAN’T BE LATE! I’VE NEVER BEEN LATE FOR ANYTHING!”

On those words, she left the table, ran everywhere in the house, finding her stuffs, getting ready to leave, and in less than five minute, it was like she had never been there. Miichan, in the middle of the two couples, just rolled her eyes. How could Mariko be so helpless… They hadn’t talked that much! It was only…

“Crap.” She murmured as she realized members were probably already waiting for her to start the official practice.

***

“I can’t find inspiration!” Minami sighed, getting mad at herself.

Despite her imagination, it seemed she couldn’t find the perfect lyrics, the perfect tone, the perfect background music… Sure, she didn’t need to look for everything right now, but she couldn’t even find the theme of the song. She had learned so many love songs that she was becoming sick of it, even though she knew it was the most popular subject for fans. However, she had to admit she was quite inspired when it came to her girlfriend. She would easily write a paragraph with potential lyrics about how much she loved her but… no, that would definitely not fit her image.

Thinking about her first solo song when she was in AKB48… She had made so much progress until now… and she still could make more, but it seemed her brain refused to help her, even just a little bit. Each time she found something she could call “decent”, she listened to another song she liked and she thought there were too many things alike. It was like she couldn’t be original. Maybe it was just the way she was, but it started to piss her.

Plus she didn’t want to write anything sad. With everything that had happened to her, if she wrote something sad, people could think she was depressed. At the same time, if she wrote something too happy, people could think she was being heartless to the recent events. But still, if she was in the middle, people would still find a way to interpret it the wrong way, probably saying she was heartless because she didn’t take enough time to fully think about the consequences… or at the total opposite, they would say she hid her feelings, which was really bad for her health.

“In any case, I will never be able to satisfy everyone.” She said out loud, like if someone could hear her and help her.

Her friends had left the house a few hours before. Atsuko had left soon after because of her drama. Minami was happy though. Atsuko seemed happy in her life, with what she was doing and what was happening. It was like they had finally a reached a comfortable level, with a part of happiness they plenty deserved.

Minami started walking randomly in the house, like if her new environment could help her. She still had difficulty to realize they were living together. Every night, she waited for Atsuko to come home now. Every morning, she smiled at the thought she would never be alone anymore. Everyday… she would just be daydreaming about her sudden perfect life.

A perfect life… Coming from her, it sounded so wrong. She knew she deserved it… but she couldn’t help feeling bad. She had a beautiful life with the person she loved… but in her past, she had totally destroyed, killed, someone else’s life. She had even almost messed with Atsuko’s career… Seriously, she had a huge doubt about the so-called perfect life she had.

There was always something bad coming. It’s like, you got something good, and suddenly, just to punish you from an invisible crime you would have done unconsciously, life threw something horrible at you.

“No… I’m probably just exaggerating things again.” She smiled. “But if I could have some inspiration for this one… it would be even more perfect.”

She hated to do so, but she decided to listen to some music videos to try to find inspiration. She didn’t want to get too inspired from other’s work though, because she was afraid people would not really see her implication in the song if it looked too much like another artist’s work. Literally playing three songs at the same time, trying to read lyrics, watching music videos, reading personal stories on the net, she had never been so motivated to do something good, even though she felt she was not doing it the right way. The single had to come from her, from her feelings, from her style, not from another one.

But her feelings… were too… normal. Everyone knew what love was about, how it felt to have a broken heart, how it felt to be rejected, how it felt to find the perfect person, how it felt to truly love someone. She knew she would not bring anything knew by writing about it. It was damn hard to write great lyrics. She became mad thinking some people could get popular just by repeating the same thing over and over again in a song, when in fact, music was much more than that.

“This is… What is that?!” She frowned as she arrived at the main page of a random website she had visited.

The title interested her, but the text totally grabbed her attention… in a very bad way. Tabloïds, drama, juicy scoop… she shook her head, like if she couldn’t believe it. Were reporters stalking every single moved they made?! It made her angry, sad and really mad against them. Didn’t they have anything better to do than just ruining people’s lives by making others believing such things?!

Okay, this new was true, but even so, there ought to be a better way to announce it to the entire population of Japan! It was like screaming at everyone something quite private… They should have done things in a different way! Like asking people concerned before publishing something like that! Or just being quiet! Or just close their damn office! Or just… she punched her desk. It pissed her off. She would be able to set fire to their office now.

She was worried. It was the same thing that was happening a second time, sure… but the situation was different now. It was way different. And if the situation itself was WAY different… then the reactions would be too… and sooner or later, if would affect them, again. Just like before… but worse, in an horrible manner. She hated this situation, and without even knowing who he was, she hated the author of this article. Lucky guy indeed. If she knew him… She punched her desk a second time, trying to control her feelings.

How fast did information literally “fly” in the internet? How fast…? At this speed, everyone knew about it. Even though they had left home a few hours ago… it had been enough time for reporters to talk about it and spread the news. It was even faster than a virus’s propagation! It was even faster than calling someone to tell them something! It was like if worldwide population already knew about something that had occurred… like five hours ago?! Where the heck was their privacy?! Or respect?! Damn!

She didn’t care if Atsuko was working. She called her. There was no specific reason. She just felt she wanted to talk to her. She just wanted to hear her voice… and get back in her perfect life… She loved this perfect life.

She hated to know her friends would get hurt. People would say she cared too much for others… but it was how she was. She would support everything about herself, but when it touched her friends, she just couldn’t stand it.

***

Flash Back

They had just left Atsuko and Minami’s house. “Atsuko and Minami’s house”… It sounded so… strange, so unusual… They were glad for them. They wished them the best. But it still sounded weird. And to think they barely spoke to each other at the very beginning…

They were on their way to the metro, and unfortunately, Yuko had to leave earlier for her drama. Miichan and Mariko had totally disappeared, probably running toward the place they worked. Yuko’s train was going to leave earlier, and it would be a problem to take the next one. Therefore, everyone had to be at the meeting at 13:00pm. Though she liked her job a lot, she just went sad because she wouldn’t be able to spend the day with Haruna, as she had planned to do. Plus, Haruna had no AKB activities today… they could have gone out together, shopping, have fun… but no, work was still on the way.

“I’m going to miss you…” Yuko whispered. “I will send you a mail as soon as I arrive, I promise!”

She squeezed Haruna’s hand gently, and let her go. She knew they had to be careful not to be noticed. Haruna was still in AKB48, and they were definitely not ready for a coming out. Knowing how much Atsuko’s career was fragile next to their scandal… she didn’t want it to happen to her as well. Really, she didn’t want. Not only her career… AKB48, Haruna, her friends, her family… It would have so much impact. Plus, with two “coming out” from AKB48, she couldn’t help wondering what wotas would think about this group now… She smirked though, thinking it was quite funny. She blamed it on Aki-P for the “boyfriend” rule. However, she didn’t want to take any risk, knowing it would be horrible for AKB’s popularity, which had dropped a little with so many graduations from most popular members.

“You’re coming back tomorrow.” Haruna smiled cutely.

“So? I’m still going to miss you!” Yuko repeated. “I really will! I will send you a mail whenever I can! You will be spammed by me so much that you will even be mad at me!”

She was so excited by the fact that Haruna “might hate her” that her girlfriend just frowned at her, an amused smirk on her lips.

“Really?” Haruna laughed. “You want me to be mad at you?”

“Well, you will not really be mad at me, because you will be missing me too, so in fact you’ll be really happy to receive so many mails from me!” Yuko explained happily.

Her perception on the situation sounded so wrong that Haruna just kissed her quickly on the cheek, thinking her girlfriend was, in fact, really cute.

“I lo-”

“Don’t say it!” Haruna quickly said.

She was right though. They might not be with many people, there were still some watching them. They had probably recognized them as members from AKB48. If Yuko said it, they would hear it, and rumours would start circulating in the population. Maybe not as much as if it was “official”, but still enough. And who knew the limit of people’s imagination, especially haters’? All they need to see now was two friends having a rare meeting after Yuko’s graduation. After all, fans knew they were both really close. But then again, they knew that Atsuko and Minami were “really close” until they learned about them dating for real… and some reactions had been really negatives.

“I really appreciate your existence?” Yuko joked.

“What’s that?!” Haruna pouted. “You can’t find anything else?”

“Don’t let any other members approach you?” Yuko said.

Haruna slightly pinched Yuko. She was in a group with so many people. Even if she tried to avoid them, it wouldn’t work.

“I adore you?” Yuko asked again, still smiling, trying to find a way not to mention the forbidden word.

Haruna pretended to think deeply about this formulation until she shook her head.

“I enjoy every single second I spend with you?” Yuko tried again.

“Nice try.” Haruna said, though she could feel her cheeks getting pink.

“NYAN NYAN! I’M GOING TO MISS YOU!” Yuko screamed to the world, taking this part of personality she had had so many times when they were with others AKB members.

“Hey!” Haruna screamed, trying to avoid the jumping woman by her side. “Don’t scream! Everyone’s looking at us!”

“HUUUUG!!” The actress kept screaming until Haruna finally gave her a short embrace.

Yuko laughed, though still moving around Haruna, taking time to look at her from every angle, like she wanted to remember everything about her very carefully.

“How about you ask Aki-P if he wants to let you go with me! We could spend the night together! There will be a campfire! And marshmallow! And ME! MEEE!”

A bit more, and she would be praying for Haruna to come with her. Unfortunately, Haruna just deny it, a funny look on her face. They both knew it would be impossible. Even if she didn’t have anything to do now, the tall model girl had things the next morning already. She couldn’t skip work or call sick. It wouldn’t work. And she was sure Yuko could survive without her… even if the last argument was really the funniest and cutest thing she had heard today. And of course, she would miss her too… but if she admitted it, she could be sure Yuko would never leave her cell phone. She didn’t want Yuko to ruin her job just because she was busy texting her. She would feel so bad for her! Even if she really liked having this attention…

She belonged with Yuko, and vice versa. It had taken time for her to realize it, thinking Yuko might be in love with some others people, but now she was sure there was only her, she could give her all the attention she needed.

She liked being Yuko’s number one, knowing no one could ever replace her.

“Come here.” She whispered, grabbing Yuko’s arm quickly and bringing her in an empty street. “I’m going to miss you too.”

She had said those last words with her face suddenly so close to Yuko’s that the short girl was already swallowing with difficulty. She liked those small moments where Haruna would act this way. It was quite rare, but she enjoyed each of those moment… because it was just another proof their love was there, alive.

“I… love you.” Haruna said, closing her eyes, kissing her slowly, like she wanted to taste it and remember it forever.

It remained for less than a few seconds, but Yuko was already in heaven, incapable to pronounce anything for the next five minutes. They stayed like this, embracing each other, until they realized they had to move if they didn’t want Yuko to be late.

In a dark corner of the empty street hid a paparazzi. He had been hunting them for so long, saying it would be useful someday. He knew, despite everyone’s negative comments, he would get something by always following famous people. Now, he had the scoop of his life. He knew exactly what it meant to have such important pictures. He knew exactly how far he could go with this single shot of them kissing. So he smirked. A cruel smirk… a sad one too. He had to destroy lives to get money. It was sad, but it was his job.

Later, Yuko arrived the last one, just before the train left the station. Of course, she really didn’t care. All she cared about was thinking about this moment… there was just no word to describe how much she loved Haruna. Really… they had been separate for twenty minutes only, and she had already sent her enough mail to be compared to a professional stalker. Ten, to be precise, one each two minutes. And she was not going to stop all night.
 
What she didn’t know… was that the real professional stalker had already done his job. And soon, she would understand it was not only because she didn’t want their relationship to be discovered that it would work this way.

End of Flash Back

***

Yuko came back the next day. She knew everything already. Takamina had called her in the middle of the night, apologizing a thousand times for disturbing her. The person who had once being her captain cared a lot about her, still acting like a real sister to her With Atsuko, she had decided it would be better to talk to her about it, before she learned it in a more awful way. Yuko had cried this night, alone, with the phone opened next to her. On the other side, Takamina and Atsuko were listening to her, not knowing how to react. Even if they had been through the same situation… it seemed it was a whole different problem. They had already left AKB48 when it had happened. Atsuko had already managed to have a great place in the acting world and Takamina had already made a short way into her independent life. Most important, they had wanted everyone to know about it! Now, Haruna was in the group and Yuko was still at the beginning of her career, and it was the last thing they wanted on earth!

Yuko had never wanted this to happen. She had never wanted the truth to be revealed this way. She had never talked to her parents about it, and she was sure Haruna hadn’t either. She was also sure her fans thought she would never really get in a relationship, knowing how much she liked joking when she was in the group. How would they react? How would they react now that she was with a woman… dating… It was so wrong!

And Haruna? What was going to happen to her? Would she be fine? She couldn’t join her, no matter how many times she tried. She tried to call her, she sent her many mails, she called at her home, anywhere! She even tried to call others AKB members, only to be left clueless behind. She would never forgive herself if she was hurt by this. They had not been enough careful… They should have known… they should have done something… they should have… just…

Why had they decided to fall in love with each other, already? Why had they decided to get into this kind of relationship, if it was only to hide, to be scared, to see this happening and to suffer? Love had power… but even so… Yuko felt so bad now.

Now, just walking to her home felt like something forbidden. She felt like she didn’t even have the right to be walking in this street now. She felt like she didn’t have her place here anymore. She would have to meet her parents soon… but she felt like she had betrayed them in an atrocious way. She couldn’t deal with the pressure of everyone knowing it, unlike Atsuko and Minami. She couldn’t endure everyone’s look at them. She didn’t feel strong enough… It was sad, but it was true. Unfortunately for them, she knew Haruna would not be able to support it either. She knew it enough to say that… She knew her enough to know she wanted to spend her life with her, and now it was out of her reach.

She couldn’t help it though. She bought the first newspaper she saw, not paying any attention at the looks from the employee.

“KOJIMA HARUNA AND OSHIMA YUKO KISSING?! WHAT IS AKB48 TRULY ABOUT?

This picture of Oshima Yuko, ex member of AKB48 who just started her career as an actress, and Kojima Haruna, current AKB48’s Team A’s  member, was taken by our reporter. Unlike some others pictures taken, this one is very clear and it is very easy to recognize the two idols sharing a kiss. After Maeda Atsuko and Takahashi Minami, here comes the turn of two others girls from AKB48 to be apparently dating! The reporter also mentioned that they stayed like this a long time, embracing each other. They seemed to be really closed.

Oshima Yuko was shooting for a drama yesterday night and Kojima Haruna didn’t have any activities related to AKB48. We managed to join Akimoto Yasuhi, producer of the popular idols group, but he didn’t want to answer our question. With this group in which fanservice is omnipresent, wotas seemed to be angry at this unexpected news. The pictures made it to the social media, and everyone is now talking about it. It shows a second case of homosexuality between the most popular members of the group, making people wondering what truly happens in AKB48.

Are there others real coupling hidden by the image of the group? Are some girls only in the group to meet a potential girlfriend? Is Akimoto Yasuhi trying to make them fall in love with each other? We might never know. What if the fanservice hides something more? Fans of the group mentioned that the first thing the girls have to do when they are part of it is to act like they could be their potential perfect girlfriend. It is not surprising that some fans from Kojima-san feels betrayed, even if some admitted they liked the “KojiYuu” paring. They however said they thought it was just a joke, and still saw Kojima-san as their “potential girlfriend”.

So far, the only information we have from the two girls is a short sentence Kojima Haruna answered when we asked her about it. “We are not dating, Yuko is only a friend to me.” Saying they’re just friends is totally a paradox with this picture! People don’t seem to believe it!

What is really going on between them, we are currently investigating on the case.”


“Only a friend… I guess it was the only thing she could say…” Yuko sighed, though it hurt her… it was a lie… Haruna really didn’t want anyone to know in the end…  maybe their love wasn’t strong enough…

Her call was still not answered as she tried to call her girlfriend again. It worried her a lot, but she knew deep inside that Haruna must have trouble with AKB48, so she didn’t insist. She felt her cellphone vibrated.

“Hello?” She asked hesitantly.

 “Oshima-san?” A male voice asked. “I’m from your agency. The drama you were shooting for yesterday has been suspended. The producer didn’t know about the news until this morning, so he couldn’t tell you by himself. You don’t need to come back tomorrow. We will call you back when we will have more information.”

Yuko didn’t answer.

“We have troubles with the reporters right now, so please, don’t come to the office before we tell you so. We are sorry, but we will also have to suspend your activities with us until the case becomes clearer.”

“I’m… sorry…” She whispered. “I will wait…”

“Yes, thank you.” The voice said quickly before he hanged up.

The call had taken less than a minute. She walked silently in the street, arriving at her house. She didn’t enter. She didn’t want to. She didn’t want to stay alone… but she had nowhere to go. She didn’t want to disturb Minami and Atsuko, and everyone else she knew was probably busy with their own work. She felt sick. She felt like she could just sleep for hours now, even if it was midday.

“Nyan Nyan…” She whispered, looking at the sky. “Where are you? I’m so sorry for everything…”

She thought about her agency. The words, the tone, the speed and even just the way the employee had hanged up…

She was sure they would never call her back…

TBC

I have many things to say.
First, I used to think faster updates would be the best. Then I realized longer chapters would probably be the best. Now, I just think that if you just create a really good chapter, it doesn't matter how long it is. Therefore, my chapters will probably - not sure- be shorter from now on, unless you want to wait 1 year for the next one XD

Second, as I said about Valentine's day & because I know some of you might not read my OS: I LOVE YOU ALL <3 THANK FOR READING MY FIC AND SUPPORTING ME... AND BEING PATIENT TOO  :bow:

Third: I'm sure you guys heard about Takamina's mother's case. I just want to say that it feels so wrong to update a "sad" chapter right now, and I apologize if it's not the best timing. Actually, I finished this chapter the day we learned about it, but hell, there was no way I was going to update that day I looked like x__x all day.  Crazy though there's a bit of my opinion about what I think of media XD Seriously, I would have waited, but I think you guys waited long enough. However, I've come to think that, with everything happening now, it might not really "funny" to just pretend everything is wrong in their lives, like I do in my fics, because it can become true. I use sad situations because I think it's my strong point. I'm sorry if it makes you sad, I really don't want anything written in my fic to happen (except couplings LOL). I'm trying to find a "middle" for the mood right now because seriously, when your own fic makes you depressed, there's a problem  :nervous

Fourth: ... I forgot.  :nervous Wait... *think think think*  Ah right! If you think what happened in this chapter will only influence KojYuu, you're totally wrong. That's the beginning of a whole storyline ALMOST (I will find the damn balance betweeen sad/happy, I promise) already planned in my head....

Now... chapter 3, here I come *prepare to war*

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Re: [Feb.10] Pink Vitriol & Sequel [Pink Vitriol, Sequel: Chapter 2]
« Reply #219 on: February 10, 2012, 06:42:00 AM »
wooooooo! an update!  :luvluv1: you're making me more and more curious as I read this chapter... great as always! I love how you were able to describe the emotions of each girls that I can really imagine how they are feeling as I read on  :on GJ:

btw, why was I a special mention in your comment to immortal_K?  :nervous now you're making me feel bad about updating my fics  XD thanks for the update! will wait for the next one!

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