guuuuuuysssssssss.... sorry for the late update. now I'll try to make a story side of this fanfict since i havent finished the 4th chapter. I hope u enjoy this guys.
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Chapter 3.5
--------------------"Okay everyone u could have a break first. We continue in 2 hour."
The sensei said as standing in the front of all members.today is akb48 members practice day. They have already practiced for 3 hours and they all need a break.
Mariko, the oldest in the member hurry gather her stuff and go right away go out.
"Mari chan where are u going?" Sashi ask , but mariko already go out. Takamina and acchan approach sashi "don't worry, she just doing her usual thing." Takamina look at acchan and smile "its been long time since that happen right." "Yeah, I'm sure she goes there since today is their anniversary." Sashi look takamina n acchan in confuse but then they go to have lunch.
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Mariko POV-----------------
I stand in a wide field and starring at the stone in front of me. Its written
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Rest Here Our Beloved Person
Atsushi Mamoru
Born
15 August 1985
Die
20 December 2007
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Yeah, I'm in a cemitary. Today is my beloved friend anniversary. Actually our anniversary. He is my first fan, my friend and also my savior.
I sit beside his grave yard and place a flower there.
"Hai atsu san. How are u today? Look what I bring to u. Is it beautiful right. Its the same flower that u have usually give me."
All I can do only try to hold my tears.
"Did u remember our first meeting? I'm glad we have met ."
Flashback
------------------ I work at donq theater cafe before I join akb48 and I meet atsu san there. He always come since akb perform for the first time. But its funny coz he like to spend his time in the cafe.
"Hi, can I take your order?"
"Hi there shinoda san, as usual u look pretty."
I blush and try to hidden it "so, what can I help u here? But wait, how u now my name?"
He laugh and smile as looking at me "Ofcourse I know. What do u think I always come here all the time?"
"Eh?what do u mean?"
He smile and ordered something "I wanna a cup of ice cappucino float please." As wink to me. I hurry make the order and give it to him
"Here your order and please come again." I smile to him. He takes his cappucino and before he go he say something "u know shinoda san, u really fit to be an idol. if u become an idol u'll be my one and only oshimen."
I just look confuse to him and smile. A couple of week after that akimoto atsushi come to talk to me and ask me to become one of the akb member. I accept it n I got into team A. Everyone said that I'm the 1,5 gen coz I got into without audition.
Since I become akb member I rarely seeing atsu san. Then I have my first performance. I'm a bit nervous here but before I got up the stage a staff handed me a bucket of flower and letter.its writen there
"Mariko ganbare~
You could do that
I'll be watching u."
I wonder who the one sending this until there I could see atsu san holding a board that writing my name. He smile to me and I could hear he shout "mariko forever". I chuckle n I wave back to him. I realize that he is the one who send that flower.
Then it come for a high touch, that its the first time I have high touch. As it come to him he said to me "otsukaresama, I have told u right." As usual he gives me that wink. I nodded and said "arigatou. I'll do my best."
Since that atsu san always go to the theater and handshake event. All the member even already recognize him as my number one fan. He attend all my event and always support me. I'm glad he always there for me but one day he rarely seen.
Its been a month since the last time I saw him. I don't know why but I kind a worry. So I got and idea by visiting my web fan community that he makes. Of course I disguise as one of my fan.
I login into the site and try to find information there. I use nickname shiChan. Then I see a special member talks there and I join there.
I ask them whether where is atsu san is. He use mamoru48 as his nickname.
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shiChan : hi guys how are u?
Rei48. : hi, u must be new here. Another new marichin fan. Yeeeeaaaay...
shiChan.: hehe, thank u. Where the other? And why is the subject of this thread is "hospital gathering"
Rei48. : owgh yeah, u new here. Well, our administrator mamoru48 is hospitalize now.
I shock when I read it. So atsu san is hospitalized. No wonder he isn't around.
shiChan : owgh, what happen to him? And where is he now?
Rei48. : well, he don't wanna tell us but we want to pay him a visit tomorrow. He is in tokyo hospital room 2025 if I'm not wrong. Wanna join?
shiChan : uhm.... I can't tomorrow maybe I'll visit him later. Say where the other?
Rei48. : ah, the other haven't online yet.
shiChan : I see, well guess I gotta go now. Its already late I got to do my homework.
Rei48. : okay, see u later.
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I logout and hurry grab my jacket and go to the hospital. As I arrive I asked the nurse where is atsu san room and headed directly to there.
As I arrive I open the door slowly and the room is so dark. No one there and I approach the bed. There I saw atsu san laying. He seems so pale. I feel really sad looking him like this. I only look at him and then decided to go home but when I wanna step my feet a hand grabeb mind. And I could hear a voice.
"Sorry, I can't come to your PB release today mariko."
I turn around and face him.
"How u know its me?"
He smiles and let go my hand "well, let said that I got a sign."
"Why u never said to me that u are sick? U could at least email me."
He chuckle "I can't, u are an idol n famous model. It could make a scandal if someone found out."
"But...but...." He grab my hand and only said one word "its okay mariko, everything would be fine. And I promise I'll come to the dai akhushu next week. I promise."
I sigh and then excuse my self. But before I go I said something to him "u have to cure fast. U promise." He nodded and smile. Then I go home.
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At akhusu event
---------------------------Today is the akhushu event. As atsu san promise he'll come. I search and I couldn't find him in a crowd. I just sigh but then I look at my fan expression I feel genki.
I shake hand and talk with my fans one by one. I'm glad I have them as my fans. I'll do my best for them.
Then suddenly I see a familiar figure that coming approach me. "Hi mariko. I keep my promise right." I surprise and then smile at him. But haven't got any chance to reply I shout "ARIGATOU!!!" As waving to him. He turn back and say something. I could read his mouth move and he said ' I'll be watching over you ' then he goes and I continue to meet my fans.
Its already almost night, finally the event is end and I went back to apartment. I coming with whole letter n present that my fan give to me. I read it one by one and I see there is one also from atsu san. Its a small music box where u could place your picture there.
The music is so beautiful. I like it. It could make me warm. Suddenly I feel my eyes so heavy and I got sleep.
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Next moring I wake up as usual and headed to bathroom to clean myself and prepare to go to theater.
As I headed to the theater I feel someone is following me. I don't know why but recently I feel I have been watched. I'm sure this person is one of my fans. Why? Because I have almost got him.
A week before I walk in shibuya and almost hit my car and suddenly someone grabs me as I want to thank he run a way and all I can find is his oshi pin.
I know he tries to protect me but to be watched around it kind a annoyed. Today I have practice at donq theater and I have to go home late again.
During the practice I couldn't concentrate but then when time break a staff give me a bucket of flower and a box of chocolate. I read the letter in there and smile. Its from atsu san.
Hi there mariko~
How are u today?
I hope u fine.
Here have some choco it could make u calm.
See u later~ I smile as read that letter and look at the choco box. Then other member come approach me.
"Wooooow marichan give me some of that choco."
"Yooo miichan, that's mariko sama choco u should ask her first."
"But its to late takamina. Its already in her mouth." Nyan2 said as pointed to miichan.
Takamina face palm and then acchan come hug her from behind
"Heeee, is it from atsu san mari chan?" acchan ask
"Yeah, he said I should be more relax so he give me that choco but don't worry its enough for all of us." I said as chuckle looking at miichan.
"Miichaaaaaan , don't eat it by yourself. " Takamina says as attack miichan. Then we all eating the chocolate.
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I look at the watch and it almost 10 and I hurry grab my bag. As I go out the donq theater I still feeling someone watch over me but I just keep walking headed my apartment.
On my way I look there is something happen. It look like bank robbery. There are so many police chasing a man in a mask. Suddenly the man rush toward me and grab me in his hand as pointed his gun.
"STOP RIGHT THERE OR I'LL SHOOT THIS WOMAN?!"
The police stop and then I see one of the police approach.
"Calm down?! Let her go. If u surrender now everything would be okay."
"Huh?! Do u think I would believe it?! Never."
I'm scare. Really scared. As he said that a guy in hoodie grab him and push him to the side and he fall to the ground.
The man in hoodie then grab me and hug me as he is my shield. I could see the robber pointed a gun to him and suddenly I hear a gun shoot.
I shock. The man in hoodie got shoot and he just chuckle. after the shooting the police arrest him. And I shout to call the ambulance coz there someone hurt here.
I look at the person who have saved me and I shock. I wanna scream and shout so loud. The man injured man that in my arms is him. He is atsu san.
"Atsu san....why....why....?!" I said as crying.
"Hi...hi.... There mariko. So...so...sorry. Ac..ac...urgh...I I am the one that following u al this time."
"Why.....why u do this???" I hug him and cry.
"Ple...please don't cry mariko. This already been my destiny. And my job is finish now."
"Atsu san.... Don't say that. U promise u'll be support n watching over me."
"I...I...know I will."
"But why u do this? For what?"
I could see he is smiling at me "dareka no tame ni? Hontou ni mariko no tame ni. I do this for u. Coz I don't wanna u get hurt."
He look at me and say "I never told u my name right?! Atsushi Mamoru. Tha...that's my name. U see, mamoru mean protect. And I want protect u."
I rested my head in him and without realize I call his first name. "Mamoru san..."
He smiles "its the first time u call me by my name. I'm glad."
He then cherish my cheek and whispered in my ear. "Hontou ni... Mariko ga suki da.. I like u mariko."
As he said that the paramedic come and bring him to the hospital.
I accompany him on the way to the hospital and as arrive they get him to the emergency room. I wait and wait. It almost 2 hours.
Finally the doctor go out and I approach him. I ask how his condition and he just look down and poke my shoulder as saying "we have done our best."
I frowned as he said that and got into the emergency room to look at his condition. he laying there in a ward. Weak. I wanna cry. I cry... He wipe my tears with his weak hand and I hold it.
"I like u too atsu san. Please survive."
He smile and wink to me "I'm happy to hear that. Thank you. But this already our destiny. I'll be always watch over you mariko. For...e...ve...er..." As he said that he already leaving me. I froze and cry soo hard.
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the next day, I come to atsu san funeral. other akb48 member who knows him also come and they all try to comfort me. as the funeral ceremony finish I still stand ther look at atsu san place now. then a man come approach me and hand me a letter. I open it and its from atsu san.
Dear Mariko,
If u receive this letter it means I'm not in this world anymore.
How I know that? It because I'm special.
I could see the future when I look at someone.
and one night I dream about you.
Thats why I always go to the donQ
and during that time I fall for you
I know this is impossible specially u already become an idol n model
but even though like that I still like you
One night I dream that something would happen to you
thats why I keep following u every where
sorry for that.
now through this letter I have told you everything I hope u could still like me.
Keep Genki mariko. I'll me watch over you.
Atsushi Mamoru
P/S : I know maybe this is a bit too fast but together with this letter I also send u your x-mas present.
Hope u Like it.
Love u forever
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As finish reading that letter I cry again as holding atsushi letter. and I promise that I'll always do my best for everyone.
end flashback"So, atsushi san, its time for me to go back with my other friend. Please take care of me for another year."
I kiss his gravestone and heading the donq.
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At donq"Marikooooooo~ finally u back."
"Sorry, is the practice has began yuko?"
"No ofcourse havent."
takamina and acchan then approach me "Welcome mariko sama."
"haiiiik, so what did I miss here."
"Well, we will having a dinner at the nearest cafe after the practice. wanna join?"
"Sure that would be great."
after that sensei call us to start the practice.
FIN~
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I know it kind a tragic but.... I hope u like it.
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