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Chapter 5
After what I heard yesterday, I couldn’t forget Kai’s expression… That time he just left with Mayu after saying that words. Why I keep thinking about him? Arrghh… It can’t be, that was just an usual word from a play boy… I am sure that was one of his trick.
In the classroom as well… He keeps playing and chatting with girls, ignoring Mayu. I can see Mayu is in pain as she always puts a glance of him… I don’t know what to do… If I talk to him like some times ago, that would be more problem, and Mayu would be the one who hurt… I just hold myself as seeing my friend like that…
“Mayu…” I whisper to her… She sits behind me.
“Hm?” she keeps looking down.
“Are you alright?”
“Yea I am fine…” then she looks up, “Please Acchan, don’t shout at him again…”
“Don’t worry, I won’t. That can’t change anything….”
She looks down again…
Over there, Kai is with 5 girls. That guy is always surrounding by so many girls everyday… What the hell is on their minds? Kai is play boy, he is so dangerous, but they still want to be his girl friend. I sigh….
“Acchan!” a familiar voice comes from door, that is Tomo!
“Tomo!” I call him as he walks closer to me.
“Do you have time after school?”
“Yes I do!!” yey!! He must be asking for a date!!
“Yosh! Okay, I will wait you at park at 4 pm, okay?” then he leaves after I say “yes.”
Uwaa first date!! I am so happy!!
“Your boyfriend is so kind…” suddenly Mayu speaks….
I turn back… I can see lonely on her eyes. Now I feel so guilty.
“Ohm…ehm….” I bite my lower lips. That must be hurting her so much.
“Ehm..Mayu…I…”
“I am okay, Acchan! Hope you two have a good date today!” I know that is a force smile…. I just reply her by smile too, then she stands up and walks away…
BAKA!! Why I have to be that happy in front of Tomo just now? My first friend Mayu is sad though, arrghhh!!
>> At park <<
I am waiting for Tomo in front of fountain. It’s 3.55 pm, woaa I arrived early… The feeling of waiting for our boyfriend in first date is like this. Heart is beating and cute smile formed on my lips.
“Acchan!” I turn back as I see Tomo is running to me. He is waving his hand, I smile.
“Tomo!” I call him back.
“Sorry, I keep you waiting.”
“Ah, no. I just arrived.”
“Sou ka… Okay, let’s go!” he holds my hand,
My first date!!!!!
“Okay my princess, where would you like to go?”
“Ehm…. I want to go to amusement park, my prince.” I wink at him.
“Okay my princess…”
>>Amusement Park<<
Here we are now… At amusement park. I really want to go here on my first date, and yatta!!! I am here now!!
We are playing so many rides here… I am so happy! Together with Tomo here, riding roller coaster and I can hug him at that time.
We head to the bench near park and sit there.
“Here …” he gives me juices, on the way here we have already bought it.
“Thanks…” I drink it…
“Are you hungry?”
“Not yet….”
“Well then, shall we continue?”
“Ah, please wait… I can’t feel my feet… Hehe…” I am little bit tired, and I need some rests.
“Oh, alright then…” then he rubs my foot. He is really taking care of me. Tomo is such a kind guy I’ve ever met.
When he is rubbing my foot, I look to someone familiar over there.
I widen my eyes as I see Kai’s over there! He is with a girl? Who is she? She is not Mayu… Grhhh….. Kai! How long you will hurt Mayu like this? I stand up and Tomo is looking at me.
“What’s wrong?”
“I will go there….” I walk and leave Tomo there.
“Hei! Wait, Acchan!” he stands up and chasing me.
As those 2 persons are in front of me, I grab Kai’s hand and now he is facing me.
“What are you doing here?”
“I should be the one who is asking, why did you grab me like that?” then his eyes are on Tomo who just approached me. “Are you following me?” Kai ask to me.
“Hah? Sorry I am not! I am on a date now!!”
“Oh…” short response from him.
“Nee Kai, who is she? Are you cheating on me again????” the girls are hugging Kai and that is so annoying! That Kai also! He has Mayu, but then he is going out with another girl??
“He is my friend’s boyfriend!” I shout to her.
“Ah! Really? Are you serious Kai?”
“No, no… Just don’t trust this crazy girl. I don’t even know her…”
WHAT???
PLAK!! This is for the 2nd time I slap him. He puts his hand on his cheek that red because of me…
“What the hell are you doing!!!” he looks so angry.
“That’s for Mayu, you jerk!”
“Ah you!!” Kai moves closer to me but then Tomo blocks his way.
“Don’t dare you to touch her….”
“You are not even qualified to be her body guard or her boyfriend!! You are weak!” Shouts Kai…
“What are you saying?! Tomo is strong, he is karate’s club leader after all, it means that he’s not weak! He is the strongest!!”
Kai looks straightly at me… No anger on his eyes again….
“Do you really love him?” he says with slow tone.
“Yes of course! He’s my boyfriend! So what??” Kai then looks at Tomo, then at me again…. He smiles back but not long…… He then pulls the girl and leaves me and Tomo.
“What’s wrong with him? Weird.” Tomo says as he looks Kai is walking away…
Somehow I can feel he’s in pain… But how come he is in pain? He is here with his girl, yeah might be going on date, and how come he is in pain? Okay, this is my second time thinking about him like this. What’s wrong with me? Am I sick? No. Okay, I hate Kai, no more than it.
Today’s date is not successful… It’s all because of Kai. I asked Tomo to walk me home….
“Good night, Acchan…” he waves at me, we have already been in front of my house.
“Good night, Tomo….” I smile and when I turn back, he calls me again.
“Yes?”
“Come here….” he says. I walk to him,
“Closer…” I walk closer and now we are in close distance.
“What is it Tomo? Do you want to ask me about something?” I ask.
“Hmm….Not really but, I want to…..” then he kisses me on my right cheek. I am surprised…
“Hehe…. I really want to do that.” he smiles and at the same time he is blushing. I am blushing too, as I don’t expect something like this will be happened. But little bit disappointed it’s not on my lips. I smile to him…. And then, Tomo keeps looking at me as his hand holds my hand…. He moves his face closer again and kisses my lips. It’s not a long kiss, because he breaks it….
“Good night, Acchan….” he says as he strokes my head.
“Okay, I am going in. Be careful Tomo….” I walk to the door and get inside of my house. Oh god, I receive Tomo’s kiss on my first date, I am so happy… This is my dream, have nice date, and kiss….. I blush again, I can feel Tomo’s soft lips for the second time.
This day has come. We will have a club practice outside for a week…….. Now we are already on a bus. I sit with Tomo and glad that Kai is sitting with Mayu. But I see Kai is always looking out the window and Mayu is sleeping… Her head can’t stop moving, Kai should lend his shoulder to her as her pillow…..I hope for the best for their relationship though I want they to break up… I just can’t see Mayu is always the one who suffers. Then I see Kai is moving Mayu’s head slowly on his shoulder. Now Mayu’s head is on it. Kai smiles to the sleeping Mayu and looks to the outside again.
The first time I see him smiling… That is pure smile from his heart, and without I realize it I smile too…… Maybe Kai is kind guy, caring and daring, but bad he’s a player.
“Okay guys! please gather!!” Tomo is in front of us right now.
“We have already arrived to our practice area… Here we are now!” We look around as we see so many trees and beautiful lake. Far away we can see a place, I bet that is our place to sleep, eat, and take a bath.
“We will start practicing today and place your belongings at that house!” he points to that house.
We are heading to that house and taking the key. I am Mayu’s room mate.
“Glad that we share room…” Mayu smiles. I smile too as I unlock the door.
The room is not too large but it suits for 2 persons… I sit on the right bed as Mayu sits on the other. We take out our shirts and places it in wardrobe.
“Okay, let’s go!” I ask her, she nods.
We are watching the boys practicing… And of course I watch over Tomo… He’s so cool…..I can’t believe he is my boyfriend. Not far away I can see Kai….. He is practicing with the other members and they lose so fast… Kai movements are wild, not even smooth like Tomo’s. I bet he didn’t learn the technique and just follow his instinct to move. But yeah…. I admit that he’s strong.
The practice is over, now its alread 5 pm and everybody starts looking for wood that we will use tonight. I and Mayu are separating, she looks over there and I look over here. I don’t see any of wood here, and I go inside to the forest… The sun is setting, it’s already dark…. I don’t get any wood then I decide to go back to base camp…. Shimatta. I am lost… All directions look so dark and look same. Where should I go now? I don’t know the direction and I am totally lost here. Then I sit under a big tree and take out my handphone.
Oh good… low battery and in any second it will…. OFF already. Phew… It’s cold and I don’t wear jacket on me. I have to calm down…. Tomo will save me, Tomo will come for me…. I must wait here and remain calm. Okay, calm….
SREK…. a sound. It comes from behind those trees…. and no sounds again. I am in fear now… Is that a wild animal??
SREK….SREK….SREK…..SREK….
That sounds repeat rapidly and I close my eyes as I am screaming so loud.
“What are you doing here?!”
I realize that is a human not wild animal, I slowly open my eyes and there he is…. Standing beside that tree with a flash light.
>>At Base Camp<<
“Do you see Acchan?” Tomo asks Mayu.
”Eh? She should be here, shouldn’t she?”
“Eh? What do you mean? Didn’t you go together?”
“No we didn’t.” Tomo looks panic.
“Acchan has not come back yet?” Mayu looks panic too…
“Yeah… Okay I will look for her….” Tomo then runs and goes in to the forest to look for Acchan. Yet there Mayu is waiting for Tomo to find her friend in full of hope. Mayu then looks around her and looks for someone….
“Hmm……Where’s Kai?”
>> In forest <<
I still sit under the tree and I see that guy is standing beside that tree with flash light…. He comes closer.
“What are you doing here?” he crouches near me.
“Don’t you understand, I am lost!”
“Hee???? How come?” he chuckles.
“No more talk. Lead me to the camp.”
“Hmm…” he bites his lower lip.
“What?” I narrowed my eyebrow.
“Actually, I am lost too….” he rubs his neck.
“WHAT????” I sigh… No way I can get out of here. and Yet this guy is here with me…
“You are useless…” I say as I don’t see him….
“What are you saying? It’s lucky you can meet me here, idiot!” he stands up.
What? Idiot? I stand up too as we are facing each other.
“Lucky? You are lost too and you call it lucky?! Idiot!” I shout at him….
“FINE! You stay here, I will go back alone!!” he turns around and starts walk away…. I am standing there, and……..hoping for him to ask her to go together to the camp. Then Kai turns back as a small smile appear on my face. You should not leave a girl alone, Kai.
“Don’t follow me!!” he walks away. What? Unbelievable!! He really leaves me here alone!! How if a wild animal eats me alive? How if….I can’t go back forever and be a tarzan??
“What?! He really means it?! Okay! FINE!!!” I go back to where I sat and sit there alone. Waiting for Tomo.
“I wish you save there, KAI!” I keep praying to the god soon there will be a help coming. The air is so cold, and I can’t hold it anymore…..I hold my self, rub my arm, as I can feel little bit warmer….
Not long after, I can feel something warm cover my body… I look up as I see Kai is standing there still with his cool style.
“Kai?”
He supposes to go back, right? Why is he still here?
“Yo…”he says still doesn’t look at me.
“Why are you here?”
“Yea….. I can’t leave you alone.”he sits beside me…. I don’t know but I smile to him. I know he is kind guy and really care….
‘Don’t you feel cold? You gave your jacket to me…”
“Nope.... You need it more than me.”
See? He is so kind…. But sometime he is really annoying and yea I had slapped him twice….
“You are stupid. You went inside a forest until dark and got yourself lost. You’d better stay at camp….”
Just now I said he was so kind, and now he annoys me again….
“Why are you calling me stupid? I want to help because I am also the manager here!!” I pout.
“I have not done yet….I prefer you stay, and…… I was worried when I knew you had not come back…”
I look at him…. This feeling again…. He worried about me? And he came here just wanted to find me? Eh…. it means he know the way right?
“So you know the way to the camp?” Then he rolls his eyes….
“Err… no-no! Ho-how could I? I was lost and now its already dark. Too hard to find the way back….Hehe..” he stutters.
Hmm….. He maybe look for me before the sun was set, yeah… We don’t have any choice, we have to stay until tomorrow….
“Huatchii…” I am so cold!! Brrr….. I need hot water…….. And then suddenly Kai hugs me. I am surprised.
“Hey! What ar-”
“Don’t move!! I just want to help you to feel warm. Don’t you remember I said I hate you? Don’t worry, I won’t do anything to you…..” he hugs me tighter now…. Warm. It’s so warm…. Kai’s body is warmer than Tomo…. And I feel more save if I were with Kai…. It feels so peaceful and I have faith in him…. But Why I feel sad when I heard that he hated me? No…no…. It must not be! I hate him too…. Maybe this time I let him hug me…. Just for once.
“Kai…..”I call him and I am still in his embrace.
“Hm?”
“Why did you play around with every girl?”
“No reasons.”
“Seriously?”
“Yes.”
“Why did you do that to Mayu? She is nice girl….”
“I know.”
“So? Why did you still do that to her?”
“Why did you ask?”
“Because I care with her….She is my friend…”
“Oh….” he pauses himself. “I do that t avoid myself from loving someone.”
“What is that reason?”
“I am scared if I am in love….”
“Why is that so? I am happy if I fall for someone….” he sighs.
“But your problem and mine are different. I………..had been dumped by someone.”
Serious? Kai had been dumped by a girl? No…no….that mustn’t be.
“I bet you think I lie, but that is true.”
“Why she left you?”
“Because I am not good for her….”
“Hmm…. You are smart, yeah handsome, and good in fighting, why did you say you are not good enough for her?”
“It happened when I was in junior high school. I couldn’t fight, I was not smart, and I could not do anything well….”
I keep listening to him…
“I met Chihiro senpai and I fell for her. She accepted me and we dated for 3 months.”
“You fell for your senpai?”
“Yes I did. Chihiro senpai told me that she was dumped by his boyfriend…. She said his boyfriend didn’t want to be in serious relationship with her…. Then I told myself, I loved Chihiro senpai and I wanted to be with her forever….I know I was just a kid, but me at that time was so serious… After I told her my feeling toward her, she accepted me. She said, she loved me too because I was always there and cheered her up…..”
“One day, we had appointment to meet in a park for our date…. I saw her with her ex and they kissed in front of me. I was shocked at that time. I felt betrayed as I ran to them and separated her from her ex. But……she shouted at me and asked me to stay away from them and did not ever disturb senpai again. I asked her, what it was these 3 months and….said love me?! Then she just said, she never felt for me, she said she loved me because she was so lonely…She still loved her ex. I couldn’t say anything as I straight looking to her…. Then her ex pushed me and punched me….I couldn’t defense myself coz I didn’t know how to fight. His body was bigger than me….And from that time, I promised myself to not ever fall in love again….”
So sad. I am so sorry about his story…. I understand his feeling so much…. If I were him, I might do the same…. I also could feel from his voice, it was so lonely and need love and care….I never see Kai this weak.
“Eh? Why did I tell you this?” he looks at me.
“It’s okay…. I am glad I can be your place for you to share all about your past and can take out your burden. Feel better?” I ask him….
He smiles.
“Thank you…..I feel better now….”
After that long story, we fall into deep sleep as now is already morning.
I open my eyes as I heard somebody’s calling my name.
“Tomo?” I get up and see Kai is still sleeping. And he still hugs me….I move his hand and I stand up.
“Tomo!!! Tomo!!!” I scream loudly and hope he can hear my voice and find me here.
“Acchan!!!” he is there and he hugs me.
“Are you okay? Are you hurt?”
“No Tomo… I am okay….” he releases his hug.
“Okay, let’s go back…” he pulls my hand as I stop him.
“Kai is over there… We have to wake him up.” then Tomo looks at the sleeping Kai.
“Were you with him last night?”
“Yes.”
“Did he do something to you, Acchan?” Tomo sounds panic,
“No, I am okay… He didn’t do anything….”
Then Kai opens his eyes….. He then stands up and walks closer to us.
“Good morning….” he said.
“Good morning, Kai…” I smile to him…
“Why did you say that to him? I know there was something happened last night! Don’t lie Acchan!”
“Wow easy! We didn’t do anything.” said Kai.
“Yes Tomo… Trust me, we didn’t do anything….”
Tomo still looks at Kai and suddenly Kai grabs my waist and pulls myself closer to him, and he kisses on lips… I am surprised… Why did kiss me so sudden? And…..Kai is watching us. Tomo releases his kiss and sees Kai again.
“Understand?! Okay, Acchan…Let’s go back…” he grabs my hand and leaves Kai alone there. I see Kai there, he’s looking down and smiling.
It has been 7 days we practice outside and I felt Kai is avoiding me…. We never meet in a person…. Somehow I feel lonely…. But I’m glad that Kai spends his more time with Mayu….This evening we will go back to our home and we are ready to get in to the bus.
A small, cute girl is walking inside the school. Her hair is long, she wears glasses and looks modish. Every couple eyes are on this girl. As she walks everybody starts to follow her.
“Wow she looks so beautiful!”
“And sexy!” said those guy.
The girl is just smiling after hearing those statements. She keeps walking…. She is at the school corridor now and she puts her glasses off.
“So…this is Tomo’s school.” a cute smile is forming on her red lips.
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