I think I will let Masaki over to someone else. My teachers just had a talk with me about how I really need to start focusing on school if I will have any chance of passing this year (and I need to work even harder to get to study what I want), and because I am not structured at all I will stop following idols completely these last two months before school is finished.
Sorry about dropping out, but I would probably continue if I wasn't this close to fail school...