Of all my fic..
This was the longest update I've made..
Wew..
CHAPTER 5“Kai!!!!” the not so tall girl wearing white dress jump to hug him tightly
“Ray…you’re back..” His voice was dry
“Are you still mad at me? It seems you’re not happy at all..”
“No I’m not mad anymore, I’m not that kind of person who takes grudge..I’m just..Surprise really surprise..”
“I received your mail..You stated there that you wanted to tell something very important..”
Kai felt his heart thumping so hard he’s so nervous and don’t know where to start “Ahmm I have lots to tell you actually..”
“So let’s go to your room then to have some privacy..” Ray drags him going upstairs and he just let the girl do that to him, when they reach the room the girl locks it in one tick before kai could say another word Ray captured his lips and kisses him roughly. She push kai on the bed while she’s on top still kissing him down to his neck until she unbuttoned kai’s polo, she pause a while and look at the guy down, she observes that kai isn’t responding on her moves.
“Something wrong kai?”
“nnn..I’m not in the mood to do it..” Kai didn’t look at her, being a guy this is really tough to control even though he wanted it but in his mind was acchan acchan acchan and acchan and so is the baby, he had this feeling of betrayal when doing this to ray. “Sorry..”
“This is new..Takahashi Kai is not on his mood..I guess I have to pursue more to get you in the mood..Hmm What about that..” Ray slid her hands inside kai’s pants
“Ray..I’m serious..I’m just tired..” He gasped before the girl would continue to lower down her hands
“Grrr..Alright..Your being hard to get to me kai..” Ray drop her body on the bed
“Maybe we should eat..I’m sure you’re hungry..Let’s go down..” Kai offering her something to ease the tension
“Yeah I’m hungry..” so they headed back down and eat together
“Are you going to stay here tonight?” he asked
“I think not..I have to go to my parents house too..Maybe we should meet tomorrow and have some quality time together..How about that?”
“My vacant time tomorrow would be in the evening..” Kai
“So desu..You’re quite busy nowadays huh..”
“Yeah like you..” kai was still thinking how to say about acchan “Ray..”
“Hhmmm? What is it?”
“Are you back for good? I mean are you staying here to be with me or just having a vacation?”
“Kai..Actually I’m here to process something and of course seeing you that’s the most important thing..”
“So after that you’re going back abroad again?”
“Hai..But after 2 months I’ll be staying here for good and not going back anymore..”
“Ahh really..” Kai grasped his courage to finally say this “Ray..The one I’ve mailed you about the important thing I want to say to you in person..Actually I’ve made a wrongdoing behind your back..During my birthday, when you didn’t come, I’ve met someone..”
“So? What if you’ve meet someone during that event? It’s your birthday right? So I’m sure there were really a lot of visitors in there.. And I’m sorry I didn’t make it, I already told you my reason right..”
“I’ve met someone and she’s a girl..” Ray’s expression suddenly change she had this bad feeling would come “Accidentally I’ve slept in her room, not knowing it wasn’t mine because I was so drunk during that time and so she is also, and we did it..”
“You did what??!!” Ray half shouted at him
“We did that..”Kai quoted the scene “I thought it was you and she thought of me as her boyfriend too, so it happened..” Kai really release a deep breath
“Kai..Half of me was hurt but half of me was blaming myself too..”
“Ray..I’m sorry..And that’s not all..”
“Don’t tell me..You did it again?”
“NO! not that..something else came up..”
“…………...” Ray can’t talk anymore, she’s hoping that her prediction is not true and then DEG “I made her pregnant..” hearing this she clench her blouse that she almost tore it, her tears unconsciously flows down to her face, she’s crying inside her lungs and wanted to scream like hell, but she can’t utter any single word from his mouth. Kai drew near close to her and hugged her girlfriend, he knows he hurt her so much, but he wants to be honest as he can because he knows he can’t hide it.
“Ray..gomen..” kai lifted the girls hand and put it on his face “You can slap me how many times you want, punch me till my face bleed, do it onegaishimasu to relieve the pain I gave you.. ”
“I won’t do that kai..I just love you so much that I can’t hurt you the way you want..” Ray still sobbing “In fact I blame myself for this..This was my fault too if only I’d stayed here with you this wouldn’t be happened..but here it is..already done..” she wipes her tears “Still kai..Despite of this..I still love you..”
Kai didn’t answer back because he knows to himself that his love for ray is not that solid anymore, the truth is he didn’t call it love anymore as lovers but as friends and yet he can’t tell this to her right now because of the drastic emotion he has given to her. He thought of telling it to the girl in a solemn perfect time where ray is calm but ray unexpectedly asked him “Do you still love me right?” He was shouting on his head for help, if he answers the truth Ray would be more severe and if he lies Ray would be expecting, he hugged the girl tight in response pretending he doesn’t hear anything.
“Kai? Answer me..” Ray repeated her question
“I don’t want to answer that..” Kai refused
“Why? You like her already?” still kai was in silence “Maybe she keep herself close to you that’s why you fell, maybe she used the child to get you, maybe she’s tempting you always and maybe!”
“RAY STOP THAT!” Kai released her from the hug “She’s not that kind of girl! The truth is I’m the one who begged for recognition, she didn’t even ask my help even a single one..”
“Now I know..You do like her..That answer my question..Even so..I won’t give you up easily..Kai tell me what to do to win your heart back..”
“Nothing..” kai spoke a one word answer
“Do you want me to get pregnant too? I can do that! or you want me to stay here forever with you? Just tell me anything I would do that just for you..say that you love me again kai..” She cries
“Ray don’t do this..Even me I’m confused..I don’t know what happen in just a short time..I’ve no intention hurting you..That’s the last thing I would do..”
“Kai I can accept your child, but I can’t accept that you don’t love anymore..Just give another chance..I know I’m the one to blame here..This is my fault..”
“This is my fault Ray..Don’t blame yourself..This is my doing this is my feeling..If you feel you lacked something from our relationship maybe that’s the blame I can handled to you because that part is true..So maybe we should end this..I can’t lie anymore..We will both suffer if we will continue this..”
“I will win you back kai..” Ray stands and get her stuff, she immediately go out and leave kai behind.
At that night kai’s mind was blank. In just a day so many things happen, just this morning he was so happy about the ultra sound then he kissed acchan and then now he confronted ray. In his mind, whatever will happen he will stick to her decision even if he regrets it in the future, because for now this is what he feels and he can’t deny no more that he had fallen on the mother of his child. Thinking the new girl on his heart made him lively again, he quickly start his car and decided to call her.
Meanwhile in acchan’s house, when she arrived back from kai’manor feeling the heavy emotion on her chest she goes directly to her room and rest, she took a shower and examines her belly. Observing it like she had grown fats then she smiles when she knew that it was a tiny baby inside on that spot remembering the ultrasound scene last morning.
“I wonder what happened to your papa and his girlfriend tonight” she touches her tummy while talking “I guess their spending some quality time tonight..I hope he’s happy..” a down curve form on her lips, she was sad with her own words. She then goes out in the bathroom after the warm shower that refreshes her mind, when her phone rings, she quickly flip it to open and saw kai’s name on it. Without any hesitation she feels some excitement on her heart before answering the call.
“Moshi moshi..” she happily said
“Atsuko? Still awake?” kai put on his headset
“Hai..Just finish my the warm shower..Why a sudden call? Anything happen?”
“Ann..Nothing nothing..I just wanted to hear your voice and check if you arrived safe and sound I’m sorry if I called late..”
“Daijoubu desu..I’m still awake..of course I’m fine..You worried too much kai..” acchan felt joy in her heart
“Are you not sleepy yet?” kai
“Nope..maybe because I fell asleep when I’m in your house” saying this made her blush because she remembered the scene when kai kisses her
“That’s great..Are you craving for something right now?”
“Hmm I’m still a bit full but I want to eat something tasty like pudding..But don’t worry I shall check our fridge later..” but the truth is in her mind she wants to see kai, she don’t know if that craving was still part of her pregnancy
“Actually..I’m on my way to your house..hehehe sorry..If you don’t mind I can bring you pudding..Is that alright?” Hearing Kai’s words made her blush even more, now she can feel her face’s heat “Does pregnant women always gets what they want?” she asked herself
“What was atsuko? Anything more you like?”
“Ah ano..I said..I want some barbeque also..Please..”
“Alright alright..As you wish your highness..Anything for you..”
“What a smooth talker..” she murmured but she likes it indeed
“Wait for me then..I’ll be there in a moment..”
“Arigatou kai..” she immediately fix herself and wore something comfortable
Kai really arrived after how many minutes, acchan let him in and he observes the silent atmosphere in the house. “Are your parents already sleeping?” he whispery asked
“Actually their not here..They were out to visit my grandma, they’ll be back tomorrow” she close the door and took off kai’s jacket to hung
“You’re alone? And you didn’t even tell me earlier? What if something happens? Atsuko have I told to be safe? tsk” kai grumbled
“Oh no here you go again over reacting..I can handle myself Mr. takahashi and besides yuko is my neighbor there’s her house..” she pointed at the front left outside
“Even so! That’s not an excuse..Good thing I’m here..I shall be with you tonight..NO BUT’s!” kai overruled her again for being so protective
“Sometimes I wish that our child would not get that attitude of yours..”
“Ehh?? Atsuko that’s so mean!”
“Just teasing you..Now where’s my food?” she excitedly look at his hands holding the paper bag
“Here you go..Ms piggy..”
“What Am I that fat??” she pouted
“You’re not actually fat atsuko..You’re very fat..hahaha” he laughs “Oopps don’t get mad I’m just fooling you around..You’re not fat..As my mom says you’re still sexy and pretty..”
“Hmm f Liar!”
“No I’m not lying, I agree with my mom.. Baby bump isn’t that obvious yet..you’re still slim like a maiden..” kai just looked at her while eating, he was amuse by that seen seeing acchan so cute while piggin’out the pudding and her left hand and the barbeque on the right hand
“Easy there atsuko..It’s all yours..Here drink this you might get choke..” he puts the straw in the mango juice and he made acchan drink it while he’s holding the pack.
“Don’t you wanna eat kai?” she offered
“No thanks..I know that’s not enough for you..” he teases while acchan continues biting,chewing and sipping.
After that small snack feast to her, they both sat on the couch in the living room “Ahh I’m so full kai..Arigatou..” she burps holding her tummy “Excuse me..” she smiled
“Are you satisfied too baby?” kai place his head on her tummy, which made acchan awe in that action “Riku says if you keep talking to the baby, it will recognize your voice, so from on I will be talking to that little angel everyday”
“I’m sure you will be a good father kai..”
“So are you atsuko..a very good mother..”
They decided to watch some movies to kill the time since it’s late, when acchan felt the drowse she told kai “I’m sleepy..”
“Alright you must take some rest now..” kai turn off the movie
“How about you?”
“I guess I’ll be sleeping here in the couch that would do..don’t worry I’m a guy I’m immune on this position..”
“No..That’s so impolite of me..maybe you should sleep in my room as an exchange..”
“Are you sure?”
“Hai..no worries..Just help me grab the futon to put it in my room..” Kai obeyed as what acchan says, he place the foam below her bed, as kai lit off the light and only the lamps were glowing
“Kai..”
“Hmm..?” he answered while his eyes were closed
“Are you and your girlfriend ok now?”
Kai opens his eyes about the sudden question about ray “Yeah..I’ve already settled our status..”
“Sou..” she sighs
“Were officially off..”
“Eh? What? Why?” she rose up and looked at the guy down at the floor lying
“Well..That’s how it goes..I’ve already told her the truth and everything what I’ve felt..I don’t want to lie to her anymore..”
“You don’t love her anymore? Is that what you mean?”
“Un..” Kai just nod
“Haven’t you told me that you’re going to proposed to her? I just can’t believe you’ve change your mind so easily..”
“That was before atsuko..” he rose also and lean his back on the wall so that he could talk to her in a nice position continuing his words “Before I met you..”
Acchan stunned by the guy’s confession“..no..no..chotto..”
Kai rose up again and sit beside her on the bed holding her hands “It’s ok if you wouldn’t believe me..I’m not rushing onto something..as long as I can take care of you and the baby that makes me happy already..As I’ve always said I want you to trust me..I know this feeling is so sudden but believe it or not, each in everyday when I’m with you I feel bliss..”
“You’re feelings..It’s just an infatuation towards the baby and not to me..” she look at him straight
“It’s not atsuko..Even if you were not pregnant I would still fall for you..The baby just lead me to this right feeling..That’s how I defined it..It’s faith..”
“Kai..I would be such dupe if I say I don’t have any feelings for you..But..I just don’t know if this is right..” she admits
“What’s bothering you?”
“I’m just to coward to face the truth..That if I’d say yes I would never let you go..” acchan can’t help her eyes produced tears
“Then don’t..because I’ll be doing the same thing too..I’m not letting you go even of the moon embraces the sun..”
“That’s so impossible kai..The moon will not embrace the sun..”
“I know that’s why I’m swearing the impossible to keep you forever..” kai holds her chin and kissed her gently, slowly laying her on the bed as acchan responded the kiss. She places her hands on kai’s face while her lips keep on replying, they pulled out when they felt the lack of air.
“Kai careful you might push my tummy..”
“Don’t worry I’m on it..I know where to balance..” he smirk as he kiss her again and this time his hands were travelling from her legs, sliding it inside her one piece dress, that reveals her underwear. Kai’s hands went up and up until he reach the soft mounds, not satisfied enough he pulled all the way acchan’s dress that made the girl half naked wearing only her undergarments. She blushes and looked at the other side, as kai remove his clothes also.
“You doesn’t look like pregnant you know..Still so sexy..” he whispers while trailing acchan’s smooth skin “Smooth talker..” acchan replied as she grab kai’s face bite his lips, as they continue the foreplay and sense each other’s heat they finally made it again and become one, this time with love on it. “Still so tight atsuko..” kai moving slowly as he feel the moment of their unity, acchan was biting his ears while releasing the pleasure of moan “Is it me or you’re quite big tonight..” teasing the guy to make it more tense, until they both reach their persuasion to each other that made the two of them exhausted on that night and fall asleep on each other’s arm, making the second memorable night as the start of a new relationship they’ve been wanting.
TBC..I feel exhausted too for what I have write..
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