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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update All for You
« Reply #300 on: June 01, 2013, 09:18:51 AM »
Ah... Geki really loved Yuki...

For the weak Yuki.. Rena became strong to protect her...

But that was not enough so she became a monster...

Sadly she was executed...

Great OS

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update All for You
« Reply #301 on: June 01, 2013, 10:45:07 AM »
CAN I REQUEST A SAD SUPER SAD MAYUKI? TEHEHEHE
I WONDER IF I CAN READ IT HAHAHA :cathappy: :cathappy: :cathappy:


AH COTTO MATTE! WHY I REQUEST SOMETHING LIKE THIS THAT COULD HURT MYSELF??? :cathappy: :cathappy: BUT BUT PLEASE MIYUMI CHAAAAN~


BUT BUT AFTER THAT SAD PART  IWOULD LIKE IF HAPPY PART HAPPEN TOO

HEHEHE IM SO SELFIST READER RIGHT?? :thumbsup

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Cookies and Milk
« Reply #302 on: June 02, 2013, 04:29:03 AM »
Well this is the Atsumina that blakwhite requested so I hope you like it! I'm working on the others as well so everyone look forward to it!
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Atsumina: Cookies and Milk

It was in the middle of night when Takahashi Minami got a call from old AKB member Maeda Atsuko. She answered the phone with a groggy tone and said,

"What?"

"Minami get down here now!"

Minami sat up hearing the urgency in Atsuko's voice.

"Did something happen?" she asked.

"I'll explain when you get here just hurry! Oh and bring some eggs because I'm all out."

"Eggs?"

"Just do it!"

Atsuko hung up leaving Minami confused but she had no choice. She put on some clothes and then grabbed the eggs from the refrigerator. Since it was so late there were no cabs running so Minami had to walk to Atsuko's house. She knocked on the door and then a couple minutes later the door opened and someone grabbed Minami and pulled her in. Confused and not sure what was going on, Minami stopped herself and tried to strike at the unknown attacker. There was a thud and scream and then a familiar voice.

"Minami what the heck? It's me!"

"Atsuko?"

A light came on and there in pink bunny pajamas was Atsuko who was also wearing an apron stained with flour. Minami helped Atsuko up and asked,

"Why did you call me here so late at night? Did something happen?"

"Yes yes! Did you bring the eggs?"

"Yeah they're right here but why do you need them?"

"Come with me!"

Atsuko led Minami into the kitchen where there was a huge mess. There was flour and dough all over the place and chocolate smeared on strange places. Minami looked at Atsuko demanding some sort of explanation.

"I'm trying to make some cookies but I forgot how!" Atsuko said.

"Why don't you just buy some?" Minami asked.

"Because the store ones are nasty."

"Well I'm going home then. You have what you want."

"Minami don't go! I don't know how to make cookies and only you do! Please Minami I can't sleep well without them!"

"Eh?"

"I had a bad nightmare and I couldn't go back asleep. I remember my mom would always make me cookies when I was little and I would pass out right after. I tried to make some now but it didn't work out. The only one I could call was you so please Minami just help me out."

Minami stood there not sure what to say of Atsuko's situation. It was very strange and certainly something she had never done before. After thinking about it Minami eventually gave in and decided to help Atsuko with her cookie problem. The first thing they did was clean up the mess Atsuko had originally made. It was so messy that you could barely tell if something was clean or not. Once that was done Minami and Atsuko got to work. Atsuko brought over the flower while Minami cracked the eggs. They added the dough mix and some chocolate chips into the mixture. Then they scooped it out and placed some balls onto a baking sheet where they put it in the oven and let it bake. In the mean time the two decided to clean the bowl by licking it off of any extra dough.

Atsuko had the bowl while Minami was taking tiny licks of the spoon. While they were waiting Atsuko realized that she was out of milk. She threw a big fuss about how she couldn't have cookies without milk so Minami had to run to the nearest store and buy some. When she came back she saw Atsuko staring anxiously at the oven watching the cookies rise as they were baking. Minami had to pull Atsuko back and make her sit down and wait for the cookies to be done. The two sat in silence until Minami asked,

"So what was your nightmare about?"

Atsuko was quite for a moment and then said,

"It was about you and everyone in AKB.."

"What about us?"

"We were all at a performance and after the show I wanted to talk to you guys. But then you guys said I was a traitor and I couldn't talk to you. You all left me and said I was better off without them and when I tried to reach out I felt like I was getting farther and farther away. The worst part was in the dream, you were there and when I called out to you, you ignored me. You looked at me and said that...that you hated me."

Minami got up and rushed over to Atsuko's side and hugged her tightly. Atsuko started to cry and Minami held her comfortably trying to calm her. Minami held her and said,

"I would never hate you Acchan. You're my best friend and I could never say such awful things."

In the middle of the little crying session the oven went off showing the cookies were done. Minami got up and pulled the freshly made cookies out. She placed a couple on a plate and poured two glasses of milk. She then set the plate on the table and the cup of milk on Atsuko's side. When the cookies were cool enough Atsuko took the first bite. At that moment a smile appeared on her face and she wiped away her tears as she ate the rest of the cookies.

"You're a good cook Minami." she said.

"It's nothing really." Minami said.

"They're just like my mom's."

"Do you feel better?"

"Un."

Minami finished the rest of the cookies and milk and then took Atsuko to bed who was already starting to fall asleep. She tucked her into the bed and then was about to leave but then she suddenly felt something grab her. She looked down and saw Atsuko holding onto her hand. She held Atsuko's hand and understood what she wanted. Minami got into the bed and under the covers with Atsuko who immediately wrapped around the smaller girl like a koala. She pressed her body close to Minami and buried her face in Minami's chest. Minami stroked Atsuko's hair and kissed her forehead.

"I missed you so much.." Atsuko said.

"I missed you too..."

As the two were falling asleep, Minami told herself that she would never hate Atsuko. Atsuko was her friend and also her secret love. She could never let anything bad to her and would always be there to protect her even if she wasn't in AKB anymore. She would do anything to make her happy. Atsuko had been through a lot of tough times but Minami knew just the cure for all the hard times. Everyone knows that all wounds can be healed with some cookies and milk. 

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Short and sweet. It's always nice to read fics like this nee?

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Cookies and Milk
« Reply #303 on: June 02, 2013, 05:28:10 AM »
wahh, great atsumina OS  :cathappy:


im always waiting for your update miyumi san  :grin:

and thank you  :grin:

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Cookies and Milk
« Reply #304 on: June 02, 2013, 06:13:23 AM »
Poor Minami need to come bringing eggs and baking cookies for Atsuko so late at night...

She wanted to go home and sleep...

Eh... Atsuko got a nightmare and she needed to cookies to calm her down as what Atsuko's mum did when she was younger...

Ah... Minami still needed to go out and buy some milk for Atsuko...

Atsuko and Minami was so cute together....

'Everyone knows that all wounds can be healed with some cookies and milk.'  REALLY????

I wish it was that easy to heal all wounds with just some cookies and milk...

Anyhow... great sweet OS there...

Thank you for the OS

Can't wait to see more OS

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Cookies and Milk
« Reply #305 on: June 02, 2013, 08:39:22 AM »
that was a really sweet Atsumina OS Miyu! :luvluv2:
can I make a request too? :mon cute: I want to request a JuriMari OS!

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Cookies and Milk
« Reply #306 on: June 02, 2013, 01:48:32 PM »
so sweet~
cookies and milk don't really show up where I live in except for stories though... sad...
nom nom nom

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Cookies and Milk
« Reply #307 on: June 03, 2013, 04:13:12 PM »
great atsumina fic! :D so sweet! hehe.! :cow:  :twothumbs

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Cookies and Milk
« Reply #308 on: June 03, 2013, 05:47:00 PM »
It was bittersweet lol

Nice one shot and cookies are a great treat
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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #309 on: June 03, 2013, 10:35:21 PM »
Well here is the OS that POPCAT requested! Hope you like it!
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WMatsui: Growing Up

Matsui Jurina is known as one of the most famous idols in all of Japan. At the age of 11 she became famous worldwide and even now as a 16 year old she is still well known. Everyone loves Jurina and the more she grows the more popular she became. Jurina had everything from money to fame. She was indeed Japan’s idol. However there was one thing that Jurina didn’t have that she had wished for the most. A childhood. Jurina never really had a childhood since she became famous so quickly and never had time to hang out with friends or be a normal teen. No Jurina was bounded by the chains of being a celebrity and there was nothing that could free her from the binds. She thought about doing something outrageous that would ruin her reputation but she knew if she did then all the people would ridicule her for the rest of her life. She didn’t want to live a life like that so she had no choice but to smile and do what her upper tell her. One day though Jurina had just finished a recording and was now heading home. On her way home though someone suddenly jumped out and got on top of her.

“You’re gonna make me rich little missy!”

“Kya! Someone help!”

“Shut up! I’m gonna call the police and demand some money and then I’ll have a little fun with you.”

“No!!!”

“Oi!”

Jurina looked over and saw a figure standing in the distance. Since it was dark it was hard to see anything but the figure started to walk closer and closer to her and her attacker. It was at that moment the attacker pulled out a knife and pressed it against her neck.

“Don’t move or the girl gets it! She’s Japan’s idol you know?”

“Hahaha you think I care?”

Hearing this surprised Jurina hearing that someone didn’t actually care about her. The attacker himself was a little surprised but didn’t care as he started to pull Jurina back. However right as he was about to turn around, someone grabbed him and pulled him back. He dropped the knife and fell into the dark shadows where Jurina couldn’t see. She heard cries and the sound of bones breaking but thankfully couldn’t see it. However she did see all the blood coming out of the dark and slowly making its way over to her. When the screaming stopped, Jurina looked up as she heard the figure walk closer and closer to her. Then the figure walked into the moonlight and there Jurina saw what she thought was an angel of death. She had short black hair with pale white skin that was covered in blood. In a black tank top and shorts, the girl was truly a work of art. Jurina was speechless and didn’t say anything but then suddenly the sounds of gun fire shot into the distance that wasn’t too far. The girl quickly grabbed Jurina and carried her into the alley.

“What’s going on?!” Jurina said.

“Just keep your mouth shut or I’ll leave you back there!” the girl said.

Like a puppy the girl obeyed and held on as she heard to sound of her personal guards coming across the scene and were now searching for her. Jurina should’ve have told her to stop but she actually wanted to be taken away by this mysterious girl. Perhaps this was the thing that would take her away from the world of fame. After running through the streets of the city, they finally stopped at a small building. They walked inside and up the stairs and then into a small room. Inside Jurina was a bit disgusted at how gross the place was but didn’t say anything. They girl set Jurina down and then said,

“You’ll leave in the morning. For now go to sleep.”

The girl was about to leave but then Jurina grabbed onto her wrist. The girl looked at her with a scary look but Jurina didn’t mind it and said,

“I’m hungry. Got anything to eat?”

The girl sighed and walked into the kitchen. She grabbed something and then threw it at Jurina who managed to catch it. There in her hand was a cup of instant ramen. Jurina frowned since she was expecting something better but did not complain. Instead she got up and went to the kitchen where she looked for a sink and a microwave. At the same time, the girl left and in the background Jurina could hear the sound of a shower running. Jurina smiled but then her smile turned into a frown when she caught the scent of what smelled like rotting food. Jurina looked over and saw a bunch of dishes and flies surrounding the sink. The whole sight disgusted Jurina and therefore she decided it was time for a little clean up. She rolled up her sleeves and then tackled the mess that was the kitchen. When the girl came out she nearly lost it when she saw how clean everything was.

“What did you do?!”

“I cleaned it! You’re welcome.” Jurina said.

“Thanks but I didn’t need your help.” the girl said.

The girl handed Jurina and towel and told her she could use it to shower. Jurina quickly hurried to the bathroom and got into the shower. The water was nice and warm and the soap smelled very nice. She finished her shower and then when she walked back into the main room there sitting on the table was a cup of ramen. The girl told her to eat and when she finished get ready to sleep. Jurina ate the ramen and then walked over to where the girl was setting up a bed. She said Jurina would sleep on the bed while she slept on the floor. Jurina got into the bed and the girl turned off the light. A  couple minutes passed before Jurina suddenly asked,

“Nee what’s your name?”

“Rena. Why do you ask?” the girl asked.

“That’s a pretty name. My name is Matsui Jurina!”

“I know now go to bed.”

There was another awkward of silence until Jurina said,

“I’m cold.”

Rena got up and handed Jurina another blanket before returning to her floor bed. Jurina felt un satisfied with the blanket so she pretended to roll off the bed and onto Rena.

“What are you doing?” Rena asked.

“I’m still cold. Why don’t you just share the bed with me?”

“Alright.”

Rena and Jurina got into the bed and the two settled themselves and then prepared for sleep. This was the first time in a long time since Jurina had slept in the same bed with another person. She would often sleep alone or with a pillow so the feeling felt so nice. Jurina couldn’t contain herself and eventually wrapped her arms around Rena’s waist. She cuddled in closely and felt the warmth of Rena’s body. She fell asleep soon after enjoying the comfort of another person. The next morning Jurina woke up and found Rena gone. She got up and walked into the other room and there already dressed and ready to go was Rena. Rena walked over and handed Jurina change of clothes. Then she said,

“We’re leaving.”

The two arrived at the studio but when they did, there were ton of police officers and guards all aiming their guns towards Rena. Jurina convinced them to stop and say she was her new personal body guard. Rena herself was a little surprised but decided to go along with it if it meant she didn’t get a bullet to the head. From that moment on, Rena was now Jurina’s personal body guard. As her body guard Rena had to follow Jurina everywhere she went. She had to watch her constantly and even in the most private of spots she had to follow her. Then eventually Jurina’s boss told her she could take a break so Jurina decided to take Rena out to a café where they could hang out. At the café Jurina and Rena took their seats and then ordered some cake. While they were waiting, Jurina started to talk about some things.

“You know when I was little, I used to come here a lot with my mother. We would always get cake and cocoa and eat some together. I loved coming her a lot with my mom. Nowadays I rarely see her because of my schedule. I’m always so busy and it gets really tiring.”

“Well you should then spend more time with your mother while she’s still with you. You never know when she’ll leave.”

Hearing this made Jurina realize how important her mother was. It also made her realize how much she hated being famous.

“It’s not fair you know. Being so famous but there’s no fun in it. I can’t be myself I have to be the one people love. The one people see as Jurina the idol not Jurina the kid. It isn’t fair.”

“Well this is something you brought upon yourself. If you didn’t want it then you shouldn’t have signed up for it.”

Jurina was silent and then the cake came along with the drinks. The two started to eat and then when they finished, Jurina stood up and said,

“Well tell me you’re older than me. What was your childhood like?”

Rena stared at Jurina with a blank expression before saying.

“Hell.”

“Eh?”

“It wasn’t very nice for me either. I was abandoned when I was young so I was forced to live alone and fight for myself. That’s why I say you should treasure your mother while she’s still here with you.”

Jurina stared at Rena for a long time and then said,

“Do you miss it? Do you miss having a childhood? Don’t you wish you could go back to the old days and be a kid again?”

“Not really. Not if I have to relive that living nightmare.”

The two were quiet before Jurina got up and said,

“We’re going.”

The two walked into the street where they were flooded by paparazzi and fans all asking for Jurina’s autograph. Jurina put on her fake smile and signed people’s things and then she made Rena take her away. She sighed with disappointment and told Rena to take her home. Rena said nothing and started to drive Jurina home but instead she took Jurina to a toy store. She led Jurina inside where there were a bunch of kids playing with all the toys. Jurina was about to say something but then Rena handed her a toy sword and said,

“Prepare for battle!”

“Eh?!”

Rena swung her sword and smacked Jurina in the butt.

“Hey!”

Jurina fought back and the next thing she knew she was in an epic sword battle with Rena. The two moved around and fought each other. As they fought they walked over many obstacles and at one point, Jurina stepped on a lego and fell over on top of Rena. The two fell into a ball pit where they wrestled their way out. Then they rolled into a pile of stuffed animals and finally stopped there. While resting Rena pulled out a stuffed cat and in a funny voice said,

“Hello Jurina~”

Jurina grabbed a stuffed dog and said,

“Hello Rena~”

“Prepare for more battle!”

“Eh?”

Rena slammed her cat into Jurina’s dog and the two started fighting with the stuffed animals. Jurina was laughing and giggling and having all kinds of fun. In that moment she truly felt like a kid. Eventually closing time came and the girls had to leave. However Jurina said she had lots of fun and wished she could do it again sometime. Rena leaned in and said,

“You may be famous and mature in front of everyone but remember you are still a kid.”

“I know… But still it’s not fair that I’m forced to live the life of an adult.”

“Well being an adult is who you are and even though you are like that, you’ll always be a little one.”

“I wish I could be a kid again.”

“You are a kid baka just the wrong kind.”

The two laughed and then Rena said,

“But hey remember, everyone becomes and adult because-“

“Because it is part of growing up.” 

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Well now I'm going to work on the others so again I hope you like it!
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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #310 on: June 03, 2013, 10:52:49 PM »
Nyaha~~~ Miyu honey~~~ this was sooo good~~~  :wub: :wub: :inlove:

Rena-sama, kakkoi~~~

Juju, kawaii~~

I can't get enough of wMatsui~~

I'll be waitin for more of your stories~
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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #311 on: June 03, 2013, 10:54:37 PM »
kawaii~~
Rena's character was really interesting...
nod, nod, yeah the idol world is really harsh...
new bodyguard~~~
ending was interesting and cute?

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #312 on: June 03, 2013, 11:12:39 PM »
That was a great story

Jurina could at least have a moment of childhood with Rena
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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #313 on: June 04, 2013, 02:46:03 AM »
Awww cutie wmatsui

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #314 on: June 04, 2013, 05:16:34 AM »
AtsuMina!!!  :heart:

As expected from you author-san, it's great!!!  :wub:

Can I request KojiYuu? arigatou  :bow:

I love your OS  :thumbup Please make more  :cow:

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #315 on: June 04, 2013, 08:32:56 AM »
Nyahahaha XD me like the rena and juju battles! XD interesting like always.. For me you are a master of oneshot fanfic.. :D cool, greats!! Thanks miyumi san :bow:

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #316 on: June 04, 2013, 10:46:35 AM »
WMatsui: Growing Up

Jurina was a idol setting here... Great...

Jurina wanted to be taken away from her fame world...

Rena suddenly became her bodyguard...

Jurina and Rena was so cute together...

They even playing together... in toy store...

Thank you for sweet OS

Can't wait to see more OS

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Growing Up
« Reply #317 on: June 04, 2013, 04:40:14 PM »
hello :hand:

i just know your fanfic today and i takes me a whole day to finish it.

i love it :wub: all the pairs have an interesting story, it 's so amazing :twothumbs

i love wmatsui pairs very much!  :wub:

i will wait for your next update :cow:

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Ultimate Sacrifice
« Reply #318 on: June 04, 2013, 10:16:07 PM »
Well here is the Mayuki OS geki geki asked for. I hope it's sad enough for you!
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Mayuki: Ultimate Sacrifice

“Nee Mayu can you feel it?”

“Yes I can Yuki. It sure is lively.”

“Just think that in a couple days the baby will be born and I’ll be a mother!”

“Yes the thought is very exciting.”

“Nee Mayu would you mind being the Godmother? You know just in case something happens to me or Shino… You would take care of my child?”

“I would be honored to be the Godmother.”

“Great! Thank you so much Mayu!”

Actually I want to be nowhere near that child when it is born. It is nothing but pure evil and a reminder of my failure in life. I hate it and I want it nowhere near me. If something happens to you, I’ll give your child to someone else but not me. I am not fit to raise a child especially yours. As I sat there and watched walk over to your husband, the man who put that thing in you, I felt my fists clench. I hate him and everything about him. I hate his stupid face and stupid body. I just want to take a knife and drive it deep into his body. I know his real intention for why he got you pregnant. I know why he did and it’s one of the dirtiest things I could think anyone would do. He did it for money. He plans on taking your child and using it as a charity case to steal money from the city. Then once he has his money he’ll leave you. I know this because I heard him on the phone talking to some other bimbo saying he’ll leave you once he gets his money. You being clueless though, you don’t know.

“Why do I even bother?”

I tried to tell you but you wouldn’t believe me. You called me a liar and told me to leave for good. However I stayed and eventually you forgave me. From that moment on I saw trying to help you no point. Now I’m just waiting for that stupid thing to be born, for him to leave you with his money, and you to be lonely. Only then will I come in and tell you I was right and you were wrong. Then I’ll leave you and let you think about the mistakes you’ve made. You’re the one who screwed up your life not me. It’s your fault and not mine so you are on your own. All that’s left to do is wait. Wait and then move in for the kill.

“Nee Mayu come with me.”

I look up and see that jerk Shino looking at me. With her sly grin and greasy hair just looking at him made me sick. I got up and walked into another room where Shino shut the door and then locked it. Then suddenly he pinned me against the wall and said,

“You already know that once the kid is born I’m taking the money and leaving…”

“Yes I do and you’re a scumbag that’s gonna rot in hell for it.”

He laughed in said,

“I already know where I’m going. I’m just trying to live out my life. Now here’s the thing. My girl dumped me for some lawyer so I need a new one. You interested in taking her place?”

He leaned in and tried to kiss my neck but I spat in his face and stomped on his foot. He stepped back and I pushed him on the bed. I leaned in close to him and said,

“There is nothing in this world that would make me want to be with you. Money, presents, food nothing. You are nothing but trash and soon your cheap tricks and your lame pickup lines won’t be able to get you a night in bed. You are the reason why she is suffering and because she loves you I can’t do anything. However the moment she says she hates you… I’ll come down and feed you to the wolves. If you try something as cheesy as this then I’ll make sure you never have sex again.”

I got off him and then left the room in silence. I went home and showered to get his nasty smell off me. I got out and dried off in the bathroom. There in the mirror was not a person and not a girl. It was me a waste of life and a useless friend. The thing that I am now.. It makes me sick. Sick to the point where I just want to kill myself and end this pitiful life of mine. What is the point in this? What is the point of my existence? I don’t know but right now death seems more comforting than living. However every time I tried to end my life, I chicken out. This stupid thing called fear stops me and I can’t do anything about it. I throw a bar of soap at the mirror and then walk out of the bathroom. I went into my room and watched some anime on my laptop. Around ten I got tired so I went to bed early. Then around two in the morning I got a call from one of my friends. Yuki had gone into labor. 

I rushed down to the hospital and when I got there Shino was running out and there were loud screams and cries coming from the delivery room. I didn’t want to see what was going on so I walked back into the waiting room. I waited for a couple minutes until the nurse came out. She walked over to me and Shino and said,

“I’m sorry to inform this but the baby died during labor. There was nothing we could do for it we’re terribly sorry. Sir if you would please come with me I think your wife needs you know she’s terribly upset about the whole thing.”

“Screw that I’m out to get a smoke. Later.”

Shino left and I had no choice but to go into the other room. I was outside the door and I could hear the sound of crying. I walked into the room and there was Yuki crying her eyes out. The doctors told me they still needed to get rid of the afterbirth but she was too unstable. They wanted me to try calming her down before they used a sedative. I walked over and tried to talk to her but she was obviously crazy and wasn’t willing to talk at all. The doctors had no choice to sedate her and deal with her afterwards. I had to stay for another two hours before the nurses told me she was starting to wake up. I walked in and there was Yuki slowly coming to. When she gained full awareness, she weakly asked,

“Where… Where is Shino?”

“He left you Yuki. He ran away.”

Yuki was frozen and didn’t move an inch. Tears started to form from her eyes and then soon after they came pouring out. I tried to say something but instead she shouted at me.

“You wanted this didn’t you? Didn’t you! You never liked Shino and hated me when you found out I was pregnant. I bet you prayed for my sadness every day!”

“Yuki I-“

“SHUT UP! SHUT UP AND GET OUT! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN!”

I didn’t say anything and instead I ran out of the room and ran back to my home. I locked myself in my room and cried for the rest of the day. I cried and cried and I don’t’ even know why. Technically my wish came true though. You were suffering and I did want that but why am I suffering too? Why am I the one hurt? I don’t understand life anymore. This world has no room for people like me. There is no point in trying to change others and no point in saving them. I don’t know why I try and to be honest I feel that there really is no point in living. I’ve had it and I think tomorrow… Tomorrow I’ll put an end to this.

The next day I went out to the store and bought some rope. Then I went home and made a hang noose on one of the support beams. I grabbed a chair and stood on it and then wrapped the noose around my neck. I took one last good look at the world before finally saying goodbye. I raised my foot read to step off the chair and then suddenly the doorbell rang. I was going to ignore it but then the person kept ringing the bell frantically. I took the noose off and then got down from the chair. I walked over to the front door and opened and there standing there was Yuki. She was all beaten up and bloody. She took one step before suddenly collapsing into my arms. I had no choice but to take her to the hospital where they patched her up and sent her home with me. I made her lay on the couch while I made some tea. Then I walked back over and set the cup down. Yuki stared at it coldly with a blank expression a lot like me. In her eyes was nothing but darkness and emptiness. As if the world had abandoned her and she truly had nothing left. After an hour of awkward silence I finally said,

“So what happened?”

“You were right…” she said.

“Eh?”

Yuki looked at me with a dark stare and said,

“You were right Mayu… He was using me…”

I was a bit surprised to see Yuki actually admitting something like this to me. I didn’t say anything but just took a sip of my tea.

“I went back to the apartment and tried to talk to him. He told me I was useless to him and he didn’t love me. He said he was leaving me and I was on my own. When I tried to stop him he beat me.” she said.

“Yuki…”

“Nee Mayu tell me… Am I really that useless?”

“Yuki don’t say that. You aren’t-“

“I am though aren’t I? I can’t do anything right. Even from the moment I was born I could do nothing right. Even now I couldn’t even give birth to my own child…”

“Yuki you shouldn’t say those things. You aren’t being useless. You’re my friend Yuki and I care a lot about you.” I said.

“Mayu.. How could you say those things? How could you be here talking to me right here right now after all those mean things I said to you?” she asked.

I paused to think about how to answer the question. Why am I here? It was then something just popped into my mind. Something I tried to say to her a long time ago.

“Well I guess it’s because… I love you.”

“Eh?”

We were both silent now. Nothing could be heard between each other. Then Yuki suddenly started to laugh and then she looked at me and said,

“You’re joking right? It’s a joke! You don’t love me! No one does…”

Yuki stood up and walked into the kitchen. I heard the sound of drawers opening so I rushed into the kitchen and saw Yuki pull out a knife. She held it against her neck ready to cut but something in me exploded and I rushed over to her. I tackled her to the ground and we started to fight over the knife.

“Let me die! I want to die!” she screamed.

“Yuki stop this! This isn’t right!” I said.

“Just let me die!”

We kept fighting until suddenly the knife slipped and it ended up cutting my arm. Yuki snapped out of her crazy state and looked at me as I cried trying to stop the bleeding. Yuki grabbed a towel and applied pressure to the wound.

“Mayu I’m so sorry.”

“It’s fine just get the first aid kit from the bathroom.”

Yuki got up and started to run but then stopped. I looked over and saw her staring at the noose I had hung earlier. She looked over at me and said,

“Mayu… Were you going to kill yourself?”

I looked down and said,

“Yes…”

Yuki walked over to me and raised her hand getting ready to slap me. However instead she grabbed me and pulled me in for a hug. The reaction was strange but what was stranger was the tears running from my eyes. Why was I crying? I don’t understand why but it was strange to me. I could also her Yuki crying as she held me tightly. I had to get her to let go so I could breathe. She looked at me with a serious face and said,

“You shouldn’t kill yourself. You have something to live for Mayu!”

“I have nothing.”

“Mayu…”

I stood up and started to walk away but then Yuki grabbed me and pulled me in even closer.

“You do have something Mayu. You have me…”

We both stood there holding each other and crying our eyes out like a bunch of babies. We cried until there were no more tears left and only small sniffles. Then I looked at Yuki and said,

“Nee… Let’s not try to kill ourselves anymore ok?”

“Un…”

“I have you and you have me.. So from now on let’s be happy.”

“Yes… I would like that a lot.”

“I love you Yuki.”

“I love you too Mayu.”

In order to obtain happiness, one must endure great pain. That is the ultimate sacrifice.

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Well hope you all liked it and well I'm sorry if I caused anyone to cry during the reading of the story. Though I doubt it. Anyways Enjoy!

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Re: miyumi's OS collection!!! update Ultimate Sacrifice
« Reply #319 on: June 04, 2013, 10:27:23 PM »
read read...
wah... evil guy...
nod nod... don't kill yourselves...
phew... not killing themselves....

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