Hel-lo~.....we did I say it like that? No reason. I'm feeling better now, I slept almost half of the day~ sooo I hope Ill write something interesting....
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Chapter 7
Could the mornings be all the same? In the same familiar scent and warmth, the same soft breath so close to her.The sof hair ,the godness of a body that died with a kind personality.Colud they always be Mayu's?
The same morning that Mayu hopes to never end.To wake up beside Yuki, a girl how's life ended too soon.A ded girl that Mayu had wake up from her eternal sleep as soon as she started it, for a science reason, for a stupid reason.
Can she have Yuki with her forever? What really does Mayu wants? To be a scientist as such a age, to be known and rich....and still to have no one with you.Mayu maybe wants 'love', a mothers one or a lovers one.
But had Mayu always been like this? Had she never been kissed, cared and loved be someone else?
Well ,todays chapter is about Mayus first love.
How we got here? Well, everything started on a morning like all others.....
Mayu wake up with the same warm body beside her, sometimes wondering why Yuki's body was warm , as it shouldnt be? The warmth was sometimes making Mayu lost her ambition and just sleep all day beside Yuki.But she was still busy, there was no way she would give her science for another hour of sleep beside Yuki,right?
Mayu ribbed her eyes, now she was starting to deny that.....maybe another hour of sleep wouldnt hurt.
Mayu moved to face Yuki, only to bury her face in Yuki's chest.It was soft, and warm like always.....Mayu rubed her nose on hee chest,yearning soft moans from a sleeping Yuki.Mayu smiled a little.Everything was so paceful, outside was sunny, the sky was clear.Nothing bad was happening, inside she was sleeping in her big bed with Yuki, the person....the dead girl how.....the woman.....someone important to Mayu.Mayu couldnt really put in in words, the emotions she felt.
These emotions have been there before.With the first person that made her feel like that.Mayu sat up suddenly and looked at the calendar on the door.It was 20 June, her first important persons birthday.Mayu smiled sadly and looked outside the window.
She got out the bed and started her morning routine.All the while wearing a sad smile on her face.But today wasnt just the persons birthday, in the same day that person had left Mayu alone and had gone.
Yuki wake up and entered the kitchen 10 minutes later, she smiled at Mayu and sat down.
Mayu looked at her for a second before turning to her work.
'ne Mayuyu?'
'yes...?'
'why.....why is that there?' Yuki asked smiling and poiting to a huge place in the room with all kind of flowers.
'...' Mayu turned to the place and looked emotionless before turned to Yuki again and smiled 'today is my best friends birthday'
'your best friend? where is she now?' Yuki asked curious
'she is at the other end.Shelives in another country...'
'ehhh?!' Yuki looked surprised
Mayu looked at her with a sad smile
'If you want I can tell you about her'
'Really?! If you can..' Yuki asked carefuly, not wanting Mayu to feel hurt as she told her
'its okay.' Mayu smiled and looked at the flowers
'We where both 14 when it happened...
We spend most of our days together, we played and had fun together.We were truly happy.But at a moment we both wanted more, more to be with each other.So it was like this, on a day after schools when we walked home, she suddenly stoped and I looked back at her
"M-Mayuyu...." she says my name trembling a little
"hmm? Whats wrong ****?" I look back at her and smile
"I....I want to be with Mayuyu more....I want Mayuyu to be my girlfriend!" she shouts and looks down trembling while I was fr---'
Yuki intrerupts Mayu suddenly
'w-wait!! You never said she was your girlfriend!!'
'didnt I?' Mayu asks innocently 'anyway!
I was frosen for a few seconds but then I smiled and said
'yes...I love you too! please be my girlfriend!'
And like that we both said our love for each other.It was awkard but I was happy and so was she.
From there on, we where still together all the time.Everywhere, the phone calls where still as many,messages and the same time spent together.But the diference where the sweet words we would tell each other ,the groping and secret smiles at each other in classes.We loved each other....
But we never kissed, we both wherent ready yet.So we continued like that, some could say we where still only best friends, but we know the truth.
Her familly had a tragic end, that was our end.Her parents died in a car accident.She had a hard time so I stayed be her side.I didnt want to lest go, I never wanted to lets go to what we had.But after a while we both, somehow know that we werent for each other.
We loved each other, but after her parents died everyone seemed colder about our relationship.They believed she was she was too imature, and they looked coldly at us.We tried fighting but when her grandparents comed, they decided to take her and live together, somewhere far from here.....
We didnt really had a choisse.After all ,we wherent made for each other,we know that because she falled in love with someone else very fast.She know that when she will find a single person to fall in love with that will really stay more that will be.And I know that she wasnt for me as I had never imagined us doing something more than groping.....I still wanted a kiss though.
She was to go soon, and I had been at her side until the time comed.And so had it come.....she had to take the train alone, her grandparents had gone before her.So I walked her at the train, and waited until it was about to go.
But I can tell you this .....my first kiss tasted like tears.'
Mayu smiled , in front of her Yuki was crying
'why couldnt they leave you two together?..you sounded so happy!' Yuki tryed to make the tears to stop but they wouldnt, even if she didnt feel any pain, the tears just appeared.
Mayu sighed 'It wasnt good, we both wanted to go different ways anyway.But we are still best friends even if we dont spend as much time together.'
Mayu looked aout the window
'It was like love in dramas,as if it was just waiting for the right time, the departure bell-rang. We looked at each other with tears on our cheeks, even if it was winter be then.The chilly wind brushed my cheeks and made me not feel the tears.
I just couldnt say it.I rubbed my hands together ,I looked so phatetic.
I decided to not look back.So everything would be fine and we would live our lifes the way we wanted,not with regret.So I told her
'"Thank you, good-bye" and smiled
A bettersweet unrequited love.That what my love was, I loved her more than I told her.Hoping that she wont get hurt while I had my heart broken in pieces.She was a perv, a true perv ,but I loved her.
So I continued to move forward, so I wont remember our past.
Our love was a true drama....'
Mayu finished and closed her eyes smiling.On the other hand Yuki's tears didnt stop, she didnt feel anything but still couldnt stop so she sat up and hugged Mayu.
A bell rang in the silent house.The entrace bell, the sound wake Mayu from her sweet memories and hug.
'I wonder how it is? no one really comes here' Yuki sais as she lets Mayu go and walks together to the door.
Mayu opens the door and is frozen in shock.
'Hey there Oshiri sister!' Oshima Yuko smiles at Mayu.
'Y-yuko.....' Mayu cryes and jumps on Yuko.
Yuki looks confused at them
'Im happy to see you too! today is my birthday remember~ I want cake!' Yuko takes Mayu and walks together inside.
'how is this?' Yuki asks after Mayu lets go of Yuko,Yuki was getting a strange feeling for a second there.
'this is Oshima Yuko.My best friend!' Mayu says happy
'e-ehhhhhh~!?' Yuki looks shocked at the midget
'wahh! beautiful girlfriend you got Mayuyu~ can I borrow her for a while?' Yuko asks smirking
'she is not my girlfriend Yuko.She is my maid.' Mayu says looking with a little glare at Yuko 'and you know I dont like sharing...'
Yuko sweetdropes 'yes~ sorry!'
One hour later, Yuko left with work.Mayu was happy to had seen her friend again and Yuki was irritated.
'whats wrong Yukirin?' Mayu asks looking at Yuki
'that...that squirrel is a perv!! how could she had been your first love?! ' Yuki shouts enraged 'She groped my boobs and butt ! are you sure she wasnt your pet!?a squirrel you give life with science.....'
Mayu looked at Yuki shocked for a few moments before bursting out laughing.Yuki looked at her surprised then sighed and smiled at this cute side of Mayu.
Yes, after all these kid of days where the best, as well as the mornings.Mayu didnt want it to ever end.