@miayaka : Hha , is that's so ?
Btw , Thank you very much miayaka-san
@BbSis : glad that you like it
Thank you very much BbSis-san
@sakura_drop_ : as you wish then
I will make Kojiyuu then ... But I will make it OS is that okay ? Because coincidentally I have one OS that the pairing was Kojiyuu
btw , Thank you very much sakura_drop_-san
@Pdpond : uhn , I will make more
Thank you very much Pdpond-san
@kahem : your welcome
and Thank you very much kahem-san
@Kuro--Black : yes , indeed it is
and yea , your guess is right
I'm glad that you enjoy it () Thank you very much Kuro--Black-san
@Megumi : ahh , sorry for making you like that ahaha ^^" uhn , your welcome and Thank you very much Megumi-san
@cisda83 : I will write more
ah , Thank you for the compliment and already read this cisda83-san
Sorry for the long update guys ... I can't update in a short time because everyday I'm always busy and can't open my laptop , but I just got a free time here , so I decide to post it now
I'ts a Kojiyuu OS , I hope you guys like it
It's been 5 years since we've aparted . I wonder how your look now . I wonder if you've change or not .. But It's okay .. Cause you always be there for me .
At that day , I don't have an idea that you will leave me . At first , you're still yourself , the pervert one that I know and loved it . But after we finished take a great time , your face suddenly change . As I realize your face change , I ask you what happen with a confused look. You look down to the ground , make me can't see your face because it's covered by your hair , I see a single tear drop from your eyes .
You look up at me with tears and smile to me , I don't know why but somehow it makes my heart ache . soon you said something , I though I heard it wrong so I ask you again . No doubt this time you said that you'll be leaving this country tomorrow .. When I hear that clearly , I'm so shock until I can't say a thing and stood still on that position , frozen . at first my mind was still in the thought , processing what was just happen and finally I realized it .. I cried out loud , making all of the people that pass us look to us.
You hug me trying to calming me but I just can't . even if I tried very hard to say something , it won't come out from my mouth , even a word don't came out . So I got no choice to just keep crying at your shoulder .while you keep hugging me tightly .
that day in the night time , I can't sleep at all , I just keep crying , crying and crying . The next day I looked at the mirror , I realized that my eyes was swollen .. I'm very tired because can't get any sleep at all , but I just go to airport to see you . When I arrived there , I saw you standing there staring at the blue sky. I greet you , you seems shock with my condition . You ask me if I'm okay or not , I said that I'm okay and I smile to you .
But Instead of replying me back with a smile , you frowned . I know you already think that I cry all night long that day . You hold my hands make me look at you . I see your eyes determined in something . You promise me that someday you'll be back for me and that's make me smile a bit . We hear that there's a announcement that all of the passenger that will go to your destination may go to the plane and take a seat .
You let go of my hand , and say a goodbye . I feel like I want to cry but I can't . I think that if I cry here , I will hold you back to purchase your dreams in that places.
Before you was out of sight , you look back at me and smile , showing your dimples , it makes me startled a bit , but after a second , I smiled back to you .
After half an hour of waiting , I see your plane flight of .. The last thing before the plane was out of sight , I smile .
But .. Something happen ..
*Present time*
Everyday I go to this park , the place where we met at the first time . Every time I went to this places , I always remembered the memories of us all this time . Although it was so sad , somehow in this day , I cannot cry anymore .. Why ? I don't know .
I look to the right side and see a big tree . A tree that we usually sit under it every time we go to this park .. I walk to that tree and see a word .. Our name was there ... I remembered that day .. we write our name on there .. Happy memories passed on my head , but instead of smile of it , I look down to the ground sadly .. I tried to hide my face by wrap my hands on my leg and buried it around my hand .
Why I'm sad every time I remembered our happy time ? I should have been grateful .. I keep on repeating , repeating and repeating the question . Don't want other to see my face , I walk to my apartment by looking down .. Thank God that it was already night so that peoples can't see my face .
After some minute of walking , I finally arrived at my apartment . I go to my bed and sit on it . My room seems so dark , it was scary but it's became beautiful as moon light came to my room by my one and only window to look at outside view . I go to the window and look to the sky . I smile as I see many stars shining brightly , and there's no cloud at all .
When I look back , I saw you and My eyes got widen.
"Yu-yuko ?" I stutter a bit . You don't reply me , but you walk closer to me while I just keep standing there .. You keep walking step by step and finally stand in front of me and I realized that finally My tears came out .
I moved my hand , tried to touch your smooth skin , but when it was about to touch , my hand went trough it . I'm so shock of it , but then I remembered something . Something that makes me desperate , sad , and regret it all the time . That's right , The plane that you use it to your destination lost the signal from the source and got an accident causing no survivors at all.
You smiled sadly at me , and tears start to fall of too from your eyes . I want to wipe it from your beautiful face .. It's make my heart broke , but I know it would be useless , as many as billion of efforts I will try it will definitely useless , so I just stand there like a statue .
"I'm sorry .. I'm sorry nyan-nyan .." You said to me , I want to reply it but my mouth feels like it was locked . You keep on silent for a while , as I wait for you patiently to continue .
"I'm sorry .. I leaved you By yourself " You continued . And finally you look up directly and stared to my eyes , like you're reading my mind .
"Yuko ..." That was the only word that pass through my mouth .
"A word sorry doesn't suits to you when you struggle that much .. I even don't know how is the feeling to suffered like that .. Wh-what should I do .. ? To make you satisfied .. ? " You said . I smile to you , and this time you're the one that was confused.
"It's a wonderful thing that you came to see me after all this years , I'm already satisfied that I can see you once again" I keep smile to you while you're frozen.
"And you keep your promise and didn't broke it " I continued while You're just stare at me.
"Promise ?" You ask .
"Yes , promise .. Don't tell me that you're forgot about it ?" I said
"No no , of course I will not forget my promise to nyan-nyan .. But which one is it ?" You ask and smile a bit . I pout to you but actually I feel relieved that you finally smile .
"On that day .. You promised me that you will be back for me .. Remember now ?" I ask , while your smile just getting wider .
"Ah , That one . Of course I remember it , hehe .. " You say . I really enjoyed this moment where I can met you again , but I know .. That this will come to the end .. Your feet started to vanish bit by bit and keep continuing to your body .
"My time is up" you said . And once again , that sad smile got back to your face again . I feels that my eyes started to get teary again But then I feel that a hand was wiping my tears away . I'm really shock as I realized that it was your hand.... this is the first time in 5 years that you touch my skin again . I don't know why it can be like this , but I don't care at all about it .
"Don't cry nyan-nyan ... Keep smiling for me and for yourself .. Just think about me and I will be there for you .. I know it's hard for you .. And it pains me ..." You said to me as all of your body start to vanish and the color of your skin start to get thinner while I keep on staring at you.
"But , Don't worry nyan-nyan .. Even if we are aparted now , I'm always be there in your heart .. " You said , and this time , the warm hand that touch my cheek already gone.
I smiled .. For you , for me and for everyone else .. I know now ... I don't need to cry anymore .. Because every time and everywhere you will be there for me.
End
Once again , Sorry if it was boring
and pardon me if there's a mistake
if it's not bothering please leave a comment or critic , thank you very much
Topic: MaYuki's OS : Bitter and Sweet's life (Read 11960 times)