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This chapter turned out to be mega long, but I just couldn't cut it. All this stuff had to be in one chapter.
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Chapter 36 – If you don't cheat, you don't really want to win“So you're going to leave tomorrow?”
Risa asked quietly as she handle Ai her water container. They were at the training area where the troops were having their final training. The bean had had her hands full of her own tasks, so she hadn't been able to take part in this training. She however had gotten a bit free time and was able to come to follow the rest of it.
“Yes... Tomorrow morning.”
The leader answered as she took a sip from the bottle. She gave it then back to Risa and before she left, she gave a small pat on her back.
“I'll go change. Do you have time now?”
Smiling a bit, Risa nodded her head, which the leader answered with her own.
“Wait me outside.” Leaning a bit forwards, Ai placed a quick kiss on Risa's lips, holding her hands at the same time. ”I'll be there in no time.”
And with that Ai left to change her clothes, while Risa went outside. It didn't take very long before the leader came back, her clothes now changed in the casual black dress. The bean had learnt by now, that always when Ai made her to wait, the leader would act twice faster than normally. She hated to have the younger girl wait for her so she always did everything fast.
As she emerged from the building, Ai held her hand out, which Risa took with a smile and they started to walk towards the leader's place hand in hand. When there, Ai put her equipment away while Risa headed to the kitchen. She made something to eat for them and just when she had done some breads, the leader appeared behind her, circling her arms around her waist and placing her head on the bean's shoulder.
“Mou, how many times I have told you that you don't have to do this?” She grumbled. ”I live in here and I should host my quests.”
Ai whined, but Risa just pushed her aside and went to the living room, where she placed the tray in her hands down on a small table. After that, she sat down, patted a pillow beside her and took one bread.
“It's not a big deal plus you can't do everything. Now, eat.”
Frowning, Ai did as she was asked to. As she sat down, Risa showed the bread in her mouth. At first, the leader protested, but soon she just let her girlfriend feed her. The bean smiled pleasantly and after few bites, the bread was gone. When all the food was eaten they just laid on the pillows. Ai took Risa in her embrace, wrapping one arm around the bean's shoulders while her hand intertwined fingers with the younger girl.
“Nee, Ai-chan.”
”What is it?”
”What do you want to do after this war is over?”
A bit confused by the question, Ai turned her head so that she could look in Risa's eyes. The bean just smiled at her and snuggled a bit closer, waiting for the answer which Ai finally gave after a short silence.
“Well I am not sure... I'll maybe keep on working for the military....”
”Even after the war?” Risa asked frowning. ”Yeah.” Ai said nonchalantly, before she turned back to Risa, smiling gently. ”How about you, dear?”
It took a while before Risa answered, for she was still thinking about what Ai had said just a moment ago.
“Well I think I want to settle down.” She said, smiling. The leader raised an eyebrow as she heard the younger girls words, but soon a wide smirk spread across her face as she decided to tease her girlfriend a bit.
“With who?” she cooed and kissed Risa's forehead, pulling her closer at the same time.
“Well who do you think...” the bean huffed, but soon started to giggle as Ai's lips found her neck.
“Mmm, that person better be me, or I have to take care of someone....”
Risa laughed at her girlfriend's answer. In a way, it felt nice to be ”possessed” like this. At least there was someone who wanted to be with her no matter what. It felt good indeed. A pleased sigh escaped Risa's lips as Ai started to gently massage her shoulders and back with her hand, her lips working at the same time against her neck.
“No worries. I'll only settle down with you.”
The bean answered and she swore that she could once again feel Ai's smirk against her skin. The leader moved her head so she could capture Risa's lips with her own. They kissed slowly, their lips moving slowly against each others. When they finally parted, Ai smiled gently at the younger girl.
“That sounds good to me.”
Risa smiled back as she placed herself better in the older one's embrace. They were in a silence for a moment, before something popped back in Risa's mind once again.
“You really want to stay in the military? Even after the war?”
Slowly, Ai pushed Risa a bit away so she could look in her eyes. The leader was having a small frown on her face and she looked at the bean like the younger one had just made a silly question.
“Yes. I think I'll stay in the military even after the war.”
”You think?” Risa asked, a bit of hope clear in her voice.
“Yeah.” Ai said shrugging. ”Or more likely, I know that.”
Hearing that, Risa's face dropped. Of course, Ai noticed this and got worried in no time.
“Hey, what is it?”
The bean was quiet, before she turned her frowning face towards Ai.
“It's just... Why do you need to continue in the military when the war is over?”
Again, Ai was confused by Risa's words. Where was she going with this? Finally, a laugh escaped her lips.
“Risa, you know that even after the war is over, military stays. You never know when the next one will begin.”
By now, Risa's head had dropped down a bit and it looked like she was deep in thoughts.
“So you're after wars then?”
This caused Ai's smile to drop and her frown to deepen. She however tried to get some kind of an eye contact with her girlfriend, but it was easier said than done, when the bean kept on staring in empty space.
“Of course not. Who would go after wars?”
”Warriors?”
Ai laughed again at Risa's answer, before she took a gentle hold of her face with her both hands and made the bean look at her.
“We are not going after wars.”
”Then what do you do then?” Risa asked, her tone having a bit different sound now.
“We do this, because we want to protect others and our homeland. Though I am a warrior, I don't enjoy fighting or wars. I do this, cause I want to protect others..”
A silence followed after Ai's words. Risa moved her eyes so that she could examine the floor, while the leader just held her face in one place and tried to keep the eye contact she had just gained.
“Can't you leave that protecting to someone else once you have done your duties after the war?” Risa asked quietly, still not raising her head up.
Ai frowned again. What was with Risa, for she was asking questions like this? And the way she was acting told her, that something was bothering her badly.
“I think, that I will never leave my duties in the military. It's just that....”
”What?” The bean yelped suddenly as her head shot up and she was looking at her girlfriend with wide eyes. At the same time, she got a bit up so she was now leaning on her elbow. ”You... You will never leave?”
Risa was now looking in the leader's eyes with a bit shocked expression, her mouth open and eyes wide. Ai followed her girlfriend's actions as she too got up on her elbow.
“Well, I have practiced whole my life, so I am not very sure, If I could live my life in any other way. It's just in my veins to be a warrior and I think I'll be one for the rest of my days.”
Still staring the leader like she had seen a ghost, Risa didn't say a word. However, her expression slowly turned into a sad one. Once again, Ai noticed this and started to question what was wrong.
“Risa, what's going on?”
She moved her hand on the bean's cheek and gently turned it towards herself. Risa didn't react to the act. She only spoke in a quiet tone after a short silence.
“I am just... a bit afraid.”
”Afraid of what? Hey, I already told you you don't have to worry about me. I wont change back to my old self.” The leader assured as she tried to bring Risa back in her arms. But the bean only shook her head an refused, confusing the older one.
“About us...”
Now the leader was totally lost. What on earth was Risa trying to tell her?
”Why are you afraid of us?” She asked, now even a bit amused. But the amusement was soon gone as she saw Risa's face.
“I am afraid that things wont work out on our part, if we keep on going like this.”
Once again, silence fell in the room as the couple stared at each others. Risa had quite serious face, while Ai was very confused.
“What do you mean?”
”I mean...” Risa sighed deeply and looked a bit away.
“If you keep on being a warrior even after the war, that means you will probably be in duty a lot. Am I right?”
”Well, that's true,” Ai said in before she smiled gently. ”But what does it matter? I can still spend a lot of time with you even though I am a warrior...”
”I don't think so.”
Risa said immediately after Ai, confusing the older one even more.
“If you are going to be a warrior in the future too, you're going to do a lot of work. Even though, there is no war going on.”
”It probably is like that, but how does that concern us?” The leader asked nonchalantly.
This time, Risa's face turned serious as she looked at the older one with a dark look.
“Warriors are always on duty, aren't they Ai-chan?”
”Yes, they are.”
”And if you're on duty all the time, it means that you wont have much time to anything else than your work. You're either on the battlefield, doing some other duties or then you're resting at home. But most of the time, you will be on duty.”
Ai was silent. She just stared at Risa and tried to figure out what the younger one tried to say to her. When she didn't answer, the bean understood what the other one was thinking. She sighed deeply and shook her head a bit.
“What I am trying to say is, that when this war is over, I want to calm my life down and forget all that is related to this damn war...”
She kept a small pause, so the leader could run these words in her head.
“Also... Also, I want to have a family of my own one day and I don't want to have one, which doesn't live together. Do you understand, what I am saying?”
With that, Risa raised her head up and looked deep In the leader's eyes. Ai was still running all that Risa had said in her head, not quite catching what was wrong with her being a warrior, if Risa wanted a future like that.
“So, you want to have a family, which stays together?”
”Yes.”
Slowly, the leader got on her knees. She raised her arms up a bit and spread them on her sides. At the same time, a small smile spread on her lips too.
“Well what's the deal then? Lets do that if you want to.”
Risa only shook her head as she got up on her knees as well. Ai kept her arms on her sides, yet she wasn't smiling anymore when she noticed how the bean looked like.
“No, you don't understand. If you're going to be a warrior even after the war, the family thing wont happen.”
”Eh, why not?”
Now it was Risa's turn to frown at her girlfriend. She really had thought that the monkey would have realized something like this already.
“Ai, during peace, warriors work as much as they do when it's war. They rebuild and guard places.”
”Honey, I know that...”
”Well it seems that you don't realize at all what I am talking about.”
Risa said in a bit louder tone, which caused Ai to twitch a bit. Her girlfriend rarely raised her voice like this and when she did, she was either pissed off, or pissed off.
“Ai.” Risa continued, her tone more gentle now. ”You would be away from home a lot when you're on your duties. Though there is no war to fight, warriors still stay away from home a lot, for they have other duties to do. I bet you have noticed this too."
And now Ai knew what the bean meant. Because Risa was a warrior too, they had a chance to spend a lot of time together. But if Risa was a civilian... The leader had some friends who were not samurais and last time she had seen them was during some festival time. Warriors and civilian rarely had time together and especially when one was trained to be in a special force, it meant their life circled only around the military.
Sighing, the leader moved a bit closer to her girlfriend and took her in her arms. Risa didn't refuse and she even circled her own arms loosely around Ai's lower back.
“I know what you mean.” Ai said quietly against the bean's neck. “But I can try to spend as much time with you as possible...”
“It's not only that.” Risa said quickly.
“What is it then?” A sigh escaped Ai's lips. She was even more confused by Risa's behavior and to tell the truth, she started to be a bit frustrated too.
”When this war will be over, I want it to end totally in my life. I don't want to hear a word of this thing and I want to erase all things that remind me of it.”
Ai pulled a bit away and stared Risa with a blank face, before she laughed shortly, yet dryly.
“Well that's easier to say than do. You realize that there will always be something that reminds you of this war? No matter how much you want to erase them all, it's impossible. This is a warrior village and...”
”In that case, I want to erase it as much as possible then.”
There was determination in the bean's voice as she spoke. Her whole being was somehow colder now and Ai didn't feel very good about what was about to come. She sighed deeply and shook her head a bit.
“Risa, I hate this war as much as you do but it's just impossible to erase something from your life just like that. Also, me being a warrior in the future.... How does it affect you?”
Now it was Risa's turn to raise her eyebrow. It seemed, that even now Ai hadn't realized what she wanted to say.
“If you keep on going as a warrior, war or not, you would still remind me of this thing.”
”Well I think I would do that even, if I retired from the military...”
”But if you do that, you would remind me less.”
Ai was about to answer, but somehow she just didn't find words. She shook her head again as she got up and walked to the window. Risa stayed down and just looked after her lover. She could sense that Ai was going to get frustrated and she was not far behind.
“In my opinion” The leader started, pondering in her mind, if she should say this or not. It would lead to something she didn't like, but she couldn't lie to Risa about this either. She decided to speak her mind out. ”You're over reacting whit this a bit...”
The leader finally spoke as she turned around to face the bean.
“Me? Over reacting?” Risa said, slightly surprised by Ai's words.
”Yes. I don't understand how me being in the military would affect your life so much. Okay, I would be on duty a lot, but what I would do, if I retired? This is my job Risa. I have done this my whole life and I have no idea what I would do, if I retired.”
There was a short silence before Risa spoke again.
“You could do some normal work...”
”I don't want to.” Ai said ct in quickly. By now, the leader had come closer to the bean. She dropped down on her knees in front of her and took her hands in her own.
“Dear, try to understand what you're asking me to do. Being a warrior is my way of life and I couldn't imagine myself doing something else.”
”So your work goes before me?” Risa blurter suddenly, which caused the leader to sigh again.
“No, you're important too, of course...”
“But you cannot give up your job because of me?”
Suddenly, Ai let go of Risa's hands as she held her hands in the air.
“Woah there! I think you're really over reacting now. What's this sudden 'give up your career as a warrior and stay with me?' I am not going anywhere you know and...”
“Ai.” Risa interrupted again, which caused the older one to quiet down. The bean had a very serious expression now and as Ai looked that beautiful face of hers, she calmed down a bit and lowered her hands.
“I want to have a future where I know I can have my loved ones close to me. It's true, we can't be together every second, but I don't want, that you're away for weeks, months or even years, because you have missions to do. And if you stay in the military, you probably wont stay in here for long...”
Ai frowned at the bean's words. What the heck did she mean? Noticing this, Risa knew immediately what the older one was wondering. Damn, that monkey was slow...
“You would go on the field all the time. I just know it.”
”How, if I may ask?”
Risa snorted a bit as she turned her head away.
“Ai, we all know how great fighter and leader you're. Of course they would put you on the field all the time, for they need someone who is good.”
”Well I can resign in missions which wont take me far away...”
”You really think they would let you?”
Risa asked as she whipped her head back towards the leader. She had gotten a bit irritated by now, how Ai couldn't see the true side of things and lived in her own little world, where everything would just work out somehow.
“What, of course they would, if I just ask them!”
Ai said in a bit louder voice as she spread her arms to her sides again. The bean just looked at her with a blank stare, before she sighed in order to calm her down. This wasn't going very well.
“Ai, they would sent you out.”
”But I just...” The leader tried to say in, but Risa just kept on going:
”You're so highly skilled that of course they would use you! Try to understand that you're their best warrior and unless you get out of the military, they can order you anywhere they need you.”
Not being able to find words, Ai just stayed quiet as she tried to figure out what to say to that. It was true that she was highly skilled and that she would be the first on the list, if they needed some help from warriors. But Ai didn't want to admit it. She couldn't leave the military just like that, for it had been her life as long as she remembered. It was in her veins that she had to protect others and fight for her country. No, she could not live her life as something else than a samurai.
“Try to understand, that I don't want a future, where I will stay at home while you're all the time on the field, playing with your life.”
”After the war, I wont play with my life.” Ai said in quickly to defend herself, but Risa had something to say in this too.
“After the war is over, warriors take care of the criminals and other things related to the war and they are usually the most hated people then. And since you have gained a huge reputation on both sides, they will probably want to hunt you down first.”
Risa was right, but once again, Ai didn't want to admit it. If she did that, she would loose this word battle. And she never lost a battle and never would.
'But I just can't leave...'“It's not so easy to just leave like that...”
Ai mumbled as she turned her gaze back to Risa, but this time, she had a very serious face. Noticing this, Risa sighed and shook her head. She didn't want to make a fight about this, but she didn't want to give up either. She wanted to have a future, where she could surely have Ai with her.
“I know it's not, but could you even think about it?”
It wasn't a direct ”Leave the military after this is over” request, but Ai could see behind the bean's words. She knew, what she in truth wanted.
“No.”
Ai got up and walked in front of the window again, turning her back to Risa. But she was not quiet for a long while.
“I can't leave the military. I just can't....”
Hearing this made Risa feel crushed. She had hoped that the leader would hate this war as much as she did and be willing to leave this part of her life behind, but it didn't seem like that. Slowly, the bean got up as well and went behind Ai. She placed her hand on the leader's shoulder, which the older one soon took a hold of with her own.
“Ai...”
She called gently and when the leader did nothing, the bean was sure that she was listening to her.
“Ai, how do you know something before you try it?”
It was quiet again, till the leader dropped her hand down and spun around to face the bean. Seeing her expression, Risa gasped a bit; Ai had a very dark look in her eyes and she looked almost angry.
“Can't you drop this subject already?” She said in low tone, not quite growling, but not sounding very nice either. ”I already told you I wont quit military and that's that.”
”But Ai....”
”No, you listen to me now!”
Ai said in a bit louder tone, which caused Risa to back away. It had been a long while since the leader had last acted like this and it had been back then, when she had not been herself. It scared the bean somehow.
“You're asking me to give up something I have known my whole life and exchange it to something I have only know for a half year! Also, isn't it a bit too early to look so far in the future? Lets live day by day and do decisions with that.”
Though Ai's spoke sense, Risa couldn't help but feel a bit hurt of what she had just said. It sounded like fighting went before her and that the leader would change the bean to a good fight or saving people anytime. But the bean wouldn't stay down. Crossing her arms in front of her, she challenged the leader.
“But knowing that you wont never give up the military already affects our futures. How do you know you wont change your mind about this tomorrow?”
Ai was silent for a while, before she spoke in a serious tone.
“This is something I wont change my mind. Never.”
“So you're going to devote your whole life to military? What about your friends? What about me? You know how much I hate all this and I do this only because I want this to end! I....”
”Maybe you should grow up and learn to live with the pain in your life. You just can't erase all the bad things you have experienced just like that. They are part of you the rest of your life and...”
”Don't interrupt me.”
Risa spat suddenly and now it was the leader's turn to back away a bit. This conversation had indeed taken a whole different turn than they had planned to. At first, Ai was confused, but soon, she got angry.
“Well for you to know, you just did the same to me. Don't tell others to do something you don't even do yourself.”
She snarled. Her tone was mean and her expression showed, how much disgust she felt right now. The bean only answered with a glare and snort.
“And you stop ordering me around.”
Suddenly, the bean had gotten so irritated that she only wanted to answer everything the leader said to her. Ai was not far behind, for she really felt angry right now and anything Risa said, sounded very annoying.
“Don't you tell me what I am supposed to do.”
Ai said and took few steps closer, while Risa just stood still and stared in the leader's eyes with a very serious expression. It was the battle of two stubborn heads, neither giving in at all anymore. They just wanted to win and show that they were right. At any cost.
“I do whatever I want to.”
Risa snarled back, not taking her eyes away from Ai's.
“And so do I. You nor anyone else wont make decisions for me. I live my life like I want and no one will change it for me.”
”That's quite selfish from you.”
Risa answered back immediately, which caused Ai to get even more angry.
“Oh, and it's not selfish from you at all to ask someone to give up something which has been the person's life for 20 years only because you don't like it?”
”And you could think others than yourself too...”
”You're asking me to give up my life, don't you get it dammit??!!”
Ai roared suddenly, startling the bean in front of her. The younger one took few steps backwards, staring her lover with wide eyes. The leader was now breathing more deeply as she tried to control herself somehow.
“Don't you get it that It's not so easy to give up something like this just like that?? I bet there's something you have had for your whole life and how would it feel, if I asked you to give it up?”
Though she had gotten surprised, Risa was soon back on the battlefield as her anger got the better of herself.
“It's not that you wont give it up, but the fact that you wont even consider about giving it up! I understand that it's something very important to you, but if you just...”
”Oh, you really understand this. Of course you do...”
This was enough for the leader, who gave her answer in a sarcastic tone. And this of course made the bean even more angry. She got very irritated when someone interrupted her and it didn't help at all now. She should calm the situation down soon, or something bad would happen. But it was already too late.
“Damn it, listen to me what I have to say!” The bean demanded.
”I am not very interested to listen something I have already heard and given my answer to.” The leader snorted, only giving fuel to her lover's growing anger.
“Oh, so when you face something uneasy, you just shut it out and escape it. Coward.”
”What did you say?” Ai snarled suddenly and came a bit closer, Risa not moving an inch. She kept facing the older one, anger very clear in her eyes.
“I said you're a coward. You avoid problems and you're not ready to let go of old things in order to explore new things.”
“I am not coward! Just doing things in other way than you is not running...”
”Well you're not solving them either!”
By now, the bean was so irritated that she forgot to play the game by the rules she had set. She interrupted the leader in order to speak her mind out and of course, Ai caught everything.
“Who's now interrupting?”
She growled while Risa leaned a bit forwards and glared the older woman.
“Well if you ask me, it's okay to interrupt you, since there's nothing reasonable coming out from your mouth.”
”And you have then?”
”More than you.”
“Yes, ripping someone's life away and replacing it with her own is very reasonable.”
”I am not ripping your life away!” The bean tried to defend herself. She had thrown her arms to her sides and the look in her eyes was even pleading as she tried to make her lover understand what she wanted to tell her. ”I am only trying to make our future so, that it would be nice for the both of us..”
”You're just trying to make it nice for yourself, cause you're so coward that you can't live with your own fears!” Ai interrupted and slowly, it started to sink in Risa's head that this wouldn't indeed end well.
”It's not that...”
”It is and it irritates me how you can't understand how I feel about this!”
And that was it. Annoyed how she couldn't finish her sentence and speak her mind out, the bean glared the older one darkly taking few steps closer at the same time.
”Well do you, oh, your highness, have any kind of feeling how I might feel about this?”
A silence fell again between the fighting couple, who was now glaring at each others deadly.
“No.” Ai answered simply as she stared back in Risa's eyes. The cold look was there once again and it was like the old Ai was back. ”And right now, I am not even interest how you feel about this.”
”What?”
Risa gasped. Ai didn't care how she felt about this?
“If you're as selfish as you sound, I am not very sure, if I am even willing to share my future with you who only wants her own things in there.”
Though the leader was speaking in a calm tone, the coldness in her words made Risa shiver. By now, the bean had gotten so angry, that she only wanted to shoot back. She didn't even think about stopping this and try to solve the situation. She only wanted to hurt Ai with her words.
“Well I am not sure either, if I want to live with such a cold and heartless person like you.”
“Well if it's like that then, you know where the door is!”
Ai yelled suddenly and pointed towards her front door. She was tired of hearing the bean's voice and excuses by now. This made Risa stop for a while and examine the leader's face. When she found only rage and coldness in there the bean made her decision.
“With pleasure.”
She huffed and spun around quickly. She took all her stuff with her, not even daring to look if she took something which was Ai's with her, and went to the front door. But before she closed the door behind her, she shouted one more time after her;
”You stay here thinking your great future as a warrior and a loner, who can't have anyone beside, cause she is so tied in her job.”
With that, Risa slammed the door shut. Immediately after this Ai dashed after her but stopped in front of the door, yelling through it.
“And you go to your home to dwell in your self-pity which you can never get over!! You hear me??!!”
She roared and banged the door few times. But as soon as her punches subsided, as soon the leader fell down on her knees. She dived her hand through her short hair and cursed under her breath.
“Damn it...”
Meanwhile, Risa was walking briskly away from Ai's apartment. The bean had considered turning back and thinking about things again, but after hearing the leader's words, she had decided to keep on going. No, she didn't want to see Ai right now and even about thinking her made her mad. It was like back then when the leader had been her assholeself. And that person, Risa didn't want to see ever again.
“Damn it...”
The bean cursed as she kept on going to her own apartment, carrying a heavy and unknown pain in her chest.
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That night, neither Ai or Risa slept well. They had gotten so used to sleep with the other one around but now that they were alone, it was nearly impossible to fall asleep. But it wasn't only that, but the earlier fight kept on repeating in their heads.
The next day, when the troops were about to leave, Ai was getting her horse ready. She had dark circles under her eyes and she looked like a walking zombie. Just when she was about to mount, the leader felt a light tap on her shoulder. Spinning around Ai found her lover behind her, looking down and holding something in her hands. Immediately, Ai noticed the dark circles equal to hers under Risa's eyes. The bean hadn't slept either and she felt guilty for that. Ai knew why she hadn't slept well because she had quite the same reason.
Sighing deeply, the older woman took a step closer but this made Risa to snap back on earth. Before the other one could speak or do anything else, the bean reached her arms out and tied a neck protector around Ai's neck. She had taken it accidentally with her when she had stormed out from Ai' home yesterday. Letting the bean dress her, the leader closed her eyes as she enjoyed the gentle touch of the younger girls fingers against her skin. The feeling, she had missed last night. Damn, they should solve this thing quickly or she would turn crazy.
“Risa...”
Ai started, but the bean only put her finger in front of her mouth, silencing the leader. Great, this only meant that she was still mad at her... But what happened next confused Ai. Risa leaned in and gave a quick peck on her lips, before pulling away. Eyes wide, Ai looked the bean with a shocked expression.
“Risa... You...”
”I am still mad at you.” Risa said bluntly, not looking in her lover's eyes. ”We will settle this down after you'll get back.”
The bean grumbled and was just about to leave, when Ai suddenly caught her arm and pulled her in a tight hug.
“Then why did you kiss me, if you're still mad at me?”
Risa sighed deeply in Ai's arms, but didn't hug her back. She took in her scent, which she had missed last night. And the warmth, which without she couldn't sleep.
“Though I am mad at you, it doesn't mean I don't love you.”
Ai pulled a bit away so she could see Risa's eyes. The bean had a very serious expression on her face and the leader was sure she was not going to get a smile from her this morning. But that kiss and Risa's words had made it somehow and Ai could leave with a bit lighter heart.
“I'll come back.”
The leader whispered, letting the bean finally go. Risa only nodded her head as an answer and gave Ai another serious look.
“You better.”
They looked each others expressionless for a while, when the order to leave was announced. Ai mounted her horse, while Risa just stood still. They gave each others one last looks, before the leader rode away, the bean staying still and waving to the leaving warriors. She smiled at Eri and the others as they passed by, but as soon as the gates closed after everyone, the dark expression was back again. This scene only reminded her of her incoming future, if things didn't change at all. Looking up at the clear sky, Risa made a prayer for her friends and lover, so that they would be able to get back safely. After that, she spun around and headed to the Palace, where she could do some thinking. She would settle things down after her friends and her lover would return from this battle.
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No one had anticipated how long this battle would be. It had already been three weeks and it did seem that there was no end of this fight. The enemy kept on attacking all the time and there was an enormous number of them. Heng had recruited everyone capable in her army, making it outnumber Yoshizawa's men. But as Goto and Miki had said, the enemy had a lot of inexperienced warriors, which made the situation a bit easier, even though the enemy had superiority.
Ai ran behind a small knoll, which blocked an arrow shower which was flying towards her. The enemy's aim was bad, but with such a huge number, there was always someone who could accidentally hit bullseye. Ai jumped down to the ground, crawled few meters in order to get in better hide and then sat up against the knoll. She was soon joined by her sub leader, who was crawling in the same hide as Ai. They were both panting heavily, for they had been fighting for hours today. They had not slept well in days and everyday they had to survive these heated battles. They had destroyed a lot of enemy troops, but they had also lost a lot.
Both warriors had bloodstained armors and ripped clothes. Their faces were under blood and dirt. Ai was even sure that her skin had started to turn into darker shade by now, because every time she had had a chance to wash her face or hands, her skin color hadn't changed much.
“Situation?!”
Ai yelled as she watched how another arrow shower flew over them.
“Half of my squad is down, but Sayu is doing quite well!” Eri yelled, trying to catch her breath at the same time. ”We are able to keep the enemy away, but we need some evacuation!”
The leader nodded her head and quickly peeked behind the hill to check the situation. Fortunately, the enemy didn't notice her and she was able to make some situation calling for a longer while. They had had to split The Team Alfa in two, for they had needed leader's for squads. It was weird to fight like this, but Ai had made a decision to keep at least two Alfa members together, so no one wouldn't be alone.
“Name a squad leader after the evacuation in your teams! We got to get the Alfa team together!”
Ai yelled as she dropped back down behind their shelter when another arrow shower was launched. When the arrows had hit the ground, Ai turned to Eri.
“We'll meet where our horses are. Inform everyone, that we are going to attack from the side.”
Eri listened to her leader, but she was frowning.
“Ai, you know that our enemy has blocked it sides by now! There's no way we can attack from there!”
”I have an idea! Trust me!”
The leader yelled at the turtle. They stared each others for a long while, before Eri nodded her head in approval.
“Roger that.”
And with that they went back to their squads, naming one to lead them and gathering their own team together. But what Ai didn't do was to send a message to the higher ups. She knew what Goto would think of this now and she would never let Ai go with her plan. So she kept quiet about this and just gathered her own team together.
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On the enemy's side Sayaka and Ju were following from horse back the battle on the field. They were quite satisfied by the results they had gained, for it was a lot better than what they had anticipated.
Lowering her binocular, Sayaka glared at the general beside her, who had a maniac grin on her face.
“What is this your, oh, so great plan?”
She asked. Ju didn't lowered her binocular, nor did she answer the question. But soon, her grin got even wider and she lowered the object in her hands. She started to encourage the horse under her forwards by hitting the animals sides with her heels, making the mare to jump.
“You'll see soon.”
She said in a low growl as she rode forwards. She was soon met by a small group of her special forces, who were having a person as a prisoner. The group threw the exhausted warrior to the ground, who groaned in pain. She didn't have her helmet in her head anymore and her clothes and armor were broken. She had blood everywhere in her clothes and body. yet all wasn't hers.
As the prisoner looked up, she was met by Ju's maniac grin as the general landed from the horse back. She walked closer and took a hold of her prisoners dark hair, pulling her up painfully.
“You, are going to be the key to my victory.”
By now, Sayaka had rode beside the general and was watching the groaning prisoner in her hands. The warrior only snarled at the other female before she turned her gaze back forwards.
“And now we just have to get their attention...”
Ju said as she handed her prisoner away. Two warriors took her and dragged her from aside. However, they had some difficulties with holding the female for she was fighting back so much. When it seemed that the two couldn't handle her and almost let her escape, a third warrior finally came and silenced her by hitting her hard in stomach. The prisoner let out a voiceless gasp as she was dragged to the side.
“Use smoke bombs.”
Sayaka said to Ju. The general only shook her head as she seemed to be in thoughts.
“No, it raises too much attention...”
“I wont.”
Turning her head towards the younger female beside her, Ju glared at Sayaka.
“Oh it will....”
“It wont. Trust me.” Sayaka said as she took one of the bombs out from her pocket.
“These are quite commonly used in Kibo's side plus, you will get cover from this.”
“And how do you know that?” Ju snarled. "Also, how it will raise Takahashi's attention, if it's so commonly used?" Sayaka just kept her cool in front of the roaring Heng warrior. She glanced at the general before snorting.
“I just used to be on their side. I know how they fight. Smoke bombs are used when someone asks help or such. In no time, someone will come to check the situation what's wrong.”
Ju listened, pondering what she had just heard. Yes, that was true that Sayaka indeed knew how Kibo's people fought and what they used and what kind of tactics they usually had. Maybe the girl was for once right and she could trust her.
“Fine. But that better not to raise too much attention.”
“Don't worry. I have troops taking care of those two you want to see the less right now. After this, I am off to lead them and I will leave A-Takahashi to you.”
Not missing a beat of what Sayaka said, Ju examined her expressionless face. There was something the other one was planning but she also seemed to be willing to let Ju handle her rival.
“Sounds good to me.” Ju finally said as she turned to look the battlefield which had quieted down in front of them. Not wasting any time the general gave few hand signals to her men and turned to look at Sayaka beside her.
“The bomb.”
Sayaka looked at the general beside her with a surprised expression. ”So soon?” She asked. Ju only nodded her head, grinning like a maniac. Sayaka frowned, but finally threw the small object away from her hands. She took a small metal ring away from the bomb, before throwing it far away from them. It took only few moments when thick smoke started to fill the now empty field.
As soon as that was done without saying a word Sayaka turned around, mounted her horse and rode away. Ju glared after her but was soon back to her main goal. Takahashi would be hers today.
Meanwhile Goto and Miki were leading their own platoons. It was like any battle from before, but something wasn't just right.
“Captain. Do you notice anything weird?”
Miki turned to the general and when she noticed how she was looking at the battlefront, she turned to eaxmine it too.
“Well now that you say, the enemy is attacking quite lazily in here... It's even retiring.” Miki answered the generals question, gaining some nods as an answer.
”Yes, exactly. It's very weird...”
The two higher ups were a bit further away from the front line. They were on a small hill behind the woods, where they had a good view to the field but a good cover from the enemy.
Goto had been wondering the weird situation for a while now and she didn't like this. Something just told her that bad things were about to happen soon. That's why, she had wracked her brain all the time in order to figure out what was going on. She started to look around her, when something suddenly caught her eyes.
”What the... Captain! Look!”
And at the same time, someone ran to them, yelling like there was fire somewhere.
“GENERAL! CAPTAIN!!”
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The Team Alfa was gathering their group together and would soon be ready to surprise their enemy. They were positioned in different places, so it took some time for everyone to get to the meeting spot. Ai and Eri were the first ones and Reina followed after few minutes.
”Reina reporting in!”
The kitten huffed as she ran to the other warriors. She was panting quite heavily and her face was as clean as her friends. Her equipment were all in dust, blood and mud and the kitten herself felt that she was dead tired. But she couldn't give up or that would mean death. When she reached her friends, the warrior put her hands against her knees and tried to catch her breath. If she could rest even for then minutes...
“She's late....” Ai said suddenly as she looked around nervously.
“Sayu?”
Eri asked as she looked at her leader. Ai had a deep frown on her face as she was still spinning and looking around herself as if Sayu would pop up from somewhere.
“Maybe... Maybe she got slowed down by... something...”
“She's never late.” Ai interrupted the huffing Reina. The two younger team members looked at each others. Why was she so nervous? In this kind of situation it was quite understandable, if someone couldn't reach the given time limits.
“But the situation is quite hard so it's no wonder, if she's late...” Eri said to the leader. But Ai was not convinced.
“No. Sayu has never been late. She is now and that means that something is wrong.”
As if Ai had summoned something or someone up with her words there was a sound of footsteps. Everyone turned to look as one man emerged from behind some bushes, holding his bleeding arm. In no time, the Team Alfa ran to the warrior, helping him to stay on his feet.
“What happened?”
Ai interrogated the situation immediately as Reina and Eri supported the heavily panting man.
“They.... They have... Superiority... AARGH!!” The man cried as he tried to ease the pain in his shoulder. ”Michishige-san send me... she needs help...”
The trio barely heard what the man said because he was talking so quietly and panting at the same time.
“Sayu needs help?”
Ai repeated as the man only nodded his head. Eri got quickly alarmed as she looked at the leader.
“We got to help her!”
But instead of nodding at her friends request, the young leader examined the wounded warrior in front of her with suspicious. Not saying a word, she placed her hand on the man's neck and took something in her fingers. Reina could see how Ai took the dog tag out from under the warrior's armor and was now examining it carefully.
“Ai, we got to hurry....” Eri started but was soon cut off by Ai, who had now raised her hand in order to silence the younger girl.
“What's your name, blood type and when's your birthday?”
Everyone stared at the leader as if she had grown another head. Just what the heck was she doing?
When the man didn't answer, Ai repeated her question. This time, the wounded warrior only hung his head down, not making any eye contact with the leader. It was silent for a while, until the man spoke quietly.
“I'm Kouji. Blood type is A positive and My birthday is 23th December...”
”Doesn't fit.” Ai said dryly as she dropped the dog tag. ”Should have learnt you tags better when you stole it from someone...” The leader snarled. The man's head shot up as he looked at the young warrior with scared eyes.
“What? Impossible! That's what it says!”
But Ai didn't listen. Instead, she motioned few soldiers nearby to come closer.
“Take care of this guy and don't let him get away.”
“Ai, what is it?” Eri asked. When the man was taken away, the leader walked briskly to her horse and mounted it.
“He's a spy.” Reina and Eri gasped. Could it really be?
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. The tag had totally different information and he also didn't look familiar.” She turned her horse around and faced the way the man had just come. ”Plus, if a spy comes and gives us info like that in out uniform, it only means Sayu is in trouble.”
And with that the leader encouraged her horse to gallop, leaving Eri and Reina behind. But the two soon mounted their horses too and followed Ai in the forest. But the further they got, the worse they could see in front of them.
“What's this?” Eri mumbled.
“It's a smoke bomb...” The kitten answered as they kept on going. Soon, they didn't see a thing and that made them to halt. It would be dangerous to just run in this thick smoke when they knew that the enemy was close.
“Where's Ai?”
The two turned their horses around, totally lost in the smoke.
“Better take cover...” Reina said as she got down from the horse, Eri following in suit. They soon found a small knoll and jumped behind it. But when they got down on one knee, the kitten brushed her leg in something. Or rather, someone.
Looking down she could see a woman's corpse. She had the same kind of armor as Reina and Eri were wearing and beside her was another warrior. From Yoshizawa's side too.
“Oh my gosh...”
Eri gasped as she noticed more corpses around them. By now, the smoke had started to disappear, but it didn't bring any good news. It was quite the opposite.
About fifty meters ahead, they could see their squad leader, down from the horseback and facing away from them. And in front of her was the enemy. There were about sixty warriors, everyone gathered in one big mass and in front of them stood one person.
“Ju....”
Both Eri and Reina said at the same time. And indeed the enemy's general was standing in front of her warriors, smiling wickedly and examining the young squad leader in front of her. It was a miracle that no one had launched an arrow towards Ai by now. She was in open and childishly easy target for an archer. But for some reason, no one had shoot an arrow. After scouting the group in front of them, Reina noticed now, that none of them actually had bows. That was also the reason Ai was so calm in the open. She knew no one could reach her there and if they wanted to fight, they had to approach her and then she would have enough time to prepare herself.
In no time, Eri had taken her bow and aimed at Ju, while Reina drew her sword out. This of course didn't go unnoticed by the general. But her main focus was to fight with Ai. Making sure that she could fight with her without interruptions, the general pointed at Eri, smiling as she did so.
“If you want your friend alive, you put that bow away.”
What did she mean? Eri kept her aim and when Ju's words didn't have any effect, the general only snapped her fingers once. The group behind her moved, causing the trio to tense up and get ready to fight. But in no time, they all froze as they saw what Ju's men had just brought up.
A black haired woman was dragged from behind the group. Her head hung low and her whole being was very limb. She had been beaten very badly and she even might have had few broken bones. Ju walked closer to the prisoner and took a hold of her hair, pulling her head up. Sayu's face was covered in blood and she was barely conscious. Her eyes were half open and she was breathing heavily.
“No...”
Ai gasped. This was bad. Having Sayu as a hostage, the general could play the game as she wanted. Would Ai refuse a thing, Sayu would die.
“Sayu!!”
Eri yelled, forgetting her bow immediately and trying to rush to help her lover. Reina however stopped her just in time by grabbing her arm and pulling her behind the cover.
“No! You only get killed, if you attack just like that!”
The turtle tried to struggle away, but Reina's grip was strong. As she held her friend the kitten cursed in her head how stupid they had been when they had just dashed in here. There were about one hundred against three and now even their friend was a hostage.
“Let Sayu go!!” Ai yelled as she took few steps closer. Ju only smirked smugly as she took her sword out.
“Oh sure, I'll let her go.” She said in a mocking tone. ”Sorry, but you don't have enough badges in your sleeve to order me around, kid. And even if you had, I wouldn't obey.”
Biting her lip so hard that she could taste blood, Ai cursed the general. This was so low trick that she really just wanted to dash in there and kill her.
“But you can save your friend.” Ju said, grinning like a madman. ”Duel with me.”
Though Sayu was in bad condition, she could still hear everything around her. As she forced her eyes open, she could see Ai in front of her. She was far away, but still too close. Gathering her strength, the tactician tried to struggle free as she yelled.
“GET OUT OF HE- OUFF!!”
A hard punch by Ju in stomach silenced Sayu. Her eyes widened in pain and her head hung low as she tried to bare with the horrible feeling which was radiating through her body. Ju's smirk had turned into a glare as she looked at her prisoner like a pile of rubbish.
“Sayu...!!”
Eri yelled and tried to get to her lover again, only to be stopped by Reina. This caused Ai to growl even more. She had to make a decision quickly or she would pay with her friends life. Dammit, why had she rushed in here so fast without thinking? There could have been a lot of better ways to save her friend, but now they were all in danger. The good thing was that the enemy didn't seem to have archers, while they had one expert. But right now, it didn't help much. By the way Eri was yelling from the background, Ai knew she had totally forgotten her bow.
'Dammit...'Cursing, Ai looked down at her swords hilt, before slowly placing her hand on it. She drew the weapon out and looked at the now very pleasantly smirking general.
“Very well...” She said slowly. ”But you'll let Sayu go first! Otherwise, I wont duel you at all.”
Ju grinned happily, getting just what she had wanted to. This was so great she couldn't believe it! Everything had went just as she had hoped and if this continued, Takahashi would be dead in no time.
“Okay. Challenge accepted...”
The general said and snapped her fingers again. In no time, Sayu was pushed to the ground harshly. The tactician tried to get up and somehow, she managed to struggle on her knees She looked at the leader and tried to say something, but her voice was weak and she couldn't utter a word. But she had to. She knew where this was going and she had to save her friends.
And then, someone walked beside her. But Sayu didn't care. She was too weak to escape or fight and she clearly knew what was about to happen. All she now tried to do was to get her friends away from here.
Ju looked at her prisoner in front of her before turning her face towards Ai. The way she was smiling made the squad leader anxious.
“Ju, we have a deal!” She yelled. But the general only smiled wider. Oh, she was so enjoying this.
“We're now in a duel and I'm your opponent.” Ai kept on yelling as she had started to approach the two. Noticing this, Sayu got panicked.
'No!! Go awayy!'This was bad. Very bad. Once again summoning all her willpower and the strength she had left, the bunny raised her head up and yelled as hard as she could.
“GET THE FUCKING OUT OF HERE!! IT'S AN AMBUSH!!”
Ai froze in her steps and so did Eri and Reina behind the knoll. Soon, the turtle had somehow gotten the bow back in her hands and was aiming the general once again. She was angry and she would not let her harm Sayu. But Ju knew that she was aimed and she also knew how she could save herself.
“Oh, but I'm only keeping my side of the deal.” She said and suddenly pulled Sayu painfully up by her hair, causing her to growl in pain. ”I'm letting her go. To her eternal rest.”
And by that, the general took a small sword from her waist and pushed it in one swift motion in Sayu's stomach. The tactician eyes widened as blood rushed out of her mouth and an enormous pain shot through her body. Ju brought her face closer to Sayu's enjoying the confused look in her eyes.
“Too bad your friends couldn't save you...” She whispered, before letting go of the sword and Sayu's hair, causing the tactician's lifeless body to fall down to the ground face first.
“NO!!!”
Not thinking what she was doing, Ai started to run towards her friend and the general. She could hear how Eri cried something behind her with Reina and she could see how Sayu was lifeless on the ground. But what she didn't see, was how Ju was grinning widely. She just wanted to kill that bastard, nothing else.
“SAYU!!!!”
Ai screamed as she tried to go faster in order to save her friend. But it was already too late. The leader could see how her friend had an empty look in her eyes as she tried to struggle on the ground, gasping for air as her hands fumbled on the weapon in her stomach.
“And now, I'll take care of you.” Ju said. She snapped her fingers once again and then suddenly, the two men who had held Sayu, crouched down and took bows from out of nowhere. Quickly, they launched two arrows, one hitting Ai's shoulder while the other hit her right thigh. Yelling loudly, Ai fell to the ground on her back as tearing pain traveled through her body. She had been only about ten meters away from the archers which caused the arrows to sink deep in her flesh.
“AI!!!”
Reina yelled. She looked helplessly at her friends, one totally down and another wounded badly. But her fighter senses kicked soon in as she remembered they still had a bow.
“ERI! SHOOT THEM!”
But Eri was out of the game as well. All she did was to look at her fallen lover who was very close to death now. She didn't react at all when Reina tried to slap some sense in her. The kitten even hit her in shoulder, but with no results. She just stared ahead, nothing else.
“Fuck...”
Reina cursed as she took the bow herself. She tried to shoot, but she wasn't an archer. The arrow missed miserably and when she was trying to shoot the next one, Ju had already reached Ai.
The leader was down on the ground, holding her shoulder. The pain was unbearable and just when she was about to get up, someone kicked her down hard. Ju stamped over her wounded shoulder, causing Ai to howl in pain.
“Finally, I got you...”
Ju said quietly. It was like her dream had come true when she was standing above Ai, ready to kill her.
“No one can save you now.” The general took a hold of the arrow in Ai's shoulder and pulled it a bit away, causing Ai's upper body to be lifted from the ground. The leader's eyes widened but no sound came from her mouth. The pain was so horrible that she was about to faint, but Ju wouldn't allow that. It would be boring to kill her rival when she was unconscious. No. The last thing Takahashi should see was her victorious face.
”Finally, I will be the most feared warrior on the field.” Ju said in low whisper, still holding the arrow in her hand and moving it, causing pain travel through Ai's body.
”Finally, I get rid of you. Everyone is going to remember my name, the great samurai Ju, who beat the ”legendary Takahashi Ai.”" Ju pulled Ai a bit further up and crouched down so she could get her face closer to Ai's
”Everyone will remember my name, but yours will be wiped away from the history books!”
And with that, the general pushed the younger warrior to the ground, causing her to groan in pain. Ju took her own sword and raised it up, ready to hit the younger leader who was struggling under her. Ai tried to reach for her own sword, but every time she moved, Ju would just kick her in the wounded shoulder, immobilizing her completely. The general only laughed cruelly when she watched the young woman under her struggle in pain.
“Oh my, this is so great. The great Takahashi Ai, totally under my mercy. Too pity I have to end your life now.”
Ai managed to open her eyes so, that she could see Ju's silhouette above her. The katana raised slowly, stopping for a moment. Million thoughts ran through Ai's head and her whole life flashed quickly in front of her eyes. Her friends, family and Risa. She would never see her again and she would never be close to her. She was going to die. There was just no way no one could save her anymore.
"No..."
The leader growled. She had promises to keep, she couldn't die now. Summoning some unknown powers inside her, the leader pushed herself up one more time, not caring about the pain in her shoulder and thigh. But Ju only kicked her in her wound, making the young squad leader to fall back to the ground. The general made sure that her prey wouldn't escape, so she literally stood over the younger one's shoulder, not letting her to move at all.
The last thing before shutting her eyes tightly Ai saw, was Ju's wide grin, just as the general had hoped, and how she hit her with the katana in her hands. This was the end of her journey and no matter how much she wanted to fight back, Ai just couldn't do a thing.
“AI!!!”
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This was so hard to write

Well, I hope you liked it~ *Runs away from all the Sayu fans*