Sin & Punishment [Miyazawa Haru:Sins are forgiven. Agony as Punishment]

[kuro808]

It seems like crazy game between two sides of the mind

[mayuyuXlyukirinlover13]

@Kurosawa87 : Heeeeeeyup But if you watched the AMV of the story that I shared here you'll know the ending and the whole story

[kuro808]

@Kurosawa87 : Heeeeeeyup But if you watched the AMV of the story that I shared here you'll know the ending and the whole story

I rather see it through writing :3

Posted by the mento Hawaiian

[mayuyuXlyukirinlover13]

Yay~! Finally I have the Update!! And this the last update since it's well the final part so...Enjoy!
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"If you hate me why don't you just kill me....And save me from this misery...if I can't earn your love...You don't need me...at all..."




*Heart rate : 55....




Yuki had a smile on her face...but that smile had covered her frown inside. She was standing
In front of a mirror looking at herself... it's been a year since she was in the asylum.

"I love you haru~" she said as she slightly tilts her head, her hand at her back.

'I hate You Haru' an evil smile was shone on the mirror...it was Kuro.

"I know you'll come"

'You won't even bother to see me you bastard'

Yuki touched the mirror and leans her forehead on it kuro did the same.

"I will forever love you/Despise you..."

"Miyazawa haru..." Yuki broke into tears as for Kuro...she was only smiling without care.


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"Hey let's do it....yeah let's try...Ready set go... Suicide."




*Heart Rate: 30...




A Piece of Glass falls off the Mirror.... She picks it up.. Yuki's eyes were Dead...emotionless and not caring
She Looks at her Wrist.....And smiles...

"This is how much I love/Hate you Haru..."

 voices were speaking at the same time... Yuki cuts her wrist again at the same place. but she does it over and over again.
Blood. "I don't have a choice now do I? ... If I kill myself...you'd never come.."





"It's not my Kind of game....But What Choice do I have..? after all...I'm nothing to you..."






Blood drips onto the floor. 12 Slashes on her Wrist one barely missing her vein.... she laughs, Soon stops...
She Lays her head down on the Bed and sits on the floor. she used her left arm as a pillow for her head as she thinks back of what had happened before
All of this mess.

Her eyes were


Then Kuro Wrote on the mirror by blood



"YOUR LOVE IS LOST"



she grabs the Stand where her Morphine hangs and Smash it onto the
Mirror..

Crack....


Once more.tiny shards falls off but she hits it harder and harder....the mirror breaks...pieces of glass
Flies off and hits the side of her cheek.She didn't care and keeps on breaking the mirror.
Bloody hands and a Insane smile...that's what she is now...

She stands sloppily....Holding the stand loosely....Blooddripd on the floor ...
The Mirror is broken. then she let's go of the stand...


*Heart Rate: 21....




She grabs one of the biggest piece of shard and stands in front of the mirrors Remaining
Piece... the top piece... she sees herself.... she takes her hair up and places the Shard under it....

 she cuts her hair...

Strands falls as her Hear beat slows down.... she puts her hands down... Left was holding the now cut off hair...the right was bleeding
She was Holding the Shard tight....


She let's them go.

Her Hands were bleeding...she looks at the broken mirror... and Sadly smiles

"I-I ...LOVED you ..." What came out of her eyes were not Tears....She cried Blood instead.
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"If I would hate you now...would you love me in return more than I loved you....?"













"The old me is gone....she's dead....She's not here anymore...she's gone...hey...it hurts you know...." "






*Heart Rate: 15....



Her heart beat slowing down....her breathing becomes heavy...Vision going black...all she could do was sit...And sob....

"I'm sorry..." a hug from behind...Yuki was hugged from behind... by a boy.. "H-haru..?"

"I'm sorry but...you were a MISTAKE..." a wicked smile was formed and Kuro was the one who spoke the whole time....

Yuki collapses on to the floor...Pale and weak...

---An hour later---


*Heart rate: 08...



She was Only Lying there

Not moving

Not Speaking


She was having a hard time to breathe Both her and her Alternate personality Lies motionless
Death was a few minutes away.

Pale white skin

Dry cold lips

and eyes that can barely see

Then someone Burst opens the door. "Yuki!!" It was Miyazawa Haru. Haru Ran towards her but stop at sight
of what has happened to her.

"Y-yuki..."

"..." His eyes Fixated on her. His lips are slightly open but as if Mute no words came out.

His eyes were Wide as if he saw a Ghost. His tears uncontrolbly fell down. He drps to his knees
Then moved towards her on his knees.

He cradled her....Yuki saw him...Crying....

"Hey...." she weakly said. "Yuki....I'm sorry...I really am...."

"You know...You never visited me not even once..." she stated...

"I tried to get in but the doctor and Security kept Me away! I've been struggling to just get in here...but I guess..."

"You were too late..." she said.

His tears won't stop falling. "Yuki I love you...I love you more than anything...more than anything in the world..." he hugged her tight.




*Heart Rate: 05...




"I'm sorry but....I gave up on you...." she sadly said.

"Yuki please don't say that, You know I love you...She kissed me but I had no Idea she'd do that! When I saw you running I slapped her....because I know I've just hurt you in the worst possible way..."





'I don't need reach your deafened ears anymore...and I don't need to Fill your empty heart...'





"Kashiwagi Yuki...I'm sorry...I know it's too late...But at least forgive me..."


"I forgive you...because All I need is that agony in your face...That's good enough for me...because I know, you still care for me."



*Heart rate: 02...



"In the end..." She smiled happily for the first time...Haru kissed her and she didn't resist but she Kissed back.

Then....


*Heart Rate: 00...



The monitor had a flat but high pitched sound...




She's Dead.




"..." Silecnce was all He could give then he saw a piece of glass .... he saw Kuro  writting something in blood..




"SEE YOU IN HEAVEN"



                                                            ------FIN-----

[kuro808]

Wow

Countdown to the final heartbeat and thus ending the fic

[Shinoki]

shock.......... kind of short...
but it was so epic!!
At first I had no idea who Haru was....

[cisda83]

Ah... Yuki died....

Poor Yuki... why did she need to suffer like until like that....?

At least now she can stop tormenting herself...

Thank you for the ending...

Such a sad ending but it's a good story...

Thank you

 

[mayuyuXlyukirinlover13]

I just Had to let yukirin Die it's short bu that's how the Song is plotted

[mayuyuXlyukirinlover13]

HEY BROS! I'M BACK!!
And this time this fic will be on Sae's side, after the death of his beloved girlfriend! enjoy the intro!
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It's all my fault, if... If I... If I didn't meet with that girl...

That misunderstanding wouldn't have happened.


If I didn't shout at her...

Our anger would have been resolved...

Yuki... I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry for everything...

I did everything to try and visit you... but I couldn't...

They stopped me... They kept on stopping me from seeing you...

I regret everything, Every each fault I've done

You know... It hurts... Losing you. It hurts...

Now, I know how you felt. When I wasn't there by your side...

[cisda83]

Interesting... New short prologue of new fic huh...

Great... Stuff there..,

Can't wait to see the next chapter

Thank you

 

[mayuyuXlyukirinlover13]

Ok! so.. I almost forgot about this. Sorry about that. But anyways, here, have an update!
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I held on to your body, hugging it tight. I feel the guilt growing in me.

I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have met her....

If I didn't meet her, this whole broken mess wouldn't happen. You wouldn't die like this.

My hands, my face, my clothes... Are stained by your blood.  I can't stop these tears from falling.

"Yuki, please, don't leave me like this!" I shouted. "TELL ME THIS IS A LIE! TELL ME IT'S A JOKE!" I added.


Shards of glass was on the floor. The bed has been flipped and ruined. Some areas of the room Are filled with blood.
The walls were smeared by your blood. I saw something under the table near the bed. It was... A hat. I remember that hat...
It was the hat I bought you on our first date, I remembered how you really wanted it...

I looked at your lifeless face... Your skin was paler than snow... Your lips have turned cold and blue...



I cradled you in my arms. Then...


The doctor came in.



He stood behind me as he watches me weep and hold you. I looked at the Doctor....

I gently placed you down.

I glared at him.... I stood up.


"You could have saved her..." I told him. he was silent. "You're a God damn doctor... YOU HAD THE POWER TO SAVE HER!!"
I added as I clutched his collar and held him up.


"I'm sorry..."

"YOUR SORRY CAN'T BRING HER BACK TO LIFE!!"



I shouted as I shoved him to the wall. Security and medical staffs came in. The guards took me off and away from the doctor.
I tried to resist them as I shout.


"IF YOU HAD ONLY LET ME IN HERE!! IF YOU HAD GAVE ME ACCESS ON VISITING HER!! NONE OF THIS CRAP WOULD OF HAPPEN!!"

The guards forcibly drags me out, your body was being carried to the morgue.

If only I was here

If only I could have visited her

None of this...


would of happen....

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