Okay so this is a request from Wmatsui22, enjoy!
My pain of watching you. Wmatsui and MaYuki OS.
At the beginning, I didn’t notice the feeling air that shot through my chest, it’s as if a hole had be opened within my heart, everytime I watch you, I drown in this kind of pain.
“Jurina, come on we’re going to be late!!”
Jurina’s opv.
“there it is, that sweet familiar sound, calling my name. It is you, the rose that never seems withers with unshielding beauty, but such a flower is out of my reach, as the thorns around you protect you, it wounds me, letting a drop of blood shed, I gaze at you forever, without ever really touching you, it’s tortures me, but I cannot draw away from you...”
“Jurina! Hurry up, the train will leave without us!!” Rena shouted.
“ok, I’m coming now!” I yelled back,
“yet the same thoughts still spin through my head”.
At the school cafeteria, I sit next to you, watching you laugh, I love seeing you smile, but what pains me is, you smile at him...what about if you smiled at me for change? would you?
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The moment our eyes met, an invisible hand stretched itself and something important was stolen.
“Congratulations Mayu! You and Ken’ichi make a fine couple”
“oh you two are so cute together, right dear?”
“yes, yes they are haha”
“Of course dad, me and Mayu are perfect for each other, with her beauty and brains, and my good looks, we’re bound to have a the most magnificent offspring that has been ever created!”
Mayu’s opv.
“he puts his arm around, I look at you, I can tell your not pleased, he smells of alcohol and cigarettes, I don’t like this smell, I want to be next to you, I want your embrace, your scent of roses that lingers...”
“kampai!!” Everyone cheers, the sound of glasses crashing against each other.
“k-kampai...” I smiled awkwardly,
“I’m going to bed”
“ohh Yuki, you’re tired already?”
I watch you climb up the stairs,
“good night”
That’s all you say...
You disappear, I hear a door shut,
“I think I’ll turn in for the night, I’m a bit tired *yawn*” I fakely stretch my arms and yawn.
“oh you too Mayu, all right good night” ,
“good night *bow*” I walk up the stairs, I stand in the hallway, staring at your door, I want to knock, I want to come inside, I want to sleep with you, but I walk away, I didn’t understand my dreams, my heart was too young, in fact that time doesn’t stop, whatever kindness you bestow upon me, seemed so fleeting, those tears that pour forth, I won’t wipe them.
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Jurina’s opv.
“I stare at the ceiling blankly, waiting for your return, like a dog waiting for it’s master, slowly my eyes close, everything becomes darker, but then I realise, I mustn’t shut my eyes, I shouldn’t sleep, I hear voices outside, I look through the window, it’s pouring with rain, you’re soaked, yet there you are with him, standing under an umbrella, your face only a few inches away from his, I see both of their lips collide, with raindrops dripping down their cheeks...mine are also wet, but not from the rain, I turn away, I cannot watch you any longer...”
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Mayu’s opv.
“I find his arms, wrapped around my waist, I carefully release myself, I walk as silently as I can, I see your door in front me, I quietly turn the handle, it slowly opens, I see you sleeping so soundly, but your back is facing me, without a sound I slip into your covers, this time, I wrap my arms around you, gently as I can, finally I close my tiresome eyes...”
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Jurina’s opv.
“it’s early morning, I wake up before you, I make you breakfast, but leave without you, even I though I want to stare at you for eternity, it’s too painful, I don’t think I can take it anymore”,
“Jurina, it’s time to wake up! I don’t want to have to run for the train again-”
Rena’s opv.
“eh? she’s not here, maybe she’s up already?”
“Jurina!!” I call your name, running down the stairs, I see nothing but a plate of pancakes, and glass of orange juice,
Rena’s opv.
“she’s gone already...she left without me, this isn’t like her...”
“I see you in you in your classroom, I barge in, I take your hand and drag you up to the school’s roof, but why?”
“Jurina, you didn’t wait for me, what’s the deal? We promised to always walk with each other didn’t we? This isn’t like you?!” I yell,
Rena’s opv.
“you don’t answer, your not even looking at me, you avoid my gaze, only focusing on staring at the ground”
“Jurina, why are you acting like this, why won’t you look at me? Answer me for crying out loud!!” I commanded.
Jurina’s opv.
“I avoid your gaze, your deep penetrating eyes glare at me, you yell at me, I still can’t face you, not like this, but you keep demanding, as always I can’t help but give in...”
“I...I can’t stand seeing you anymore!!” I shouted, you seem startled,
“w-why? Did I do something?” I can’t help but notice you tremble while you stutter,
“no...it’s me, I’m too weak, everytime I look at you, my heart aches, even though I’m nothing but an adopted sister, I want to be more than that, you probably hate me now, oh well, it makes things easier...I love you Rena...” tears fall from my face, dampening my white collared shirt, I walk away, again, but then I feel a grip on my wrist pull me with force, finding your lips crashing against mine, I can’t believe what’s happening, if this a dream or reality, I don’t want it to stop.
Rena’s opv.
“I see you crying, it hurts, I don’t know why, but when you confessed my heart raced, it didn’t stop till now, that I see you cry, you walk away, but I won’t let that happen, I grab your wrist, pulling you against me, I kiss you, it’s different from my other kisses, this one is sweet, it feels nice...”
“I love you too Jurina...” now I confess to you, you give me your famous cat-like smile, we embrace each other,
Jurina’s opv.
“it’s no longer painful, I can look at you for eternity now”
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Yuki’s opv.
“I wake up, rubbing my eyes, I feel a weight on my waist, I see you next me, you look like an angel, with the beams of the sun’s light, shining upon your face, I caress your cheek lovingly, how I wish you were mine, but you are his...you get up...”
“*yawn* hmm? Yukirin ohayou” you smiled at me, I love that smile that warms my heart, and that voice that has a melodious tone, yet I can’t help but be cold to you,
“what are you doing in my bed?” I tried to sound angry, you look down with hurt in your eyes.
Mayu’s opv.
“great, now you’ve made her mad Mayu, think, think!”
“I-I just wanted to be beside you, like we use too...” I mumbled,
“get out...” I hear your voice say,
“Y-Yukirin...” I stutter,
“GET OUT!! You heard me! leave!” you shout at me, I don’t want to believe what you’re saying, I run, I’m scared, you’ve never raised your voice before, especially at me.
Yuki’s opv.
“I’m sorry Mayuyu, I’m so sorry, but you belong with him, my brother, the one you married...I’m sorry!”
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Mayu’s opv.
“He’s touching me, I don’t like it, he smells of alcohol and cigarettes, that horrible stench that lingers, I try resisting, I try struggling, I try to run, but he pins me down, he hits me, I hate him...I HATE HIM!!”,
“stop struggling you whore, keep still! haha!” he laughs at me, tears roll down my face, but somehow when I thought of you, it gave me courage, I kicked him, he falls of the bed, I run towards your bedroom, I lock your door, I hear banging against it.
“open the door, or I’ll break it!! *bang* *bang*” he shouts, I’m scared, the banging stops, it’s quiet, maybe he’s given up, I put my ear against the door, all of a sudden I hear kicking, and banging again, then smashing, I walk slowly stepping away from the door, falling on the bed behind me, the door open’s viciously, revealing him standing there, he’s holding a baseball bat, tightening his grip around it, he walks towards me” ,
“watashi o tasukete, Yukirin tasukete!!” I scream for help,
“no one’s gonna come for you, now you will pay!! haha!” he smirks, lifting the object in his hand above me, I shield myself with my hands, preparing for the worst, Yukirin, Yukirin, the name that keeps repeating in my mind...”
Yuki’s opv.
“I open the door, taking my shoes off, I suddenly hear a scream, it sounds like Mayuyu, she’s calling me, I run upstairs, Mayuyu, finding her only in a white bra, and a ripped skirt, seeing her in that kind of state, my anger rises, I feel my black side come out”
“Mayuyu!!” I shout, she looks at me with hopeful eyes, I turn to him, stopping him making a blow on her, I grabbed the bat from his hands, throwing it across the room...”
Mayu’s opv.
“Yukirin...Yukirin!! I feel so happy, there she is, the one I truly love, my best friend, my lover, my protector, dakedo...I feel a black aura surrounding us, I’m even more scared now, I don’t know what to do, but I know one thing, Yukirin is pissed...”
Yuki’s opv.
“I punch him, and beat him senseless, finally I stop, I wanna kill him, but I can’t, and not because he’s my brother, it’s not worth putting him out of his misery, he can suffer with pain now, for what he did, I won’t ever forgive him, I turn to her, she’s trembling, probably with what just happened, and my black aura that’s now focusing on her...”
Mayu’s opv.
“oh shit! she’s heading towards me, I can feel the black aura emerging off her, I freeze, I shut my eyes, shaking, however...I feel her warmth, she’s hugging me?! I hug her back, silently crying on her...”
“why didn’t you tell me anything, Mayu? You know you can always rely on me” she softly, yet sternly whispering in my ear,
“I wanted to to...for so long, but I was scared, I’m sorry” I reply.
“*sigh* forget about it, just promise you’ll never do anything like that again” she kisses my forehead,
“I promise, I love you Yukirin” I lean my head against her shoulder,
“demo, I feel warmth on my lips, she’s kissing me! I return the kiss back, she smiles at me, I haven’t seen her smile for ages”.
Yuki’s opv.
“She apologizes, I was angry at her a minute ago, for keeping this from me, but I can’t stay mad her for long, anyway it’s not her fault, I should’ve noticed in the first place, but when I saw her with him, I felt hurt, it was painful watching her, but now she’s mine, I kiss her to claim that she’s mine, she returns those feelings, it’s no longer painful, I can look at you for eternity now”.
The end.
(if anyone is confused a bit or something, MaYuki was set in Yuki's parent’s house, and for Wmatsui, Jurina is adopted) thanx for reading
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