Sorry if it's boring and short but it just popped into my mind.
Mayuki very short one-shot. Why are you out of my reach?
Mayuki very short one-shot. Why are you out of my reach?
Yuki’s pov.
“Mayu. . . I want to tell you, even though those times of us together have already past.
Close your eyes and feel, how you affect my mind, how you attract my gaze.”
“You’ve changed. . . I know you’re growing up, but I can’t help but feel it’s too fast. I was so happy, everyone in AKB was when we achieved our dream of performing at Tokyo dome, everyone felt like we were finally complete, singing, dancing on that big stage was scary but at the same time exciting, but when it was time for the reshuffle, I’m not gonna lie, it was nerve-wrecking but. . . a feeling inside me was at ease when I didn’t hear your name be called out, but then you asked, in fact you were just last to be mentioned. That feeling of ease went away, vanished. . . you were moved, you were moved to team A, there you were crying on the spot, I turned away with tears of my own.”
“I hated the idea of being separated from you, we always thought we would be together, that’s what I hope you still think, like I said, I understand your growing up, we both are, but still you’ve changed so much, you don’t wear signature twintails that much anymore, I know we still talk, we’re still close as ever, but I have slight feeling of doubt now, the feelings very small but it aches in my heart and repeats in my mind, I miss being your captain, your smile is shining as always but something’s different.”
“You seem more serious, not that it’s a bad thing, however it’s not the same as before, you seem to have forgotten, even though our work as idols is competitive, business and hard work, shouldn’t we have fun while doing it, looking back at our accomplishments feeling a sense of satisfaction, the excitement of looking to the future at what holds for us, enjoying the present and laughing with other AKB members. It has all changed since that concert at Tokyo dome.”
“Why do I feel you’re becoming distant though? Why are you out of my reach? I want you to keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart. Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped, after the shuffle, when we together, you were clinging to me, I wanted to change the shuffle, I wanted reassure you but I wasn't sure how, all I know is saying ‘it’s going to be alright’ and hold you, we both burst into tears, I told you that you’re the ace, you’ll be fine, it’s a great opportunity but as I embraced you, you trembled, you shook your head in a ‘no’ manner, when I held you, I felt that moment warmly entwined me in your presence.”
“I love you, just like this. I still do, though I wish even just for one more time, even for a moment, we could be the way we used to. Yet I won't change, I can't give up, there was a longed end of wandering, I leave behind this world's unending sadness. Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light, it's something we'll do together to the end, into our new world.”
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