I decided to put all the Sad... Tragic OS in one place
. Why?
Because sometimes it's hard to make a new one and add the title, as the lazy writer that I am
I decided
to update all of my tragic OS for easy posting....
ENJOY
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RENA…
February 2013
I was driving on the road in Tokyo; I was headed back to Nagoya at that time.
I was done with my work there…
I worked as a dress designer in both Nagoya and Tokyo; I just had to deliver something that’s why I was in Tokyo.
It was about 9:30 in the evening when I arrived in Nagoya…
The rain was pouring hard in the night; luckily visibility wasn’t a total loss.
As I was headed to Sakae…
A loud screech of a rubber tire can be heard just 15 meters away from my car.
After that… I remember nothing…
I blacked out.
March 3, 2013
I woke up in a ward where Children and Teens had disability and other sickness…
A heart monitor was attached to me…
Then I realized.
I-I can’t feel my legs…
I can’t move them…
Then my love ones have visited me and had smiles of relief on their faces.
I remembered nothing of what happened…
They told me that I was in a coma for 4 weeks now.
And they were afraid that I wouldn’t wake up from the accident.
When I asked them about what happened to me before all of this happened,
they told me that I was hit by a blue truck and I was thrown off the windshield of my car.
I flew 20 feet away, some parts of the car have trapped my legs, and they told me
I hit a cement post by my back.
It caused me a temporary paralysis on the lower half of my body.
They told me the driver was drunk, reason why I crashed with his truck.
My body had been severely injured, from broken limbs and bones.
I had 4 fractured ribs, a slightly cracked skull, a dislocated left knee
and left shoulder and deeps scars on my face and abdominal region.
I was greeted with loving smiles and presents.
Then I noticed a girl, just beside my ward space.
She flashed a friendly warm smile.
It seems like; she was my “roommate” in the ward.
I found out that while I was in a “sleeping mode” she knew bits and pieces about me
from my visitors. What my favorite Anime is, my favorite color, and my favorite animal.
The girl’s name was Rena… thou I never knew her last name…
After she smiled she went back to reading her book silently.
After my visitors left, I was left with silence…
I would always sneak a glance at her. She had raven black hair, a pale white skin --but not too pale-- ,
Black beautiful eyes, a cute face too.
She seems to be the quiet type… but for every glance I take my heart would skip a beat.
My shyness took over but I still wanted to know her name…
after at least an hour, I looked at her and asked
“H-Hey… um… What’s your name…?”
A slight blush was across my face.
Then she answered.
“Me? My name is Rena.”
She said with a smile. Her voice was sweet and calm, yet it was cute and princess like…
It always did made me blush…
Then she asked me the same question.
“How about you? What’s your name?”
“F-Furukawa… A-airi…”
I stuttered
“Jaa~ Can I call you Airin?”
She asked. I nodded.
After that we started chatting with each other.
Playing the “20 question” game. We knew bits and peices of each other when
we started...
But our talk got interrupted by the doctor.
He gave me the info about my body’s condition.
He told me that the impact of the car part that
Landed on my legs, had severely crushed the bones.
Even thou my legs were ‘Broken’ it was fixed after the operation.
But due to the impact I got from the Pole crash on my back…
My legs were paralyzed temporarily.
He said I had a 60% chance that I could recover and walk again…
The doctor left, Rena-san asked about my status on my body,
I told her what the doctor told me. Then she said
“Well… I hope you recover soon! Once you do, you can come here on my bed and spend time with me~”
I blushed and looked to the other way, I heard her giggle and said “Cute”
Every day and every night we would always play together, since our beds were very close.
We would talk; I would always blush and become embarrassed.
My feelings for her as we bonded together grew stronger.
Then I realized…
I’ve fallen in love with her.
The Nurses would often call us Newlyweds,
of course it’d make me blush tomato red.
After the teasing we would always watch some anime together,
sometimes I would draw her on my sketchpad.
Then one day… I was gonna say what I’ve wanted to say for a long time now…
“U-Um… Rena-san…?”
I stuttered.
“What is it Airin?”
“I-I… uh… Have something… I-Important to tell you…”
“What is it”
I was looking down… all Shy and nervous. Face blushing hard.
“T-To tell you the t-truth.. I actually..”
“Hm?”
I gulped… I mustered up the courage to say it…
“I-I L-Love you… Rena-san…”
In a meek voice I said.
Her face had a surprised look. Then she laughed a little. I looked up at her and she said.
“I already know that silly~”
“B-but… I love yo-you more than a friend…”
“I know…”
She leaned forward and slowly our lips touched…
The sweet pairs that were on mine collided. Was this a dream?
No.. her lips are warm and sweet and also gentle…
We parted. And then she said…
“I love you too Airi”
She smiled warmly. After that our relationship grew more.
Every now and then the doctor
would break our quality time by giving me news about my Body’s condition…
I told her about it, and she was happy to know that in a few months…
I’ll be able to walk after the treatments…
Rena-san would always hop into my bed and hug me.
I would always snuggle on her, the warmth of her body made me feel safe,
her arms were like a protective shield…
Whenever she teases me, I’d hide my face on her chest or neck…
These were always the happiest moments in my days here.
We would always share good and bad things.
Then, one night I…. I finally asked… what her sickness is
It was…
Hodgkin's disease…
We were silent…
The fear of losing her…
Was right there…
After that… I think we couldn’t sleep…
May 5,2013
The casts on my legs were turned into braces and my Treatment began
And so did hers.
After every painstaking treatment I take Rena-san
would always be there, she would always cheer me up
and we’d watch some replays of animes.
Week after week we would always do this…
But… Ever since her chemotherapy started…
Her beautiful rave colored hair has degraded…
the darkened circles under her eyes had become permanent reminders of the treatment…
Her Skin became paler, like snow…
And on the day, the day we decided to shave her hair…
Made me brake down in tears… She would always say
“Hey, it’s alright. It’ll grow back!”
It was hard not to cry, to see her that weak…
Makes me lose hope on seeing her grow stronger…
but I couldn’t give in to the thought.
She would wipe my tears away and give me a weak but reassuring smile…
June 2013
My Legs had grown stronger, I could walk again
but I’d forever have a limp on my right leg…
The day that I was released was something I never looked forward to…
I didn’t want to leave her…
The day I was discharged from the ward with Rena-san,
was the most heartbreaking day…
Her doctors told me she had 60%...
The same goes from me back then…
she had 60% to recover and heal from her cancer…
After my release, I would always visit her. Take care of her.
Every after her therapy we would always take pictures together…
and Compare it from before to our recent…
I can’t help it… I broke into tears…
Then a warm skinny hand tapped my shoulder…
Rena-san flashed a smile… a weak one…
She wiped my tears away… slowly…
I hugged her tight… she patted my back and then stroked my hair.
Her tears were also… flowing…
She’s afraid…
Month after months I’ve taken care of her, we bonded like it was our last…
I told the doctors I’d do anything for her… Anything at all.
Donate Blood, Give my bone marrow…
Anything to make her recovery go faster…
But
Then…
August 7, 2013
This… This was the day I lost her… Overnight, She…
She caught a high fever, as soon as I heard I went to the hospital fast…
in front of me was the door of my old ward that we used to share…
The door was open…
The nurses I know all too well were
scrambling back and forth to rescue her fragile life…
I just sat there on a chair… crying in fear…
Her heart stopped for 5 minutes…
Within those minutes were that had terrified me…
I don’t wanna lose her…
I barged in the room and sat down on the chair beside her bed…
I held her hand, she squeezed mine… She flashed a smile and said to me
“I-it’s ok… I’ll... Be… fine…”
I cried holding her hand; I took her hand and placed on my lips…
I moved her hand away and shook my head…
“J-just go home… Take bath…o…ok?”
She weakly said…
After that day… I vowed that she would never leave me alone…
Then one night… She called me asking me to be by her side… Just for a little while.
I once again broke into tears, I hugged her gently.
She placed her hand on my back and wrote something using her weak fingers…
“I love you…”
She had no strength to speak. I cried on her shoulder. And I said to her as I whimper.
“I-I love you too… “
I can feel her body trembling. She’s afraid, I’m afraid…
“Rena-san…p-please… Just stay a little… A little longer…”
I cried out
She shook her head…
By the time December 5th came around… I knew she wasn’t going survive to see Christmas…
That was 2 months ago…
Ever since the high fever and cardiac arrest incident,
Rena-san has been hooked up to all sorts of machines to sustain her life…
The odds weren’t with her… She wasn’t gonna last…
She was all skinny; her body was like a skeleton. But I didn’t care.
But I-I can’t bear to see her like this… My heart can’t take it.
She looked at me with weak eyes.
A bitter smile was seen on her face.
She knew it was time, it was time to go, I pleaded her to hold on, but no…
she can’t make me deny the truth…
And on that night, I’ve had enough. I decided to take her away.
I took her away on that night.
I carried her up gently, took what I needed to take… And I took her to my car and we drove off.
I went to an old house 9 km away from the city,
the house was owned by my family…
But we never used it.
Rena-san and I stayed there at the old summer house.
I saw a small smile on her face… We couldn’t be any happier…
I don’t care if every cops in Nagoya were looking for us,
I don’t care if the doctors were on the hunt,
I don’t care if we were on the news every night,
I didn’t care about anything.
The only thing I cared about is Rena-san…
All I ever cared about is being with Rena forever…
....
Even if her flesh is crawling with maggots
And beginning to peel off her bones.
Even if the smell off her rotting cadaver never fades from my skin.
Her lips are still warm at night and she often whispers…
Sweet secrets into my ear before we sleep….
No one can separate us… Not the cops, the doctors, my family…
No one can… I’ll be ready to take them on…
I made sure to bring the sharpest scalpel in the hospital… Just in case…
But until then… I lay on her arms… or at least what I think were once what used to be her arms…
And we’ll talk all night until we drift off to sleep… where she can take me away…
We’ll be together forever…. Right, Rena..?
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