Chapter 26:“So this is what a clan looks like.” Yui hummed to herself, as she watched wolf after wolf wander around Sakae’s part of the camp. She wasn’t really sure what she could do, but she enjoyed being treated as a guest. The shewolves that she would approach, smiled at graciously, not the least bit curious on what a human was wandering around here. She hadn’t seen Paru in a while, and she was actively looking for the shewolf, but it shouldn’t be so hard to spot a frowning wolf.
Glancing into a tent, something caught her eye. A rare, and exotic herb she’s only seen in a books. Looking around, she didn’t see anyone inside, or even around the tent. Taking the chance to get a better look, Yui snuck into the tent.
The herb was just sitting there, carefully planted in a clay pot along with sheets of notes that she couldn’t read, but she had seen the text before, from a book she found and Paru translated for her on medical procedures. Skipping past the book, she was tempted to reach out and touch the important plant, but opted not too. Any mishandling could ruin it and it would be her fault. She was curious, but not stupid to forget her protocols in handling medical supplies.
Glancing around the tent, she noticed more supplies, whoever’s tent this was seemed know what they’re doing. Some of the equipment she saw were completely different from the one’s she used and Yui recalled the time Paru had explained to her that her people were stronger than humans. It takes more than just a precise cut of a scalpel or a skilled pierce of a needle to treat their bodies, it takes a stronger metal and the only thing she owned that was made of the same thing was her scalpel. The same one she used to fix Sayaka’s stitches back then.
“Hello? Are you lost?”
The voice startled her out of her musings, making her jump and turn around, Yui threw her hands into the air. “I didn’t touch anything I swear!”
The shewolf’s face morphed from confusion to amusement. “I know you didn’t.” Realization came onto her face, as she realized the female before her was the human medic they recently picked up.
“What brought you here? My collection of herbs?”
“Yes! I was just passing by, and I spotted this beauty. How did you find it?” Yui asked curiously, seeing that the shewolf wasn’t upset at her invading her personal quarters. “Oh I’m being rude, Yokoyama Yui.” She held her hand for the shewolf to take.
Smiling at the greeting, Yuuko took and shook her hand. “Kinoshita Yukiko, I’m from Sakae if you can guess from my robes. I’ve seen you around quite a bit and heard a little bit about you, but its finally a pleasure to hold a conversation with you.”
“T-Thank you. It’s nice speaking to someone into the same things as me.”
“I know the feeling, my mate tunes me out once I start talking about medical things, she prefers hunting and tracking. Please take a seat, I have a feeling that we have a lot of things to talk about.”
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Taking a deep breath, Sayaka prepared to enter a certain hut, she found out from Kei that Nana hadn’t been seen outside her quarters since they fled to this area of land.
Walking in, she spotted the older shewolf, sitting on a bed, just starting out the window despite the fact that there was nothing to see, other than the empty sky. Sayaka could see how underweight she was, her cheekbones and ribs could be seen from this far. She was completely different from what Sayaka remembered as if the… thing in front of her was a husk of her friend.
"Nana." The Alpha announced her presence to her friend.
Nana turned around, and Sayaka could peer into her lifeless brown eyes. “They took her from me.” The broken shewolf spoke, her voice barely higher than a whisper. “I never,” She hiccupped, tears forming in her eyes. Any thought or whisper of ‘her’ brought tears to Nana’s eye. “I never got to tell her my feelings.”
Seeing her friend in this state broke Sayaka’s heart. Nana is usually a happy caring person, she’d think of other people’s needs first before her own just as she had taken care of them long ago. Despite being the eldest of them all she can be a bit silly and childish, her jokes always fail, but it was her way of making people around her happy.
She wasn’t sure what to do now but she slowly approached Nana and sat down next to her. She listened to the sobs coming from Nana, not knowing what to do and each sob that she heard sent a stab of guilt to her heart.
If she had come sooner she could have saved Aina from being executed, spared Nana from this pain and ended all this. It also made her feel useless that she couldn’t do anything for Nana, she was no good at comforting people. Her hands were made to punch and ask questions later, not to nurture and care like Nana can naturally do.
Minutes and maybe even hours passed, before Nana’s sobs slowly faded and an oppressive silence took over the room.
“Sayaka…” Nana called out, her voice lacking the usual cheery tone to it. It brought a chill down Sayaka’s spine at how cold and dead Nana sounded.
Sayaka turned to look at her friend and instead of seeing grief in her friend’s eyes what she saw made her heart beat faster from fear. There was no warmth or any affection coming from Nana’s eyes, instead there was only anger and something that Sayaka feared, a thirst for vengeance.
“Sayaka, can you promise me something?” Nana asked, looking straight into her friend’s eyes.
The other shewolf swallowed nervously, she already didn’t like where this was going. She failed in trying to comfort her friend already because she didn’t know how to and it seems her failure had resulted to her friend going to a void that she never imagined Nana would ever be in.
“Nana, I do-”
“Hear me out.” The elder shewolf interrupted, her hand coming up to hold Sayaka’s and squeezing it tightly.
For a moment Sayaka thought that Nana might not want vengeance and hope bloomed in her heart that maybe she hadn’t lost her friend yet that Nana was still her usual self, jumping back from whatever dark thoughts she had swirling in her head. But that hope didn’t last when she felt Nana’s nails dig into her hand, strong enough to draw blood.
“Promise me that you’ll kill them all.” Nana said and Sayaka wanted to cry out when she saw the light in her friend’s eyes die a little more with each word she heard but was speechless to say anything. “And bring me back that bitch’s head. I won’t give her peace, even in death.”
Sayaka held back a gasp, what Nana was asking for was against all their laws and traditions. In Namba their funeral rites had the deceased cremated in a pyre and their ashes spread in the forest, as their last contribution in protecting the forest. To complete the right the body has to be intact, if not they would not be able to achieve peace with their souls roaming the mortal plane, searching for the missing part of their body. Even if the last part was found, there was nothing their soul can do and will be unable to enter the Eternal Hunting Grounds, their version of heaven to humans.
“Do it for me and for Aina.” Nana persisted, her grip on Sayaka’s hand getting tighter, showing the natural strength that she rarely used.
“I promise.” Sayaka nodded reluctantly, the words she said leaving a bitter aftertaste.
Nana’s hand slowly let go of Sayaka’s, leaving crescent shaped cuts behind. The marks left behind were nothing compared to what the shewolf before her was experiencing, her physical wounds were temporary, but Nana’s emotional ones were beyond healing. Sayaka could only pray she doesn’t become more corrupt as time goes by.
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Kumi shifted around, looking for her favorite source of warmth, but found that there was nothing there. Opening her eyes and sitting up, the kitsune frowned, as she rubbed her stomach. She was cold, hungry, and mad.
As if sensing her mate’s distress, Yuka came into the tent a moment later. “I’m sorry you woke up without me, but something came up.” She explained, as she struggled to catch her breath, she ran back from her task, only to hear her mate shifting about. Yuka honestly didn’t expect her mate to wake up without her.
Kumi’s frown deepens at the excuse, before crossing her arms over her chest. Giving her mate a glare, she remembered Yuka’s punishment. Getting up slowly, she walked past the confused shewolf, and digged around in one of her bags, feeling a familiar leather object, she pulled it out.
Yuka couldn’t see what get mate was looking for, and approached her, about to offer her services to her, but stopped, as the kitsune turned around. It felt like someone had walked on her grave when she saw the thing Kumi was holding.
Before she could protest, the leather collar was around her neck. Kumi leaned in, as she tugged on the well adjusted binding. “If I catch you with this off, you can say goodbye to our late night fun.”
A low sound came from Yuka’s throat at the threat, it was a mix of a groan and a whimper, and either way expressed her displeasure and… excitement perfectly. Seeing Yuka’s defiance die down, brought back the dominating feeling to Kumi, as she licked her lips. A small throb beginning to form between her legs.
Sensing her mate’s sudden change, Yuka noticed that Kumi’s orange iris were small slits, something that only happens when she was aroused. She gulped audibly at what her mate was planning to do to her.
Kumi dragged her bondmate towards their bed, using the collar to pull her mate after her. She regretted a bit not buying the leash that came along with it but this would work for now. Her shewolf might still need a bit of time to be broken in before moving on to other things. When they were close enough to their bed, the kitsune pushed Yuka down to sit on the edge of it.
Yuka did not question her mate’s motives nor did make any protest at being pushed around. She’d experienced one of her mate’s moodswings already and was terrified on how her mate would react if she tried to resist. Even though she felt afraid she was still excited on what her kitsune will do next, she was usually the dominant one and was the one that would manhandle Kumi around which the kitsune didn’t seem to mind at all.
In fact there was one instance that Kumi had purposely asked the shewolf to do whatever she wanted to her and just take pleasure in using the kitsune’s body. Yuka had been worried at her mate’s request but seeing the hurt look on Kumi’s face at being rejected made her change her mind and was pleasantly surprised when Kumi really enjoyed it. She still remembered how ears were still ringing from Kumi’s screaming.
The kitsune straddled Yuka’s lap and when the shewolf tried to put her hands on Kumi’s hips but they were batted away. She pinned them on Yuka’s sides, using her knees to hold them down.
“Where have you been?” Kumi asked, snaking her hands under the shewolf’s robes and raking her nails down Yuka’s stomach. Her nails had become a little bit sharper since her transformation and loved the way it would leave red welts on the shewolf’s skin.
Kumi’s hands moved behind Yuka’s back and started to leave her marks there, digging her nails in hard enough just to leave marks. “Tell me, where have you been?”
Yuka swallowed nervously. “I was at a meeting. I had to talk to Sayaka and the others what our plans are.”
“And what were your plans?” Kumi asked in feigned interest. Her hands moved out of Yuka’s robe and tangled her fingers in Yuka’s hair, pulling back the shewolf’s head before pressing her lips against Yuka’s neck.
“We plan to siege Sayaka’s home in three days. We made plans on how to send out some scouts…” Kumi tuned out anything else that Yuka was going to say and focused on what she was doing.
While her mouth was busy peppering the shewolf’s neck with bites and kisses, her hands started to undo her bondmate’s robes. She was about to undo the last to tie to Yuka’s robe when an idea struck her. It was something that she’d thought not long ago and this was a perfect chance to try it.
She stood up from Yuka’s lap, surprising the shewolf from the sudden action but didn’t say anything to stop the kitsune. The shewolf watched curiously at her mate look for something around their room and her her eyes widened when she saw Kumi pick up a familiar case then pick it out a vial from it.
“Um… Kumi?” Yuka called out a little nervously.
She still remembered the first night they’d used it, the unforgettable feeling of being inside her mate and the several hours they spent with it. Yuka was looking forward to being to use it again but she didn’t think that it’d be this soon.
Kumi walked back to Yuka and took her place on the shewolf’s lap again. The vial the kitsune had in her hand was larger and the liquid inside was a little darker. From what Seira had made her listen to, the effects of this vial would last longer than the previous one she and Kumi used. The number six on it was also quite foreboding.
The kitsune tugged the shewolf forward with her robes, kissing her bondmate deeply before pulling away and uncapping the vial. “Open your mouth.”
Yuka obliged, allowing Kumi to pour the contents of the vial into her mouth and the last thing she felt before passing out again was Kumi’s hands slipping her robes off of her.
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Enjoying her conversion with the Sakae shewolf, Yui lost track of time, and before she knew it another shewolf came, and nearly bit her head off for staying so long. Yukko was kind enough to explain the situation to her mate, but Ogiso still didn’t trust her. The scout kept giving her the stink eye, even going as far as growling at her.
The human Doctor took that as her sign to leave. She’d forgotten how territorial shewolves were with their mates, Paru didn’t have any issues with anyone at the village because everyone knew in the village that Yui would also choose her work over any lover. Until Paru came and still the villagers still had the same assumption. When Sayaka and Miyuki visited her shewolf didn’t even show any signs of territorial instinct.
She probably had a feeling that they were bonded.
Humming a song that her caretaker used to sing when she was smaller, she wandered her way back to her tent. Surprisingly Paru was waiting for her, a deep frown on her face, her tail flicking behind her, a sure sign that she wasn’t in a happy mood.
Swallowing nervously, Yui opened her mouth. “Uh-“
"Where were you?" The shewolf interrupted, before the Doctor could say anything.
"I was talking to this wolf from Sakae, she’s a medic for them and she had rare herbs…" Yui went on, talking about Yukko, but all Paru registered was her mate with someone else. An unknown shewolf caught her mate’s attention.
The shewolf didn’t like that at all.
Standing, she moved gracefully to the human who was still running her mouth, and grabbed her by the front of her shirt, and silenced her with a bruising kiss.
Yui was too surprised to respond, but that didn’t stop Paru, as she gripped her mate’s wrist and brought it up to her face, breaking the kiss, she pressed her lips possessively to the mark she made on it.
"H-haruka." Yui stuttered it out her mate’s true name, one she rarely used.
The use if her real name sent a tingle down her spine, the shewolf still didn’t respond verbally, but instead allowed her fangs to sink into the skin, the soft gasp she got was well worth it.
"You’re mine. " She growled into the skin, before nipping harder. Yui was unable to do anything. Her mate, as rare as it was, was showing off her extremely jealous side, it also didn’t help the fact that Yukko’s scent was on Yui’s clothes. The shewolf wanted to tear them off.
In fact, she might just do so.
Leaving Yui’s mark, she growled softly her eyes flashing, before starting to roughly remove her mate’s clothing, almost tearing them off.
It wasn’t until Yui was in her pants, with her shirt half way of her body before the human finally reacted. “What’s wrong?” She asked stopping Paru’s hands, usually she didn’t mind when her wolf wanted sex, but this time felt different.
Yui asked again, but still got no reply. Sighing, she tugged Paru by the hand and lead them to their bed. If her wolf wanted to be taken care of, she would do so. Sitting down, Yui pulled her mate onto her lap both of her hands resting on her waist.
Paru’s tense body started to relax a bit, but her breathing started to pick up a bit, as salty as she was, being completely surrounded by the human caused a warmth to bloom between her legs.
"I don’t know what I did wrong , but I’ll make it up to you." The human mumbled into Paru’s neck before peppering soft kisses there.
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Sluggishly returning to her temporary hut, Sayaka sighed, before entering. She noticed her mate poking at the fire she made in the pit, and on the table was the leftovers of the doe she caught a ways back. Hearing footsteps, Miyuki looked back, before smiling, but it soon faded, as she saw the stressed out look on the wolf’s face.
“What’s wrong?” She asked, standing up, and approaching the shewolf.
Sayaka opened her arms to her mate, who entered the embrace. Wrapping her arms around her mate’s waist, she let out a shaky exhale. “It’s Nana, she asked something impossible of me…and I agreed.” She spoke softly, the bitter taste in her mouth returning. “I’ve.. I’ve never seen her like that before, she’s usually goofy and sweet, but what I saw..” The shewolf trailed off, burying her face into her mate’s hair.
Miyuki held onto her wolf tighter, whatever happened with her friend must of really shocked her. “I won’t ask for anything else, if you wish to tell me, then you can. I’m sorry for the change that happened to her.”
Sayaka shook her head. “No, it’s my fault this happened, if only I came back sooner, I could of prevented Aina’s death!” She exclaimed, her voice cracking a bit. Everything that was happening was starting to hit her, people were dying, getting hurt, losing loved ones, and she was powerless against it.
She felt like a pup all over again. Small, powerless, and afraid.
The human rubbed Sayaka’s back, as she felt her shewolf starting to tremble in her arms. ‘I don’t think I’ve ever seen her like this.’ She noticed, a moment later, she felt something wet and warm landing on her. Sayaka was crying, her sobs muffled by the fact she was biting her lip.
Miyuki felt her heart break, her strong shewolf was hurting, and she couldn’t do anything but hold her. Telling her everything was going to be alright would only be false hope, as she couldn’t see into the future.
“Shhh, let it all out. You’ll feel better.” Miyuki cooed softly, patting her mate’s back, as the embrace tightened, Sayaka’s crying only getting a bit heavier.
Stepping back a bit, Miyuki lead them to their bed, and helped her shewolf onto it, their embrace never breaking, but at least when Sayaka was done, she could fall asleep. The two remained in the position, the shewolf showing no signs of calming down right away.
All Miyuki could do was constantly pat her back and run her hands through her hair, occasionally rubbing the back of the wolf’s ears. Sayaka was shivering as her pent up emotions slipped out of her in the form of tears. She was frustrated at the fact that she was useless, she couldn’t even convey her emotions verbally, and was reduced to her current state.
The human noticed moments later that the shewolf passed out, to tired to do anything else. The wolf cuddled closer to Miyuki, whimpering in her sleep. Waiting until the shewolf was in a deep slumber, Miyuki carefully untangled herself from her grasp, making sure to put a pillow in her place for now.
She continued with her previous task of cooking, she wanted something that wouldn’t need her constant watching, so we opted to make a stew. She also has a small loaf of bread she got from the Sakae wagon, when they were handing out supplies to those who wanted to cook for their loved ones. She placed that aside, along with some vegetables she acquired from Yui’s village. Wiping her knife clean, she began slicing the extra ingredients carefully, all the time in Sakae, and not cooking made her a bit rusty, and she didn’t want to hurt herself on such an easy task.
Moving the slices into the pot, she placed it back onto the fire, before adding a bit more salt. Once sure that the pot would be fine on its own, she slipped back onto the bed with her wolf, not wanting to leave the shewolf alone. She watched as Sayaka relaxed in her embrace, once she returned to her arms. The human pressed a kiss to her mate’s forehead.
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Yui sighed as she looked down at her mate, the shewolf was sleeping peacefully on her chest. Her fuzzy ears twitching adorably. Usually the Doctor to would be asleep after a few rounds of lovemaking, but she was worried.
Even though she got the shewolf to confess what was on her mind tonight, she still had many questions. The main one concerning Akiba and what to expect once they go there. If they ever go there, Paru would shut down every single attempt she would make to talk about Akiba or even suggest going there.
'Will they accept us?' Yui wondered, as she ran her fingers through the wolf's short brown locks. 'What if I'm not good enough for her?'
The thought of being away from the shewolf worried her, she loved Paru, no one else makes her feel this way. A few memories of when she was courting the wolf came to mind. All the effort she put in, and when it did coaxed a reaction from her, it made her day.
"Go to sleep…" Paru muttered, gently squeezing her mate. Breaking the human of her flashbacks. Slowly exhaling, Yui cuddled her face into shewolf’s hair before allowing sleep to take her.