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So I decided to make 'sequel' hope you guys enjoy it!
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And you wake up, you just can't see them again
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I startled by soft and gentle strokes on my head. Somehow its feels deja vu but also different at the same time. I groggily open up my eyes, awaring that I'm awake not in my bed and not in another place but in a soft, comfortable and warm of lap. Giving me longing feeling like I've missed this warmness and be able to feel it back. Unconsciously I snuggled more, hiding my face on the stomach of...of...
"J...you wake up..."
A very soft voice rings in my head, the voice that I've missed so much, the voice of my loved one. Getting up my awarness I turned my face, looking up at the most beautiful sight I've ever seen.
"Rena..." the name's of the beautiful girl that held me in her comfortable lap.
A soft smile on her pretty face that made my heart fluttering. How I love her smile. She touchs my face and stroking it gently. I feel my face snuggled at her palm.
"Rena..."
"J...my Jurina, finally you woke up. I'm really missed you," she said slowly. I can feel the longing there, I frowened.
If I'm not mistaken I was just asleep for a while because of my body felt tired like hell, then why she said missed me like I've gone for years? Let a single breath I wake up and sit face to face with her. Now I can see the sadness, relieved, and longing in her beautiful face. No, my Rena don't be sad please. Its me now to held her face and caressing her soft skin.
"Why are you sad? Something happened? Please tell me," she leaned for my palm and hold it by her hand. I looked at her in worry."Uun, I'm not sad..I'm just happy, really happy. Nee, J...tell me, what did you dream of? Can you tell me?" she asked.
She wants to know what was I'm dreamed about. Suddenly I felt strangely feeling, my head was spinning a bit before the scene after scene rolling in my mind.
I can feels my mouth telling the story itself from...from when I was kid, there're two women, one was holding my both hands guiding me to walked with my tiny legs, while the other rather short woman not so far from us was cheering and encouraging me to keep walked. They're all looks so happy. Unconsciously I let a small smile at the scene.
Then its changing to another scenes where I was growing up, entering a primary school where the first time I met Mayu that becomes my best friend and always by my side, so on until we're in the same class again at the high school. I keep talking, telling it like those things were just happened yesterday but strangely it was like telling the story of my life. Like that was not dreams at all. No, that's real and I'm really going through those live, but...
"And then Mayu tugged my shirt said that we'll having two transfered students. When I look up there're two girls and that was Yuki and you...Rena..." my breaths like stopped itself at what was all the things I've said. How come? That's all was dream right? How its felt so real?
I looked at the girl in front of me with questions, confuse, and fear. Fear, what I'm fearing about? And why she's crying?
"Rena? Rena...shh..why are you crying? I'm..ugh, you know somethings that I didn't know? My head's dizzy, what's that all the things I've said is the dream? Why its felt so real. Rena tell me please.." I begging her to tell, these things are really confusing me and my head hurt.
She took my right hand and brought it close to her heart while the other was in my face, stroking it gently while tears keep falling from her eyes. Still in confused I staring at her eyes.
"You remembered them J...? You remembering all of you've doing before."
I just nodded slightly, still didn't understand. But then suddenly she hugged me tightly, crying herself out in me. Still confuse I just hugged her too while stroking her back gently. She's whispering my name and thank God that I'm back fully. Which make me more confused.
"Rena, tell me...what happened, what exactly happened to me?"
Finally someminutes later she's calming down and I wiped the tears on her face.
"The truth is that all you've doing is a dream. A very long dream."
"Uh If its dream, why its felt so damn real? Why I-"
"Are you remembering our last war?"
"Last war? Are we having a wa..r..wait," suddenly another scenes which is different than before flashing in my mind. The scenes where there are many peoples in armor were fighting each other. Slashing, screaming, people in wound, stabbing and lying dead. The scenes was really terrible.
I averted my sight to other direction where there were my...my parents, Matsui Hiro and Matsui Yuuka inbloody stated while I'm, the younger version of me was lying in front of them also in bloody stated. Beside me there's Rena crying while shooking the seemed lifeless body of me. My sight was interruption by soft touch on my face. I looked back at her in blank face.
"That time, you were in critical stated. An enemy managed to hurt you quite badly. We didn't know what to do anymore. Your parents were in bad condition as well. But then there were two women came out from nowhere and said that they'll help but there're costs for that."
She's stopped talking, its like she's hesitate to continue it.
"What the costs, Rena?"
"Its...your parents live..and also they said that you just can live until you're 16th and before the day you'll become 17th, you'll die."
Wha..what's that about? Why if just to save my live, have to sacrificed my parents' live?! And she said I'll die before I reach 17th?
"J..look at me. Its sure sounds crazy but, you're not die. Mayu managed to talked with them and I didn't know what's that about but, when you'll reach your 17th you're not die but down in sleep for long times."
"Then..wait, are you saying that when I'm down in sleep then I'm born in..ah another live..world and die or sleep again before I can reach my 17th years old?!" I said in disbelieve and frustration.
What the hell is that?!!
"Yes J..."
"Then...why are you said that I've come back fully? What's that mean?"
"Another costs, you aren't immortal anymore."
"Wha.." I don't know what to say anymore.
"When the time came, you'll wake up like this and just felt like you were just sleep for hours. But then you were die at the age of 48th. Some weeks later we found you in baby state in your parents' room. We didn't know why, how that can be happened but yet we've to rise you the way your parents do."
"The things keep repeating like that until Yuki found out how to cure that curse. Somehow she managed to made us entering your world dream and we tried to wake you up. I myself still can't believed that was work but it is, now you're here with me, by my side again and not to leave me. I'm really relieved. You don't how its hurting me like I just wanna die with you when everytime you die before my eyes..."
Can't hold anymore and she started to cry again. My chest broke into piece hearing that. I myself can not bear if seeing Rena die again and again in front of my eyes although I'll live again. But that's just too painful.
In crying myself, I brought her in my embrace, hugged her tightly like I don't want to and never to leave her ever again.
"Rena...I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'll never leave you again, never. I love you...I love you so much.."
"I love you too J, my Jurina..."
After relieved our feeling she released the hug, wiping each other cheeks. Somehow doing this makes my heart relieved and I let a chuckle out. Seeing my smile she too show me her beautiful smile. I gave a light kiss on her plum lips earned me such cute blush. How I miss that.
"So cute Rena-chan~"
"Jurina...ah yah!"
"Hm? What is it?"
"We've to see Mayu. She's must be also awake now."
"Awake? Eh wait, come to think of it again why Mayu also appeared in my dream? How she can do that?" I asked in puzzled. She just smiled and then told me to follow her toward Mayu's room.
Knocked slightly Rena open up the door and I tailed her entering the room. There're Yuki sitting beside the bed while holding the right hand of sleeping girl on the bed. I can see Rena's expression changed to sad and worry.
"Yuki-chan," I called her instead. She's stratled hearing my voice, turned her sight at me and she showed a surprised face. I let out a giggle at that, her reaction are just weird but cute at the same time.
"Jurina..Jurina-chan?"
"Yeah, its me Yuki-chan. I'm back!" I walked toward her and hugged her tightly, hoping she'll know how grateful me at her for what she's done to me. And I let a relieved smile when she hugged me back and said welcome back home.
We parted the hug and turned out attention at the still sleeping girl.
"Yuki, why Mayu not awake yet?" asked Rena, there's worry in her voice make me wonder.
"I don't know either Rena. She's even not moving since I wake up beside her...Rena, how if..what if she didn't make it this time? I..I can't, I don't want her to leave me again, not for awhile not forever. No!!" Yuki break into tears and Rena quickly brought her to her embrace, tried to calm down the girl while I just stunned in my place thinking what's reallyhappened?
I looked at the motionless body lying there, thin and pale. Was she..was she using all her power to help me? The whole times that's why she also came to my so called dream world. Why and how you could do that? Stop it. I'm back, I'm here right now. Wake up Mayu.
I step closer and tried to shook her body.
"Wake up! Mayu, wake up you stupid! Why you've to sacrificed your live just to bring me back? Wake up!"
I keep shooking her and feel my breaths become heavier and tears started to fall while the cold body didn't give any respond.
No no no Mayu! You can't die, you're not going to leave us! Come back!! Can't hold I fall onto her body, gripping her side and hit her lightly for her to wake up, while I cried in her shoulder.
"Do..n't..heavy.."
A very faint voice, could it be? I lift up my face looking at the closed eyes to open up slowly. "Mayu..."
"Ugh..heavy..get up from..me, you idiot!"
"MAYU!!" I get up and hugged her tight. Relieved and happiness fill me that she's finally conscious.
"Yuki, Rena!!" I move away for them to see her. Surprised in her face and I step away letting Yuki to meet her loved one.
"Mayu..you awake, Mayu!" Yuki jumped literally and embracing Mayu tightly.
She's continue to cry in Mayu's while she lift up slowy her right hand and placed it on Yuki's back, giving it a light stroke.
I stood beside Rena embracing her closely while seeing them. We let relieved smiles glad that she's seems to be okay. Yuki parted herself sharing their loving stare, but then Mayu started to coughing.
"Eh Mayu, you okay? Mayu!" called Yuki in panic.
"Uhuk! Uhuk! Argh..uhuk!!" the cough getting worst and we yelled in fear seeing blood split out from her mouth.
"Mayu!!!"
Its bad, its bad! Rena running to bathroom picked towel and basin while me and Yuki tried to calming the coughing girl. The blood still coming out and her breathing become heavier, her skin its look like loosing their color. Its frightened me, it can't be happen, no Mayu!
Finally after seemed like an hour she's calm down and Yuki cleaning the blood on her face. Rena brought a glass of water and Yuki help her to drink.
"Mayu, what was that? You've made us in worry," I asked her.
"Ugh...I'm okay, that was just an after effect, hm...glad seeing you're back now, Jurina.." she said that weakly still a beautiful smile on her pale face, can't hold back I burst into tears, Yuki kindly step away letting crying for the second times in Mayu's shoulder. I can feel the soft pat and caress on my back.
"Thank you..thank you so much for all what you've done to me, thank you Mayu.."
"Ck, its okay Jurina...I'll do anything to keep you still with us..anything if thats mean I'll give my live just for you to be safe..I'm okay now, shh..everything going to be okay."
Then we left Mayu for rest with Yuki, Rena took me to our room said that I still have to rest too. While walking I just realized that I'm in the big house or I can say its a mansion, the big and luxurious one. I don't think if this building is mine, my parents actually and now become mine. I wonder who also live here except us?
By the time I've learning and remembering that since the last war 'we are' split up and there's needs along times for 'us' to got back together in this mansion. I'm glad everything going back to normal although it's not the same as before.
And the rest of my live, since the 'wake up' of mine, never once I forget to hoping for at last just one time, I want to go back to the 'dream world' of mine. I can't deny the longing feeling I've toward my parents, the other parents of mine. I really want to see them, feeling their warmness, gentleness and love for me.
But then again, I can't just do the selfish of mine. The cost is Mayu's live and I do not want that.
I snuggle in Rena's embrace, calming down in her tender. For now, I just have to live my life with the persons that I hold dear and protect them.
"Rena..I love you.."
"Hm..I love too, dear my J.."
I love you, Mama..Papa..
Absurd explanation te-hee
Sorry for the mess grammar