Suddenly i feel like i want to write this
It just suddenly stucking on my brain
This is just a lame story thought
And this is really short
I don't know if this count as OS
But here~
I like you when the first time i saw you
No, i fall in love with you.
You are really cheerfull,
you are really cute,
you are kind,
you are smart,
sometime you can be a pervert
but you always are perfect in my eyes.
No one know how i feel about you
I fear that everyone will talk about what i feel for you.
I'm just a coward,
I'm always gloomy,
I'm stupid,
Everything about me is bad.
No one want to be my friend
But you always come and cheer me up
I know you are just being kind to everyone,
But i can't help and feel that you treat me special.
I feel bad for myself, to think about such a thing.
I even know you have someone you like,
And i still feel something like this for you
I'm the worst.
The day when i confess to you..
I don't even let you say anything
I say sorry.. And run away.
We never talk since then.
I keep trying to avoid you,
I don't want everyone to know.
I'm scared that they will bully you cause i fall for you.
The world is really cruel..
I try not to blame anything,
But i keep blaming myself even more.
2 years pass
I don't know why we are still in the same class,
What different is now you have a girlfriend
I feel happy for you
I have try to move on from you from this 2 years
In the end,
I still can't forget about you Mayu.
Someone also confess to me,
I don't know why i accept her,
Maybe i'm trying to use her to forget about you.
Still, in the end
We broke up too.
I feel bad to use her to get over you,
So i break up with her.
There's still some feeling for you
Even if it just a little
I still have it,
It remains there and it can't disappear.
What should i do? Nothing right?
This is my sins
I shouldn't have fall for you.
Even though now i talk to you like usuall
But i still have this one-side feeling for you.
Sometime i still look at your happy face,
I feel happy also i feel jealous.
Your girlfriend, is really a good girl,
I'm glad but i'm jealous.
I really regret that time,
When i confess to you.
Just if... Just if i didn't confess to you
Maybe we still can be a good friend right?
I'm really just too stupid.
Till the time we graduate from school..
This feeling still remain there
I have to take this feeling far away
So far that no one will see it anymore
Even i can't see it anymore.
It's really far and far away,
I will go to the place where no one can see me anymore,
And take my soul, my body, my feeling..
Good bye
I hope for your happiness.
I really hope i can write a longer one
But maybe next time
Still didn't have much experience
And wait!! This is my first OS too xD
Anyway,
Thanks for reading
Sorry for the bad english
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