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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 3
« Reply #20 on: October 25, 2015, 10:08:37 AM »
well,nice to see your update , like it wrll it's good anyway update soon

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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 3
« Reply #21 on: October 25, 2015, 10:14:00 AM »
well,nice to see your update , like it wrll it's good anyway update soon
Thank you^^ next part will be soon:'")
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 3
« Reply #22 on: October 25, 2015, 02:38:21 PM »
They're getting closer and closer.. :wub: :wub:
Keep fighting, vicky-san.. :cow:
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 3
« Reply #23 on: October 25, 2015, 06:27:19 PM »
Sister? eh?

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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 3
« Reply #24 on: October 25, 2015, 08:53:28 PM »
Sister? eh?
haha precious life. They dont know they loved each other :") not yet, its too soon for love :")
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 4
« Reply #25 on: October 26, 2015, 06:14:16 PM »
Part 4 - Hope you enjoy it :) :love: (it's really is chapter 2 part 2, sorry because it's short)
Days after, they usually send messeges when they’ve freetime, chit-chat, give an excuse for new day, good morning, good night, gossip sometimes.
And time has gone, a beautiful morning Sunday, their date came.
Normally unless she have to work, she sleeps often, she’s really not good with mornings and waking ups. But today is a special day, Jurina wake up earlier than other Sunday, think about going out with a pretty girl - Rena, I don’t wanna look like a pervert but she’s really beautiful and nice, you know. Jurina feels so neavous, unknown what to wear, she’s suspense hastily preparing everything, rushed to the rendezvous instant by taxi. It is probably 30 minutes early, Rena still has not appeared yet. Shall I call her asking where’re she being? Ah~ I’m so embarrassed. :bleed eyes:
Rena prepare a lot of things before coming to rendezvous.
She’s wearing a white dress cover her knee suit with her black long-hair, make her look like a princess in a fairytail lost in the earth, with a black sneaker. She brings with her homemade bento – box of Japanese-style rice she’d prepared for hour this morning and some sushi with bottle water for their picnic, Then she put her jean jacket on, pick up her backpack and put it into storage, then going out of her house. (I nearly make her be a wife of Jurina :hip smile:).
She’s not talk that to make Jurina surprise, that’s why she just asked Jurina wait her at the bus station, then they will go around her favorite center park, the most famous park in NY. ** hear it just like a couple date, they’re not lovers*.
As for Rena unknown what Jurina like to eat, this food she made will be more convenient for both of them, Rena think that Jurina won’t hard to eat this kind of food.
“Hello~. Waiting so long. Am I late?” Rena desirably lightweight shoulder Jurina from behind
“Ah~ Rena-chan,You’re just in time. I’m arrived here a few moment ago.” - Jurina startled, she turned back and saw whom she was waiting for, has just appeared, answered. * Actually she’s come a while ago, but could not let Rena know.*
“You’re look so good today, have a nice dress.” – Jurina look at Rena grin and praised her
“Thank you for your compliment. You too..,hmm you’re look…handsome..i mean cool” – Rena shyly look closely Jurina outfit and said. *She is a girl but she’s handsome girl, I’ve just said she is “handsome”, she heard that and I’m sure she feel shy because her cheek redder after I said,  :yep:strange so strange :yep:. So Shy~* Rena thought :cry:
Jurina just smile and silent for a moment. She liked it, but she feel so shy too. Her check redder like a tomato.
She’s wear a panama hat, a white long sleeves shirt under a grown sweater, and black skinny, super cool sneaker, very stylist, handsome if she were a men I think I could fall in love with her appeariance at the first time I’d seen her. I wish she could be a men  Ah I forgot she’s wearing a black glasses, really cool right.
Rena also like it when Jurina isn’t really able to say because she feel embarrassed. :cathappy: :deco:
“Thank you, Rena-chan.” – Jurina talk with a small voice, can’t hide her embarrassed. It make Rena smile with little surprise when heard Jurina call her as “Rena –chan” for real, but ever since that day to today, Jurina usually texting or she greeted morning then goodnight her, texting back and forth talking aimlessly, somewhat Rena also made to feel more familiar with what this girl. Not only has something childish, but also a bit of thinking adults. It's also a bit of fun.
“Let’s go!” :deco:
Then Rena select guide Jurina traveling on a double-decker bus – where you can hop on and off to get up close with City’s landmarks, these exciting New York City bus will show you some of the most fabulous sites in the world!  Both of them are going through a lot of buildings along major roads in the city. It shows them all the great sites of NYC on a NYC bus. The city famous about crowded, hard to find a parking place, so go around by the public transportation is always the safest choice to visit. :yossi: :otomerika:
Central Park, this is first tour in all the places, where Rena favorites, take Jurina to go. A perfect place to picnic outside certain was this park.
“The park contains several man-made lakes and ponds, along with walking and bridle paths. Cherry Blossom trees abound throughout the park in the spring. There are also: a Wildlife Sanctuary, a large area of natural woods with natural geologic formations, billion-gallon Reservoir with an encircling running track. There are 3 lakes here, 2 small lakes uses for ice pink in winter. A lake of two made pool in the summer. Third lake is very large. This is a water reservoir, you can see the vastness of it. There is also a theater called “The Swedish Cottage Marionette Theatre” offers productions in summertime and during the school season...” - Rena excited to introduce new place to newbie.
“Let’s go here again in summertime ^^!” – Jurina smiled and wink at Rena.
Rena nodded: “I’ll think about it. Haha” :grin:
They are continue their trip, Rena point many place to introduce it to Jurina.
“Whoo~~ooooooo~ Wonderful. :wub: Look! Rena-chan, Look overthere, :wub: Birds are so beautiful, how wonderful :shocked:~ ~~I think I’m falling in love with this place ah~~” Jurina spoke with admiration when she saw these petite birds nearby.
“Oh…Follow me know, there are many kind of animals and species in tropic here, if I were right, there were about 200 different species of birds that live freely here. Every now and then you'll see a lot of beautiful things more ^^! I’m glad you enjoy it, this is my favorite place :jerk: :wub:.” – A princess smile Rena smiled at Jurina made this place more beautiful.
 “~ Amazing ~” Jurina shouted.
Suddenly, as heard the noises, birds fly wings, some flying towards them.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA” – Jurina panicked shout out, jumped behind Rena grabbed her skirt, tucked, hiding behind Rena.
*Look like a child. I can’t believe she was 18!* Rena thought.
“You’re just falling in love with them, give beautiful compliment it, now shouting for fearing. Seem like you wicked as evil bird but shying like a chicken.” -  Rena squints and says.
“Hic. Chicken or bird aren’t important, who’s need you care. I’m not wicked, you are~” – Jurina pouted.
“Haha! Yeah, I wish I could, I don’t know who was still hinding behind me, I’m a shelter ha~” – Rena laughed at Jurina.
Jurina immediately let she go of Rena’s coat, straightened her arm to the horizontal forehead, supposing looking for someone forward.
“Who??? Who’s hiding, I has seen no one. Ple~”
“Haha,You are really like a kid, childish. I do not bother telling you haha"- Rena laughed unremitting.
Then they’re walking along the park, watching the trees, the lakes, the beast here, a fun morning in the park was very comfortable and peaceful. It also has a zoo, with both sports area, Park drive for pedestrian, bicycle rollers were including. Jurina watched them with interesting, while Rena look at Jurina and laughed. They stopped and sit down under a large tree, with broad foliage, Rena took out her dishes she prepared.
One Sunday morning as every morning Sunday of the month, the only new thing is the first time Jurina sit here for breakfast with a new friend she has known nearly week. It is really strange, she could feel comfortable eating with someone who was just starting out, and same with Rena.
“Oppps….Did you do all of this? It must to take so much time” - Popping a piece of sushi placed in her mouth to enjoy it. Rena nodded shyly.
“Just eat, Ok” – Rena shyly told :sweatdrop:
J: “Oishi! “ “You’re the best. The flavours such as at home, I remember my mother often made those for me. I love being eaten food my mother cooked every day. I don’t get it from the day I’m lived here… that’s so…remind me” -Jurina small voice gradually.
R: “If you love it so much, why don’t you study in Japan, how come all the way here to spend far away?"- Rena questions.
J: “I decided to study aboard…. I have had some reasons ..."
R: “So is studying??…but I thought that you told that you had a work here?”
J: "I'll be enrolled here but not now, I’m working as intership at my daddy’s partner company because my daddy work for his company after all that’s why I have to learn more, but actually I really want to do something by own self. Something is mine".
R: “Nice. Fighting! I’ll support you” “Ah. Jurina do not have relatives here, do you?”
J: “Yes, I have”
R: “Why don’t you live with them?”
J: “But to avoid some things I don’t want so I did not want to stay with acquaintances. I’ve not found the place to rent yet."- Jurina said.
“Ohm. That’s it.”
J: “And you?”
R: “Me~…I had lived with my relatives before moving here for scholarship since last year.”
J: “Being alone with loneliness?"
R: "Yes, sometime really lonely but I’m used to it. Sometimes I got homesick. But I know how distance from here to my hometown.
J: "Sorry, I did not mean to..."
R: "It's okay about that. Actually I often go home once a year or my parents come here to see me"
J "I'm afraid of going home so much, my father betrothed me to the one I dislike. My mother always love me and support me whatever I do. but I was not overly fond, I don’t wanna married without love. So I don’t wanna come back."
R: "So you’re escaped? You've gone so far away to hide." - Empathy questions
Jurina looked with distant eyes into the blue sky beyond. Nodded. :panic:
J: “I don’t want to make papa feels sad for me, I know my father love me too, just want the best for me, his promise with another I repected it so I expressed to him for me to go training, If I still have not found the one – who I love the rest of my life, I will accept fate with the people he has selected... for me…"
J: “I hope that guy find another to get married. Why’s me? Ahrrr! I’ve just wish I would go away for a few years, then after few years my daddy will understand the feelings of this little daughter – ME, then do not force me anymore, that guy’s father was a close friend with dad. My brother in law also studied same school with him, so that he could meet me once, and said that he wanna me to be his wife. Then ours parent promised each other we will engage when I’m finished the school role. So I choosed to go to learn longer and longer as I can"
R: “Why not initiate from try to love him, easier than hiding~ that’s good for you" :roll:
J: “Do not tease me. It’s not funny. Don’t you see I was too young to get married?“ :jphip: :sweatdrop:
R: "You’re grow enough to fly. Not a baby anymore, you’re choice your life way to go, so that way here anyway you’re evading so I think you should continue evading until the day you found who you want to be with forever, that’s my advice for you."  :twothumbs
J: “Haha. I think like you. But you instigate me doing that, not really like you. But I think I’m right going here or I couldn’t know you ^^”.”
R: “Well, stop talking and eat more. Everything will have a way to resolve it, right?" – Rena said and then pick up the pieces rolls of sushi passed to Jurina.
J: “Thank you for everything, your food is really delicious, if there is a chance I will make you enjoy pabulum made by me." – Jurina blusing said
“But this surpise really made me happy, you know?”  - Jurina continue her words.
R: “Uhm…I’m glad you like it” Rena nodded and agreed.
Continue the aimlessly story, they sat and was talking for a long time, eat all the food Rena brought with, relax a little bit of time. When they could realize it was already past the early afternoon. :lol:
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Then they chose a cafe with a quiet space to go. Actually, the first day took Jurina to tour like this, Rena honestly did not know where to go. She chose her favorite places that she likes the quiet, tranquility, where people could lose theirself in the random music. Looking at everyone hurries outsight, Rena often studied in the shool’s library, sometimes she simply reading in the park, walking, and carrying homework with her at café shops. She also go overtime for work but her spare time is often alone, her friends are not many here.

Suddenly a familiar music song sounded, she’s listening to the lyrics, which reminiscent of her story (Good in goodbye). Rena felt a duplicate mood down.
Her life here rightfully revolves around learning, working, stay at home, throughout these years she had never seen anything lack in her life, during this journey somehow rush of the life might inadvertently lose something and then had regrets for "I wish" it or not….
Without her love story with him – the boy she’s broke up with a few day ago, then certainly nothing is much to complain about here. When the hangover was gone, lots think of herself that not make her stop thinking about her story that day, really do not know how to face it. She just wants to take her mind out of it,
That night, it really was such a night, she poured everything into sorrow in alcohol to forget, she had really brought out the anger in that call, but today she thought about him, thinking of things she want to forget. She’s hope time passed could heal the hurt in her empty heart.
The seat she was sitting here had been the place she usually dated with him. Everything reminded her about her sadness, ever thought so deeply, she forgot the one whose accompany her at this moment, was sitting opposite her, looked at her curiously, does not understand what’s going on Rena’s mind, maybe she lost her souls somewhere and now just she sit there with silly emotions on her face.
“Hey! Is something wrong? Who ate your soul again :catglare:? Come back to the Earth, Rena :catglare: :rock:” – Jurina's hand waved in front Rena’s face.
“Huh? What?” Her spirit returned. :hand: :doh:
“What’s happen to you?” Jurina interested questions.
“You wanna know?” – Looking at Jurina’s eyes, face to face with her. :doh:
“Huh~’’ – Jurina raising her eyebrows.
“Nothing !” – Really nothing have to say. :smhid
“Uhm.’’ – Jurina grimaced slightly.
Jurina may feel Rena has no mood to talk, there must be some reason she don’t know, that day she’s drunk, forget everything are exist in the earth, in a drunken stupor she blame on one person, mistook someone was Jurina with the person she want to beat, Jurina guess it must be heartbreaking. But she do not force Rena have to say about it, though somewhat she’s really curious, but she does not want nosy about other people, it is sad, they do not want to say, Jurina was no one of Rena that close enough to express her feelings with. So Jurina had kept quietly sipped her water.
Two people remained silent for drinking. Suddenly Rena spoke out quiet atmosphere, dyspnea between them.
By the way, where’s my passport? You say you will return it to me when you reunited me?'' – Rena remembered about her passport she has to take back.
Jurina suddenly remembered this morning because she has gone out too quickly to remember it, her stupid brain just remember looking forward to meeting the beautiful girl but forgotten bring main thing she have to bring with.
Jurina grinned embarrassed and scratched her head: :nervous
“Hi hi! Actually…. I left it home. I’m sorry soooo sorry.’’ :nervous – Jurina clap her hand together and said apologize.
“Are you kidding me?” Cleared her throat, her eyes light become the lighting of new knife sharp sharpener.
“I’m so sorry, Really… I …. Can I… pay back later” - Jurina shaky answer.
“No more “later” with me. Jurina!” – Rena glanced :rock: :catglare:
“I…”
“Rena!! Is you??” Suddenly a voice interrupted them, shouted the name of Rena. :shocked:
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 4
« Reply #26 on: October 26, 2015, 09:32:33 PM »
I really like the flow of the story. They met by accident, quarreled, got to know, and now be good friends innocently still without love, yet. It's flowing unhastily and that's cool. :thumbsup:
And Jurina's outlook, i can imagine her handsomeness. Hehe. :grin: Do you use her danso appearance as a preference? But I think you forgot to describe the pants she's wearing. :nervous:
And... That person who's coming.. Is it Rena's ex? :?
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« Reply #27 on: October 27, 2015, 12:07:08 AM »
I really like the flow of the story. They met by accident, quarreled, got to know, and now be good friends innocently still without love, yet. It's flowing unhastily and that's cool. :thumbsup:
And Jurina's outlook, i can imagine her handsomeness. Hehe. :grin: Do you use her danso appearance as a preference? But I think you forgot to describe the pants she's wearing. :nervous:
And... That person who's coming.. Is it Rena's ex? :?
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 4
« Reply #28 on: October 27, 2015, 07:11:29 AM »
I really like the flow of the story. They met by accident, quarreled, got to know, and now be good friends innocently still without love, yet. It's flowing unhastily and that's cool. :thumbsup:
And Jurina's outlook, i can imagine her handsomeness. Hehe. :grin: Do you use her danso appearance as a preference? But I think you forgot to describe the pants she's wearing. :nervous:
And... That person who's coming.. Is it Rena's ex? :?
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I really like the flow of the story. They met by accident, quarreled, got to know, and now be good friends innocently still without love, yet. It's flowing unhastily and that's cool. :thumbsup:
And Jurina's outlook, i can imagine her handsomeness. Hehe. :grin: Do you use her danso appearance as a preference? But I think you forgot to describe the pants she's wearing. :nervous:
And... That person who's coming.. Is it Rena's ex? :?
:rikabunny Her pants is skinny, make her leg longger :"> I really love that style in my real life. and i think Jurina suit with it, right:))
I plan to make a long fic, so I give Rena time to heal her heartbreaking, to believe in love once more time, it's hard :( but I wanna make their bond strong enough to go next step between friendship, close friend, then a lover. :))
ah~. Some chapter later will appear a new couple love at the 1st sight :))) I hope you'll like it too :">
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 251015 Part 4
« Reply #29 on: October 27, 2015, 02:53:47 PM »
It will be fine - Part 5  :welcome :shy1: :shy2:
Rena’s immediately frozen for a moment, Jurina looks back at the person, who has called Rena, was slowly came toward them.
"Who’s that? »- Jurina blurted asked.
"My ex." - Rena response - "It's bad luck. Let's go! I do not want to meet him! "- Rena said, quickly grab her bag up and left. Jurina had barely understand anything, only saw Rena walking quickly.
Rena passing, outwalk that guy, suddenly just nearly out of the door, he hurried chase her, catched up her and grabbed the wrist of Rena pulled her back.
"I’ve looked for you everywhere. Why are you hiding me, even changed your phone numbers, blocking off all contact, your classmate told me you not to go to school, your neighbor said to me when I asked that you’re frequently overnight somewhere , where were you recent days???” – He said with angry voice.
"You don’t have to care about me. The termination of us. I guess you know we're over. All the words I had said on that day? You don’t understand or are you deaf? I don’t wanna see you anymore. What do you want from me anymore?” – Rena said. She bored him so much
"Why? Just give me a reason. You’re loving me so hard suddenly you said “farewell”. It's wouldn't be so easy to leave without any reason. You knew I loved you, don’t play with my heart.”
"Love. You even dared to say to love with me? People like YOU will never understand the real meaning of love. It is ridiculous"
"You can’t break up with me without reason like that. I has done nothing wrong, you have to give me the opportunity to explain rather. "
"The reason for it. I’m done loving you, enough???? You need a reason, now I gave you a reason. Let me go!"
"I Can’t! I do not believe! Being a girlfriend of being your happiness, you’re said that before, how could it be like that? "– He yelled

I don't care if it hurts. I've never loved and sacrificed so much. Being faithful is the most important. Until now, you’re still told the lie to me. It’s enough. I’m so disappointed of you. Rena thought. :banghead:

''Why not? You may say “I love you” to a person you don’t, then nothing is impossible. My happiness, you're right,I used to and now is not anymore. We’re done." – Rena definitively said
"I really do not understand you. What the heck with you?" – He got angry and said
"Nope. Don’t kill your last self-esteem on me, let me also have something to be able to respect you. Leave me alone, please! I do not want to break our good memorier. Do not ask for the reason why! If you want to know it, let's think about yourself, look at yourself and what you was doing behind me. Just ask yourself not me. I think you will understand the reason and I do not have anything to say to you either."
“We’re really over. Let me go, and I hope I would never see you again. Goodbye!!!!”
After speaking, Rena wrenched her arm, slapped him and walk away, not to look back him any once more time again.
Jurina just now stood silent and looked, saw Rena away, they chased behind her. :panic:
"W-wait! Rena!!!!!!!!!!" - He yelled, by the time he was going to chasing her Jurina timely interrupt him by pulling shoulder from behind to slow down, stop him.
"WTF? Why you stop me? Are you her friend? I’ve never ever met you before."
"You do not know me, no need to know. Do NOT chase after her in vain, you heard what she said, she doesn’t want to see you, have anything to say to you. Let her go. It’s over. Conversation between you two is not what I could say about, but as her friend I won’t forgive anyone hurt her like that.”
“You’ve known nothing.”
“I don’t care. If you dare to hurt her, I promise I could make you regret. Save my words.”
After that Jurina immediately chase after Rena. Jurina catch up Rena a moment later, keep walking and not say any word, just quietly walking beside her.

No one laughs two times for one jokes, but cry many times for one sad story. Love is hard to descries, to love and to be loved. It’s hard to expect a thing never real. No one knows the person they would love, we couldn’t choose the way our heart beat.  What’s love? Losing someone or something you love or care deeply about is very painful. You may experience all kinds of difficult emotions and it may feel like the pain and sadness you're experiencing will never let up. These are normal reactions to a significant loss. But while there is no right or wrong way to grieve, there are healthy ways to cope with the pain that, in time, can renew you and permit you to move on.
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“Yeah! I’ve to move on! But.... I will forget, I absolutely forget him. ..but. Why do I feel so down? F*ck this life. Life so hard” Rena thought.
Rena suddenly stopped. Turn to Jurina and invited.
"Hey…I ought to go to drink, want to drink with me…."
"What do you mean??? Achohol? Right now????” Jurina surprised at Rena words, she could only think about wine, because the first time she met her, she drunk so much, now she want it again. OMG. So trouble girl
"Yeah. Only You and me. Wanna? "
“No. Besides I’m underage of public drinking.” :mon huh2:
“Then I think I should go alone.”
“Again? Because of that guy.  :doh:Oh Come on!!!” :tama-piss:
"..." - * Agrr It’s really too soon to face him. I hate that. Arr my bad luck, bad day. Why have to appeared the time I don’t wanna see**
“I don’t think it’s good. Last time you was not drunk to causes many problem not enough to you, was you? I don’t think so. Don’t try to forget by means of drinking and watse your love on somebody, who doesn’t value it. Drinking can't solve your problems Just let him out of your sight, out of your mind!”
“But how….You weren’t me… how can you know how I feel.” :banghead: :banghead:
Jurina placed both hands hold two Rena’s shoulders look at her eyes expect something.
J: “You’re talked out a lot of things in your heart when you’re drunk. Maybe I'm not you, I couldn’t feel the pain in heart, unless you share that sadness with me. Maybe I don’t know how you feel, but I can’t wipe your tear when you cry or cry with you. Just let me be your friend. You need to be honest with yourself about how you feel, you know? Do not bury it, just say it, with me you no need to be afraid.”
Look into eyes on eyes of Jurina, Rena could not help her feeling welled.
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One whom you have affection for them for how many days, people say love you, happy to have you next, is our eternal destiny, then one day they discovered only at the beginning all is false, deceptive only. The baby, this is to make you the most miserable people, deceived me, even from the beginning, the word love nothing is real, pretended love you, for you to be happy, build trust in me, Then they overturned it. I just like pawns in a chess game they love. There are children and one day they will throw you away like an expendable pawns. It's ridiculous how. Woe than that. But it's very painful. Do you understand? That hurts. She knows everything, his deception. And that person will never know why she broke up with him. To let go of the woman he once loved one, it's too painful. But can not continue to love someone like that "- These words Rena told all the suffering, Rena head down.
Two hands holding wrists Jurina is to over her shoulder.

R: “I don’t know. My heart is empty. What will you do….If there is a person, you have affection for months, how many days, he says love you, he asked you to be his girlfriend, happy to have you, was our enternal destiny. Then you discovered that he’s just cheat on you, pretend loving you, play with your heart, it sucks…from the beginning is only you, only you falling in love, it’s hurt that much. Just like pawns in a chess game they love to play, one day they will throw you away like an expendable pawns. It’s ridiculous. He didn’t know that I’ve know everything. I broke up with him because he’s a shit liar. Fuck this …!” – Words of Rena said all that more painful, she started to cry. :cry: :(
“I despised! The taste of bitterness I will never forgive! ... "- Rena said a choked voice. :mad:
“I wanna drink to forget this hurt…I didn’t know any better than. If you couldn’t go, I would go alone by myself.” – Rena hold on Jurina wrist, her hand pull down.
Jurina caught the tears of Rena, Rena wanted to cry but holding back her tears because she did not want to cry in front of Jurina.
* Feeling really worried about her, Jurina took her hand grabbed the hands of Rena, Rena suddenly pulled her hand back. Instant Jurina said.
“Give me your hand. It’ll make you feel better” – Said then again Jurina grabbed Rena hands, hold up, and then use that hand hit her forehead with the palm of her own. Rena did not understand why Jurina said it will feel better but hurt.
R: ““Owww. What are you doing?” Surprised screamed out in pain. :mon cheek: :mon ouch:

Ignored amazement of Rena, Jurina continue her remaining hand that was holding Rena’s wrist hit Jurina’s another hand so strong.

Rena don’t understand what’s going on?
"What the hell you are doing. Pain. "- Rena withdrew her strong hand holding rubbed back and say. Grilled understand what game they're working on both.
Where damage is Jurina also understand where she really feels.
"Do you know the similar and what's the difference between the two? - Jurina asked Rena
"I don’t understand what you're saying, you have to be crazy or something."
“Did you feel hurt when I hit your hand?”Jurina asked her
"Of course it hurt. Excessive question. Are you crazy?” – Rena uncomfortable answer Jurina question.
J: "When your forehead was being hit by your own hand, only you could feel the hurt by your palm and your forehead, was only you, but when I use my hand hit your hand, we hurt each other. Do you understand what I mean?"
R: “What’s mean?" :mon dunno:
J: “It’s mean when you love someone not love you, you had to suffer, he did not love, then it’s not make him feel guilty or suffering you, you found only youself hurt yourself only. He will only feel the pain when it is his pain, as same as I beat you, I’m hurt, you’re feel that it hurts too, the pain has shared. Nobody even notices you’re hurting. He will never feel the pain of you, remorse for having hurt you or never feel you’re lost, your regret. If he doesn’t love you, whether you are crying, heartbreaking because of him, is it worth? Honestly I do not want to see you down because of a badass ugly guy like him, he's such a coward."
“…” – Rena speechless, winden her eyes, with a few of tearsdrop inside.
But ... .Jurina ‘s hand rubbing the hand of Rena, she say:
"Time won’t stop, all the pain will pass by time. Lost in love is hurt but time will heal all your wounds. you could get it over. Is love a reality? My answer is yesThink positive, do positive. The pain is there to teach us something, he’s not right person in your destiny. He’s not worth with a princess like you I’m sure one day you will find who loves you more than theirself. You’re prince is somewhere you’ll find him at right time. Believe me!”

“…” - Rena listened it very carefully every words of Jurina said. *She’s so gently, sweet. I wish my prince in the future could be someone like her* Rena thought:shocked: (it’s easy – love Jurina=)) be her princess, Rena=))))

J: "Sometimes you need to leave some things behind, and move on, if you need advice or encouragement, call me. I will always here for you."
J: '' I hope you could be strong, forget that sad story, I want to see Rena-chan laugh, because she has a very beautiful smile like the sunshine. Really, do not be sad because I will be there to comfort you as your friends do” – Jurina smiled.
R: “It's unbelievable that one day I’ve need to take advice by a teenager who scared of flying birds. I can’t believe it.” Rena said and smultaneously wiping take some droplets of condensation on the cheek.
J: 'Yah! Who? Who is afraid of bird? Hey! That’s not me, I love bird... I don’t see anyone here~!''
R: '' Haha There are only Me and You here, childish, I was not afraid, then, of course is someone left”
* This little girl could make me feel better, not like her appearance and her childish behavour. She’s really good at taking a advice.* Rena think.

J: “Ple… Hate you the most…Anyways Sorry for hitting on you. :on cny2: I just think that’s a kind of things as a friend could do to help a friend. To be honest, we are friends so it’s advised to do that”
R:  “Are you 18, really?”
J: “Well…Need me show you my ID card to prove it.”
Rena nodded repeatedly.
Jurina took her ID card out show it to Rena.
Look at the picture print in the Card, it’s too funny. Lot of laugh, Rena can’t stop laughing at it. :shocked:
“This girl is really you. Hahaa. How diffirent.”
“It’s me! Why are you laughing so hard?”
“You’re so cute hahaha. This girl really diffirent from you )) She so cute”
“I know I’m cute. Stop laughing.” – Jurina pouted and put her ID into her wallet again.
“Haha. I said this girl whose was on the card not you. I can’t believe that’s you.” – Rena teased.
“How about it” – Jurina made a duck lips.
“Don’t make that with me. It’s useless.” – Rena laughed.
“I’m cute. I hate you” – Jurina puffy her cheeks
“Ok! Ok haha”. :tama-laff:
“Stop laughing. Just go and choose any place for fun or I’ll not talk to you forever”
“Anywhere?”
“Yes!!”
“If you said it, I’d love go to that place” – Rena said and point to the location in front of them.
“W-what!!!” – Look toward the direction Rena’s hand was pointing. :shocked: Omg! :shocked:
“The haunted house!” – Rena smiled.
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I'm here again. Hope you'll like this chap. It's ended my chapter 2, see you next chapter :tama-yeeaah: I'll try to work hard lol :kneelbow:
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 271015 Part 5
« Reply #30 on: October 27, 2015, 04:18:32 PM »
I don't know why..
I understand the story, I can follow the plot.
But I found confusions while reading it... :nervous:
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 271015 Part 5
« Reply #31 on: October 27, 2015, 04:52:37 PM »
I don't know why..
I understand the story, I can follow the plot.
But I found confusions while reading it... :nervous:
It's hard to read or something? :cry:
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 271015 Part 5
« Reply #32 on: October 27, 2015, 04:56:18 PM »
I don't know why..
I understand the story, I can follow the plot.
But I found confusions while reading it... :nervous:
It's hard to read or something? :cry:

For me, it was kinda (Sorry for being a silent reader until now)

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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 271015 Part 5
« Reply #33 on: October 27, 2015, 04:59:21 PM »
I will try to write it easy next time :(
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 271015 Part 5
« Reply #34 on: October 27, 2015, 05:39:52 PM »
I will try to write it easy next time :(
I know you can do it, Vicky-san. I'll look forward to your update and read it for sure. Just take it easy and no need to rush. Ganbare!!!!! :on GJ: :mon thumb:
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« Reply #35 on: October 27, 2015, 06:01:03 PM »
I will try to write it easy next time :(
I know you can do it, Vicky-san. I'll look forward to your update and read it for sure. Just take it easy and no need to rush. Ganbare!!!!! :on GJ: :mon thumb:
yeah! I'll try. Now i can understand english writting  it's the hardest i've known. Actually I feel it really hard to read, sometime I couldn;t understand what i wrote :banghead: :"> :panic:
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 271015 Part 5
« Reply #36 on: October 27, 2015, 06:21:44 PM »
My Jurina so cool haha
Moree with cool Jurina  :inlove:
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« Reply #37 on: October 27, 2015, 06:42:23 PM »
My Jurina so cool haha
Moree with cool Jurina  :inlove:
Thankyouu for the update
:cow: she's cool but she always forget Rena's passport :))) :cathappy: :cathappy:
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Re: It Will Be Fine - (Wmatsui) 271015 Part 5
« Reply #38 on: November 09, 2015, 02:14:54 PM »
This is continue?
interesting story

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« Reply #39 on: November 10, 2015, 11:35:42 AM »
This is continue?
interesting story
Of course i will, but im so busy nearly day :( thats why... i wrote it by vietnamese i will translate it when i have freetime.
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