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i was having hard time fighting with depression but now i'm fine and back sorry for grammar mistake i'm not good writer but i do my best anyway hope you guys enjoy the last part i will post other one shot in this page to hope you read them too.
YUKI POVI like to challenge myself to do something risky, this time, I decide to fall in love with one of my students.
In every school, there is always students who have a crush on their teacher, so I wanted to know how it's feel dating student.
I know it's not something easy,but I don't care because living a simple life is boring.
After finishing my usual routine I drive to school in my bike, doesn't driving motorcycle make the teacher look cool?
After 15 minutes later I arrived the school, I park my bike at the parking lot, taking my leather jacket off I entered the school building and greeted by students.
Suddenly a familiar figure stood front me she lowered her head and greeted me, I greet her back and waited for her to say something, but she keeps staring me with her beautiful eyes, I raised my eyes brow in confusion, glaring she walk past by leaving me dumbfounded, 'what's her problem? ' shrugging I walk toward my office putting my belong on the table and getting ready for my class.
The half day passed without any problem, but at the seventh period I got interesting in two students, they are best friends, I can tell from they way they act towards each other, their name is Jurina and Mayu
Jurina she is good looking girl but she have scary aura, she always had famous glare on her face saying 'Mind your own business.' While Mayu is smart beautiful and genius. I wonder how they become friends.
I decide to get closer to them and figured out that Jurina has feeling for Mayu while Mayu has feeling for me.
She always blushes and act shyly toward me whenever I approach her, her adorable eyes and flushed cheeks make me fall hard in love with her, I can do anything to make her happy and protect her from the bully who always hurt her for fun, as the time pass we get to know much about each other.
I always love to tease her, while Jurina always sends me her usual deadly glare in reply I just smirk evilly at her.
Also, there is wired girl who always appears whenever I enter the school at morning After greeting me and moment of silence she will pass by glaring at me like she wants me to remember something about her which I tried hard but failed.
Late I found out her name is Rena and she always bully Mayu that makes me angry, I call her in my office and ask the reason why she hurt innocent students.
But avoiding my question she asked me if I remember her which I didn't. 'Try to remember me.' Saying this she walk out of my class after that day I never saw her again.
Until the day when Jurina and Rena had the fight, Jurina pushed Rena Over the stair which caused her leg injury badly.
Luckily nothing bad happened but Jurina got suspended For the week from school. I can't blame her knowing she was just protecting Mayu.
After that accident, Mayu spends a lot of the time with me since Jurina were not with her, and finally, that day comes when she confess her feeling and of course I accept it by kissing her kissable lips, you guys have no idea how much I waited to kiss them.
we started to date secretly, Jurina, of course, knows about us, she always warns me to be careful, she always watches from far and stand out of the class after the lunch,
no matter how much I scold her not to guard us, but she alway ignores me saying she is being a good friend.
but one day Mayu keep insisting for a kiss in the library, I keep ignoring her but suddenly she kissed me forcefully sadly she had no idea that we caught by one student and send us to the principal office.
Since the first day of our dating I promised myself if we get caught I will take all the blame which I did but Rena appears of nowhere again and takes all the blame on herself which of course surprised everyone.
why in the world is she trying to help us? I glanced at Rena's eyes hoping to read her emotions but her eyes were emotionless but in those emotionless eyes, I saw something that I should have seen before.
Matsui Rena, I meet her when she was 12 years old she was the first person I challenged myself to save from bully, I saved her when everyone was beating her, I hold her hand when everyone letting her go, I saved her , I gave her hope, I make her see the world from the different view, I teach her to enjoy the life and smile without reason.
without knowing I become Matsui Rena first love, she sees me as her hero as her prince but I failed to become part of her life and left her just like others.
the anger and hate she had on me she take it out on Mayu, it was my mistake but Mayu had to suffer.
and know she becomes my hero my savor by taking all the blame and giving the new chance to me and Mayu to start a new life together.
after the meeting in principle, I never take my eyes of Rena and silently keep apologizing for leaving her, the principle apologized to me and Mayu and let us go.
coming out of the office I saw Jurina leaning on the wall folding her arms she glared at me and mouthed "I told you to be careful."
I apologized with my eyes and walked back my class to take my belongs.
putting some important file in the bag I walked out but stopped as I saw Rena standing front blocking my way.
'If it wasn't me you were rotting in the jail."she said.
"If it wasn't me you were not standing here," i said hiding the fact I know about her feeling.
stepping closer to me she leaned her face close to my ear and whispered.
"You know the most thing I hate in the world is?" gulping I shake my head.
"Humans!" saying this she away toward the roof, I stared at her back until it disappeared.
MAYU POV You know the feeling when you were about to walk out of the school building but feel someone is standing at the roof planning suicide, well that's how I felt right now as I walked out of the school main door.
When I raised my head to look up at the roof and surprised to see no other than my enemy Rena, she were holding her hands in the air enjoying the air for the last time, throwing my backbag on the ground I run at full speed to the roof not caring if I was about to collapsed I didn't stopped until I reached the roof and yelled her name startling her.
"What are you doing??" i asked catching my breath.
"What does it look to you?" she asked looking back at the sky.
"Are you insane? you can't kill yourself because of Jurina." Rena chuckled.
"Why would I kill myself because of that bitch?"
"Because you love her, I can see it in your eyes," I said walking little close to her.
"Used to, but when she become my mother number one daughter I started to hate her with a bottom of my heart."
"Rena....." I whispered not understanding her at all.
"My mother used to hate me because I wasn't perfect daughter for her just like Jurina. I was her real daughter but she treats me like shits and treat Jurina like a princess." Rena looked at me with her angry and sad eyes that about to got teary from the pain she was suffering all those years.
"You know Jurina always used to tell me that I'm her first love and she can do anything for me but when I killed my mother she left me saying I'm a monster and she will never forgive me for taking someone important from her."
"There is nothing worst than human." Rena glanced back at the blue sky taking deep breaths.
"Than why you saved me early?" I asked.
"Because of Yuki, I can't hurt you since you are her girlfriend, I got surprised when I heard someone caught you guys kissing, knowing she will get in trouble I saved you guys, at least, I should repay her back as a good person." Rena wiped her tears with her shirt sleeve and looked down at the ground, quickly I grabbed her hand to stop her from doing something stupid.
"Please don't do this!!" She snatched her hand away and glared at me.
"Don't touch me!!"
"Please," I begged with staring at her painful eyes.
"Leave!!" she commanded me.
"I can't!" The drop of tear flow of my left eyes.
"Mayu...." she whispered wiping my tear with her thumbs.
"Rena-san!!" I whispered back looking at her.
"Arigatou." she said smiling a most beautiful smile I ever saw in my life.
"Rena-san don't leave me!" I said holding her hands tightly.
"I want to rest," she said in tired tone. slowly taking her hands away from mines she looked back at the ground closing her eyes she takes last long breath.
After very long time later she felt happy again, happier than child who got his first Christmas present, happier than homeless man who got his first home after hard works, right now she is the happiest person in the world because she going to rest finally after suffering all these pain that keep killing since the day she born.
she is happy because she knows she going to where nobody can hurt her or broke her heart.
"Matsui Rena thanks for being my hero."