Going Crazy
If someone followed you every where you went and you didnt know how would you feel hmm mabye honoured no thats wrong how about shy nope still not right idolised no still not the right word oh wait ive got it how about a couple of words.
Frightened.
Scared.
Terrified.
creeped out.
Those are the couple of words that come to mind when thinking of this situation.
What would you do if that person that followed you was a stranger?
You would run no?
What if it was I dont know mabye someone you know?
You would think it was a joke right?
Thats what my friends thought the said I was messing with them just to freak them out an boy where they wrong.I suppose it surves them right for cheating on me with their girlfriends.I loved them no wrong I love them but they said I was obsessed that I was getting something else mistaken as love when I really wasnt.
They say you sometimes have to hurt those you love well I did one better I didnt just hurt them I tortured them by torture I mean mental torture and then finally killed them.
My bad.
I never really thought they would drive me over the edge.
I didnt mean for them to die I love them my bestfriends my girlfriend.
Madea Atsuko she was Minami's girlfriend I wish she was mine she was so beautiful her smile her laugh everything she did my heart flutter she was also the one to have Minami's heart she was a lucky one.
Takahashi Minami the smallest out of our group of friends the one that always had the responsibility the mature the one who was lucky to have Atsuko as a girlfriend.Minami's faliaurs also had a strange affect on me its hard to explain how.She always tried her best no matter what and never let people down or atleast thats what she thought but when she became Atsuko's girlfriend my heart smashed to pieces.
Oshima Yuko the pervy girl the squirrel girl the hyper girl the weird girl the amazing smart sexy athletic girl.This girl who always had a smile on her face who always clung onto Kojima Haruna.Oshima Yuko was the lucky one who stole Kojima Haruna's heart.When this happaned I cried and cried for nights on end.
Kojima Haruna the airhead of our group of six she always blanked out she always smiled laughed joked and had to tear Yuko away from her lucky self.She had the lowest grades in class but I didnt care I helped her after school to study sometimes when she wasnt with her other half.Oshima Yuko never knew how lucky she was to have captured this magnificent beings heart.I never stopped crying for this girl.
I will save my girlfriend for last why?
Simple you will know who I am if I tell you my girlfriend.
But I will give you a hint my name starts with ..........
a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i,j,k,l,n,M,o,p,q,r,s,t,u,v,w,x,y,z
Did you get my hint ??
If you did then my my you are a clever one arnt you if you didnt then I gusse you will have to wait till the end.
Shall I tell you what im surrounded by I bet you wont know ahh I really want to tell you no I shoudnt ahh wait no I should ready ready get ready are your ready brace yourself im surrounded by their bodies their lifeless pale skinned goddess like bodies.Even in death these 5 beauties have managed to take my breath away.
I suppose I should tell you how some of this started well I will only tell you a little.
When the six of us were younger we where never apart we laughed and cried together sang together dance together or atleast we tried to dance since the clumsy midget beauty Minami always seemed to fall behind.
When we got into Junior high thats when feelings started to develop when ever I seen one of them my heart sped up my breath hitched and I always became shy.The five of them made fun of me for this because when we where younger I was always the loudest and the silliest.
Then when highschool came along feelings got stronger and friendships grew into more pairing us together.
Atsuko and Minami.
Yuko and Kojima.
And then finally myself and my girlfriend.
When everyone had a girlfriend I started to realise what I felt seeing them be happy together felt like a stab through my heart and I didnt know what to do.I coudnt kiss them hold them as if they where mine I could only do that to the person that I apparently belonged to.Which wasnt bad but I wanted more.
Not knowing what to do I took as many opportunities to spend with all five of them as I could.
When I missed them I looked for them.
On my computer I always had 5 different tabs open each on one of their facebook pages so I would know their every move.I often texted them and called them since I wanted to hear their voices when ever I could.Be with them whenever I could.
Their smiles where the most amazing thing I had ever heard their laughs made me feel like I was flying and every tear a bullet to my heart.
But then eventually certain things werent enough.
I began to follow all of them where ever they went I even sent them gifts for example :
Lockets of hair.
rings.
braclets.
flowers .
And so much more I remeber them coming into school each day saying they got some gifts off of someone and where getting scared.They also said they felt someone was watching them of course I told them they were paranoid I was never gonna tell them that it was me that I loved them.
Eventually the five of them started to come into school with bags under their eyes their grades going lower and lower and then finally they started becoming absent.
I visted each of them everyday after school looking after them helping and being alone with them.
Then oneday I was sent a text a text that I coudnt believe.
I quickly ran to the park the place they told me to meet them and met them in the kiddy part.
They shouted at me saying they found out it was me who was doing all these things I denied it as much as I could but they didnt believe me they knew me to well.They called my bluff.
They said I was crazy I said I loved each of them and they said I didnt love them that I was scaring them that I was obssessed that I was making them go crazy.I lost my temper and snapped I pulled out the knife that was in my pocket for protection and stabbed each of them over and over again and again.Then by the time I realised what I was doing they where dead.
So now im crawling over to Yuki's body my girlfriends body stroking her cheek saying "I will follow you all anywhere even if it leads eventually to my death I love you all five of you." I took the knife in my hand and plunged it into my heart.
And now im speaking my last words now be preaped this is Watanabe Mayu's last words.
"Goodbye cruel world and Happy halloween."
END
So yer personally I thought this was pretty crap lol anyway comment please and thanks for reading happy halloween all.