Ok, this is something totally weird. I wrote the second part before this but I felt like I had to write a backstory for it. So this is it.
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A Vow of Perseverance
6 years ago
“Mmm, your lips taste like vanilla”, Tanaka Reina cooed as she licked her boyfriend’s lips before pressing her own against them. His tongue squeezed into her mouth, prompting her own to move. He lay on top of her on the couch in his house. His parents were out and the young couple got bored of watching TV. Her arms curled around his neck, pulling him deeper into the kiss. His hands had been on her back but they were now coming back up to the surface. They creped up until they were resting on her chest.
She opened her eyes and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. He had touched her like that before but she stopped him. Now, she wasn’t so sure she wanted to. Reina allowed her eyes to close again and continued to kiss him. When she didn’t protest, he began to knead her chest, coaxing a groan from her. He smiled. His hands dropped down on her stomach and reached under her black tank top.
“Nee, Kosuke, are you sure we should do this?”, Reina spoke up, getting a bad feeling about what they were doing. “If you love me”, he replied, looking her straight in the eyes. Reina was torn. She really loved Kosuke and maybe even wanted to do this with him, but something inside of her told her it was wrong. But she ignored the feeling. “Well, I do love you”, she said, allowing him to lift her shirt over her head.
In just a little while, both were laying naked. Reina’s eyes widened at the sight of her boyfriend’s nude form. He smiled and sucked her neck. Her head flew back and she moaned slowly. She began to feel like never before. Her body became warm in new places and she had the urge to touch him all over. Before she knew what was happening, something was poking her thighs.
Kosuke looked at her once more. His eyes seemed to ask if she wanted to keep going, if she really loved him. Her emotions took over and she nodded with no hesitance. Suddenly, she felt a sharp pain between her legs. It hurt so bad she cried out. He covered her mouth with his, masking the noises she made.
About 5 minutes later, it was over. He collapsed on top of her, sweating and dripping fluids. She was unhappy now. It was nothing like she had imagined. Instead of pleasure, all she felt was pain. Kosuke seemed to get some of his energy back and kissed her softly. “I love you”, he whispered, “I’ll always be here for you” She believed him.
But a few weeks later, she found out that his father had been transferred and he was going to be leaving Fukuoka. Her hands began to shake and balled into angry fists. “Why didn’t you tell me!?”, she screamed at him, tears burning her face. “I wanted to get something to remember you by”, he answered, “Because I love you” “Bullshit”, she growled, socking him in the stomach. Kosuke doubled over in pain. He looked up at her but was shocked at what he saw. She stared back, her eyes vacant and cold. “I hate your fucking guts”, was all she said before walking away.
From that day on, Tanaka Reina didn’t trust or love anyone. Her family was an exception but any outsiders were already dead to her. She never allowed herself to open up, which left her friends wondering why she rarely spoke to them. She lived her life on auto pilot, going through the motions. Yes, Tanaka Reina was dead inside.
Until she met Kamei Eri.
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Yeah, I know. At the time of this story, Reina would be around 12 or 13. Young but I've seen worse things happen. And because of her age, it affected her a lot. Which you'll see in the second part.
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