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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (A Vow of Perseverance - updated 7/6)
« Reply #300 on: July 07, 2008, 04:27:13 AM »
 YEAH TANAKAMEI!!!  :wub:
:angry: what an idiot!!! guys can be soo hurtful and dumb! 'if you love me' geez pressure much!!
hmmm i do wonder what the next part will bring??

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Reassurance - updated 7/6)
« Reply #301 on: July 07, 2008, 05:52:02 AM »
@lollipopgirl: Yeah, I was kinda afraid ppl would get mad at me for writing Reina with *gasp* a guy, especially when she was so young. But I'm happy it wasn't taken too badly. I hope it satisfies you. The next part, I mean. I'm such a damn softie! XD
@shadowolf8: I've read about the whole "if you love me" thing in magazines, so it seems to happen more often that we'd like to think.

Ok, because I don't want to keep you waiting and since I've already gotten it written, here's part 2! :D
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Reassurance

   Reina lay awake at 2:30 AM. It was summer so she wore nothing but a bra and panties. The sheets were strewn around the bed. She was sweating. Tonight’s actions left her exhausted but unable to rest. It was the first time she had done anything like that since Kosuke. She could hear jazz music softly playing from her neighbor’s apartment. It normally soothed her restless mind but not tonight. She sat up slowly, not wanting to disturb the sleeping girl beside her.
   The petite girl made her way to the balcony, taking in the refreshing night air and letting it embrace her pale body. Reina put her arms on the banister and looked up at the sky. Stars twinkled on their endless quilt of navy, complementing the round moon. She stared into the continuous darkness and remembered how she used to stare at the sky as a child. She’d sit on the porch for hours, knees pulled to her chest with eyes fixed on the expansion of space. Her parents would come out and tell her to go to sleep. She’d nod but never move from that spot. To Reina, the sky was her escape. It was peaceful and quiet, no one could bother her there. She retreated there after that day. The day her heart and spirit were taken.
   She was snapped back to reality when the sound of bed springs creaking entered her ears. She turned around to see a sleepy-looking Eri, in a pink tank top and white panties, scratching her head. “Did I wake you?”, the smaller girl asked, turning her head back upwards. “A little, but I wasn’t sleeping too well anyway”, the other Rokkie member replied as she stepped onto the balcony herself. She wrapped her arms around the trim waist and nuzzled her head into the small shoulder in front of her. “Whatcha lookin at?”, she asked in a silly voice. Reina didn’t reply but her hands moved down to grasp Eri’s arms, keeping them fastened to her waist.
    They stood there, a light breeze wafting around them. “Don’t leave, ok?”, Reina suddenly said, turning to face the surprised Eri. “I won’t”, the turtle-like girl smiled, squeezing Reina’s hips to reassure her. “Seriously, I need you”, the youngest Rokkie whimpered. She leaned into the soft body and buried her face in Eri’s hair. Eri held her but became even more concerned when she felt warm tears drip onto her shirt. “Reina, what’s wrong?”, she asked repeatedly, lightly rocking the crying girl like an upset child. She slowly walked over to the beach chair on the balcony and sat down. She switched Reina’s position so she was sitting on her lap, facing her. The younger girl slumped onto Eri’s chest, tears falling steadily. The 19 year old placed her lips on Reina’s head, planting tiny kisses there. They didn’t speak anymore and fell asleep.
    Several hours later, Eri woke up to sun in her face. She blinked a few times before recalling the previous night’s events. She wasn’t exactly sure what had happened but she had a feeling something in her girlfriend’s past had conjured up those tears. Glancing at Reina, she saw that the girl was still dozing but her face was red and her eyes puffy. Eri hugged the body on her a little tighter and kissed her flushed forehead.

“I will never leave you”, she whispered.
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So.....? :P

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Reassurance - updated 7/6)
« Reply #302 on: July 07, 2008, 06:26:29 AM »
awww turtle love :wub: :wub: lol
poor Reina.... i wonder if she will revel her past to Eri? i feel a little cliffhanger in this one!!  :D

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Reassurance - updated 7/6)
« Reply #303 on: July 07, 2008, 06:38:51 AM »
i hate kosuke  :kickass:

aaaaaaaaaaw tanakamei~~ i hope kamei won't break Reina's heart  :mon innocent:

i want a update!  :mon inluv:

PS: actually... i love tanakamei  :mon angel:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Reassurance - updated 7/6)
« Reply #304 on: July 07, 2008, 03:51:11 PM »
STUPID EX BOYFRIEND.  :angry:

aww. TanaKame. :wub: :wub:

sweeeeet.

next next.  :shakeit:

hehehe..

its really cool to see Reina cry on Kamei. maybe not cool. but refreshing.  :love: :love: :love: :wub: :wub:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Reassurance - updated 7/6)
« Reply #305 on: July 07, 2008, 04:25:26 PM »
kosuke is her ex??? lolx.. i donno about the kosuke.. lolx.. but its great~!!! tanakame!! lolx

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Reassurance - updated 7/6)
« Reply #306 on: July 07, 2008, 08:11:55 PM »
Awww poor Reina, she has been scarred by it :(
I'm glad it's Kame though, I know she will take good care of her!
Now it's time to say poor Kame, she has no idea why Reina just lost after they did the dirty for the first time and surely that's gotta play on her mind too... I'd be so incredibly worried if I were her, but on the plus side, I would feel ever more drawn to her and want to protect more then ever :heart:

My dear, I think you are missing something here ;) I would really really love for you to continue this with a Part 1.5 or something where its how they got together and Reina struggling (I assume) about letting her guard down to be with Kame-chan and even getting to 'that night' that we just saw the aftermath of. Soooooo  :onionwhip: get to work my sweet little name stealer :twisted: :P

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #307 on: July 07, 2008, 11:25:42 PM »
@shadowolf8: I thought about leaving it but I really wanted to write the ending. It's angsty fluff!!! :heart:
@Yukari: Yeah, you kick Kosuke's ass! :lol: I'm right there with you. I hate him and I created him!!!!! No way, Kame-chan don't work that way! :grin:
@ringo-hime: It's good that he's EX boyfriend so Reina can be with Kame-chan! I get what you mean. I like softy Reina as much as I like yankii Reina. I enjoy writing different facets of everyone.
@kinbari: Kosuke is just someone I made up, so no worries. :D
@lollipopgirl: You are right, Kame-chan knows just how to care for her. She is worried and wants Reina to tell her why. And she does. I kinda don't want to write an insert so I included some flashback things to what I had already written. Hopefully, that's enough. No sexxxy night aftermath for this one. I don't really know if I'd be able to write something like this.

So here's the ending.
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Confessions

   About a week later, the pair were sitting on the couch of Reina’s apartment. “Man, did you see how mad Ai-chan got today?”, Eri giggled as she sipped her soda. “Yeah, she was freakin screaming at Koha and Mittsi!”, Reina laughed. They were curled up together, watching some random drama. “Well, they were pretty dumb to be so late”, the older 6th generation member said, “20 minutes is a long time” Her girlfriend nodded and looked down at her legs. Eri put her hand on Reina’s shoulder. “What’s wrong?”, she asked, a frown on her face. The younger girl took a deep breath and replied, “Remember how I was so hard to get close to when we debuted?” Eri nodded slowly. She recalled that all too well.

5 years ago
   “C’mon Reina!!”, Sayumi grinned, reaching her hand out for the other girl to grab. She ignored the gesture but began slowly walking towards the other two girls. The pink-loving kid’s smile wavered slightly but perked up when Reina joined them in the sand. They were at their first photobook shoot. It was on a beach in Okinawa. They were all supposed to be playing volleyball together but Reina was sitting on the sidelines, saying she didn’t want to. Eri couldn’t help but wonder why she seemed so cold.


   “And remember how difficult it was to get me to open up when we first started going out?”, she continued, her voice becoming quieter and laced with pain. Eri nodded again. It was one of the hardest times of her life.

1½ years ago
   “I love you Reina!!!”, Eri screamed, falling to her knees and crying. Reina stopping walking away and froze in place. She turned around to see her girlfriend of 6 months, on the ground pouring her heart out. The girl retreated to the sobbing form, embracing her. “I love you too”, she whispered, tears making their way out of her tightly-shut eyes. “Then show me”, Eri whimpered, “Let me” She looked up at the face that was forever tattooed in her heart. “But I’m broken”, Reina sniffled, “I’m no good” For the first time, the other girl smiled. “Let me be the judge of that”, she murmured, kissing the lips she loved so much.


   “And the way I broke down the other night?”, Reina asked. Without waiting for a reply, she said, “All of that happened because of Kosuke. He ruined me” Eri stared at her, confused. “Who’s Kosuke?”, she questioned, afraid of what answer she’d receive. “Kosuke was my boyfriend when I was 12.”, the youngest Rokkie member confessed, “He was also the first one I had sex with”. Her girlfriend was shocked. Her eyes widened as her mind traveled in 10 different directions. She absolutely couldn’t believe Reina had done that at such a young age.
  “You think I’m a slut, don’t you?”, were the words that burned her ears and forced her to focus again. “You shouldn’t be with me”, Reina said, tears falling freely, her expression filled with agony. “No”, Eri firmly said, taking the perfectly manicured hand in hers, “He made you do it, didn’t he?” They both sat there, crying for a moment. As soon as Reina’s head made the smallest of nods, Eri breathed out. She hadn’t realized she was holding her breath. She pulled the tiny body into her arms.
  “He said if I loved him, I would do it”, Reina whimpered, “He said he would always be there for me” The other girl felt her heart shatter at the pain she felt for her lover. “But then his dad got transferred and he went away”, she sobbed, “He just took it and left me.” “Oh, Reina”, was all Eri could say before a fresh wave of tears cascaded down her face. She could picture the girl, angry and hurt, destroying anything in her path. Just to make someone or something feel as low as herself. “That’s why it’s hard for me to open up”, Reina continued, “I don’t want to get hurt again”
     The turtle-like teen suddenly looked her companion in the eyes. “You know I won’t ever ever hurt you, right?” she asked seriously, scaring the other girl a bit with her intense tone. She nodded quickly, feeling safer than ever. Even though she had never seen Eri so serious. “Good because Kosuke can go to hell”, she said, a tiny smile playing in her lips, “Anyone who ever hurts my Reina will have to face the wrath of turtle” Reina  smiled a bit through her sadness and buried her head in Eri’s neck.

For the first time in 6 years, Tanaka Reina loved with her whole heart.


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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #308 on: July 07, 2008, 11:35:37 PM »
 :wub: :wub: yeah! turtle power!!! (whoa ninja turtle flash back  :w00t: )
I'm happy!! yeah!! Tankamei paring ftw!!!  :muffin: :cow:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #309 on: July 08, 2008, 03:24:38 AM »
YAY, the flashbacks certainly suffice :D

Our little TanaKame have a long road ahead of them coz Reina still needs to be mended... get your sewing kit Kame-chan coz it's your job ;)

I'm not sure how successful Eri would be if she picked a fight with Kosuke if she ever saw him though, but I think it would be enough for our little badass Reina to appear and take over. :twisted:
Reina don't be scared of Eri, she'd never do that to you :cry:
I liked the 1.5 year flashback the most, Eri worked so hard to get Reina fully, now they deserve happiness! :w00t:

Can we have a new story from you now, or a continuation of this one, please! Pretty please with TakaGaki on top :heart:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #310 on: July 08, 2008, 04:19:39 AM »
GO TURTLE!!!!

thanks for the update... keep it up!

i'll just edit this later... i haven't the time now to comment...

that's some sweet lovin'... can't expect anything less from the turtle... i hope she gets to kick that kosuke's ass somehow...

awww... reina thinks she's broken... no, no, no reina... maybe eri can make her feel whole again ...

backtrack: Reassurance
sexxxy=night+balcony+rein+eri
« Last Edit: July 09, 2008, 04:43:19 PM by tru_harmony »

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #311 on: July 08, 2008, 09:27:49 AM »
i want a sequel~~ XD

nice chapter!!! i love it!! :mon inluv:

tanakamei is so cute~~, and turtle pawaaa  :mon yeah:

now eri we can kick kosuke in the ass  :kickass: *double kick*

wohooo now she take care of reina  :mon innocent:

update update!!  :mon whine:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #312 on: July 08, 2008, 10:07:24 AM »
A Vow of Perseverance

I just skimmed through that one not going much into details :sweatdrop: but it was enough to leave me in this mood -> :mon mad:

Reassurance

Awww~ :cry: :wub:

Confessions

YAY! True love has won! :farofflook: Go Kame, go Kame~~ :onioncheer:




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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #313 on: July 08, 2008, 10:08:18 AM »
oh~~~~ i'm speechless~~~~~~~   :wub: :wub: :wub:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #314 on: July 08, 2008, 12:52:56 PM »

     The turtle-like teen suddenly looked her companion in the eyes. “You know I won’t ever ever hurt you, right?” she asked seriously, scaring the other girl a bit with her intense tone. She nodded quickly, feeling safer than ever. Even though she had never seen Eri so serious. “Good because Kosuke can go to hell”, she said, a tiny smile playing in her lips, “Anyone who ever hurts my Reina will have to face the wrath of turtle” Reina  smiled a bit through her sadness and buried her head in Eri’s neck.

For the first time in 6 years, Tanaka Reina loved with her whole heart.



hell yeahzz! damn Kosuke can go to effin hell!

The Mighty Wrath of the Ahou Turtle!! dang. >_____<

yay for TanaKame~  XD

Kamei is so cool. XD

right. cool flashbacks~  :wub:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #315 on: July 08, 2008, 03:35:43 PM »
You know who Kosuke reminds me off (but he is probably less evil)!?
That bastard guy whose name I can't remember in Rei.rev's Indigo Blue love and the series preceding it... It's like men just can't stay away from ruining our TanaKame :(

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #316 on: July 08, 2008, 07:41:12 PM »
^ yeah! i thought soo too! his name in that one was Ishi i think  :? but i agree they need to back off from our Tanakamei!!  :angry:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (Confessions - updated 7/7)
« Reply #317 on: July 08, 2008, 10:04:51 PM »
TANAKAMEI FTW :farofflook: I want more of this cute couple :luvluv1:

Eri is so... *sigh* she just knows how to comfort Reina in the right way!!! GO ERI, GO ERI!!! :onioncheer:

Kosuke... Ishi... I want to rip both into pieces :angry1: GUYS, GET AWAY FROM TANAKAMEI!!!

They should never lay a hand on Eri or Reina again... otherwise... :shifty: :kekeke:

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (A Long Time Coming - updated 7/8)
« Reply #318 on: July 09, 2008, 06:40:39 AM »
@shadowolf8: :lol: I totally forgot about ninja turtles! Tanakame is definitely one of my top pairings now! :heart:
@lollipopgirl: Yay! I like writing flashbacks! We've never really seen Eri mad so we can't judge how much damage she could do! :D Yeah, Reina would probably go ape-shit on him, anyway. I'll think about a continuation...cuz it sounds like a challenge!!! Oh yeah, that story. I read part of it. Sounds similar to Kosuke but I do remember the other guy did worse things? :?
@tru_harmony: Take all the time you need. :love:
@Yukari: And now there's a second vote for a sequel. :lol:
@peti-chan: It's okay, the first one was a little inappropriate anyway. I kinda wish I didn't write it. Or at least wrote it differently. Kame did the damn thing! :P
@kinbari: I'm gonna take that as a compliment so thanks! :wub:
@ringo-hime: Eri's gonna be talking so much nonsense that Kosuke just kills himself. So then it's taken care of and Eri can't be in trouble for anything. I'm just kidding. Thanks, the flashbacks were very fun to write.
@Kame: Ok, I think I can do that! Eri knows how to care for her girl. Yeah, I think we have an army against Kosuke and Ishi.

I'm not sure this is ready to post but I have no beta. Hope it's okay! :P
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A Long Time Coming

Takahashi Ai was frustrated.

   She and her girlfriend, Niigaki Risa had been dating for almost 2 years. They were really in love. They spent nearly every night together, cuddling and sharing a cozy bed. They would hold hands while they walk and sit next to each other every chance they got. Obviously, that was not the problem.

Ai was bothered that they had never actually done anything.

    Sure, they had kissed before. In fact, they kissed each other a lot. And there had been some occurrences in which some experimental touching has taken place. But nothing had amounted to the actual act of sex. Ai, being a normal woman, had needs and desires that would normally be satisfied by another person. But she knew Risa was rather shy when it came to anything even remotely sexual. The girl absolutely hated wearing bikinis for her photobooks. But she didn’t have a choice about that. So she would spend the bare minimum of time without a towel wrapped securely around her. Of course, Ai would never pressure the one she loved into doing anything she didn’t want to. So, nothing happened.

Until that night.

    It was late and both girls were laying in bed, reading. Ai was reading a novel by her favorite author and Risa was reading a book wrapped in a cover that she wouldn’t let Ai see. Whenever the leader would poke her head over the other’s shoulder, she would immediately slam it closed. But once, just once, Ai got a glimpse of one page. It looked like two people doing….something. But she figured her eyes were playing tricks on her, forcing her to see what she really wanted.
   Soon, both girls could barely keep their eyes open. They both turned off their lights and settled into bed. In a few seconds, Risa whispered, “Ai-chan, are you still awake?” The response was “Yeah, why?” The sub-leader didn’t reply right away. She rolled over to face Ai-chan’s pajama-clad back. “I think I’m ready”, she finally answered. “Eh?”, Ai asked, turning over to stare at her girlfriend with a confused expression. “What I mean is…”, she trailed off, her cheeks blushing a deep crimson. “I think I’m ready to…you know”, she was finally able to say.
    Ai stared at her for a few more moments, until the real meaning of the words hit her like a ton of bricks. She grinned shyly and replied, “Well, I’m ready if you’re ready” Risa smiled with relief and moved closer until her lips were on Ai’s. They kissed a little harder than ever before. Their lips crushing against each other, as if to gobble up something that could disappear at any moment. Ai let her hands wander the smooth body, feeling every curve and patch of skin. Risa’s hands followed in suit, though they seemed rather hesitant to touch the body next to her. She slowly gripped Ai’s back, feeling the skin and rubbing it softly. While Ai’s arms wrapped over her shoulders, pulling her close.
    A knee scooted up and found its way between Risa’s legs, moving up and down in a slow, rhythmic movement. She gasped and broke the kiss, surprised at how good it felt. Ai immediately stopped, afraid she began to move too fast. “I’m sorry”, she said quickly, her face flushing with embarrassment. “No, it’s okay”, the younger girl replied, grinning, “It feels nice” Ai was relieved and pressed her lips to the neck, leaving tiny kisses. Risa moaned lightly, her hands gravitating to her girlfriend’s hips.
    Both girls continued to explore uncharted territory until the deed was done. “That was amazing”, Ai remarked, arms slung around her girlfriend’s waist, “Are you sure you’ve never done that before?” Risa looked at her with mock accusation. “I could say the same for you”, she retorted, “That thing you did with…” But her words caught in her throat as Ai’s finger stroked her thigh gently.

Both agreed it was worth the wait.

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Re: strawb3rrykream's notebook (A Long Time Coming - updated 7/8)
« Reply #319 on: July 09, 2008, 07:12:24 AM »
Anyway, wanted to let y'all know that I posted the continuation of The Kids Don't Know here: http://community.livejournal.com/renairev/
Hellz yeah. :rockon:

A Vow of Perseverance
Oh damn that's so harsh for Reina. :o


Reassurance
Awwwwwwwwwww...:cry:



Confessions
KAMEI-POWAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! :rockon:

Oh, and TanaKamei raburabu!
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A Long Time Coming
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Ai was bothered that they had never actually done anything.
Uh-oh. :(



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Until that night.
Oh? :O



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  It was late and both girls were laying in bed, reading. Ai was reading a novel by her favorite author and Risa was reading a book wrapped in a cover that she wouldn’t let Ai see. Whenever the leader would poke her head over the other’s shoulder, she would immediately slam it closed. But once, just once, Ai got a glimpse of one page. It looked like two people doing….something. But she figured her eyes were playing tricks on her, forcing her to see what she really wanted.
Ooooooooooooooh I think I know what book Risa's reading. :D

Kama Sutra FTW!



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“That thing you did with…”
Dang, I wanna know! XD



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Both agreed it was worth the wait.
Well, you know what they say about good things and waiting. :yep:

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