Kurosawa's Poems 12/26 Iikubo/DAWA

[kuro808]

Immaturity
I always hear it from you
I want to show it
But it gets destroyed by honesty
I like you
I hold my heart close
As I wait to reveal it
Until then,
I will keep building
To show I am mature
One day

[kuro808]

Grasping your hand
I never seen your eyes lit up
As the setting sun reflects
Off your face
Gleaming
I could never ask for more
Just this last time
We could share a kiss
And hope it lasts forever

[kuro808]

I held your birthday present
Maybe the last time
I can give it to you personally
A silver band connecting us
For your 25th anniversary
I hold it out
As you slip it onto your finger
A kiss for me
Can't stop the tears
Seeing you happy
Is my only dream
 

[kuro808]

Under a starry night,
Risa looked up
Keeping her strength
Not to cry
Tears only meant weakness
She held the first thing Ai gave her
A bracelet
Something they had shared since joining
A treasure that everyone gave
She kept
It was lined up nicely
To keep the memory of their time in the group
This one
This one would make her burst
She knew that it was almost the end
When shall it happen?
Time will be her enemy

[kuro808]

It was the day of the fire drill
You had dragged me to the bathroom
With the bell ringing,
You kissed me
The start of our relationship
We got picked on
Even by your best friend,
You stood up
Protecting me
Eventually being put into detention
I waited until you were released
Even if my parents were angry,
I waited,
All those days
Since we split up
It was torture
I couldn't find a person
To accept my flaws
Cure my illness
And touch me
How you tease me
I couldn't stop thinking about you
Then, I saw you again
With a man
Even if you didn't see me
You kept thinking of me
Thank you

[kuro808]

With all my weapons
I left the sharpest one out
As evidence to my crime
Leaving you in the storm
I could only watch
As you wither away

As you tried to smile
You bled last of your strength
And fell to my feet
I wanted to help
But
But....
I couldn't

Being hurt
Was the final blow
And leaving you
Was my decision
Even if you could stop it
I wouldn't believe it
You were left
Because I love you
So much that I escaped
Still with your happiness in mind

[kuro808]

Taking that first step
Following what was made
The path to the top
Without a partner
The feeling of pressure
Eased by the past
Echoing of the history
Follow without a misstep
Allow mistakes to become lessons
Until the final step,
She shall succeed
With care and support
As it becomes set,
It will become her group
Not without what was set behind her
She could see those beyond her
And what is in front of her
New leader
Lead the way

[kuro808]

Seating up on her chair
The feeling of emptiness
Grows every day without
Her own mind turns
With every move
She witnesses her transformation
Eyeing the bunny
Risa hugged her from behind
Digging her nose into Sayu's back
Frozen,
Reina could feel that pain
Flowing into the body
As slowly detoxing
From her former lover
Finding a new partner
Risa cried
Only to realize
That another was waiting for the leader
Right by her

[kuro808]

The Blood Stain

I left it
The final ounce of your life
Sitting there
Like a puddle in the road
Red and seeping through the cracks
Acknowledging guild was easy
Admitting I was wrong,
Difficult, very difficult
I, the bunny, the cutest of them all
Could not be convicted
No poison or energy shall kill me
I live no remorse
As I have done many things
To hopeless men,
But killing a woman
My own mate
Would be the final act
I shall face my enemies
When I get the finishing blow
Up in the sky

[kuro808]

The emptiness in my heart
Was once filled by your kindness
When you left,
You removed it
Carefully like a puzzle piece
However, everything fell apart
What was once glued
Had become shattered by reality
If I had not ask you to leave,
Would you have stayed?
And left that piece
For how much I cared,
But it was pulled apart,
For my own selfishness
I must suffer
The length of time is not determined
But eternity is too short
It will last longer
Than what had been set
When I finally closed my eyes
I will see you
Smile or Cry
Anger or Disappointment
But at least I could see you
One last time before my body
Only become manure for the wretched
And I can finally live in peace

[kuro808]

November 11th,

The birthday I will never forget

It matches the as a friendship

Also, deeper love

We celebrated together

Despite you forgave me on yours

We hugged

Laughed

Cried

And we finally got rid of our fears

1 maybe lonely

But match it with another, it makes 11

And it made us a duo

That multiplied itself to 22

As the age,

I finally got to realize my mate

<3 Rascal Kitten

[kuro808]

Beyond the mask

I hold my true identity

And through all my flaws

I had cared for you

Held you tightly when on cold nights

Talked to our heart's contents during hot nights

And spent ourselves on warm nights

However, I could never remove this final mask

The layer that will see the scar

Past attempts only rip that patch

Nights when I wanted to say it,

Only came with snoring

Or just small talk between us

However, I want it exposed

An advisor gave me the courage give it away

As I sit here,

I want you to see it

Embrace it as my gift

That I had met you

And just the one time to say

"I love you"

[kuro808]

The stream I had created

Was because of you

My heart believes in you

Despite what you had done

I hold the last picture of us together

Wishing to feel your body

Just the one last embrace

So we can speak our last words

"I love you"

[kuro808]

The smell of rain

The constant reminder of you

As I left you,

You were hiding the tears

I tried to keep my smile

Until I turned the corner,

Knowing I wouldn't be coming back

I slammed my hands until the red liquid dripped

Seeing the ground pooled

I ran with my might

Thinking of you

Hopping onto the train

I wrapped my hand onto my shirt

And waited til I could no more

It was the final stop

Before moving on

And live out my life in misery

[kuro808]

The youth of love realization

Between the two,

They had very little in common

Other than their outcast positions

Zukki had gathered her athletic prowess

To exhibit her endurance

While Yasshi burst with her dance

Acknowledging their talents,

They stuck around

Despite their differences in diet and in schooling

Either could never find a piece that would fit together perfectly

Slowly, it became dangerous to be around them

As their age never reflected their feelings

The extended talks at night

Sitting together for lunch

And even enjoying their partner's family

It was made to be a friendship

But developed to so much more

Closer they got to push them over

The farther they couldn't attempt such adult reactions

The youth of love

Friendship with benefits

[kuro808]

Your tears fall

Like the gentle rain

The storm that had brewed

Only caused the fraction of the damage

I had loved you for while

But to say those words

In a public moment

Ripped me apart

I mutually thought we were the same

And you would smile

However, as the frown

Couldn't be turned

I held a shard of glass

Feeling the edges broke through my skin

As you watched me

Almost end my life

You threw it away

Just for a kiss

Smeared in the liquids

Was our faces

And out hearts combining as one

[kuro808]

What's it in being you?
Comfortable in your own skin
I wish I had that
Unfortunately my humor blocks it out
Appreciating your body
I have my own spirit to thank
Your voice
It makes me flutter
Just listening to it
For a million times,
Never sick of its sound
Leader swears that I had fallen
But I stood up
And pat you on the shoulder
The only thing I could do
To not show my affection toward you
Yashii, please present your voice
One last time before I lull
Back into my dreams

[kuro808]

Looking at the sky

Ai wondered how far?

How far to see her?

In what depths does she need to see her

Physically for touch

Mentally for imaging

Or through text as she always does

Every second begins the decision

Every moment after makes her weak

She tried to hide it behind her mask

But it cracks every time she is reminded

This is to break away

Not to be labeled

But to prove that she belonged

However, without her

She was empty

How much more shall she suffer?

That day will come soon

[kuro808]

The feeling of being alone

Living out there with scraps of food

One person had to live it

She had to endure the pain of torture

Sexual advances of people twice her age

And memories she would like to forget

It was of another

To teach her the way of her quirkiness

Being veiled, she smiles

Only listening to a turtle who runs away

She stays in solitude

And with a cup of tea and biscuit in hand

She takes on the world

Both realize they come from polar opposites

But without each other

They would live doomed lives

[kuro808]

Watching you from above,

I can only mutter your name

We lasted a while

But it had to end

I love you despite all our disputes

No one treated me better

Every relationship was filled by you

Thank you for every thing

I may not see you again

But I will remember that

You were once a friend to an outcast

And now I gained my reputation

Thanks to you

I can go far

I wished I could kiss your lips one more time before I leave

Here is one

Leaving with a heavy regret

That I never said I loved you enough times

That I never held you long enough

That I never became what you wanted me to be

I regret that you ever met me

But thank you for an opportunity

I will never forget you

Niigaki Risa age 23