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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 32 (04/21)
« Reply #220 on: April 24, 2010, 07:57:57 PM »
Lol Koha is so cute for asking if she can kiss Sayu. But she is also such a perv. She's touching the bunny any chance she gets XD

I'm really surprised Tsunku allowed them to continue their relationship. Makes me wonder if it will be smooth sailing for now or will more things happen.

Edit: Woohoo~~ new page gets ^^

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---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 33 (05/03)
« Reply #221 on: May 02, 2010, 11:29:35 PM »
^
Yep, I like a perv Koharu XD XD


Chapter 33


You know, Koharu-chan
That room where I lived with you,
Without an elevator, neither air-conditioning nor veranda, which was a little uncomfortable to live in,
But, I love that place.
Because you was there.



Well, finally done...” I lie on the bed and breathe. Finally, we finished decorating the room.
“It looks so beautiful!!~” The puppy jumps to the bed and nuzzles to my neck.
“Don’t lie on top! I can’t breathe!”
“Hm... what is this? It smells good...”
“Huh?”
“Your body.”
“Well, that’s a new perfume. Gaki-san told me to try it.”
“Ah~ It smells like candy!” She screams out. “The kind of candy I liked when I was a child!”
“Candy?” I raise my brows. She doesn’t say anything though. She’s too busy with kissing and nuzzling I think. And before I can say something, I realize that her hand is wandering on my thigh.
“Wait! I have to prepare!”
“Prepare WHAT?” She knits her brows.
“I didn’t have time to take off my make-up since I returned from work... Too much things to do... I’ll fall asleep right away in your arms, so I have to take off my make-up first.”
She bursts into laughs.
“AHH~~~”
“What’s else?”
“I forgot to bring my toiletries or anything...”
“I thought there’s some at the bathroom?”
“They’re not enough!”
“You...” She sighs. “Ok, what do you need? I’ll go out to buy them.”
“Really?” I place a kiss on her lips. “Then please buy for me... eye make-up remover, face lotion, beauty lotion, face-washing foam, moisturizer, eye cream, night cream, milky lotion...”
She looks at me like she saw a ghost.
“YOU’RE GONNA DIE IF YOU USE ALL THAT STUFF ON YOUR FACE TOGETHER!!”
“Haha” I laughs. “It’s ok. Go buy them.” I lightly push her away.
“Wait me right there. I’ll comeback soon.”
“Haha. No need to be hurry. I won’t run away.”
She laughs and waves her hand before leaving the room. I return to the bed. I’m so exhausted. But I’m so happy too. This is everything I desired. Living with the person I love in our house, that’s my dream since I was a child. Now that dream’s gonna come true.

The sound of the cell phone interrupts my thoughts.
“Hello?”
“Sayu, how’s the first day living with your honey?”
It’s Eri.
“Um, not well. I’m tired of decorating the room...”
“Haha. Is Koharu-chan there?”
“Nope. She left to buy some stuff. However, Eri...”
Huh?”
“How’s thing between you and Reina? After that day...”
“...”
“Is there something bad happen? I haven’t seen Reina since that day. I want to ask you before, but, too busy...”
Well, nevermind.”
“Nevermind?”
No one says anything, but I know, we broke up.”
“What? You two can’t break up just because of me!”
No, it’s not because of you, Sayu.”
“What are you thinking? You love her right? You should explain to her...”
“Even if I do, that won’t solve the problem. She never trusts me. And this kind of argument will happen again.”
“But why? We’re just best friends...”
For her, there’s nothing in this world called “best friends”. She believes that everyone comes close just because of love or sex.”
“Eri, then we shouldn’t be close to each other anymore...”
What?”
“That we’re too close will make Reina misunderstand, and Koha, too. I don’t want it to happen again.”
I can’t do that...”
“Why...?”
I don’t know why, but... I can’t sacrifice all my relationships just because of the person I love. I can’t sacrifice that much, like you do...”
“Eri...”
I’m so confused... My love for her doesn’t change... So why...”
I think she’s already crying.
“Just because you’re so nice, Eri. I don’t know what’s wrong between you and her, I can’t give you any advice... But, I think you two should talk to each other...”

“Tadaima~~”
“Um, okaeri...”
Is Koharu-chan back? Well, we’ll talk later.”
“See you.”
I let out a sigh.
“What’s wrong? Who’s that?”
“It’s... Eri.”
“Oh. Did you two have some fun flirting?”
“WE DIDN’T!” I scream out.
When I see her surprised face, I know I overact a little. She comes sit next to me on the bed.
“I’m just joking.”
“Sorry...”
“You know, whenever it comes to Kamei-san, you always act very weird.”
“I...”
“I don’t want, but that makes me have to wonder the reason why...”
“I’m afraid... that you will have suspicion... I don’t want you to misunderstand anymore...”
She keeps quiet. Then she gently brushes my tears and pulls me close to her.
“Is that so? I’m glad.” She holds me and strokes my back.
“Eri said that she and Reina broke up... It must be because of me. I can’t understand why... I and Eri didn’t do anything wrong! I don’t have any feeling for Eri anymore... Why is it that hard for other people to believe?”
“I believe you.” She whispers softly.
“R... really?”
“It’s not your fault that they broke up. I think they’re a little tired of relationship...”
“Tired?”
She opens the nylon bag and takes out some stuff.
“The longer we live, the more burdens we’ll have to carry. That’s why you need someone who is willing to share those burdens together. If the two of them cannot do that, then they’re not able to stay with each other. Can’t blame it on other people.”
I look at her in surprise.
“Huh? What’s that face for?”
“Wow, just a moment, but I did think Koharu-chan was really mature!”
“Just a moment?” She knits her brows. “Meanies...”
I laugh and lean to her shoulder.
“That’s their problem. You don’t have to care too much.”
“Um.” I nod. “being human is so tiring...”
“Well, I’ll help you to take off your make-up. First is the eye make-up remover right?”
“Yeah...”

I smile and slowly close my eyes.
All her words and actions are so gentle, makes me feel like everything is a dream. Makes me feel it’s hard to breathe normally. And my heart can’t beat normally too. Something is stuck on my chest. My whole body can’t move even a centimeter. And I can’t do anything or say anything at this moment. I don’t know why, but I’m afraid that this is only a dream. If I say anything or do anything, then everything will disappear. When I open my eyes, I’ll see nothing.
“I think it’s done. You can open your eyes.”
I do, and I still see her in front.
“Second is...”
My tears drop. I burst into tears and lean to hug her.
“W...what’s wrong? Did I hurt your eyes?”
“No...” I hold her more tightly. “I’m too happy... I can’t believe this is the truth...”
“Baka.”
“You won’t disappear right?”
“Haha, of course, I’m not a ghost.”
She gently presses me down on the bed and looks straight into my eyes.
“My body is real, you can hold me, right?”
“Um...”
“And you can hear my heart beating, can’t you?”
“Yeah...”
“We’re living together. We have each other now. Nothing’s gonna matter anymore. Everything is real, not a dream.”

The moment she stops her words, we kiss.
Maybe I’m too happy, I almost forget to breathe, makes the kiss become heavier. We kiss and stop to breathe like that, again and again. This must be a dream. However, I won’t care about it anymore. I press her body closer against me and kiss her hungrily. I let out a moan. I need more than a kiss now.
“Wait, we haven’t finished taking off your make-up yet.” She breaks the kiss.
“It’s ok.”
“No, it’s not good for your skin!”
But I don’t let her go.
“Let’s do it~” I whisper to her ear. I unbutton her pants and slip my hand inside.
“That tickles...” she knits her brows. “But Sayu-chan is very noisy... we may make the one-san next door angry...”
“I’ll be quiet.”
“You really can?” She smirks and tickles me back.
“AHH~~”
“Shh...”
She covers my mouth and put a finger in front of her lips.
We giggle. And kiss again.
This moment, I really feel like, even the death is not fearful anymore.



Even now, each time I think back,
It feels like the period of time when we live together in that room, was just a dream.
You were not real. Everything is not real.
I’m still wondering whether you were really there or not.
Or maybe everything was just my illusion.
If you were really there,
Then where are you now?

« Last Edit: May 03, 2010, 07:45:09 AM by LiLith »

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 33 (05/03)
« Reply #222 on: May 03, 2010, 02:03:01 AM »
Cute, domestic bliss, huh? Poor Eri, she really needs to work it out with Reina. You, though, you keep hinting at disaster! What am I supposed to do about that?! :panic: Where will Koharu go?! What will Sayu do when she leaves?! Go back to Eri?! Ahhhh!!!

BTW, how's the manga coming?

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 33 (05/03)
« Reply #223 on: May 04, 2010, 01:30:35 AM »
^ Totally agree, I have a bad  hunch   :smhid.
But, anyway, this chapter is so adorable and cute  :heart: :heart: :heart: .
KohaShige Rabu Rabu, I'm falling in love so deeply with KohaShige  :wub:.

Awww ... I can't stop to feel so bad about Eri  :(, Please! Stop to hurt Eri! Dx.
She has suffered enough :cry:. ( Sayu too, so don't separate Koha from her X'DD)
I hope that Reina and Eri don't break up >,<
Don't break my TanaKame Soul  :angry:

PS: You're such a sadistic writer ¬¬

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 33 (05/03)
« Reply #224 on: May 04, 2010, 02:04:48 PM »
@ chapter 32:

Sayu's 'love' for Koha is really obsessive... it's kind of scary  :nervous
They're cute and all, but it worries me that this relationship feels so extreme >.< maybe it's your intention to convey it that way? But heck, they're so crazy in love, I feel if anything were to happen they'd be in suicidal mindsets  :cry:

I wasn't expecting for KohaSayu to get back together that quickly, but it's nice to see Sayu not crying about missing Koha, and crying because she's happy instead  :lol:
Koharu asking for a kiss?  XD Somehow, I couldn't quite imagine that, not when she's revealed how pervy and assertive she can be!  :shakeit:
But that was a pretty cute moment nonetheless!  :love:

*sighs* Inner turmoil, hey... I think we're all selfish in that sense. Honesty can sometimes hurt, and we certainly don't want it to hurt the people we love lest they leave us. But I'm thinking if she continues to keep things like that hidden from Koharu, one day the girl will find out and it will send her psycho again  :(

I'm surprised Tsunku allowed them to stay together so easily like that. He doesn't have any ulterior motives, does he?  :thumbdown:

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Please comeback here and sing for me once more.

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@ chapter 33:

Hehehe... cute moments between KohaSayu  :love:
Though of course, I know that these moments won't be lasting that long... the impending gloom hangs heavy in the air, especially with the closing thoughts of every chapter >.<

I hope TanaKamei can patch things up quickly, so there's no room for questions and doubts again... though Koharu may act normal about it on a surface level, who knows how much she's bubbling deep within...   :?

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“Oh. Did you two have some fun flirting?”
“WE DIDN’T!” I scream out.
When I see her surprised face, I know I overact a little. She comes sit next to me on the bed.
“I’m just joking.”
“Sorry...”

^ I bet a similar scenario is going to play out soon and that'll be another huge rift in the KohaSayu relationship...
But damn, I was afraid for a moment that was going to turn Koharu into a beast!  :shocked:

A bittersweet moment between the two later in the chapter - I say bittersweet now because I can't help but feel sad knowing what may be coming for them..  :banghead:

Sayu, continue to be noisy, onegai!  :P

Thank you for the updates, I'll be waiting for the next one!  :twothumbs

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 33 (05/03)
« Reply #225 on: May 12, 2010, 12:41:08 PM »
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“YOU’RE GONNA DIE IF YOU USE ALL THAT STUFF ON YOUR FACE TOGETHER!!”

 :on spit: Really? That might happen?? :mon lurk:

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“The longer we live, the more burdens we’ll have to carry. That’s why you need someone who is willing to share those burdens together. If the two of them cannot do that, then they’re not able to stay with each other. Can’t blame it on other people.”

*GASPS* That was so mature! Koharu really has grown up :gmon tears:

Eri should just hook up Gaki-san :gmon hot: Then the bean can take good care of the turtle so that her fragile heart doesn't get hurt again :mon evillaff:

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---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 34 (05/13)
« Reply #226 on: May 13, 2010, 05:16:28 AM »
@rndm-san:
Manga? :P
I'm still working on it.
Very slowly though XD
I hope I can have inspiration to draw soon.

@Michi-chan:
<3
SayuKoha rabu rabu <3
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Awww ... I can't stop to feel so bad about Eri  , Please! Stop to hurt Eri! Dx.
She has suffered enough . ( Sayu too, so don't separate Koha from her X'DD)
I hope that Reina and Eri don't break up >,<
Don't break my TanaKame Soul 
:kneelbow:

@Beecubed:
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Sayu's 'love' for Koha is really obsessive... it's kind of scary 
Sayu love = blind; Koha love = monopolize...
Both are scary  :nervous
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They're cute and all, but it worries me that this relationship feels so extreme >.< maybe it's your intention to convey it that way? But heck, they're so crazy in love, I feel if anything were to happen they'd be in suicidal mindsets 
True  :P

@Hammy-san:
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  Really? That might happen??
Really!! :on shady:
 :hiakhiakhiak: Just joking. I dont know too. XD



Chapter 34



“Tadaima.”
“Okaeri~”
She runs to me and hugs me tightly.
“Are you tired?”
“Well, no...”
“Do you want to have dinner now?” She smiles brightly. “Or do you want to take a bath? Or do you want...”
“I’m gonna change my clothes first.” I make my way to the bed room.
“Sayu-chan?”
I sit on the bed and gaze at the floor.
“What’s wrong? Did anything happen today?”
“No...” I keep gazing at the floor.
“you’re acting weird.”
I slowly turn to look at her face. I smile gently and hold out my hand to her.
“Come here, honey.”
Surely she’s confused, but she comes near to me as I told. As soon as she grasps my hand, I pull her to me and embrace her tightly.
“Sayu-chan?”
I won’t let her say anything else. I press her down to the bed and lean to kiss her. After surprised for a few seconds, she holds me and kisses me back, quite passionately. I turn to kiss along her neck.
“So this is what you want?” She smirks. “You better tell me earlier.”
She goes on top of me and looks into my eyes.
“I should be on top.” She blinks and kiss on my neck. Her hand buttons my shirt quickly.
I gently stroke her hair.

“Koharu-chan...”
“Um?”
I don’t know how to say. I can’t put anything into words.
“I have an important thing to tell you.”
She stops kissing and turns to look at me.
“What’s wrong?”
“I...”
My tears overflow.
“The new concert tour... will start next week. I’ll have to be away from home during the tour...”
I start crying. She looks stunned. It’s like that she desn’t know how to react.
“No way...”
“Koharu-chan...”
“You won’t go, right?”
She grasps my shoulders.
“You won’t leave me alone, right?”
“Koharu-chan! This is my work! I have to go no matter I want or not.” I cry out. “Of course I don’t want to leave you, but...”
“No! Don’t leave me!! I won’t let you go!
Her tears drop on to my chest. She holds my shoulders so tightly that I can’t move.
“What can I do about that? I can’t do anything!!” I cry out again.

She lets go of me and bows her head crying. Before I can say anything else, she suddenly gets out of the bed and runs away.
“Koharu-chan!”
She runs to the other room and closes the door.
“What are you doing? Open the door, Koharu-chan!” I bang at the door.
“Don’t come here!”
“Open the door!”
“DON’T COME NEAR ME NOW OR I’LL RAPE YOU!!!” she cries out.
I’m too stunned to say anything. I keep quiet while she’s crying inside the room.
“It’s ok.” I bite my bottom lip. “If it can help you to feel better, or it can solve the problem, then feel free to do it.”
“...”
“But it won’t help, right?” My voice trembles.
“I still have to go, and you still have to stay alone. Nothing changes. So what do you do it for?”
She still keeps crying.
“Or do you want me to leave Morning Musume so that I can stay at home with you everyday? If you want that, I’m willing to do.”
“...”
“SAY SOMETHING! DON’T KEEP QUIET LIKE THAT!!!” I yell.
“No... I don’t want that...”
“So open the door, quickly.”

Finally the door opens. As soon as I come in, she kneels down on the floor. She seems not to be able to stand anymore. I kneel down and hold her tightly in my arms.
“Please, calm down...”
I stroke her back gently, trying to calm her down. Her body trembles uncontrolably, and her tears can’t stop droping on my shoulder.
“What should I do... I don’t want to stay alone... I’m very scared...”
I hold her more tightly.
“I can’t stand it... I’ll die of loneliness...”
“No, don’t say that...”
“I don’t know what to do if you’re not here... I don’t have anyone else... I can’t return home. I don’t have any friend too. What can I do...”
My heart tightens. Because of me, she had to leave her home and parents to go to Tokyo. Just because of me, she had to loose everything. But I couldn’t do anything for her but leave her alone.
“You have Kamei-san who always cares for you... And Jun always loves you. And everyone around you... But I... I only have you... What if you leave...”
“What the hell are you saying? Everything I have is you!” I scream. I lightly push her away and look straight into her wet eyes.
“Nothing values in my heart but you. Stop saying silly things.”
“But...”
“Don’t worry. It’s not like that we can’t meet during this period of time. Please trust me...”
She bows her head in silence. I lean to embrace her again.
“Stop crying...”
“I can’t... I can’t help it...” She cries out. “I beg you, please do something... I feel like I’m gonna die now...”
I brush her tears with my thumb. Then, slowly, I kiss softly on her lips. I unbutton her shirt and touch her bare skin.
“Sayu-chan...”
I unbutton her pants and pull down the zipper.
“Relax. I’m gonna help you feel better now.” I whisper to her ear and slip my hand inside her pants.

Why am I doing this? I tell her I love her, then this is the only thing I can do for her?
Why am I so useless?


“Sayu-chan...”
“Huh?”
Using my arms as a pillow, she has her head nuzzle to my neck and her arms hold my body tightly.
“How long... will it last?”
“Um... as always, 3-4 months.”
She says nothing after that. I gently stroke her back, trying to comfort her as much as I can. Her body is still trembling. I try to press her against me to warm her up with my body, although I know she’s not shaking because of cold.
“I will return home whenever I have free time. Don’t worry...”
“Really?”
“I promise.”
“I will... always be waiting.”
I touch her cheek with my hand.
“That will be very lonely... I still think you should return to Niigata... I think your parents aren’t mad at you anymore.”
“No. I want to stay here to wait for you. So whenever you come back, I can see you...”
I don’t know what to do or say but hold her more tightly. Her body is warm as always, but tremvling. I kiss softly on her forehead, her hair and her eyes to comfort her.
“I love you very much.” I whisper.
She fall asleep right away in my arms after that. I ca’t sleep though. I keep studying her face. She looks like a child while sleeping. I smile and gently hold her again.

*

I check my luggage for the last time. Good. Everything is done.
“I’m gonna leave.”
“Yeah.”
She’s sitting on the sofa and gazing at her feet. I smile and come near to her.
“What’s that face for? It’s not like that I will never return.” I laugh. “I’ll comeback soon. Remember to buy the weekly yuri magazine for me.”
She bursts into laugh.
“No problem.”
“Good girl.” I pat her head. “See you.”
I stand up and make my way to the door.
“Koharu-chan.”
“Y-yes?”
“Can I have a goodbye kiss as well?”
She keeps quiet and bows her head.
“Um, so... I’m gonna leave.”
“Matte.”
She runs to hug me tightly. And a softness touches my lips. I close my eyes and kiss her back. We can’t stop the kjss. I wrap both my arms around her neck and kiss her again and again.
The cell phone rings all of sudden. That must be the driver. I decide to ignore. I press her against the wall and kiss her roughly.
But the phone rings again. I stop the kiss and take the call.
“Michishige-san, I’m in front of...”
“STAY RIGHT THERE AND WAIT!!” I yell.
“H-hai...”
I turn to her and bring my face close to her to ask for another kiss. However, she puts a finger in front of my lips and smiles.
“You should go right now. Don’t make everyone wait.”
I knit my brows and bite my bottom lips.
“I’ll wait for you to comeback, honey.”
“Um...” I hold her tightly. “Take care.”
“Sayoonara.”
I open the door and get out of the room. I go straight without looking back. I can’t look back. I’m afraid of seeing her crying. And more importantly, I’m already crying too.



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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 34 (05/13)
« Reply #227 on: May 16, 2010, 04:06:57 PM »
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“I should be on top.” She blinks and kiss on my neck. Her hand buttons my shirt quickly.

Oooh, someone is domineering XD

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“DON’T COME NEAR ME NOW OR I’LL RAPE YOU!!!” she cries out.

I know this is supposed to be serious but I couldn't help laughing :P

OMG, I can't believe I didn't see this coming sooner. MM is always on tour so SayuKoha will definitely be separated. How can they overcome this? Is it possible for Koharu to work as a manager instead? Then they would have every reason to be together 24/7 :)

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---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 35 (05/26)
« Reply #228 on: May 26, 2010, 05:45:19 AM »
^
LOL Koharu as a manager? XD


Chapter 35


I slowly open my eyes and glance at the cell phone which is ringing loudly and breaking my sleep.
“H-hello?”
Sayu? It’s time to wake up already!” It’s Eri as always.
“Um...” I look at the clock.
“Open the door. I’m in front of your room.”
“Eh?” I knit my brows. “Did we really have to talk on the phone when you were right there?” I sigh and make my way to the door.
“SPLASH”
“...”
“Wow, such an amazing shot!” She gazes at her phone and screams out. “Michishige-san a.k.a kawaii princess of Morning Musume, with a sleeping face~” She puts her hand on her stomach and laughs.
“Hey...”
“Sayumin, I’m sure this photo will sell like hell. Take a look.” She puts the phone in front of my eyes.
“Enough of it. Not funny at all.” I get into the bathroom and start brushing my teeth.
“Everyone is waiting for you to have breakfast at the dinning room. Ai-chan told me to call you.”
“Um.” I get out of the bathroom and take some clothes.
“What’s wrong Sayu? You don’t always oversleep like this.”
She looks at me with such a serious face.
“I didn’t sleep well last night.”
“Not used to sleeping at such a strange place?”
“It’s not like that.”
“Not used to sleeping alone?”
I turn to look at her.
“2 week has passed. You better get used to.”
“I’m not the only one to have to sleep alone.”
“...Oh, right. Koharu-chan must be very lonely when sleeping alone in that room too.”
“I mean, you.”
“Huh?”
“You are the same, right?”
The smile on her face disappears.
“Lonely, isn’t it?” I sigh. “I really don’t get what the hell you and Reina are thinking.”
“I don’t want to talk about that, Sayu.”
“Ok then. But there’s something I want to tell you, Eri. You should respect the time when you’re still able to be by her side. It will hurt very much when you’re apart.”
She keeps gazing at the floor.
“I always wish that we could be able to stay by each other side like you two...”
“Aren’t you changing clothes?” She interrupts. “Make it quick, everyone is waiting.”
“Oh... but what the hell are you doing here when I’m going to change?”
“I’ll guard.” She smiles brightly. “And take some photos.”
“Enough of it! Idiot!” I scream out.
“Haha, ok ok, I’m leaving.” She stands up. “But, Sayu, I think a photo of Michishige-san changing clothes will sell like hell too...”
I grab the pillow and threw to her. But she was quick at close the door.

*

“Sorry for late, everyone.” I sit down next to Eri.
“It’s fine. We don’t mind waiting.” Gaki-san smiles at me.
“Michishige-san, in fact Gaki-san was the one to complain the most.”
I burst into laughs. Gaki-san gives Mittsi a black look.
“Itadakimasu~”
“Itadakimasu.”
.....
“Ah~ I’m not used to foods and other stuff here...” Ai-chan sighs. “They taste terrible.”
“Me too...”
“Damn it. Just 2 weeks passed. I want this tour to finish soon!”
“Ai-chan, Michishige-san is supposed to be the one to want that the most...” LinLin smirks. “Right, Michishige-san?”
“Uh...” I slowly nod.
“LinLin, that’s not something we should talk about.” Eri whispers to Lin.
“I’ve eaten enough.” I stand up. “Can I return to my room? I need go back to sleep...”
“Eh? You didn’t eat anything?”
“I don’t feel good, I’m still sleepy...”
“Sayu...”
“Sayu, wait.”
“Hai?”
Ai-chan suddenly stands up and puts both her hands on my shoulders. She looks into my eyes with such a serious face.
“Um... Pay attention to your health. It will be bad if you’re sick during the tour.”
“H-hai...”
She sits down again next to her girlfriend and sighs.
“Being a leader is so tiring...”
“What’s tiring there?” Reina screams out. “Everything you did was just giving her an useless advice!”
All of them burst out laughing. I smile and say goodbye to them before returning to my room.
I throw myself on the bed and take out the cell phone from my bag.
What is she doing? She didn’t take my calls since yesterday.
I try to call her again, but the only thing I can hear is just the ring of the phone. I want to hear her voice. I can’t take it anymore.
“Hello?”
My heart throbs.
“K-Koharu-chan?”
“Yeah.”
“What you are doing? You didn’t take my calls since yesterday...”
“I’m sorry... I’m fine.”
Her voice is a bit weak.
“What’s wrong? I was very worried...”
“Nothing. How about you?”
“I’m fine.”
“Is that so...”
Suddenly I don’t know what to say. I’m feeling so worried.
“I did it on purpose...”
“Huh?”
“I didn’t take your calls...” She sounds like crying. “I was thinking that, you’ll be worried, and return home to see me...”
She’s already crying.
“Sorry, I only think for myself.”
“I was very worried! But I can’t return home...”
“I’m sorry...”
“Koharu-chan...”
“But... I can’t stand it anymore. This is like living hell...”
“koharu-chan...”
“I want to see you...”
This moment, I’m speechless. My tears start to run down on my cheeks.
“I beg you... Please do something, I can’t take it anymore...”
“I see.” I brush my tears with my hand. “I got it.”

I hang up. Taking my bag, I open the door and make my way to the dinning room.
“Ai-chan... Can I talk to you a little?”
Everyone looks at me in surprise. Ai-chan nods and follows me.
“What’s wrong Sayu? I thought you were asleep.”
“Can I... return home today?”
“W-what?”
“Please...”
“What the hell are you saying Sayu? We’re on the tour...”
“Just for today... Please...”
“Tomorrow morning we already have works.”
“I promise to return before tomorrow morning...” I bow my head. “I beg you...”
She keeps quiet. My tears overflow again, I quickly brush them.
“I see.” She lets out a sigh. “Be sure to return before tomorrow morning. If Tsunku-san finds out, I don’t know what the hell will happen...”
“Thank you very much!” I bow my head again.
“Ah~ It can’t be helped...” She sighs. “See you tomorrow.”
“See you.”

*

5 hours on the train was terrible. Never in my life have I found 5 hours that long. I run as fast as possible on the stairs. I don’t want to waste even a minute.
The door is unlocked as always. I smile and open it gently. She’s not in the living room. I open the bedroom’s door.
She’s lying on the bed sleeping. My heart can’t help but beating faster and faster. I sit down near the edge of the bed and study her face. I smile and gently touch her cheek with my hand. She doesn’t react. I brush her lips softly with my thumb. Still, no reaction. I want to burst into laughs, but I succeed in holding it on. I gently pull the blanket to cover her body and lean to kiss on her forehead.
Wait...
I touch her forehead with my hand. It’s so hot. She seems to have a fever.
“Uh...”
She slowly opens her eyes.
“You’re awake?” I smile.
She looks at me in shock.
“You...”
“I’m here.”
“Am I dreaming?”
“Nope.”
She hugs me tightly and starts crying. I hug her back and gently stroke her hair. She keeps hugging me so tightly without saying a word.
“Koharu-chan...”
She holds me more tightly, so tightly that I’m starting to feel hard to breathe.
“K-Koharu-chan... I can’t breathe...”
She seems to not hear anything though.
“Koharu-chan!”
“S-sorry.” She quickly lets go of me. It takes me a few minutes to catch my breath.
“Are you ok? I’m sorry...”
“It’s fine.”
I bring my face close to her so that our foreheads touch.
“You’re having a fever.” I knit my brows. “Did you take any medicine yet?”
“Nope...”
“Did you eat anything yet?”
“Nope...”
“Stay here and wait me.”
“No...” She grasps my hand. “Where are you going?”
I smile and look into her eyes.
“I’ll cook something for you to eat. Then you have to take some medicines, ok?”
“Yeah...”
“Good girl.” I smile and stroke her hair.

*

“Say ah~”
“Ah~”
“How’s it?”
“Oishi~” She screams out. “Because you’re feeding me...”
“Why are you saying like it’s not delicious at all?” I knit my brows. She laughs and opens her mouth to ask for more.
“Did anything happen when I’m away?”
“Nope.”
“Is that so...”
I bow my head when thinking about how lonely she had to stand during 2 weeks.
“How about you? How’s the tour going?”
“Ah, it’s tiring, as always. The foods at the hotel’s restaurant is terrible. Ai-chan keeps complaining about that...”

We keep talking about a lot of random things. Every time I stay with her, I always feel that time is moving too fast. We only talk about normal things, like what happens everyday, what everyone says, or sometimes I tell her about some funny TV shows I’ve joined. I sit here and watch her eating, and laughing. And keep wishing that this moment could last forever.  Never in my life have I believed that I can love someone that much. Every minute staying by her side is so precious to me.

“Ah~”
“What’s wrong?”
“Bit-ter...” She puts her tongue out. “That medicine is too bitter!”
I give her a cup of water.
“Ah~ gross.”
“Is it really that bitter?”
“Try it if you want.”
“Ok.”
I lean to place a kiss on her lips. She was shocked. But it didn’t take her too long to react. I lick her lips softly and send my tongue into her mouth. She wraps her arms around my neck and starts to put more passion to the kiss. I lightly push her away and open my eyes.
“Hm... What’s bitter there? It tastes sweet.” I giggle.
She presses me down to the bed and kisses me hungrily. The heat on my cheeks, my chest, and my whole body is rising. I miss this feeling so bad. I pull her shirt up and wander my hands on her smooth skin.
The phone rings all of sudden when she’s starting to unbutton my shirt.
“Forget it.” She keeps kissing my neck and continues to undo the buttons.
“Maybe it’s Ai-chan... I better take the call...”
She lets go of me and I quickly lean to take the phone.
“Hello? Ai-chan?”
“Sayu? I just to remind you, it’s time to go to the station. You’ll miss the last train if you don’t leave right now.”
“Yeah... Thank you.”
I bite my bottom lip.
“What’s wrong?”
“Koharu-chan... I have to leave now.”
She keeps quiet.
“I promised to Ai-chan that I would return before tomorrow morning since we have works tomorrow. I’ll miss the last train of the day if I don’t hurry up.”
“No...”
She grasps my arms.
“Please don’t leave me alone again... I’m very scared...”
“Koharu-chan, I have to do, or I’ll cause everyone troubles.”
“They are more important than me?”
“You...” I knit my brows. “Stop asking such a childish question!”
She looks straight into my eyes. That look is so scary.
“I won’t let you go.”
She pushes me down to the bed and takes off my shirt.
“No, what are you doing?”
Without a word, she holds my wrist tightly and leans to kiss along my neck.
“Let me go, Koharu-chan!” I cry out. But she’s so damn strong. No matter how much I struggle, I still can’t push her away. She unbuttons my pants and quickly takes it off. Her hands travel on my thighs.
“NO! PLEASE NOT AGAIN, KOHARU-CHAN!”
I don’t know what to do but scream out. She stops and gazes at my eyes.
“You have to do whatever I want.”
I look at her in shock. My body is trembling.
“What are you saying?” I say with a trembling voice. “KOHARU-CHAN I’M NOT YOUR SLAVE!”
“You ARE my slave.”

My heart seems to stop beating.
She leans close to me, and bites on my neck.
I even don’t have enough strength to scream out of hurt anymore.
My tears keep overflowing. My body keeps trembling.
Every time she bites on my neck or shoulders, I close my eyes, bite my bottom lip and grasp the blanket tightly.
Every moment when she roughly moves her fingers,
I feel like my body is rotting inside of me, little by little.
The feeling of fear that day which I tried to forget, now appears again, clearly. My eyes can’t see anything, I only can hear my heart beating, slowly, painfully.


“Although she’s the person you love, you can’t let her treat you like that!”
“If she doesn’t aware of her mistakes and if she treats you like that again, you know what you should do, right?”
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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 35 (05/26)
« Reply #229 on: May 26, 2010, 08:49:51 AM »
wow great chapter, keep up the work

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 35 (05/26)
« Reply #230 on: May 26, 2010, 11:55:43 AM »
Koha as a manager might seem dangerous in the beginning but who knows, she might be able to do it after some time :P

So it's been 2 weeks eh? And TanaKamei still hasn't made up. KameMame CHANCE! :thumbup kidding :P
Haha, complain-y Gaki is busted XD

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The scary possessive miracle is back!! :bleed eyes: Omg, what will Sayu do now? Will she make it to the train station in time?? :panic:

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) chapter 35 (05/26)
« Reply #231 on: May 26, 2010, 09:26:14 PM »
Finally I dare to comment to your fic. I love this fic, and of course SayuKoha! Koharu is kinda scary, Sayu tries to please her but she just rapes and hurts her again and again : (. It's very sad. I hope Sayu doesn't get a fever after their kissing and all. It might be bad if Tsunku hears about it. And TanaKame... Their breaking was sad : (. But TakaGaki is happily together  :twothumbs

Please keep working with this awesome fic! LiLith daisuki!

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Wow,  :oops: Daisuki da yo <3

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So it's been 2 weeks eh? And TanaKamei still hasn't made up. KameMame CHANCE! :thumbup: kidding :P
lol, That will interfere a certain TakaGaki as well XD
Ah~ I dont want both TakaGaki and TanaKamei fans to threw eggs to me XD

@kurosawa:
Yay! I'm glad you like this insane chapter, lol XD Please keep supporting the fic! <3

BTW, Poll is added! Please vote for the ending of the fic :P
Although I wrote ♥SayuKoha♥, but it doesnt mean this fic will end up with SayuKoha... I still havent decided yet ^_^
I'll consider about how to end this fic with the poll result... So, please vote!!

And I'm working on manga update. It's coming soon ^_^

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---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) manga chapter 5 (06/05)
« Reply #233 on: June 04, 2010, 07:36:14 PM »
Yep, manga is back! XD
Eh? It takes a while, doesnt it? XD

Naw, let me repeat what I said at the other site, XD

WITH A LOT OF CUTE SWEET IN BED SCENES, THIS CHAPTER WILL BE SENT BY PM. ^_^
(No perverted scene though XD)

So, please let me know if you want to read. I'll send the download link to your inbox.

I'm studying for the final exam now, so this might be the last (and only) XD update for this month!!
Updates will comeback in July~~ When I have my freedom XD


*look at the poll*
EH? Koha leads here too? :huh:
Good. XD



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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) manga chapter 5 (06/05)
« Reply #234 on: June 04, 2010, 11:19:23 PM »
*raises hand* Do want, PLOX!

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) manga chapter 5 (06/05)
« Reply #235 on: June 05, 2010, 01:04:43 AM »
nice manga chapter  :thumbsup
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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) manga chapter 5 (06/05)
« Reply #236 on: June 05, 2010, 10:20:20 AM »
Oh, can I have it too?!

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« Reply #237 on: June 05, 2010, 07:34:31 PM »
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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) manga chapter 5 (06/05)
« Reply #238 on: June 27, 2010, 09:19:02 PM »
Ya~~~y! I'm commenting here again  :nervous
Well I really dunno. If I were Sayu, I would forgive Koha once, but, TWICE ?  :shocked
As Sayu said, She isn't Koha's slave. :(  Though I love KohaShige and I don't want Sayu with Eri. Daaah my mind is so confusing  >_<  :bleed eyes:

PS: Pm me manga version please  :P

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Re: ---CIRCLE--- (♥KohaSayu♥) manga chapter 5 (06/05)
« Reply #239 on: June 28, 2010, 03:00:36 PM »
Chapter 34:

 :shocked:
OMG, you'd think that Koharu would be more understanding than that... she used to be a Musume herself. Not attending a concert would is a HUGE deal, you'd have to be in hospital or something. Can't she understand that's just part of Sayu's job? Sayu can't be irresponsible and leave everything just to be with Koha...

As much as I think they're cute together, this relationship is in no way healthy. I mean, Koharu actually threatening to rape Sayu? WTF?
They're too needy and clingy, it's not the way a relationship should work. I don't know if you mean for all this to be cute or if you really want to make them seem pathetic, LiLith, but I just feel that things are so wrong right now... they seem murderously in love >.<  Is that what you really want us to feel? Lol...

Well, let's hope things get better...

Chapter 35:

Turtle and bunny  :love: :love: :love:
I love their friendship. I hope TanaKame can get past their differences soon. Sayu's right, they get to be with each other all the time. Maybe they only know their loss once they're separated.

Holy cow.
It was kind of cute when Sayu went back to see Koha... of course, I'm just smacking my forehead thinking how can she can travel that long to get back and see her for such a short while. I guess I don't understand that kind of love? Lol... but...

 :shocked  :shocked  :shocked

What the hell just happened?! Koharu just called Sayu her slave?! And then raped her?
How on earth are they going to get past this now? It's totally a Sousuke from Last Friends kind of thing, and I don't like it one bit!
>.<
 :cry:
 :angry:

Their situation right now is just... really miserable  :(
Please make things better. SOON. Or I don't think I want them to end up together anymore... Koha seems more like a monster than anything right now.  :banghead:

Oh wells. Update soon, so I can find out what happens next!


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