@anzai48 : seriously Anzai, I love your comments
thank you for reading my lame fic... and Tomochin just has a light fever and coughing.. So don't worry
I am so scared I will get beaten by Flean and Sora-neechan, so I update it as fast as I could.
I wrote it yesterday from day until night
until I got headache and went bed early.
BUT!!! Can't promise you about the continuation
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“Tomomi had found about it.” A girl talks with her friend beside her. It makes her to look away from her ice cream.
“Maji de?!”
“Un. Minna talked about it during practice when we were still in Tokyo. But I didn’t see Tomomi was depressed at all. She looked fine, right?”
“Yea you are right. I don’t see something weird on her too. Hmm… Maybe Tomomi still don’t know about Tomochin’s affair. She looked fine though, like nothing happened.”
“Mayuyu, you are in same team with her right? During practice, did she smile? Or laugh?”
“Yes she did. She looked like usual….Hmm….”
The person they talk about is passing in front of them. They suddenly become quite.
“Ara….you two, what are you doing here?” greet Tomomi with smile. There is no something weird on her.
“We……. Ah, we just came back from buying ice cream.”Rabutan answers as Mayuyu nods.
“Looks delicious. I think I want to have one.”
“Ah, ii yo… Let us accompany you!” Mayuyu adds.
“Honto ni? You are so kind, Mayuyu….. Okay, let’s go!” Tomomi pulls Mayuyu’s hand to follow her.
Outside hotel
“Combini is near from here…. We just need to walk not more than 10 minutes.” Rabutan says as they walk together and pass some shops.
“The dress looks beautiful.”Tomomi says as she looks at one pink dress at one shop. She stares at it. “I want her to give it to me………” she smiles. Rabutan and Mayuyu tries to act like usual, like nothing they knew.
“Where’s Tomochin? Ita….” Rabutan pinches Mayuyu’s arm. Mayuyu then bites her lower lips. She knows she shouldn’t ask that. Baka!
“Ah, Tomochin……..She walks around hotel I think. I didn’t see her in room….” Tomomi and Tomochin are in the same room. She doesn’t look sad though. She talks normal about Tomochin, I guess nothing happened between them, Rabutan thought.
As they chat about it, Tomochin suddenly comes from in front of them. She attaches her phone on her ear as she is talking to someone on the phone. She is laughing. Rabutan and Mayuyu looks at their friend who is standing beside them. Tomomi just stays quite. Usually in this distance, Tomomi will call her beloved or run toward her and hug her. But now is different. Like they have understood about something, they look away and just stay quite as well. Tomochin passes as she finishes talking on phone and she looks at 3 persons in front her. She stops.
“Mayuyu, Rabutan, what are you doing here?” she looks at shop beside them. “Wanna go shopping?”
“Ehm…actually we are accompanying Tomomi to buy ice cream….” Mayuyu answers and Rabutan just smiles. Tomochin looks at the girl beside them. She seems doesn’t want to see the person in front of her.
“Oh….Tomomi.”greets Tomochin with unusual tone. There, Tomomi just smiles and looks at the dress she adores. Tomochin starts looking at the dress, beautiful she thought.
“Well guys, see you at hotel. Bye.”Tomochin excuses herself and walks away. The situation now is really awkward. Rabutan and Mayuyu don’t know how to start conversation now. Tomomi just stares at the pink dress. In their mind right now, what they talked about them both were true. Tomomi found that Tomochin has affair. They know Tomomi is so sensitive. She would cry so much if she found about it, but now she is not looking sad. She even smiled to Tomochin. What happened actually? They are so curious about it.
“Nee…”Tomomi turns her back and sees these girls are showing such a serious face. “….Let’s go! Ice cream.” They nod and follow Tomomi from behind.
Somewhere at hotel, Tomomi sits alone with her ice cream. She opens it and eats it slowly. And after, she increases her speed while eating it and she feels her head dizzy. She stops eating it as she sees Tomochin there, straightly looking at her now… She walks closer, closer and passes Tomomi. She doesn’t even greet her like she did before.
“Wait….”Tomomi says as she stands up. Tomochin stops.
“Who is she?” she asks. No answer from Tomochin. She is still backing Tomomi. “Nee….answer me. She is your friend?”
“Not your business.”
“What? What am I to you? Aren’t I your girlfriend?”
“There is something you can’t tell to your girlfriend, isn’t it?” Tomochin turns around and they are looking at each other. “There is also something that you can’t tell your parents.”she adds.
“She…….she kissed you.”Tomomi’s voice is weaken. Tomochin looks away as if she tries to hide something, she can’t answer Tomomi. “She’s your girlfriend now? Nee Tomochin…. Explain to me, I will listen. I won’t be mad….”
“Don’t force me!”
“I don’t. I just want you to be opened. Are you tired being with me? Did you forget about what you said to me before you left that day?” Tomochin stays silent. She still looks away as she is feeling guilty to Tomomi. She approaches Tomochin and hugs her.
“Be honest to me…. If you want me to change, I will do it for you.” Tomomi is crying on her shoulder. “I hardly accepted that you two were kissing in front of me. But I try to believe in you as you had promised me you would change. I love you Tomochin…..” she cries so much on her shoulder. Tomochin doesn’t even hug her back, she releases the hug instead.
“Tomomi….. Forget about me.”Tomomi looks so surprised with what Tomochin said.
“Tomochin….what do you mean by that?”
“Isn’t it clear? Forget me.” Tomomi is shaking her head.
“No….no Tomochin. Don’t say that….. I don’t want to break up.”
“Sorry Tomomi. I guess I can’t…. Let’s end this.”
“Do you love her?” Tomochin looks away. She looks so doubtful. “Tomochin, look at me and answer me….” Tomochin now faces the girl in front of her.
“Yeah… I love her.” She answers with plain expression on her face. Tomomi looks more painful as she heard that words. She is crying and trying to not believe it, but it’s the fact. She has to accept it.
“Who is she? At least, tell me her name.” Tomochin silent in a moment.
“Her name is Reina.”
“When was it started?”
“Some months ago.” She has betrayed Tomomi long time ago….. At that time, Tomochin always says love and some flirty words to her as she falls for it….. Tomochin never changes. She is till player.
“Tomochin…. I can’t believe it.” Tomomi is sobbing. She is wiping her own tears. “How could you betray me? How could you lie to me? How could you break your promise to me?” Tomomi looks away as she tries to hold her tears for not falling again…..
“I’m sorry. I am not good for you, Tomomi. You might find the other who is better than me. I wish for your happiness.” Tomochin turns around and walks away. She leaves Tomomi alone there. Her warmness even disappears. Usually Tomochin always be there and cheers Tomomi up, but now Tomomi is alone in such a pain. She is being left by someone she really loves.
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“Good….” the girl then puts her phone back inside her bag. The other girl sits in front of her. “You still mail her?”
“It’s not your business….”
“Mou let me see it..” she forces the girl to hand her bag, but the taller girl defends herself.
“Stop it!! I won’t show it to you!”
“Why?? Are you hiding something?”
“No…. It’s just a normal email. You are too over.”
“Of course I am! If it’s normal one, you shouldn’t hide it right? Now give it to me….” She asks for her girl phone once again.
“Yada yo!” she hugs tightly her bag.
“Nyan Nyan, give it to me!”
“Am I wrong sending email to her? She is my friend.”
“Am I wrong if I ask you to show it to me?”
“Of course you are! I don’t even want to see yours.”
“I will show it to you if you insist.”
“No need.”
“Are you sure? Don’t you feel curious with whom I mailed?” the shorter girl keeps teasing her girl…
“Huh? Not at all… I know you always mail your Team K’s fellows….”
“Haaa!!! How do you know that? Haaa……” she pouts. After that, her phone is vibrating, a mail has received. She opens it.
“Ow…..” she smiles and replies it quickly. Kojiharu looks at her girlfriend curiously, like she wants to know with whom she mailed.
“SENT!” she grins as Kojiharu looks away… “You want to know right? You want to know????” she rubs her cheek on Kojiharu’s.
“Not at all….”
“I know you are lying!!! It’s not from my Team K’s fellows. It’s coming from non AKB related.” She grins…. Kojiharu rolls her eyes. Her phone is vibrating once again. Immediately Yuko opens her phone, she smiles again after reading the email. Kojiharu looks so curious with it. She never smiles like that when her fellow sends her email. She also said its not AKB, so who it is, she thought.
“SENT!!” Yuko shouts again as she looks at her girl. She is busy with her magazine, or just pretend??? “Nyan Nyan…… wanna know right?”
“Don’t disturb me….”
“How cold…. Nyan Nyan never felt jealous like I did.” She pouts. “How if I fall for someone?”
Kojiharu stops reading the magazine as she looks at Yuko.
“Don’t say something useless.”
“Aaa!!! I know you won’t let that happened right? I love you~” Yuko kisses her girlfriend’s cheek. Her girlfriend blushes.
“Mou! Don’t do it here…”
“Ah sorry, I can’t hold it….” she chuckles. They are at pool area right now. “I know you won’t betray me, Nyan Nyan. I don’t want to see your email again. I promise.” She smiles.
“Owh, that’s nice Yuuchan.”
“With one condition, you have to kiss me right here…..” Yuko points her lips as Kojiharu pinches her cheek.
“Hentai….”
“Huhuhu….. I get rejected. How sad….” She pouts again. Kojiharu chuckles. She can’t hold her laugh as her girlfriend really amuses her.
“Ah, I need to use restroom. Wait me here. I will be back…” she runs away.
“Baka….” Kojiharu says. There is something attracts her eyes, yup Yuko’s handphone. It has been left there, right on the table. Kojiharu looks around as there is no signal of Yuko. She takes the phone and opens the inbox.
“Yappari….” Kojiharu smiles full victory as she sees the name of who sent email to Yuko, her mother. She scrolls down and no new numbers and all the emails are coming from members. Kojiharu places the phone at first place and continues reading her magazine.
“Yuuchan baka… You can’t make me jealous.” She smiles…. And from the distance, a figure is laughing while seeing that scene.
“Hihihi Nyan Nyan….. Got ya~” with happy smile that figure runs back to her girlfriend and lands a short kiss on her cheek….
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I have already had my dinner… I am in my room and I wear my jacket. I go out and head outside of hotel. I have appointment with Miichan tonight at beach. I look my phone, I am late for 30 minutes. I hope Miichan is still there. I have arrived at the beach and it looks so calm in the night. I feel gentle breeze and It’s so comfortable. The sounds of the wave makes me really enjoy the view. I see a figure is sitting on the sand as I approach her.
“Gomen Miichan, I am late….” The figure is turning back as I am surprised. She is not Miichan.
“Atsuko?” she seems surprised too. I don’t know how to do. How could this happen? Where’s Miichan? Why she is the one here? She stands up and looks at me. I can’t move my body, I stand there, and can’t turn my gaze.
“Why are you here?” she asks me.
“Miichan…..” I can’t say much as I am too confused with this situation.
“Ah…. I know. We got fooled by her. Hehe…” she smiles at me. I feel uneasy with her smile. Why she still can laugh after what I did to her? And yet, she got fooled by Miichan? Ah, I know… Miichan prepared this to make us meet. Good Miichan. You success to make me feel shame.
“I guess so. I think…..I need to go back.” When I turn around, I feel her hand grabs mine. My heart is beating. We have not chatted for long time, now we are meeting like this and I feel awkward.
“Please don’t go….” She says. I stay silent. “I…..I always want to talk to you. Please listen to me, Atsuko.” She loosen her hands on me. I am still backing her.
“I don’t know if Miichan had prepared this….to make us meet. She is really kind person…. So please don’t be mad at her.” After some seconds, she starts speaking again.
“I know you hate me, but I have some words to say… First, I am sorry I can’t make you happy. I can’t give you anything, I always make you angry. I am sorry…..”
It is touching my heart. I feel so guilty, she blames herself though I was the one who should be blamed.
“Next….” She starts sobbing. “….I know you are with Yukarin, and I am happy for you….I can hardly accept it, but I think I have to…. Congratulation Atsuko. You have found someone you really love. Although it’s not me, but I always wish for your happiness.”
I turn around as I find her crying there. She quickly wipes her tears and tries to smile at me.
“The wind is blowing so hard. The sand spreads and gets in my eyes. Auch my eyes….” She rubs her eyes. I know she is lying there. She just doesn’t want to make me worry. I can’t see her like this. Enough with this all… I don’t want to hurt her anymore.
“That’s all I wanna say. And……..sorry, can’t accompany you back to hotel. I will stay here for some minutes. Take care Atsuko.” She turns around and starts walking away. I bite my lips and I have decided it. I run to her and hug her from behind. She freezes as she is shocked with my action.
“I am sorry Minami!” I shout at her. Words that I really want to shout it out. I hug her tighter.
“Atsuko?” I am shaking my head.
“It’s not your fault. It’s mine. I know I can’t be forgiven… I have hurt you so much…. I am sorry…..”
“Hey….. what are you saying? You don’t need to say sorry. And…….how if Yukarin sees you hugging me?”
“I don’t care. I do it coz I want to do it.”
She stays quite… All I can hear is her breathe and the wind. Her body is so warm, although its small but I feel relax. I really want to hug her for long time ago….
“I miss you…..” I whisper to her ear as I rest my chin on her shoulder. I feel her hand holds mine. She rubs it….
“I miss you too, Atsuko…. I miss you so much.” I am glad I can hear it from her. I tighten my hands on her waist. Without noticing it, my tears drop on her shoulder. Slowly she turns back and she wipes my tears so gently. She then wraps her hands around my waist also and she attaches her forehead on mine, I close my eyes.
“I think my life has ended when you are not around.” She starts. “I was so sad when you said you didn’t love me…. It hurt me so much….”
“I am sorry….”
“From that day, I kept thinking how I should pass my day without you. It’s impossible if I stop loving you. Muri….” She takes another breath. “Until now, I still love you, even more than before.”
“I feel the same. Hard for me to stop loving you…..and sorry for lying about Yukarin.”
She chuckles. “It doesn’t matter. You are with me now, that’s more important.”
I open my eyes as I see she is looking on to my eyes. I smile to her…. I move closer and try to reach her lips with mine….. It’s just only in a centimeters long as this damn hanabi surprising us.
“Fireworks?” Minami looks confused.
“Why there’s firework here?” I look up to the sky. Although I failed to kiss her, but the firework is quite amusing. They are so pretty and they have more than 7 colors. She is holding my hands tighter as I do the same like I don’t want to lose this person again.
We are walking together to the hotel as we still hold each other hands. She sends to my room….
“Good night Atsuko….” She smiles. As she wants to walk away, she turns her body once again.
“Err….we are supposed to be in same room, right?” she asks me shyly. I can see her cheek is red.
“So?” I start teasing her.
“Ah, never mind. Well, I am going back.” I grab her hand to stop her.
“Come here…..” I pull her inside my room. Glad no Yukarin here. She’s standing there, confused.
“Tonight, you will sleep here. I will text Yukarin to sleep with Jurina.” I reach my phone and text Yukarin immediately.
“Eh???? But….but….”
“Don’t you miss me?”
“I do……but….”
“Sit….” She follows it and sits on the bed. I sit next to her.
“Tomorrow morning I will move to your room. I’m too lazy to pack tonight, so tomorrow you must help me.”
“Not a big problem.”
We don’t talk again and we are in this quite atmosphere. Only our heart’s beat could be heard. I reach her hand and hold it.
“I really want to touch you….”
“Me too…..”
“Seeing you with Milky made me felt jealous.”
“You start again. I don’t have any special relation with her though.”
“Okay, okay… I know…”
“I hurt when I saw you with Yukarin too….”
“I know we were lonely at that time. But I am so happy now, we can be together again. I thought you were angry to me.”
“How could I?”
“Because of my words to you…”
“I understood. I know you so well….. It was not coming from your heart, I knew it.”
“Oh, really? Good then…….when I missed you, I always listen to this song.” I reach my phone and plug the headset in on it. “Here, listen to it.” I give the other part of my headset to her. She attaches it on her ear as one on mine.
“It’s good song.” She says and turns her face to me. She finds me staring at her… I move my hand to stroke her hair… I rub her cheek….
“I miss you Minami….” I say as I keep looking at her eyes deeply. She answers me with her smile. The song leads me to be more honest with my heart and thanks to it.
I move closer and I press my lips on hers. My heart starts beating so hard as I can feel her soft lips again. I end the kiss as I smile to her…
“That’s not enough….” I am surprised as Minami kisses me back. Finally she kisses me. I smile in the kiss and I close my eyes to enjoy my girlfriend’s kissing. I place my hands on her neck and pull her closer… She sucks my upper lips as I can feel my heart is racing. I am happy she is doing this to me…. I really wait for her to kiss me like this. She parts her mouth and I easily slip my tongue in. The second time I am doing it. Again, she greets my tongue with hers. We twist each other tongues, like having some battles. She sucks it as we have turned the kiss into deep one. The song keeps replaying and we are kissing accompanied by slow music which makes us to do other hotter things.
I suck her lips and move to land a kiss on her neck. I want to hear her voice and I decide to bite it smoothly. She moans and calls my name as my desire leads to do other things. I mark her neck as she keeps moaning, and I really enjoy her voice. I want to eat her right now. I move to kiss her lips again as I keep pushing her to lie down, and yes I success to make her lie down on the bed. I keep kissing her lips in crazy way and her hands are making my hair messy. I slowly lick her lips, try to enjoy her soft lips. Now is her turn to kiss me… She sucks my lower lip and her hand is unzipping my jacket.
“Don’t you feel hot?” she asks.
“Help me to put it off.” I answer and she is kissing me again while her hand is tossing my jacket away.
We break the kiss and we breath heavily, feel tired.
“Your face is red….” I chuckle.
“Like I trust you, Atsuko….” I kiss her cheek.
“You are such a great kisser, Minami…”
“Really? Maybe it shows you how much I missed you and how much I really wanted to touch you.”
“Hmm… I left a mark on you. Don’t you want to make one here?” I point to my neck.
“Well, okay….” Minami then kisses my neck softly and sucks it… In some seconds she leaves a mark there and its successfully making me moan softly.
“Marked. And you are mine, Atsuko….” She smiles.
“You are mine too, Minami…”
She plants a short kiss on my lips.
“I love you so much.”
“I love you too….”
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anyway still want to kill me?
and I am really sorry about TomoTomo, I do love this couple... Let see what I can do next
edit : is there any question for the girl named Reina?
Topic: [AtsuMina's Series] _other pairing included_ Fifth Update Nov 19th (Read 18883 times)