The lover of a star.
All this energy! Is blinding me, her shining body.
She is shining!! On this little stage she is the universe. I can see her flying, that wonderful smile and that radiance is incredible.
Simple words can't describe this, no word can describe her.
But at this moment, this moment was the one that made me fall in love with her!
That radiance entered straight in my heart and started it. The beating of my heart and soul is thanks to her.
Her beautiful voice, and looks and everything. On that stage, it seemed that she was alone.
The smile on my face and my burning cheeks, are thanks to her too. My wide eyes can only see her.
Since then I've been in love with her, she, who give me happiness and brought me to learn emotions.
But that was 4 years ago, I smile to myself.
Now is nothing as before.
Her shining body , her voice and everything had remained in my memory,and its the only thing that keeps me to live my every day.Is the only thing that makes me smile.But she is not here, in this city, in this region, in this country.
I should have expected this, since she had the potential, the skills and the smile. All stars go, and never come back.
It's raining, I notice as I look out the window to my left. I put down my caffecup and play with the ring on my necklance. She give me this ring.....
FLASHBACK
'Hey! *******! '
I turn around and I'm hit by a hug, her warm body wraped around me.
'I got it! the audicion! I really did it!! ' she yelps happy in my arms. I smile and kiss her cheek.
'I'm happy for you nee....I told you you'll get it! you are the best! ' I smile warmly and give her a short kiss on the lips.
She blushes and smiles
'Mou....' She looks in my eyes 'Thank you ******* ! Without you I wouldn't have done it! I love you!! '
'I love you too nee~' I smile back and i feel something on my hand.I look down and see a ring on my finger. My eyes open wide and i look up at her.
'hehe~ this is a gift , think you.....i love you so much...' I looked at her hands and she had a pair that matched to mine. I smiled and she blushed a little.
'Well, you are mine....so its ok nee....' she looks away and my smile grew bigger, i kissed her again.
'Of course its ok...you are mine as well ******....'
END FLASHBACK
My smile didn't disappear, but I realized the rain is replacing my tears that I'm holding in.
I always know that she will leave, but I never knew it would happen so soon......I laugh a little, I really wasnt expecting it then.
FLASHBACK
'I....I'm leaving...' she looked out the window at the pouring rain as she spoke .
'hmm?' I continue to smile and drink my hot chocolate, not realizing what she meant.
'****.......I'm leaving to another country....I'm moving out.....'
My movements stoped. I stared at the hot chocolate in my hands, without daring to look at her. It happened too soon...
'i promise I'll come back. Ill come back to you ****' Her tone was serious
'You ....dont need to...' My voice was breaking 'live your dream...thats what I want for you' I put on a smile and close my eyes, raising my head to look at her.
I hear her sigh. She knows my smile is fake.
'I promise, I'll live my dream...and come back to you..' She seals her promise with a kiss.
ENDFLASHBACK
Even if she said that, I'm not expecting her to come back to me----
*doorbell rings*
Hm? Who could be at this hour and on this weather?
I sit up, and go to the door.
I open the door.
'I'm home Yukirin!! ' a sudden hug hits me, and she is wraped in my arms.
'Welcome back....Mayuyu...'
My smile can't grew more, but my tears finally fell. Maybe i did know she will come back, I just liked to denny it.