*Sae's POV*
I wanted to be her friend......the little girl how was always sitting alone,ignored be the others. At only 5 years I meet her, Kashiwagi Yuki.And I tried to befriend her.
She was a girl who didn't talk much and always sitting alone.She never spoke to anyone if she wasn't questioned and had a sad look ....she was beautiful,so beautiful that everyone around her was embrassed to talk to her, but she never know that.She believed that they hate her, so she didn't do anything .
I aproached her with a smile and I befriended her.We become good friends very fast.
With time she got more friends and I was happy, she was finally open to everyone.Her reactions where cute, and her smile was one of a godness......
We grow up together, we go to the same schools and always together.....
We were always close, and I was always filrting with her.I never know, until one day when I was careful with my own moves.And I saw myself hug her,hold her hand,filrt and kiss her cheek. And suddenly....
But oh so suddenly ,I got it......And I told to myself looking in the mirror. 'I am in love with her...I fell in love with Kashiwagi Yuki....'
It hit me hard at first, and I had a time when I was acting strange......but after that I decided to continue.To continue to do the same as always until a day when I can confess my love.
And so the time moved, suddenly I was in my high school years, with her still be my side.I smile and hug her, she smiles and hug me back.I believe that she loves me too.....
But she is acting strange......and I know that its not because of me.She thinks about someone else......I think its time to action and ask for a date.
She accepts and we go......but I already know that she will leave me heart broken.I still try.She is thinking about someone else......
I won't give up! I continued to filrt, to hug her, to hold her hand even more.I told her that I love her....and she still feels something for me......
I will make her mine.
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*Yuki's POV*
We enter my home and I saw Mayuyu at the door ready to jump on me....only to stop when she sees Sae.
I love this little puppy, but I don't know what she thinks. And after all I too have problems.
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I always told them in my mind 'I;am sorry for being alive' I ,how was different.
But Sae saved me, from myself.She brought me a smile.
I made friends and I become open to everyone,I was even named the reaction queen by my friends.
I learned to make friends,to be open,to talk more, and how to love......all because of her.
So I made a vow. 'If she ever needs something from me,if I can ever help her with something when she needs the most, If......I can make her happy, then I will do whatever it needs to be done.I will be there for her ,forever.I will protect her..'
And I prayed ,lets this thousand year vow echo to the end of the earth....
We where always different, but our differences are the reason we're drawn to each other.
Even now I remember when she said to me 'I will protect you so stay be my side' and I want to tell her the same some day,when I can protect her.
I ,how was once shy, become open and frendly .I want to always stay be her side.....but now I know that its impposible.
No matter where we are as long as we are together it will be alright.That's what I felt.
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*3rd POV*
As it said that.......now Sae ,Yuki and Mayu where eating at the table,Mayu in her puppy form trying to stress Sae sitting in Yuki's lap.
'your cooking is very good! its delicious Yukirin!' Sae really liked Yuki's food as she eated it every time she had the ocassion.
Even after the school ended Sae was still trying to filtr with Yuki, she could feel that Yuki still liked her.
It was only a matter of time until she would fall again.She just needed a little more, to make Yuki hers........
She made it so they could hold hands, they kiss on the cheek as greeting and she also does some skinship.But Sae wants more......more of Yuki,
to be all hers again.....If only she know that Yuki loved her too sooner then it wouldnt had come to this.
Sae lifted her legs under the table and stroked Yukis legs ,as she sat in Yuki's lap,Mayu didnt see anything because she was looking at her face......
Yuki started blushing and looking other way as she started stroking Mayu's head, action that calmed Mayu a little too.
They are so helpless....... a love triangle like this one is rare ,Sae -Yuki- Mayu.Sae loves Yuki, so does Yuki. Mayu loves Yuki ,and yeah,maybe Yuki loves her too.
So to all this mess Kashiwagi Yuki is the centre. Oh, yeah lets go back to them....
'Ill ....go wash the dishes' Yuki excused herself and sat up putting Mayu on the table.
'Ill help you' Sae sat up
'no no,its fine. Just play with Mayuyu' Yuki smiled
'ah....ok' Sae smiled back , a charming smile as Yuki blushed and ran out
Sae turned to Mayu, how was sitting on the table looking at her inoccent
Sae smiled and pated Mayus head 'want to play something Mayuyu?'
'oh,yes! lets play bitting!' Mayu jumped on Sae and both hit the floor
But as Mayu was kinda small Sae took her in her hands and sat up
'damn you! come here and fight!!' Mayu was barking badly now and making Sae worry
'whats going on here?!' a surprised Yuki asked
'ahaha! Nothing nothing! Mayuyu was just palying~' Sae kissed Mayu on the nose and put her dawn
'yack!!!!!! you just kissed me idiot!!!!!!' Mayu barked more and more 'now I need a kiss from Yuki !'
'mou~ Mayuyu......' Yuki got closer and took Mayu in her arms eyes at eyes level
'you shouldnt do that ,its dangerous----' Yuki was interupted as Mayu toched her wet nose with hers.It was a kiss,
but Yuki didnt know what that meant as she smiled at Mayu and put her back dawn.
';sigh; fine,have it your way but be more careful.....' And Mayu ran out
'ne Yuki......I want to talk something with you..' Sae looked serious at Yuki
'yes, lets go to my room' Yuki didn't see it
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*Yuki's POV*
With Sae little be little I understand joy.And we made many memories together.Now I wonder,if Sae ever wants something that don't want to give, will I still give it?
We made it to my room and I sat at my desk,Sae was still standing.
'so, what is the matter Sae-chan?' I ask with a smile as I look at her.
'I- ....I wanted to talk to you about my confession....' Sae looked down 'I really love you,Yuki.So I beg you again, please give a chance and I will make you happy! I promise.'
Lets this thousand year vow pierce the heavens.
'....I am relly sorry Sae-chan but I don't love you....' I looked away too as now I felt her eyes on me
'you are lying. You still feel something for me and now you are lying....' Sae....please forgive me!
Sae walked to me and took me by the hand to sit me up beside the bed.
'Sae-chan.....why?' my voice sounds like its broken
'I love you Yuki.....and I will prove it to you! I proved my love with words, with gifts and being like I always am.....now I
want to prove it to you with more actions.I'll make you feel good! ' ....Sae....I know that what you said is true....but....I fell for another too....how can I say this to you?
'Sae.....thats very sweet.But I don't know if I should give it to you....' I say trying to maybe stop something bad from happening.
'why? the one you said the person you like, Mayu was it, didn't visit you for some time.She doesn't really care what are you doing.
She doesn't love you! how is she better than me if I didn't even meet her once!!' no...please no.Don't speak like that.Mayu loves me....she loves me...right? you make me have dubts ....
I don't know...I don't know if Mayu is better than you Sae.You where my first love.She is my second.How can I compare you two?
'I promise I'll make you feel good.I will protect you and be a good girlfriend, ne?Just ....' anther pause 'just give me your inoccence...' you are once again asking me for something I don't know if I should give you.
'.....I love...how do I love?' I love Sae but I also love Mayu...
Maybe I should give it a try? I will lets you play with me for a while.I will see how I truly feel then, but I'm afraid I'll hurt you even more.
I see you come closer to kiss me, and I lets you closing my eyes.Its soft,inviting, but something is missing.
'Thank you..Yuki' I hear Sae whisper when we broke the kiss
What can I say back? don't say thank you because soon you will hate me? get away from me? you are mistaken?I didn't kiss you? just....what should I say?
Sae pushes me on the bed slowly and sits on top of me.
We kiss again, this time bolder,but I still miss something...
We change our characters with time, we may have moments of loneliness
but as long as I see your smile,its alright.That's what I feel.But its not enough anymore....
I put my hands around her neck in hope that I will find what's missing if I kiss her back.
A small sounds awake me, I look at the door from the edge of the eyes.And I see,Mayu, the one I truly love for a second,then I hear her run away.
My eyes widen in shock.
I remember now. When I first meet Mayu,the prince, everything was over.She took my heart with a single kiss and I didn't know it......
The fate of destruction began then to move.
In that moment when I was kissed by Mayu, my love for Sae was over.I was over her.
But in the same moment, Sae decided to finally confess to me.....ironic!
We where torn so far apart, Sae......I can do nothing to love you again.
I suddenly push you away crying.These where tears that I didn't know that where there.
'w-what happened?' you ask shocked looking at me.
I look away and try to wipe my tears .Why won't they stop?
Only now I can understand what I feel for you
I love you
like my own
sister.......
Lets this thousand year vow sound back at your side
Even if I no longer can return to love you more than that.
This decision is now unshakable.I will protect you from doing something wrong, and from Mayu....
I love you...
*Sae and Yuki's POV* (this is confusing...)
Even if the entire world would hate you
Even if the entire world would hate me..
'w-why Yuki?'
'I love....no,loved you Sae.But you where too late.The momet she kissed me,she took my heart...'
I will protect you, so
If there is a single person that needs me
'....there is no way to make you love me again,isnt it?'
'Im sorry Sae.....I still love you,but just like a sister'
always smile
I can be happy
'If you can live through this'
if we will fall ever again for each other....
'I understand....but I would like to meet her ,so we could have a proper talk,that Mayu '
'yes, *smile* thank you Sae...'
If we will then lets us be happy together then...
'I will wait for you...'
This dark room, the lovely moon in the night sky
This heart broken love
These are also memories of the two of us.
I will remember them forever.
The dark haired asassin that killed this love between us is now somewhere out.....I hope I(you) can find her and be happy.
This love is lost in the darkness
Please,please love again,someone else....
And if we will fall again when we will be reborn,I hope I can properly say to you the sweet three words
If only we will fall again....
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its lame isnt it? I was kinda bored and couldnt express what I felt .....do you felt something when you read this?comment please~
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