Ok I got 3 requests so this is the order I will go in: Mayuki, Marimi and then wmatsui. I'm sorry but I'm just going in order of who requested first. Don't worry you'll all have your share. Also I have no idea what angst is. Anyways, please enjoy this Mayuki fic!
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Mayuki: A Cyborg's Tears
"Watanabe put more feeling into it!"
"Hai!"
"Watanabe out in the front!"
"Hai!"
"Watanabe you messed up the dance again. Get it right!"
"Hai!"
A huge concert was coming up and everyone was doing their best to perfect their perfomance. However, I seem to be the only one who's having trouble. The dance I have is too hard and I can't keep up with the others. I'm called the Cyborg Idol for a reason. On the inside I feel like bashing my dance instructor with a bat. But I still manage to keep that same blank expression on my face.
"Alright everyone take five."
I collapsed from exhaustion. We had just gotten done practicing the same song five times.
"I'm really sorry you guys. I'm holding us back." I said.
"Oh no you're fine." Yuko said.
"Don't worry you'll get there." Takamina said.
"Mayuyu."
I turn around and see you Kashiwagi Yuki, my angel. We've been in team B ever since it debuted. We've helped each other out when we struggled and were there to support each other. Over the time I've been with you, I think I've developed feeling for you. It must sound weird coming from the cyborg idol who doesn't show her expression. Who doesn't feel love. But right now, every time I see you, my heart beats faster and faster.
"Here."
You handed me a water and I gladly took it.
"I'm really sorry." I said with sadness in my tone.
"It's alright. We'll get there." you said trying to reassure me."
"Alright eveyone breaks over! Back to work."
"Mou yada!"
"Come one you can do it."
You reached your hand out but I rejected it and got up myself. The music started and once again I took everything from the top. I was doing pretty good but then there was one part where I always messed up. I tripped on my own feet and fell slamming hard onto the ground.
"Stop, stop, stop! Watanabe what are you doing?"
"Sorry I'll get up."
I try to get up but I'm so weak from exhaustion that I just couldn't get up.
"She's tired." Miichan said.
"How about we call it a day?" Acchan said.
"No way. I want to make sure everyone is ready. I don't want slackers like Watanabe ruinging the performance."
"We're done and that's final." Mariko said glaring at the dance instructor.
"Alright we'll call it a day."
"Mayuyu!"
You run over to me and try to help me up but I just ignore the help.
"Mayuyu lay down. You need to go home and get some rest."
"No way. I'm going to stay and practice some more."
"Mayuyu if this keeps up, you'll hurt youself."
"I don't care I have to get it right."
"Then let me stay back and help you."
"Eh?"
Once everyone left, it was just you and me. I had rested up a little and was ready to go again.
"Ready?"
"Ready."
You start the music and I started to dance. I was having a hard time though because I could feel your gaze. You were watching me looking for any mistakes. It felt uncomfortable. The part came up and once again I messed up. I was going to fall but then you caught me.
"Here let me help."
You stood behind me and grabbed my arms with a gentle touch. You started to song again and together, we danced in perfect harmony. Our bodies just merged together into this one being and now we were dancing perfectly. We even managed to do the part I mess up on right. When the song ended, you let go and I already missed your touch.
"That was good. Now let's try it without my help."
The second time I did it, I got everything right. I felt so happy that I just wanted to hug you. But it's not like me to show emotion so I just thanked you and got ready to leave.
"Thank you so much Yukirin."
"It was no problem Mayuyu."
I watched you walk out and right as you left I quietly said to myself,
"I love you."
The day of the concert came and everyone was ready. We all practiced long and hard and were now ready to show the crowd what we got. The concert started and everything was going great. I was able to dance all my parts and sing the songs I was supposed to sing. But then near the end, that one song came up and I started to get nervous. I was afraid I was going to screw up again. Right before we ran out, you grabbed me shoulder.
"You're going to be alright."
"Right."
The music started and everyone ran out. The beginning of the song I was fine. The middle was a little shaky but I still managed to pull it off. But then the end came and this was the part I was going to fail. But I ignored all my regrets and just did my best. I did my part and gave it my all. I pulled it off and the crowd cheered as the curtain started to fall. But then there was a loud thud. I looked over and saw you on the ground.
"Yukirin!"
You had fallen somehow and it looked like you were in a lot of pain. I could see part of you bone sticking out of your leg and to be honest I just wanted to throw up but I had to be brave.
"Yukirin!"
"Mayuyu it hurts!"
"Hang in there Yukirin just hang in there."
I held your hand and held it tightly. But then I was forced to let go when the paramedics arrived. I was so worried about you that I couldn't finish the concert. But I had to stay so as soon as it was over, I packed up and ran. I ran as fast as I could all the way down to the hospital.
"Nurse.. Kashiwagi Yuki... what room?"
"Oh are you a friend? She's in room 108."
"Thanks."
I ran to your room and forced the door open.
"Yukirin."
You were asleep. You probably passed out from all the pain. I was so glad to see you resting. There was a peaceful expression on your face. I grabbed a chair and walked over and sat next to you. My heart was beating like crazy. I hesitated but then I reached out and held your hand. Not knowing, you tightened the grip and silently said,
"Mayuyu."
Warm drops fell from my face. They ran down my face like a waterfall hitting your hand. That's when I realized I was crying. I was crying for the first time in a long time. My sniffles woke you up and when you saw me crying you had a concerned look on your face.
"Mayuyu why are you crying?" you asked.
"I'm not crying! There's something in my eye." I said.
"Mayuyu I know you're lying."
"I was so worried about you!"
I burried my face into your lap and started bawling my eyes out.
"There, there Mayuyu. I'll bee fine. The doctors said I'd be out and about in a month." you said.
"Ok fine. Then that whole month I'm going to be taking care of you." I said.
"That sounds wonderful."
"I was so worried about you."
"It's ok Mayuyu really. Here."
Yukirin pulled my face down and kissed me on the cheek. I squeaked and blushed a little.
"Aww so cute for a cyborg."
"Hey!!"
"I love you. You know that right?"
I was stunned to hear you say that. For the longest time I thought it was just one sided love but I guess not.
"The reason why I fell was because was watching you. You looked so good out there that I forgot to pay attention to what I was doing." you said.
"Bakayuki." I said.
"Hey I'm smarter than you and that's because I love you."
"I love you too."
I leaned in and kissed you right on the lips. This time you were the one to blush. Seeing you happy made me happy as well. Then all at once the tears started falling again.
"Aw Mayuyu!"
You hugged me and tried to comfort me.
"I guess I was right after all." you said.
"What?"
"A cyborg's tears are the sweetest tears."
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Well there is the Mayuki! I hope you liked it Jessye. Up next is the Marimi and then wmatsui. Again I'm open to more requests so send them in!