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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Complications | WMatsui | Nov. 1
« Reply #80 on: November 01, 2012, 09:44:11 PM »
Yeah! two chapters update  :)

Kido chan is Rena's twin!? And... WOW what's a mysterious family...
I'm glad that Rena met her family and was happy but she'll be move to Tokyo too...

No, Rena! You shouldn't leave Jurina!
I can't accept this decision! I won't let you go and leave my Juri baby behind!
She would be sad and I'll be sad too :cry:

I wonder what will happen in next chapter.
Update soon, please :bow:

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Complications | WMatsui | Nov. 1
« Reply #81 on: November 01, 2012, 09:53:50 PM »
Wuaaaaaah Rena's family!!

But, no!!! Don't leave Jurina please please please :(

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Complications | WMatsui | Nov. 1
« Reply #82 on: November 02, 2012, 03:29:11 AM »
wait what?!.. many  things happen.. all matsui family are crazy.. aww jurina-- i feel sorry for her

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Complications | WMatsui | Nov. 1
« Reply #83 on: November 02, 2012, 08:26:52 AM »
I'm back with another update! I'm just so excited for this update because I've been planning this for a loooong time! But it may be a little sad and a little short. It's actually focused on feelings but please do understand it. I'm trying not to cry OTL Try to enjoy this one..



Chapter 8: River of Dreams


Arriving at the park, I look up the sky. Oh, I wish she would just understand my situation. Though, I'm not saying that I'm worried of myself, I'm worried about her. I know she can take care of herself but, I wonder if she can live without me for I fear myself I can't live without her beside me. If so her love for me is real, I hope she would understand my decision. I never really admit to it but I've grown to love this kid. The way she suddenly wraps me around her when I'm cold, the way she takes my hand to assure me I'm safe, the way she tells me to smile when I'm depressed, and the way she asks me to look up the stars when I'm lonely and without her. I will surely miss her voice that lulls me to sleep.

"Rena-chan!" Looking back, I saw her rushing up to me while panting. She smiles at me but I refuse to look at those innocent eyes that don't know what's going on at all. "I'm here! What's wrong? Did something happen to you, Rena-chan?"

I looked down shamefacedly but she took my hand and placed it on to her chest. Not sure what was going on, I looked at her with curious eyes as I felt her heart beat crazily.

"My heart wants to help you." Her cheesy lines always make me laugh. She smiled and wrapped her arms around me. "All it took was a laugh." She let out an exhausted sigh. She pulled away from the hug and looked into my eyes deeply as if she could see what's wrong

"I have good yet bad news..." She looked down as she takes my hands once again. "I got a theater scholarship from the states, Rena-chan and I..."

And you're what?! You're going to go..? Wait... this might be for the better. Going on separate ways.

"I.. I decided I'm not going." My eyes almost popped out of it's sockets.

"But.. Why? This is a big opportunity! Acting is your dream, Jurina!!"

"I know it is but... I can't afford to leave you alone, Rena-chan!"

Crap. This is turning more worst than the other nightmare! How am I supposed to tell her, now...? Why can't she make this more easier.

"You should just go take this opportunity, Jurina! I can't stand you wasting your time on me!"

"I'm not wasting my time on you! I give value to our complicated relationship!"

Her grip on my hand suddenly becomes tighter and tighter in every word she says.

"Jurina!! Just drop it! Go follow your dreams!"

Not standing it anymore, I slapped her face

"Wake up, Jurina!! This is your dream were talking about! I know someday you would just stop loving me and regret passing this opportunity!"

Her eyes widen to the slap as small drops of tears slowly stream down her face. Guilt showers me all over.

"I... I just don't want to lose you... Dream? My real dream is to make you mine, Rena-chan." She lets go of my hand and looks into my eyes "Why can't you understand that?"

I back away from her as I realize all the sadness and hardships I brought to her life. She takes a step forward and reaches for my shoulders

"Give me one reason why I have to accept this scholarship." It's like seriousness invaded her whole mind.

"I.. Because I'm leaving for Akihabara." Her eyes widen and she covers her mouth. I knew I shouldn't have told her. She backs away and me as a stubborn person, I follow her.

"Jurina, please understand my situation. I.. I could finally be with my family there and at the same time, study in my dream school--" I kept on mumbling and I couldn't stop until I felt her finger shut me up.

"It's okay, Rena-chan. It's okay. There's no need to explain." She wrapped me in her arms making me feel safe and sound. Her scent reaching up to my nose.

"But.. I'm sorry... Jurina, I'm sorry." Tears started streaming in a fast pace as they hit her shoulders.

"It hurts... My heart hurts but... Nothing else can make me happy than seeing you happy as well."

That just made my heart flutter... flutter in pain. I know she's bearing the pain inside just to make me happy.

"Jurina, please. Why can't you open up to me more?"

"I don't want to be weak in front of you."

"Jurina--"

"No more please. I understand, okay? No one can change your decision. I just want you to know that you changed my plans. The first time I saw you, I felt overwhelmed. My friends say you were dangerous but you know what? I took every risk to be with you. I wanted to look good in front of you but I guess I failed. I.. before you leave, I just want to say, I love you. I love you so much that it hurts too much! Too much.."

I could feel her hot tears melt on my head.

"I... I love you too, Jurina."

She smiled and patted my back

"I knew from the start you do." She broke the hug and smiled at me.

"I guess... this is goodbye?"

"Not goodbye at all. Someday, when my dreams finally come true, I'll come back for you." She grinned and wiped the tears off my face "If you feel lonely, just look up the sky and remember were still below the same sky and we will surely meet again." I nodded at her and she silently whispered something.

She started walking away but I pulled her wrist making her turn around. Her eyes widened as she felt my lips on her own. But she smiled when I pulled back.

"I love you, Jurina!!" I shouted with all my might as she giggled and ruffled my hair. "The river of dreams is waiting for you. Go on." I smiled and ran away but then, I stopped and shouted...

"Watashi kara saisho ni ippo saki wo arukou!!"
The first step... I'll take it ahead of you.

I could feel her smiling from afar and then, I'm assured she will be fine without me.

"Yume ga kanattara, mukae ni kuru yo..."
When my dreams finally come true, I’ll come back for you…

As the next day passed by, I was ready to go. Saying goodbye to all my friends as they shed tears of happiness and sadness at the same time, I'm sure myself that she is out there smiling for me with love and support.



2 more chapters yay~ BTW, this chapter was inspired from 'Yume no Kawa' also know as 'River of Dreams'

If some of you guys haven't heard it yet, here's a link Yume no Kawa

Okay. That's it. Peace out, guys  :deco:
« Last Edit: November 02, 2012, 01:55:32 PM by ChuuuPuffss »
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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #84 on: November 02, 2012, 09:43:07 AM »
yesterday i'm crying because kuumin graduating..
And now i'm crying again because this fic!! Lol

It's so sad..but cute that rena finally confess her feeling..but still saaadd T_T

I need tissue now
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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #85 on: November 02, 2012, 09:50:31 AM »
aa soo sadd  :ptam-cry: :ptam-cry:
crying mode

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #86 on: November 02, 2012, 09:58:05 AM »
Jurina was so gentle. I'm proud of her.

And I'm crying to ;___; imagine the scene in my head. And they're sing Yume no Kawa..

Aaaah so sad ;___;
Btw, thanks for the update

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« Reply #87 on: November 02, 2012, 12:35:46 PM »
n den ellepon naikgoe, namidas over 9000  :on speedy:

and its sabishii :fainted:

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #88 on: November 02, 2012, 12:52:14 PM »
"If you feel lonely, just look up the sky and remember were still below the same sky and we will surely meet again."

I LOVE THIS QUOTE,, UPDATE SOON author-san
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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #89 on: November 02, 2012, 01:19:25 PM »
Thanks for new update! :D

Ahhhhhhh!!! I feel sad for this couple :cry:
They still love each other but will seperate for their future life...
How should I explain my feeling... It's full of sad, I understand but still cry...

Jurina, you're my good baby :heart:
I hope that their love will happy soon~

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #90 on: November 03, 2012, 05:02:37 AM »
OMG!! juriboy..if rena doesn`t want you... come with me when you a legal please :D ..aww fix it please!!..

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #91 on: November 03, 2012, 01:31:32 PM »
Nhooo it was almost a double update of sad chapters >< sad in different ways...

I knew Jurina would be that smart and get a scholarship too... (I actually said something like this when I typed a comment for the previous chapter, but my cellular spoiled it ><")

And Jurina's behavior was so mature o/

For now they go to separate ways, butI have faith that they will meet again o/

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | River of Dreams | WMatsui | Nov. 2
« Reply #92 on: November 03, 2012, 01:52:34 PM »
I don't know what to say!!  :doh:

They separate.. :cry:. But I like how Jurina take out the problem!! She is so mature!! :twothumbs

I wait for the next  (OvO)
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« Reply #93 on: November 03, 2012, 02:37:53 PM »
First of all, I don't believe ANY of you cried OTL I want proof! Anyway, I'm thinking of making a sequel of this soon... But let me brainstorm first. This chapter, it wouldn't be Rena's POV anymore but Author's point of view yaaay! Lol I'm so weird. Enjoy this chapter~

A/N: I suggest you Google the meaning of the title if you don't know what the definition is :3
"*" <-- means ENGLISH speaking.
 



Chapter 9: Serendipity


3 YEARS LATER...

Scent of drugs and medicines surround the whole place as Matsui Rina, Japan's hottest idol, makes her way to a certain room. She barges in a patient's room and all the people inside looks at her with shocked faces.

"Matsui Rena? Matsui Rena, paging! Where is Matsui--Ummf!" Matsui Rena covered her sister's mouth and dragged her outside.

As Rena let go of her, she immediately slapped Rina's shoulder playfully "What are you doing here?! You can't just randomly shout at a hospital! Or even in a patient's room! Especially, when a student, meaning ME, is having a practical test!!" Rina giggled as she looked around and saw people shift their gazes on them

"Ha! You say, "No Shouting" and there you are giving me another lecture." Rina patted Rena's shoulder as she blushes and looks around

"Wh-whatever.. What are you doing here, anyway? An idol can't just walk around places not even wearing a disguise." Rena looked at her sister from head to toe

"Hey, I'm wearing a disguise here! See?" She puts on her sun glasses and makes a thumbs up "There~ Uh-huh? Right?" She wiggles her eyebrows up and down

"Thats just sunglasses, Rina-chan." Rina's shoulder drooped down as her sister crosses her arms

"Oh, whatever! Anyway, let's go~" Rina abruptly pulled Rena along with her

"Hey, where are we going?! My practical test!!"

"Oops, no shouting in the hospital~"

"I hate my life..." Rena mentally face-palmed herself

---------- oTL -----------

Waves crashed as the scorching hot sun shines the whole resort. Beach balls and sand castles everywhere to be seen but still, Matsui Rena is still not happy.

"So, you made me skip my practical test just to go to a stupid resort?! Are you kidding me?!" Rena face-palmed herself and felt like she could kill everyone in this place

"Oh, come on, Rena-chan. You need to loosen up a bit~" Rina ruffles Rena's hair as she glares at her and shrugs her hand away

"Yeah, Oneechan. You've been caught up with all your studies and work that you forget your family all the time." Ryo appeared with a bunch of bags in his hands

"2 more years, Ryo! And I'm going to graduate! Geez, can't you guys wait?!" Rena felt like she wants to roll over the sand

"Psh, yeah, whatever. I have a photo shoot until 9 PM so, Rena-chan, here's the key card to your room, and here's yours Ryo." Rina tosses the cards to them and walks away with her bag "See ya tomorrow, maybe~"

"So, Oneechan, here's your bag." Rena takes her bag as Ryo smiles at her "I'm gonna go take a dip. Wanna come with?" Rena shook her head and realized, she was really tired after all. "Okay. See ya, then."

As soon as Rena reached her room, she quickly dropped her bags and jumped on the inviting bed. She grabbed the remote control and at least turned the television on to avoid scary thoughts creep her mind. In less than 5 minutes, Rena was asleep.

"We're here in New Tokyo International Airport reporting! International pop idol, Matsui Jurina, also known as 'Denki' has arrived from New York City! She will be staying in one of the 5 star hotels in Akihabara City. This young 18 year old has just got into the Showbiz career but her fans are rapidly increasing. She has just released a new album named 'Energy' as her nickname currently displays. Her latest movie is a big hit all over the world and she has come back to continue her life long career here, in Japan. Since that's all that there is to report, we will be ending our broadcast-- Oh, wait! There she is! Let's try to talk to her! Uhm, *Excuse me, Matsui Jurina..?*" 

" *Ah, yes?* "

" *Err.. umm.. do you..* Uh, no! That's not that way... *Do you knew--* PFFT WRONG GRAMMAR DUDE

"You can speak in Japanese. It's really okay."

"Ah! Gomen, gomen!"

"It's okay."

"Is it okay to ask a few questions?"

"Oh, sure."

"What exactly brought you back to Japan? What was this 'feeling' as you said in your last interview in America, that brought you back here?"

"Well, how should I say this.. err... there's this person that I've been wanting to meet since I left for America. I promised this person that I will come back for her."

"How sweet and caring of you!"

"Nah, it's really nothing. I'm just like any other normal person out there."

"You really are humble!"

"Gosh, please stop the compliments.."

"Err.. Would you like to give a shout-out to this person that brought you back?"

"That would be nice. Well, all I have to say is.. Rena-chan! I'm back! I'll come find you and I will pick up what we had from where we left them! See you, soon!"

"Okay~ A message to your fans!"

"Um.. Hello! Thank you for supporting me in my career and I hope you would support me til' the end!"

"Well, okay! That's it for today!
"


----skip skip skip----

*12 AM, MIDNIGHT

The smell of alcohol and the sounds of ragged breathing collide inside the bar. Old jazz music and sounds of glasses clashing make the atmosphere even better.

"Come on, Rena-chan, you've had enough alcohol for a day!" Rina tried to pull her sister away from the table but she just wouldn't budge

"Nghh... No.. I wanna hip stay here hip..."

"Oh, god! Rena you're embarrassing and tainting your name! My name to be exact!" Rena wavered her hand in front of Rina's face

"Then, go hip away..! Geez, just.. hip.. my practical test.. hip.. leave me hip.. alone..." She drank another glass and dropped her face flat on the table "..Ow."

"Rena-chan, I want to see you in your hotel room this morning, got it?!" Rena nodded as she pushed her sister away from her

As soon as Rina got out, a muscular man approached Rena.

"Hey, there! Wanna have fun tonight?" The man wiggled his eyebrows as Rena pours more alcohol to her glass

"Go away, hip.. baldy..!"

"You're lucky you're cute! If not, I would've tear your throat out!"

"Yeah..? Then, try me.. hip!" Rena stood up ready to smack the battle on his face but the man held her wrist too tight. With the lack of energy, her eyes started to blur as she struggled. When the guy was supposed to hit Rena, a person with a black hood and a cap stopped him

"Not so fast, buddy. You know, you can get into jail if you hit a girl."

"And who might you be, huh, you little twerp?" Just when the man reached for the person's head, the person whacked his hand away from touching his face.

"Touch me, and I'll be the one to tear your throat out." The person glared at the man as he backed away and dropped Rena but luckily, the person caught her just in time.

---------- oTL -----------

The person entered the quiet, orange dimmed room. While setting down Rena onto her bed, Rena suddenly fluttered her eyes open and close again.

"Jurina..."

"Eh..?" The person tilted his head but then Rena pulled the person in and kissed him roughly. It didn't last long, though. She was drunk after all.

*Next Morning

"Rena-chan-- What the! What are you doing here--" Before Rina could say anything, the person covered her mouth

"Shh!" Rina nodded and whispered

"Are you going to be okay here?"

"I'll manage." The person winked at her

"Whukies, okay then~ See ya, in a bit." Rina silently went out the door just in time when Rena started grumbling. The person rushed to Rena and looked down her face. She yawned and stretched her arms out wide. She slowly opened her eyes but then, she almost fell down the bed when she saw the person on top of her

"KYAAAAAAAA--" Before she could do anything, the person covered her mouth and laughed

"Chill, alright?" The person let go of Rena as she stared at the person with suspicious eyes

"Who are you?!" The person pulled out his hood

"I'm--"

"JURINA?!?!"

"Bingo!" Jurina smirked

Rena's lips curled into a smile. But inside, she was too happy. She never knew they would meet again.. EVER. But now, here they are, in the same bed, smiling at each other. Rena knew well Jurina came back to continue things where they left them.



Okay, I got to admit... I lost inspiration half way while making lol~

Anyway, I was laughing so hard after I wrote this because when I wrote the part on the "Bingo!" my phone suddenly played 'Yokaze no Shiwaza' and I thought it actually fit in the scene on where they were smiling at each other.

So, I'm declaring Yokaze no Shiwaza, theme song of The Idol of an Idol~~ :cheers

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Serendipity | WMatsui | Nov. 3
« Reply #94 on: November 03, 2012, 03:32:48 PM »
HOHO!!!

The next, with Jurina is 18!!!
They kissed :shocked ... :inlove:

I love it!! Thank you  :)
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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Serendipity | WMatsui | Nov. 3
« Reply #95 on: November 03, 2012, 04:03:36 PM »
Waaaa i want it i want the next...woaa its almost the climax right?

In the same bed...LOL

What will rena do?

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Serendipity | WMatsui | Nov. 3
« Reply #96 on: November 03, 2012, 05:21:35 PM »
Nhyooooo super cute *.*

Loved it \o/ Jurina playful as always huahuahauhauha I really want the next chapter ><

 

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Serendipity | WMatsui | Nov. 3
« Reply #97 on: November 03, 2012, 06:41:06 PM »
yeah juriboy!! rescue her princess :D

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Serendipity | WMatsui | Nov. 3
« Reply #98 on: November 03, 2012, 06:52:57 PM »
huwaaaaaaa I LOVE THIS CHAPTER XD they kissed  :luvluv1:
and in same bed  :shy2:

Jurina is  so damn gentle! aaaaaa  :luvluv2:

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Re: The Idol of an Idol | Serendipity | WMatsui | Nov. 3
« Reply #99 on: November 04, 2012, 09:43:21 AM »
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