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CHAPTER 10When I leave the room, Atsuko is still waiting for me, I smile to her and tell her to follow me outside. I want to wait for my order in front of the theater, where there are my friends.
"What took you so long ?" Frowns Kuu. He takes off his jacket and this white shirt makes him look so cool.
"I was with Akimoto-sensei, he wanted to see me."
"WHAT ? OMG what did he say ? Are you fired ?!"
"No^^"
I explain them the meeting and the deal, and wait for their reaction.
"I like this... Mariko won't be able to ignore me as PERSONA member ! "Smiles Kuu.
"Yeah, and I will make Yuko jealous so she will be more obsessed... Acchan, you didn't hear that, and it doesn't mean that I'm into her !"
Atsuko smiles, she's not a fool and the situation seems to be fun for her.
"Guys, can you be serious ?"
"Don't tell me that Acchan is not falling for the classy singer Kai?^^" smirks Riku, looking at the girl.
"Stay focus, I frown, we only have one week."
I see the deliver man coming and I go to him to pay and take my food.
"Now guys, if you excuse us, we have to celebrate soemthing", I smirk taking Atsuko before going back to the theater.
Atsuko laughs, she seems happy to be here.
"Do you know somewhere quiet and nice?^^"I ask.
"Hm... Yeah ! Follow me."
She takes me deep into the building, to find white stairs, she takes it and I follow her, can't help but looking at her pretty legs. Turns out we arrive on the roof of the theater, I didn't think we could go on it, this is so cool !!
"Wow, this is so great ! Do you come here often ?"
"Everytime I need to be alone" she smiles.
She sits on a little step and I do the same, putting all the food bags in front of us.
"Go ahead, eat what you want^^"
She smiles cutly and picks up a hamburger, the fries and a juice. I'm happy because she seems to be starving. I'm finally alone with her, I have to take advantage of this to be close to her...
"So, how are you ?" I ask, chewing.
"...I don't know, why do yoiu want to know ?" She pouts.
"It's been a while since we talked, I just want to listen to you talking."
"About what ?"
"Anything, I just want to hear you..."
She seems surprised, I'm too, because of what I've just said, I begin to be too honest about what I think and feel.
"Well, I'm happy because of the drama is doing well and everybody is nice..."
"Cool" I smile.
"Yeah. Kai, what are you thinking of ?"
"...Ray."
She frowns and eat a frie, pouting.
"You know, I don't really know this girl and somewhere I was happy to see that someone was interested in me. But I had been a real bastard here. ..Even if I didn't have any feeling for her, she was a girl, young and full of love, I shouldn't have done this, this wasn't right... I thought she would be happy with our deal but..."
I sigh, I truely feel bad with Ray, I have to go talk to her and apologize.
"Kai, you did wha you thought was right. You want to be nice with everybody but you can't always be..."
"Hm... I guess you're right. I need to apologize, tomorrow I will do it. Sometimes I'm not ble to see things with another point of view than mine, it's not helping" I sigh.
"Yeah, and sometimes you are so clueless that we could think you're playing" she sighs too.
"What do you mean ?" I frown.
"See... whatever..."
"… Are you free some day in this week, to train, with me ?"
"Train ? You want me to help you for PERSONA ?"
"Yes" I blush.
"Hm, I'll tell you, I have to do many scenes of the drama with Sato" she blushes.
"Do you like him ?" I pout.
I'm surprised that I've asked that out loud, why so sudden ?
"What ? W-Why ?"
"Dunno...You blushed saying his name..."I pout.
"A-aah" she blushes again. "He is nice and funny, I'm relieved of that because we are supposed to be intimate in the story so it's easier."
"Souka."
Atsuko finishes her burger and smiles looking at the sky.
"Did you see how Mariko and Kuu are getting close to each other?^^"
"Yes, Kuu is such in a good mood those days^^ Same with Riku by the way. Baka..."
"Baka ? Why ...?"
"Because it will be painful, it's impossible for them."
She looks at me with a sad face, I don't know what I said wrong but it hurted her.
"Are you saying we can't have a boyfriend ever ?"
"No, Atsuko, I'm saying that we, poor humans, can't imagine be with girls like you three. I don't want them to suffer just because like every guys they're in love with idols."
"So... does that mean you're also in love with us ?"
"Not all of you, but... yeah" I blush.
"Who ?" She asks right away, coming closer.
"Acchan..."
"Me ?"
"Maybe."
"Maybe ?! Telle me ?"
"Why ? It doesn't change anything, you are just a fantasm, we can't date girls like you" I frown.
"Takahashi Kai, you're such an idiot !!"
She gets up and leaves me like this on the roof, I bet she's upset but why... Because I said that they were perfect girls... ?
RIKU
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"Riku, why didn't you tell me ?!"
"Tell you what ?^^" I smile at the camera.
"That you were a musician !"
I see Yuko jumping on her chair, we're webcaming right now. Yeah, well, it's her idea... She said the phone wasn't enough and that it wasn't officially forbidden to chat on the internet. I'm not against it... I mean the other night, she was wearing one of my old basket shirt, and she swore she was naked under. I'm weak when it's about girls and girl's body.
"I forgot, before Kuu's idea it didn't matter. So, what did you think of the show ?"
"It was great ! But why did you do that ?"
"Kai needs money, we're helping him. If we're produced, we could eanr enough money..."
"Yeah...don't think you'll be able to date fangirls !"
"Really ? Why ?" I frown, hiding a smile.
"Because I saw you first !"
"Shut up midget, you're forbidden... what can I do... ?"
I love to tease her on that. Honestly I already know that I would like to be with her, but I have hard time not dating anyone and knowing that I can't date her...
"WAIT ! Don't fuck around and train, practice instead !"
"Maybe you could show me your boobs, it will be helping^^"
"BAKA !! If I show it to you now, why would you wait for me ?!"
"Showing and touching it's not the same baby."
Actually I like this cam thing, I can deny I'm excited because I have the impression of violating the law asking sexual things to Yuko. I'm really into her, it's not just physical, but she's hot and I'm too obsessed to ignore this part.
"Pervert ! Maybe I'll show you if you're kind to me. I have to go Riku-kun, see you soon right ?"
"Right."
I should go to sleep but she excited me, I think I'm gonna play some racing game before sleeping.
Maybe if I wear my PERSONA outfit and success in being alone with Yuko, I could be less frustrated...^^
KUU
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It's already 10pm when I knock discretly at her door.
"Ah, hello Kuu" smiles Mariko as she lets me in.
"Sorry for coming so late, you must be tired."
"Don't worry, tomorrow it's my day off."
We sit on her sofa, I notice the tea and some little cakes on the table.
"I bring your dvd back, it was really funny, thank you."
She smiles and gives me a cake.
"I'm happy you liked it. So ?"
"So ?"
"So...About today, you, being on a stage...Are we gonna talk about it ?"
"Aah... I don't know what to say about it, I blush. Kay needs money so I had the idea of creating a group..."
She laughs, it lakes me pout.
"It's a funny idea, I like it^^"
"What's so funny ?"
"You, thinking that the easiest way to get money is to create a rockband^^"
"Well...It's all I thought about" I say, looking at my feet. "It's right, sounds silly now..."
"Kuu ?" She says with a sweet voice. "I like your idea, I don't think it's silly. It surprises me, that's all, but I begin to understand that you're a surprising boy" she smiles.
I blush hard, listening to this.
"Maybe. D-Did you like the show ?"
"Yes^^ Kai was great at singing our songs, and you guys were really handsome."
"Thank you, Akimoto-sensei said if we could gather enough money he would produce us !"
"You must have talent because he never does that. Is it gonna be okay with your work ?"
"Should be. Kai needs our help and I like this band so, I will do my best."
"Your friends are lucky to have you."
I look at her, she's really beautiful. I think about people who say that she's too old to still be in AKB48, tht she should leave the group soon. It makes me sad, Mariko is so important and funny, the group wouldn't be the same without her.
"Did you open you store to be able to leave AKB soon ?" I ask, wanting to know the truth.
"I don't know... I would like to say no but this is complicated. See, I want to have a store, it's my other career desire, but I'm not ready to leave AKB yet... I feel like I can't put the future of the group between kouhai's hands, they're not ready yet. This is hard to leave... But I have to be prepared for the day when it will come."
"…"
"Why, Kuu ? "She doesn't have her rictus anymore, this is serious.
"… I'm happy you have this store, you're doing a great job, but... I don't want you to leave AKB. Im' a big fan of you all but I don't really accept the fact that the oldest member have to leave, and the fans have to follow and like new members. See, I love Acchan or Tomochin, Yuko and you, and it's something hard to know that one day you will all be gone…"
She seems to be surprised by my words, maybe moved, I'm not sure. But quickly she smiles again.
"I see^^ Thank you for the dvd, I'm sorry but I have to work on the news design tonight..."
"Sure, I'm leaving. Have a dood evening, Mari-chan."
I'm sure I saw her blush when I called her Mari-chan. This girl is mysterious, but I'm stubborn guy...!^^
How was it? Do you get bored?^^