[SaeYaka]
Miyazawa Sae’s POV
I am the super energetic friendly Miyazawa Sae. (≧∇≦)/
Because of my boyish attitude and love for sports (and with my brother’s influence on me) I often called a prince. I am a girl but there are many girls who like me. Although I like them too because there my friends. I love my friends and I love everyone. ^o^
But…
Actually,
there is someone whom I love the most,
“She was my rival, my close friend, my lover.”
“She’s very athletic and she’s also good at studying… “
“She’s smart and she’s really beautiful… “
“Every time I stare at her I feel like my heart is melting…”
When was it, when I realize that I fell in love with her?
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I remember the first time we’ve met, it was a sports tournament, and we were rivals back then. The first time I saw her I was captivated by her beauty, she’s different, I knew she was…
The second time I met her was at the park, she was sitting on a swing with a melancholic look.
Although I’m good at talking and making friends that was the first time that I’m nervous to talk to someone. I gathered all my courage to talk to her…
-------Flash back------
“Uhm, hi, having a bad time?” I spoke softly…
“Ah- you are that ace player, last tournament” she said. You can see on her face that she was a bit surprised.
“Oh, yes I am… wow, you remembered me huh?”
“of course, coz’ it was a great match” she softly giggled
“Yeah, it was a great match indeed… who knew that we will lose”
“It wasn’t much a score difference though, if my last shot didn’t scored we would’ve lost the match”
“Hmm… But you know I’m glad that your last shot scored”
“You’re glad?”
“Yeah, I’m glad that you won”
“Huh? You’re glad that we won and you lose? Are you stupid?” she then laughed
“Eh? No, no, that was just-” I said embarrassedly
“Then what is it?” she asked as she wipe the tears in her eyes that was caused by too much laughing.
“Uhm... I, I- purposely said that to make you laugh…” I said while I turn my head on the side as if to hide my embarrassment
“Hmm…” she said but I can still hear her laughing.
“Well you know, I was glad because you were glad that you won… and your happy face… it’s kind of cute” I said as I look at her face to face.
Her face suddenly get red… redder and redder, her face embarrassed, confused… it’s really cute… really…
*head chop*
“itta…” I said as I scratch my head where she hits
“Ah, sorry… are you okay?” she said but she didn’t look at me… she’s still blushing, so cute…
“You’re really strong aren’t you?” I said while I still scratching my head
…
“But for a girl like you to be this strong, it’s really cute” I said as I come closer to her
She then hits me again but I evaded it and stick my tongue and laugh…
“What’s with you?” she said while raising an eyebrow, but then she laughed… we laughed…
“So, did that make you feel better?” I asked
“Eh?” she asked with a confused look
“Well, when I saw you had a depressed look on your face… you know, that- that doesn’t suit you… I prefer that you smile” I said while smiling to her.
“You’re a flirt”
“Eh… no way… I just want to be friends with you, and you know I really meant it when I said you’re cute”
She blushed again…
“Uhm, thanks” she said smiling shyly
“So we’re friends now, right? hehe, Nice to meet you I’m Miyazawa Sae”
“So we’ve become friends right away before we knew each other’s name? And hey I didn’t agree to it yet”
“ehhhhh” I said as I give her a puppy eyes look
“N-Nice to meet you, I’m Akimoto Sayaka… geez, I can’t believe you”
“hehe” I grinned at her as she gave me a helpless look.
“So what are your problems? Come on tell me we’re friends now right?” I said as I smiled to her
-------End flash back------
After that we often met at the park (sometimes I would wait for her), we also exchanged mails
She was actually fun to talk with, and although she has a strong personality with a strong sense of responsibility and leadership I have learned that she’s actually weak inside. She often cries at the park alone to let out her problems.
Honestly, at first I don’t get it why she’s working very hard on everything she do. She takes things seriously although we’re still middle schooler that time. But as I
have learned about her situations and her personality, I’m starting to understand why she is like that.
Every time I see her working very hard, I slowly realized what I am doing with my life. I am easy going, childish and selfish person, doing what I want and always playing around. I don’t take life seriously because I can easily get what I want. My family is rich and I am spoiled by them.
“I want to do my best too” I thought
I don’t know when but somehow I became attached to her… until, I fell in love with her.
She’s really kind, caring and passionate. She has many traits that I like so if I will be asked why I love her, I can only say…
“I love her because she is Sayaka.”
I love her because it is her.
Sayaka I'm really happy that I got to meet you!!!! I'm not as serious as you, but the reason I'm on this straight path now is because you were always by my side.
Having a strong core, but a weak nature is who you are.
Having a weak core but a strong nature is who I am.
We fit together, and we perfectly understand what each other is lacking
And because I always see you working hard, I also want to make you relax and to enjoy life like me.
"If you're okay with it, I want to support you"
“I know that you’re a strong girl but if ever that you feel like you can’t take it anymore,
I want you to trust in me, please rely on me.”
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Akimoto Sayaka’s POV
I’m Akimoto Sayaka, I’ll be a 2nd year high school student at Fierté de Maide All Girl’s Academy. I got in an elite school through a scholarship. I am currently the captain of the basketball club in our school.
My family is poor and I’m just a half-Japanese and because of that I often get bullied. And so, I decided to focus and excel on academics and sports so that I can stand for myself.
I love my family and I keep on working hard for them. Even if I have problems of my own I don’t want them to worry, so I always keep my problems to myself.
I have a strong sense of responsibility and I always lead my members. I have to keep strong even though I am really fragile. Sometimes when I can’t take it anymore, I'll cry alone not wanting them to see me cry.
During those times I felt weak and there is no one I can share my problems with, until I met someone…
Someone that I didn’t knew that will become special to me.
Someone I didn’t knew that I would fall for.
We've met 3 years ago, sometime during my middle school. We go to different schools but somehow we still meet each other. We often meet at the park and sometimes we hang out. When we entered high school we went to the same school, we were classmates and we also joined the same club so we became really close.
She may act spoiled and childish but she's actually caring and supportive and whenever i feel sad she's always there to listen to my problems.
She's very cheerful. Her smile is like a bright sun that can melt you.
I really like her, I like her to the point that sometimes I get jealous of the girls that always hang out with her, but I can't tell her that so I pretend not to care but still it makes my mood bad, surprisingly she’s always there on my side asking what's wrong.
We're just friends and we're both girls so I couldn't possibly say that I like her more than friends.
Just when I decided to just stay friends with her, I was shocked that she confessed to me. I didn't believe her at first but I know she wouldn't joke like that.
It was sometime at 1st week of last month (March).
-------Flash back------
“I can’t control my jealousy, I need to create some space between us” I thought as I walk to our club’s locker room.
I was assigned as a captain recently so I need to manage our team’s practice time. Truthfully I want to skip practice. I’ll just see Sae flirting with others. I don’t want to see that…
but what can I do? I can’t get angry at them. They didn’t do anything wrong.
I arrived at the locker room, but there is no one in there… I opened my locker and I saw a letter…
It’s from Sae…
“Sayaka, we need to talk. I’ll wait outside the P.E stockroom”
“A letter? What could be it? What do she want to talk about?”
“Could it be because I’m avoiding her?” I thought while I went near the stockroom
“There’s no one here…”
“SAYAKA~” I heard her calling from behind but as I turn my face she suddenly hugged me.
“Uhm… Sae? What is it?” I said nervously.
“Sayaka, why are you avoiding me?” she asked me with a serious tone.
“w-well, I was just having a bad mood that’s all” I replied frantically. I can’t think of any another reason and I don’t want her to know the real reason why I’m avoiding her.
She’s still hugging me. As I resist she only hugs me tighter. It’s not that I don’t want this, I want her to hug me but my heart is beating too fast.
“Sayaka… what do you think of me?”
“What… W-what kind of question is that? You’re my energetic close friend Sae” I said nervously, I can feel my heart beating so fast, I can barely breathe.
“Close friend?”
“U-uh, yes…”
“Sayaka, Are we really just friends?”
Why is she asking me this kind of question? I thought. I want to run away.
“Sayaka don’t dare to run away.”
Why is she doing this to me…?
“Sayaka, Please be honest with me, Am I really just a friend?”
I can’t take it anymore, I suddenly burst into tears…
“Sayaka…? u-uhm sorry… Did I scare you? I’m really sorry”
“No, no, it’s not like that…” I decided to tell her that she’s not just a friend, I want to say that I really love her…
“Sayaka, I love you… I love you more than everyone. I love you the most, please go out with me!”
“EH!?” I was shocked, I looked at her face. She’s really serious.
“Sayaka, Please be my girlfriend”
Hearing those words, I can’t utter a word… is it because of shock or relieve that she also love me more than a friend?
“Sae… Am I dreaming? Wahhhh… *cries* Sae I also love you… I thought I’m just a friend to you… I’m really trying my best to hide it from you because I thought I’ll just ruin our friendship…” I can’t help it but to cry, she then rubbed my back to comfort me
“Sayaka, let’s go in there” she said as she grabbed my hand and lead me to the PE stockroom.
“Hey, Sae… it’s dark in here”
*lights turn on*
“Surprise!!!”
“Eeh?” I flabbergasted. As Sae gave me a bouquet of flowers.
The stockroom was cleaned up, on the table was a cake, which has a heart on top of it, and snacks.
The room was also filled with petals
“What is this?” I said embarrassedly
“Isn’t it obvious? A celebration~” she said with a big smile on her cute face. She then held my hands and kissed it.
My heart skipped a beat…
“I’m really happy we’re going out together now. All of my efforts are worth it” she said happily.
“Sae… geez… What if I didn’t agree to go out with you?”
“Well I knew you would… ehehe” she said as she smiled brightly
“geez, this girl… why are you making me fall for you deeper?” I thought as I smiled happily…
This is one of the best moments of my life.
-------End flash back------
Since Sae is my first lover… I don’t have any clue how to handle a relationship.
As I fell for her deeper, I became scared…
What if she suddenly leave me?
“I can’t always rely on her; she might get tired of me”
“If she always see my bad sides, I’m afraid that she might lose interest in me”
“There are many cute girls around us, I’m losing my confidence…”
These thoughts always occurs on my mind, but
I want to trust her
I want to be a perfect girlfriend for Sae.
But I can’t express myself.
"I wish I can be honest to myself"
Topic: You and Me... and the Red thread - Chapter 20 (09/04/2021) (Read 123784 times)