The little pictures are my own creations and will be a part of each chapter.----------------------------------------------------
Fragmented UnityChapter 1 - The Player~GO GO GO! Pass me the ball!!!~
~DAMN IT! Why did you loose the ball??~
**GOAL! 6:1 for Spain, Japan is 5 goals behind already!**
~I can't play with those amateurs.~
~TRAINER!! I want to get replaced!~
"No way, you will play for your money!"
~Screw this shit!~
She walks from the field and the trainer follows her. They end up in a loud argument and a referee even has to calm them down. There is no way she is going back to the field. In the end the trainer gave in and sent in another girl. She was already on her way to the showers, when she noticed a very old perimeter advertisng lying in the grass.
~Hey, you!~
"Me?", some boy who stands there asks.
~Yes, you!~
"What do you want?"
~This sign there, what is this?~
"Sign? What sign?"
~There! Idiot..~
"Well, it's an old perimeter advertising. Why do you ask?"
~It's more than old. Remove this, I don't want to see this here anymore!~
"Huh? Okay...."
- Is there a problem? -, another man asks.
"Uhm no, the girl....oh she left already."
- What did she want? -
"She complained about this old board here."
- I see. It's still lying around here... -
- ...'Morning Musume'... -
- Was a great group. -
"I don't get her."
- You don't recognize her? -
"Recognize?"
- I guess you are too young. -
- Help me carrying it away. -
The girl already left inside a few seconds ago. She still shouts out random insults from time to time. You can tell that she is really pissed. No wonder, the team didn't win for a long time now. They are actually the worst national futsal team worldwide, but it hasn't been like this forever. Anyway, the great days have been gone and now they move from a defeat to a defeat. She entered their dressing room and threw her jersey in a corner. The shoes have been taken off during the walk already. She decides to take a shower and leave. There is no way she could endure another of those 'Next time we will win!' speeches of the coach. She was already with one foot under the shower, when the door opened and some woman walked in.
"Yossie?"
~What is it?~
"Ah, there you are."
~Oh, it's you...~
"You are going to leave early today?"
~Yeah~
"Want me to drive you?"
~No thanks, I will walk home. I need some fresh air.~
"Alright then, see you tomorrow."
~Whatever..~
"You are in a mood again..."
~Can I take a shower now?~
"Alright alright...I am leaving..Bye!"
The woman left and Yossie was finally able to take off the towel to take a refreshing shower. She left the field early and so she still had the whole room for herself after she finished the shower. Quickly she jumped into her clothes and rushed out of the arena. Before going home she decided to make a short stop at a bar. During her way to the bar, she bumps into a woman.
~Damn it! Can't you use your eyes?~, Yossie says and walks away without even looking at the other woman.
"I am sorry.", the other woman says and picks up the things that fell down out of her bag. She looks up, but Yossie was already a few meters away. The woman makes an angry face, but decides to ignore this unfriendliness. She stands up and continues her way to the opposite direction of Yossie's.
Yossie enters the bar and takes a few drinks. Later that night, it was actually already morning, she decides to finally go home. She falls onto her bed and not even 10 seconds later she falls asleep.
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Chapter 2 - The Idol*OVER HERE!!"*
*SMILE!*
*LOOK OVER HERE PLEASE!!*
*SAYUUUU!!!*
*HERE!!! SMILE!!*
*TO ME TOO!! SAYU!!!*
*KAWAII!!!*
*HERE, OVER HERE!!!!!*
The public event in the mall is over and Sayu literally escapes to the backstage areay. Her manager walks up to her.
"What the fuck was that?"
~Was what?~
"Was what?"
"Was what?"
"Are you serious?"
"You didn't give the audience at least one proper smile!"
~Sorry...~
"What's up with you?"
~Exhausted, probably..~
"Exhausted?"
"It has been like this for weeks now!"
"When do you think you not going to be exhausted anymore?"
~I...I...~
"'I...I...'...."
"You can't even speak!"
"Maybe I should just fire you!"
~NO! ....please...~
"Oh really?"
"Then do something for your money!"
"Damn stupid dumb ass little idol girls..."
He said and left. Sayumi indeed wasn't really a sunshine on the stage lately. Maybe she is right about being exhausted, but it's not normal for her to. Usually she still is able to bring up a smile for the masses. Something else is probably the problem, but only Sayumi knows it...or not. Some woman from the stuff sits down next to her.
"Ignore him..he talks much when he is angry."
~I know, but he is right.~
"Mmh..what is it then?"
"Really exhausted?"
~I don't know.~
~Maybe I just don't love being an idol anymore..~
"Now what are you saying?"
"You have been born to be one."
~Maybe, maybe not...~
"I guess you just need some sleep."
"Go home!"
Sayumi agrees and prepares herself to walk home. Preparing means to change clothes and to put on a cap. People can be crazy when they notice any kind of celebrity on the street. The preparations are quickly done and Sayumi leaves the mall without being spotted by the crowd.
She has a hotel nearby and so the walk usually shouldn't be too long. Sayumi looks up to the stars, when suddenly another woman bumps into her.
"Damn it! Can't you use your eyes?"
Sayumi is scared of being spotted and quickly looks down. Her bag slipped from her shoulder and a few things fell out from it. She gets down to pick up the items.
~I am sorry.~
Sayu looks up to see the woman, but she already walked away. She becomes angry, but decides to not do anything about it. One after another she picks up the items, when she suddenly notices the picture that has also fallen out of her bag. It's a group of girls in it and the caption says 'Morning Musume'. She looks a few seconds at it and then gets up to walk away. The situation was too dangerous of being spotted. Sayumi decids to walk into a small alley to look at the picture again. One tear starts to roll down her cheeks while she looks at it. She turns the photo around. 'Call me, <3 Eri', is written on the back of the picture.
"Hey you!"
~W...what?~, Sayumi asks confused.
"This is my alley, you have to pay if you want to use it."
~Pay? ...I just..~
"You just what? You used my alley and now you pay for it."
- Hey! -, another girl, who came to the alley, said.
"What? Another girl?"
- Stop messing around you dumb ass! -
- This isn't YOUR alley! -
~Please don't scream so loud..~, Sayumi says and covers her face with the cap.
"Who are you to tell me that this isn't my alley?"
- I am someone who could call for help and watch you getting arrested. -
"Arrested huh?"
- Yea, I can call for police right now! -
"You won't..."
- Do you really want to find out? -
- Hey you, let's go. -
~Thank you.~, Sayu replies and runs away.~
"Hey, she didn't pay!"
- Crawl back into the hole where you came from! -
"Stupid girls!"
Sayu runs all the way back to the hotel. She already had too much excitement for today. If anyone would have recognized her..., but she was lucky. In the hotel she throws the bag on the bad and sits down at her desk. She looks the image again, she still had in her hand.
~What am I doing here?~
~I am in my early 20s and cry about the past already~
~I am an ordinary idol now, nothing else!~
~I have to accept this!~
She places the image in the drawer and changes to her sleeping clothes. There still were some thoughts about the past floating in her head, but she quickly fell asleep anyway.