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Re: F.Y.I.15 - Love Genre ~Ballad
« Reply #140 on: June 08, 2008, 02:55:23 PM »
wrong number.?.  :O damn


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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #141 on: June 08, 2008, 03:52:02 PM »
@tru_harmony, the sorrow in that chapter overpowers that of the happiness..I thought the front part will make you happy! Now you owed me even more XD
@sweeety, thanks pal :D I will keep this up until next week..
@KRisZ, hmm, joining the Yomiki side, I see?

I'll be out tomorrow so I'm not sure whether I'll be able to update tomorrow..anyway, here is a transition chapter and I think it's quite crappy though ;) Credit to projecthello for translation and I recommend you to listen to the song while reading..I love this song :D Enjoy!

F.Y.I

Chapter 16

Yume Kara Samete

December 23 (10.30pm)

Rika sat on the floor of her own apartment alone and tears found their way to her eyes as she recalled what had happened earlier in the restaurant. She knew she was losing grip on the girl she loved and she felt helpless all of a sudden as she thought about it.

I've gotten a little used to it, but even so I yearn

How much she hoped that Yossie could be right beside her now counting the stars in the sky with her like what they used to do in the past.

I remember when I'm looking at the night stars


Perhaps she shouldn’t have lied to Yossie that her mum was coming up tonight. She wasn’t accustomed to loneliness.

Even though I chose this, I regret it, isn't it strange?


But she didn’t want to appear as a weak girl to Yossie. If Yossie liked Miki, then Yossie wouldn’t like weak girls. She didn’t want to let go of Yossie no matter what…

I'm still putting on the same show of courage


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Yossie went to the beach alone and she sat on the soft sand. She wanted to just scream at the sea but she didn’t want to attract attention. Tsunku won’t approve of that.

Hey, you can hear my voice


Yossie thought, “Rika, can you hear that little voice inside me screaming an apology to you? I ruined our evening…I’m sorry.”

Hey, you can feel my heart


As Yossie gazed at the sky and the sea which were merged into infinite darkness, she wondered whether Rika was looking at the same sky as well. How much she wished that Rika was next to her lying on her shoulders now.

I'm still looking at the same sky and same sea now

The image of Rika accusing her that she liked Miki came to her mind. She was confused. She didn’t quite know how she felt towards Miki. All along, she felt comfortable talking to Miki but was that really love?

Hey, you can hear my voice

She shook her head and wondered, “Who am I thinking of now when I look at the stars in the sky?”

Hey, you can feel my heart


A land breeze blew past her and it disrupted her train of thoughts. She shivered.

This wind will bring it to me, just like always


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There were nights like this when she just hoped that she was a mute or at least, she didn’t have that sharp of a tongue. Miki lay on her couch with her eyes wide open staring into space thinking of what had happened earlier.

If I could go back to the past, I'd cross time


The lights of her apartment were switched off as she wanted to hide herself in the darkness and she didn’t want to see her own tears. She recalled how Aya said they should just stay as friends and tears ran down her cheeks. It was just so painful to hear that from the very person she loved. 

Will you wait for me in that town?


She had called Aya 28 times and Aya hung up on her every single time except for that one occasion whereby her phone was engaged. Miki knew that Aya was avoiding her.  She had sent 51 messages to Aya asking her to pick up her call and telling Aya that she was really sorry. Aya only messaged her one single line at the end of the day: ‘what we need is time’. Perhaps Aya was right that all they needed was some quiet time on their own to sort out their thoughts.

Yes, I can hear your voice


Miki thought, “If time on our own is what we need, what should I be thinking of now that I’m alone? Should I be reminiscing about our past? I have done that for almost 2 hours already. Or should I think of what went wrong this afternoon? Ever since you left the house, I have been thinking about that and feeling guilty over it. Or should I think of what I should do next to help our relationship? But I can’t do anything if you don’t pick up my calls. Tell me what I should do, Aya-chan. Please. Maybe tomorrow will be better for us.”

Yes, I can feel your heart


Miki felt tears running down her cheeks and she made no attempt to hide them because she was alone in the dark. Darkness. Loneliness. How familiar she was to such an atmosphere and to such an emotion.

I wanted to see a dream with the same future and hopes


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She lay on her bed reading the 51 messages over again. 49. “Aya-chan, I’m sorry that I’ve hurt you with my words. I didn’t mean it.” 50. “Aya-chan, pick up my call, please!” 51. “I know you are avoiding me but this can’t go on forever…”

Yes, I can hear your voice


Tears streamed down her cheeks as she read through each and every message again. She didn’t mean to avoid Miki but she was certain that they needed time on their own. At least, she needed time to sort out her thoughts alone. She knew that Miki loved her very much but all along, she didn’t quite know how to reciprocate her love. She hated herself for saying that they should just stay as friends and to be exact, she wasn’t avoiding Miki. She was avoiding herself.

Yes, I can feel your heart


She pressed on the reply button and typed: “I love you, Miki-tan.” She then pressed on the send button before she switched off her phone. She thought, “Should I tell Miki about the meeting I’m having with Maki tomorrow? The timing just seemed to be wrong. Perhaps I shouldn’t even have agreed on meeting up with her. But I should keep to my words. I promise it won’t affect us, Miki-tan. I promise.”

I feel it with this skin, just like always


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Maki gazed out of her hotel room’s window and smiled. She would be leaving this city which she grew up in tomorrow and she would be meeting the person she loved tomorrow as well. She was grateful that Aya agreed to meet up with her especially after she had abandoned Aya for her own career. Those days where they linked hands and talked about everything seemed so far away.

When I awaken from my dream, you aren't here


She recalled how she had begged Aya for forgiveness for the hit-and-run incident and how they confessed their love for each other and how she broke up with Aya.

My memories are changing, they're fading


She had hurt Aya too much. Maybe it was a good time for a brand new start for both of them. Maybe it was high time for her to leave Aya’s life.

I'll welcome a new tomorrow


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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #142 on: June 08, 2008, 04:09:26 PM »
wow, it's heartbreaking and awesomely awesome


and I'm a 'YoAny' fan  :grin:



EDIT: *reads for the second time*

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But she didn’t want to appear as a weak girl to Yossie. If Yossie liked Miki, then Yossie wouldn’t like weak girls. She didn’t want to let go of Yossie no matter what…

that's the spirit


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The image of Rika accusing her that she liked Miki came to her mind. She was confused. She didn’t quite know how she felt towards Miki. All along, she felt comfortable talking to Miki but was that really love?

hmmm, maybe.?.  XD

 
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She shook her head and wondered, “Who am I thinking of now when I look at the stars in the sky?”

ummm, Miki.?.  :P


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Miki felt tears running down her cheeks and she made no attempt to hide them because she was alone in the dark. Darkness. Loneliness. How familiar she was to such an atmosphere and to such an emotion.

 :cry:


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She pressed on the reply button and typed: “I love you, Miki-tan.” She then pressed on the send button before she switched off her phone.

aww


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I promise it won’t affect us, Miki-tan. I promise.

hmmm, sounds fishy


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She had hurt Aya too much. Maybe it was a good time for a brand new start for both of them. Maybe it was high time for her to leave Aya’s life.

yeah, a good time to start a new life... together  XD
« Last Edit: June 08, 2008, 04:23:18 PM by kRisZ »

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #143 on: June 09, 2008, 03:37:44 AM »
first... i love this song, it's beautiful, i'm not a takitty fan but even i listen to it a lot, and i like how you write song fic

How much she hoped that Yossie could be right beside her now counting the stars in the sky with her like what they used to do in the past.

I remember when I'm looking at the night stars

As Yossie gazed at the sky and the sea which were merged into infinite darkness, she wondered whether Rika was looking at the same sky as well. How much she wished that Rika was next to her lying on her shoulders now.

I'm still looking at the same sky and same sea now
so heartbreaking!  :mon cry:

The image of Rika accusing her that she liked Miki came to her mind. She was confused. She didn’t quite know how she felt towards Miki. All along, she felt comfortable talking to Miki but was that really love?

Hey, you can hear my voice

She shook her head and wondered, “Who am I thinking of now when I look at the stars in the sky?”

Hey, you can feel my heart


A land breeze blew past her and it disrupted her train of thoughts. She shivered.

This wind will bring it to me, just like always

wow poor Yossy, i hope that she should can clarify her feelings  :mon wind:

She had called Aya 28 times and Aya hung up on her every single time except for that one occasion whereby her phone was engaged. Miki knew that Aya was avoiding her.  She had sent 51 messages to Aya asking her to pick up her call and telling Aya that she was really sorry. Aya only messaged her one single line at the end of the day: ‘what we need is time’. Perhaps Aya was right that all they needed was some quiet time on their own to sort out their thoughts.
i don't like aya in this fic  :mon annoy: she makes miki suffer so much

Miki felt tears running down her cheeks and she made no attempt to hide them because she was alone in the dark. Darkness. Loneliness. How familiar she was to such an atmosphere and to such an emotion.
NOOOOOOO~~ MIKI!!  :mon runcry:

Tears streamed down her cheeks as she read through each and every message again. She didn’t mean to avoid Miki but she was certain that they needed time on their own. At least, she needed time to sort out her thoughts alone. She knew that Miki loved her very much but all along, she didn’t quite know how to reciprocate her love. She hated herself for saying that they should just stay as friends and to be exact, she wasn’t avoiding Miki. She was avoiding herself.
that hurts  :mon emo:

She pressed on the reply button and typed: “I love you, Miki-tan.” She then pressed on the send button before she switched off her phone. She thought, “Should I tell Miki about the meeting I’m having with Maki tomorrow? The timing just seemed to be wrong. Perhaps I shouldn’t even have agreed on meeting up with her. But I should keep to my words. I promise it won’t affect us, Miki-tan. I promise.”

it could affect them...  :mon scare:

She recalled how she had begged Aya for forgiveness for the hit-and-run incident and how they confessed their love for each other and how she broke up with Aya.

My memories are changing, they're fading


She had hurt Aya too much. Maybe it was a good time for a brand new start for both of them. Maybe it was high time for her to leave Aya’s life.

I'll welcome a new tomorrow

maki...  :mon waterworks: this chapter is so saaaaaaaaaaaad

waiting next chapter!!

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #144 on: June 09, 2008, 06:27:25 AM »
Ch. 13 -
So Aya was getting stalker mail, eh? :O

Cutting back on GAM's activities is a prudent decision to at least lessen the chance of one of these whacked out wota getting near Aya and Miki, but Tsunku's got some nerve making it sound like Miki's to blame for it.  :thumbdown:


There's also another potential source for all that hate-mail, but I'm hoping that I'm wrong about it.



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Yossie took a tissue and wiped off the tears on Miki’s face. Miki allowed Yossie to do so. “You don’t have to worry about GAM. In the worst scenario whereby GAM is fully terminated, it shouldn’t matter as much as before now that you have hooked up with her.”
Yossi's right. Even if they can't be an official group, they're still together in the more important way. :oops:



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When they were out of the bar, Yossie took out her handphone and saw that there were one new message which read as followed: Yossie, let’s meet up for dinner later at that same Chinese restaurant. Is 6pm fine with you? Forever waiting for you – Charmy Rika ^^

“Is your darling looking for you again?” Miki teased.

“Yeah, I got to go back to bathe and change up before I meet up with her. I don’t want to have the Fujimoto’s smell when I meet up with her later.”

“That isn’t a bad scent.”

“Yeah, but it gives the wrong impression to her.
Yeah, considering how Rika freaks out at any mention/hint of Miki, better safe than sorry.



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See you!” Yossie exclaimed. She then flagged a taxi and jumped into it. Inside the taxi, she waved to Miki and sent her a text message: If anything goes wrong, just call me.  I’m just so glad that you confided in me. It shows that you don’t view me just as an ordinary friend. Thanks for giving me another chance, Fujimoto.  Yossie smiled.
Yossi made sure to send it to the correct number, right?



Ch. 14 -
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*GAM ARGUMENT*
:OMG: :cry:


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*AYA-MAKI CONVO*
Oh crap...this isn't going to end well.




Ch. 15 -
Holy crap Aichan, stuck for almost 2 hours because you can't decide? :lol:
Admittedly, it is rather sweet when you think about it.



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When she flipped open her phone, she was shocked that the caller was Miki. Ever since that day when Miki called to confide in her that she had fallen in love with someone who was, no doubt, Aya, she hadn’t been calling Yossie.  Why did she call me? It must be something important. She won’t call me for nothing…
Careful Yossi, don't let Rika find out that Miki's calling you or vice versa, especially now.
:scared:



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“Yossie, who are you calling?” Rika asked. She could see from Yossie’s expression who that person was but she wanted to hear her confirmation.

Yossie gazed at the girl sitting beside her. She knew she shouldn’t lie to her. She knew that honesty was important in love. She murmured under her breath, “Fujimoto.”

I knew it, it’s her.
Oh crap...

...

Luckily it was just a wrong number. Normally one would think that this would mean that their evening can go a bit smoother now that it's clear that Miki wasn't intentionally calling Yossi just then, however Yossi's reaction kinda throws that idea for a loop.



Ch. 16 -
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She thought, “Should I tell Miki about the meeting I’m having with Maki tomorrow?
Probably not, but it probably wouldn't be good either way, if you think about it. Chances are Miki's going to find out about their meeting anyway. If Aya doesn't tell her, Miki will flip out because she kept it a secret from her. If Aya DOES tell her, Miki will flip out because Aya agreed to the meeting.


Can't help but wonder what Maki's going to do and why she wanted to see Aya. :?

JPH!P :heart:'s kuro808, Fushigidane, ChrNo, Jab & marimari. Always.

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #145 on: June 09, 2008, 08:51:58 AM »
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wow, it's heartbreaking and awesomely awesome
This makes me very happy :wub:
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mmm, sounds fishy
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yeah, a good time to start a new life... together
^This cracks me up!  XD
first... i love this song, it's beautiful, i'm not a takitty fan but even i listen to it a lot, and i like how you write song fic
Thanks! This makes me happy  :wub: That song always pops up in my head when I visit the beaches..
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so heartbreaking!  :mon cry:
*Piece back Yukari's heart* Oh man, this reminds me of Humpty Dumpty... :lol:
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wow poor Yossy, i hope that she should can clarify her feelings  :mon wind:
Hmm..hopefully  :P
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that hurts  :mon emo:
Though you dislike Aya but you still feel for her..nice emotional one, girl! :lol:
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it could affect them...  :mon scare:
*Drum rolls*
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maki...  :mon waterworks: this chapter is so saaaaaaaaaaaad
Oh man, I didn't intend to make it so sad at first you know? Really..
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There's also another potential source for all that hate-mail, but I'm hoping that I'm wrong about it.
Yey! JFC is back :) *Tries to read JFC's mind* Ok, I think I fail :depressed:
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Oh crap...this isn't going to end well.
*Drum rolls*
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Probably not, but it probably wouldn't be good either way, if you think about it. Chances are Miki's going to find out about their meeting anyway. If Aya doesn't tell her, Miki will flip out because she kept it a secret from her. If Aya DOES tell her, Miki will flip out because Aya agreed to the meeting.
It will be bad either way for them... :(

Today wasn't a very good day for me and I'm quite affected by the fact that my team lost this morning to our arch-rival.. Guess the fastest I can start writing the next chapter and post it up is tonight  ;)

'Separation is the beginning of a meeting. Fear not of it.'

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #146 on: June 09, 2008, 09:05:48 AM »
Today wasn't a very good day for me and I'm quite affected by the fact that my team lost this morning to our arch-rival.. Guess the fastest I can start writing the next chapter and post it up is tonight  ;)

i'll wait!!  :mon nap:

i'm not a nice emotional girl  :mon scare: it's just that even if i don't like aya in this fic, i don't hate her  :mon exhaust:

so much drum rolls... something will happen *drum rolls*

waiting next chaptaaa!

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #147 on: June 09, 2008, 09:16:58 AM »
hey tito... can you calculate how many i owe you now? i lost count...

you wrote that last one well... i actually wanted to write something with that "under the same sky" thing... you beat me to it... oh well... haha...

from my fic's charmy to your fic's charmy: Don't give up... Positive Charmy!!!

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #148 on: June 09, 2008, 09:26:19 AM »
i'll wait!!  :mon nap:

i'm not a nice emotional girl  :mon scare: it's just that even if i don't like aya in this fic, i don't hate her  :mon exhaust:

so much drum rolls... something will happen *drum rolls*

waiting next chaptaaa!
I love you  :wub: :wub: now I'm more in the mood already but I need to finish my Math assignment first  :angry:
Don't fall asleep! XD
hey tito... can you calculate how many i owe you now? i lost count...
Think it is 9+4.5 = 13.5 .. minus away the one you just posted, it is 12.5..enjoy writing! :D

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you wrote that last one well... i actually wanted to write something with that "under the same sky" thing... you beat me to it... oh well... haha...
Thanks..yeah I have this idea for some time already from Namie Amuro's Wishing under the same star song but I just don't know where to put it..oh well, don't write that! If that happens, it means Ishiyoshi in Runaway will separate! NO!! :cry:
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from my fic's charmy to your fic's charmy: Don't give up... Positive Charmy!!!
Ganbatte! For the sake of the one and only Prince Charmy.. I mean, Charming :lol:

'Separation is the beginning of a meeting. Fear not of it.'

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #149 on: June 09, 2008, 09:30:05 AM »
i'll wait!!  :mon nap:

i'm not a nice emotional girl  :mon scare: it's just that even if i don't like aya in this fic, i don't hate her  :mon exhaust:

so much drum rolls... something will happen *drum rolls*

waiting next chaptaaa!
I love you  :wub: :wub: now I'm more in the mood already but I need to finish my Math assignment first  :angry: Don't fall asleep! XD

ok ok, but it's pretty late here... like 3:30 am...  :mon nap: just a minute more... zzzzzzz

however i'll wait, i can't go to bed when i knew that you will post something soon  :mon dunno:

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Re: F.Y.I.16 - Yume Kara Samete
« Reply #150 on: June 09, 2008, 10:29:54 AM »
Oh man, I feel touched  :wub: and pressured  XD ... I just finished my assignment so it might take some time..if you are tired, go and rest first! Or at least nap and then return in an hour or two. I promise it will be up then  :P

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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart
« Reply #151 on: June 09, 2008, 12:28:22 PM »
Here is Chapter 17 as promised! :lol: I have split this chapter into 3 parts from 3 different POVs...
Dear readers (especially Miki's fans), please promise that you will stay rational and calm after reading this. You can put your knives away just in case.. :lol:

F.Y.I

Chapter 17

Cracked Heart

Tou’s version (as in GoMatTou)

December 24 (9.46am)

I called her for the 15th time this morning but I was yet again directed to her voice-mail as her phone was not switched on. “The number you are trying to reach is currently unavailable. Please leave a message after the tone. BEEP,” the familiar mechanical female voice sounded.

What the hell should I say to her this time round? I had already apologized to her and I had said “I love you” 14 times. I held my phone close to my ears and said softly, “Aya-chan, I know I shouldn’t have spoken like that to you yesterday. I’m sorry about that. Can you at least give me a chance to make amends for what I have done? Please.”

 I tried to convince myself that maybe she had something on this morning like a photoshoot or rehearsal that I wasn’t aware of. Maybe she wanted to tell me about her schedule for today yesterday before I flared up at her. Maybe she was still sleeping. Maybe.

I picked up my phone and dialed Aya’s manager and to my delight, he picked up my call. “Hello, may I know Aya’s schedule for the day? Fujimoto Miki here.” I went straight into my point.

“Hi Miki, today is Aya’s rest day. I thought she’s with you,” he replied and cackled when he completed his sentence.

I frowned as the sense of irritation grew in me. Why did he say that ‘I thought she’s with you’? He made me feel like an irresponsible lover. Why did he even cackle? Couldn’t he just learn how to laugh properly? I took in a deep breath before I spoke so that I wouldn’t flare up at him, “She’s not with me.” It’s just so painful to admit to this. “Do you have any idea where she is now?”

“Hmm, I’m not very sure where she is,” he paused before adding, “ Oh Maki is leaving Japan this afternoon so maybe Aya is with Maki now. After all they are-” I hung up abruptly. I knew what he was about to say. They are lovers. No, they were lovers. Maki, why did she come into the picture again? Or perhaps she was always in the picture and had never left. He was just bullshitting. Aya wouldn’t meet up with her. Maki knocked her down. Maki dumped her. Why would Aya go and see her and be reminded of all the unhappiness in the past? Maybe Aya didn’t view their past as unhappy memories. Maybe Aya still liked her. No, I shouldn’t doubt Aya. Doubt would only shake our relationship even more. Aya wouldn’t.

December 24 (11.23am)

After an agonizing one and a half hour ride on the taxi, I finally reached Narita Airport. Well, as saying goes, “It’s better to be safe than sorry.” I didn’t doubt you. I was just playing safe.

I spent more than half an hour dashing around in Narita Airport looking out for Aya and Maki. To my delight, I didn’t manage to find any traces of the 2 girls. I chided myself for being paranoid. I smiled because this confirmed that I was right about it. Aya wouldn’t meet up with that stupid ex-lover. I shouldn’t even have doubted her for one second. I dialed Aya’s number again but I was yet again directed to the voice mail. Well, I would prefer Aya to ignore me than to be with Maki now. At least, in the back of her head, she would be thinking of me. 

Just as when I was about to leave the airport, from the corner of my eyes, I saw 2 girls who resembled Maki and Aya strolling towards Starbucks. I turned my head to face the 2 girls and blinked several times in an attempt to knock away the hallucination. I must be looking out for them for too long that I hallucinated. But as I moved closer towards the pair who was now seated across each other in a cozy corner in Starbucks, I realized that it wasn’t my hallucination. I couldn’t believe my eyes. They were Goto Maki and Matsuura Aya.

Aya was smiling and chatting with that girl. The scene in front of me reminded me of Aya’s birthday this year when I stood outside the café and watched how Maki gave Aya her birthday gift. Did I go back in time because I had cried too hard yesterday? Tears welled up in my eyes as I watched the pair chat happily.

Why didn’t Aya tell me about their meeting? Why did she keep it as a secret? Were my greatest fears turning into reality? I didn’t know exactly how I felt then. Jealous? Not quite. Depressed? Not exactly. Angry? Maybe.   

After some time, Maki leaned towards Aya with a grin plastered on her face. Aya sat there, unmoving and from my angle, I couldn’t quite see the expression on her face. Their faces were just inches apart. I couldn’t take this any longer. This couldn’t happen to me. After all that I had done for Aya, things couldn’t go back to square one. What did I do wrong to deserve this? So that was why Aya didn’t tell me about their meeting. I thought she loved me ever since that day I confessed to her. When did she fall in love with Maki again? Or maybe she was still in love with her all along. I was the one in delusion.

I strode towards them. Maki turned and greeted me with that stupid grin on her face, “Hi Miki.”

I hated her innocence. I hated her pretence. I could no longer contain the anger and hatred in me and I swung my arm and slapped her hard on her cheeks. She didn’t look shocked. In fact, she looked somewhat relaxed after the slap. What the hell. She even deprived me of the satisfaction a person gets after slapping another person. Who would appear relaxed after a slap? I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know what to do. I ended up doing something quite cowardly. I bit my lips and ran off as quickly as I could with tears running down my cheeks.

I heard Aya call my name but I didn’t turn back. What did she want to say? She lied to me. She cheated on me. Why the hell did she message ‘I love you’ to me last night when she didn’t mean it? Why did she make me feel loved? Or maybe she had been two-timing all these while. Fujimoto Miki never likes to share pies with other people. Never.

Relax..don't hurl your knives at Aya or Maki. And most importantly, don't throw those knives at tito  :lol:

'Separation is the beginning of a meeting. Fear not of it.'

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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart
« Reply #152 on: June 09, 2008, 12:32:11 PM »
I haven't read it yet but I refuse to be rationale!
I shall always protect my Mikitty... even it means using a knife :P

*goes to read tentatively*

Ok i got through it!
It wasn't that bad... But once we get to Aya's POV I'll probably flip out :lol:
I like Maki, even in this story she still makes me wanna fall for her so if she can be happy at the expense of Miki's happiness, I don't mind that too much. I'm sooo torn... Can't we have YoCharMikitty/IshiYoshiKitty or whatever the hell it is, and somehow make Aya miserable and Maki happy... PUHLEASE~~~! :cry:

We're really gonna need some TakaGaki love to make up for all this sad angst ;)
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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart (Tou's version)
« Reply #153 on: June 09, 2008, 12:47:09 PM »
WHY DID YOU UPDATE SO SOON?!

i won't be able to meet my quota now... *falls apart* GGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!

... *picks up pieces of self and tries to put self back together*...

AYA, IT'S ALMOST KURISMASU!!!!!! what are you doing with maki?! you should be with miki!!!!! ... if not, she might end up in yossui's arms... if that happens, what will happen to my Charmy-sama?!?!?!?!

i want my ishiyoshi chapter... *takes out a knife*

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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart (Tou's version)
« Reply #154 on: June 09, 2008, 01:35:32 PM »
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I haven't read it yet but I refuse to be rationale!
I shall always protect my Mikitty... even it means using a knife
See, that's a Mikitty-fanatic attitude  :P
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It wasn't that bad... But once we get to Aya's POV I'll probably flip out
In anticipation for next part, I guess?  :D
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I like Maki, even in this story she still makes me wanna fall for her so if she can be happy at the expense of Miki's happiness, I don't mind that too much. I'm sooo torn... Can't we have YoCharMikitty/IshiYoshiKitty or whatever the hell it is, and somehow make Aya miserable and Maki happy... PUHLEASE~~~!
Threesome? Hmm...*looks at tru_harmony* hmm...
How can Maki be happy without Aya? Maybe there is a way..arghh, I'm confused!!
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We're really gonna need some TakaGaki love to make up for all this sad angst
*reads this for the 2nd time* Remember the chapter number that I told you last time round? I thought using Yume kara Samete for earlier chapter will make you happy and distract you from TakaGaki for a while  ;) :oops:
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WHY DID YOU UPDATE SO SOON?!

i won't be able to meet my quota now... *falls apart* GGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!

... *picks up pieces of self and tries to put self back together*...
*Transfer reason to Runaway thread* You can do it! Makenaide! :D
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AYA, IT'S ALMOST KURISMASU!!!!!! what are you doing with maki?! you should be with miki!!!!! ... if not, she might end up in yossui's arms... if that happens, what will happen to my Charmy-sama?!?!?!?!
If that happens, Charmy will spend Christmas with you :lol:
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i want my ishiyoshi chapter... *takes out a knife*
*Check plan for FYI* Ok, wait patiently for next chapter (that is different from parts)  :D

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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart (Tou's version)
« Reply #155 on: June 09, 2008, 01:55:08 PM »
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If that happens, Charmy will spend Christmas with you

If that happens, my rabu-rabu will leave me... ... oh well..

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*Check plan for FYI* Ok, wait patiently for next chapter (that is different from parts)

...i am waiting... ... *still holding knife* :lol:

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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart (Tou's version)
« Reply #156 on: June 09, 2008, 02:03:47 PM »
Threesome? Hmm...*looks at tru_harmony* hmm...
How can Maki be happy without Aya? Maybe there is a way..arghh, I'm confused!!
SHE CAN BE WITH REINA! :D (my fave Maki pairing :heart: )
But she can still have Aya, provided Aya is miserable but hides it very well from Maki :P

*reads this for the 2nd time* Remember the chapter number that I told you last time round? I thought using Yume kara Samete for earlier chapter will make you happy and distract you from TakaGaki for a while  ;) :oops:
I got excited with that heading coz I thought Ai would be there, but no :(
It was still sweet of you to use that song though :wub:
And I know, I'm still waiting for 22 but I'm just so desperate :cry:

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If that happens, Charmy will spend Christmas with you

If that happens, my rabu-rabu will leave me... ... oh well.
:rofl: That's the right attitude ;)

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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart (Tou's version)
« Reply #157 on: June 09, 2008, 02:13:43 PM »
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If that happens, my rabu-rabu will leave me... ... oh well..
I think I'm dumb..I don't get what you are getting at...is rabu-rabu a person? ;) :( :D
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...i am waiting... ... *still holding knife*
You know it partially depends on your updates as well, right? Chill, girl, put the knife aside. We can have a nice girl talk without knife. Yeah, put it away.. :)
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SHE CAN BE WITH REINA!  (my fave Maki pairing  )
But she can still have Aya, provided Aya is miserable but hides it very well from Maki
Then Eri will get in between TakaGaki? Oh man, you just want a miserable and sad Aya.. XD
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I got excited with that heading coz I thought Ai would be there, but no
It was still sweet of you to use that song though
And I know, I'm still waiting for 22 but I'm just so desperate
I gave you a chance to listen to Ai's song while reading F.Y.I..So thoughtful of me, right?  :wub:
Let's see..hmm *stares at lollipopgirl sig* If you flood me with TakaGaki's photos especially wallpapers so that I'll have a higher chance of staring at TakaGaki, then they may come in earlier  ;) :oops: :wub:

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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart (Tou's version)
« Reply #158 on: June 09, 2008, 02:18:17 PM »
sooo not talented enough for wallpapers yet but glad to see your falling for the great TG ;)
Do these help:




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I'm so gonna fail my exam tomorrow :imdead:
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Re: F.Y.I.17 - Cracked Heart (Tou's version)
« Reply #159 on: June 09, 2008, 02:19:09 PM »
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Relax..don't hurl your knives at Aya or Maki. And most importantly, don't throw those knives at tito

damn, that was funny, very funny  :lol:


okay, run fast Miki, don't look back and go to Yossie :P


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*looks at previous post*  :drool:
« Last Edit: June 09, 2008, 02:28:35 PM by kRisZ »

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