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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #140 on: September 03, 2008, 04:20:09 PM »
Phew~! I Caught up! Read from start for 30 minutes.  XD I'd love to guess who the mystery characters are but my head is pounding. I need sleep..  :sweatdrop: I was so caught up in the story that my face was a tad bit close to the monitor. Now my eyes are flashing with blue, pink, yellow, green and orange colors. And my monitor has a face mark.. *wipe wipe*  :lol: I'm dying to know who the heck blue is..  :?

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #141 on: September 05, 2008, 02:01:30 AM »
@zay05ohayou: welcome aboard! I could use some more people on here.

Okay, last flashback for a while..probably won't win FOTM, but it'll do..KonaKaga where are you? :lol:

* * * * * * * *

Why?

Why did you do that to me?

I'd prefer the slap than the sting you left me with.

I guess you could say I deserve it.

And for a split moment, I thought we would be together again.

It all started at the last tour stop at the concert.

I had just stepped out of my dressing room...and then, you showed up.

You grabbed my arm and led me into your dressing room.

You locked the door and looked at me, your face breathing down mine.

You asked me the one question...the one question that separated us.

"Why her?"

...

...

...

"WHY HER?"

...

...

...

I couldn't give you an answer.

That was when I closed my eyes tight. Your hand nearing my face.

I wanted you to slap me. I wanted you to do something.

Scream at me, hit me, do whatever.

But you shoved me out of your room and slammed the door.

I couldn't take it anymore. The stinging of my eyes were the tears that were about to fall.

I couldn't let them fall nor let anyone see them at all.

I ran back into my dressing room and locked the door.

I sat and cried for ten minutes before I finally said something.

"Why?"

"WHY?"

Oh, no..there's a knock on the door.

I have to get ready..even though if I have to see her.

I already know what will happen tomorrow. I'll be without her.

But I'll get her back or I'll die trying.

No...I'll get her back by any means necessary.

As I turn out the light and try to get some sleep, I put your picture back next to the drsser drawer and say the words I've been saying since you left me.

"I love you."

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #142 on: September 05, 2008, 02:29:19 AM »
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Why?

Why did you do that to me?

I'd prefer the slap than the sting you left me with.

I guess you could say I deserve it.

And for a split moment, I thought we would be together again.

It all started at the last tour stop at the concert.

Hmm, who IS this? If this is a flashback then it could be a graduated member...  :bleed eyes: So many of them!

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I had just stepped out of my dressing room...and then, you showed up.

You grabbed my arm and led me into your dressing room.

You locked the door and looked at me, your face breathing down mine.

You asked me the one question...the one question that separated us.

"Why her?"

...

...

...

"WHY HER?"

...

...

...

I couldn't give you an answer.

That was when I closed my eyes tight. Your hand nearing my face.

I wanted you to slap me. I wanted you to do something.

Scream at me, hit me, do whatever.

But you shoved me out of your room and slammed the door.
Ouch, emotional pain is definitely the worst. :cry:

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I couldn't take it anymore. The stinging of my eyes were the tears that were about to fall.

I couldn't let them fall nor let anyone see them at all.

I ran back into my dressing room and locked the door.

I sat and cried for ten minutes before I finally said something.

"Why?"

"WHY?"

Oh, no..there's a knock on the door.

I have to get ready..even though if I have to see her.

I already know what will happen tomorrow. I'll be without her.

But I'll get her back or I'll die trying.

No...I'll get her back by any means necessary.

As I turn out the light and try to get some sleep, I put your picture back next to the drsser drawer and say the words I've been saying since you left me.

"I love you."

 :fainted: That was such a sad flashback! I need to know who these characters are! NAO!  :doh:


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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #143 on: September 11, 2008, 12:53:46 AM »
I can't wait to see you again.

I can't wait for the day to end.

I want to see you again so bad.

So bad, that the other girls wish I stopped talking about you.

I thought about you so much that I almost forgot something very important..

I almost forgot I had to do my radio show tonight.

No problem. I'll just see you after the show.

I hope you don't mind.

Actually, I wish you were here with me on the show tonight.

Wonder if I should ask Tsunku about it?

No, can't let him know.

Good thing I haven't told the other girls about it either.

I don't care. I love you and that's all it matters.


* * * * * * * *

I can't wait to see you again tonight.

What happened these past few days?

I'm not really sure, but you've made me feel better than I've felt in a long time.

I know you're a little younger, but I don't care.

It seems that you're the only one that takes all my pain away.

The hurt, the sorrow, everything.

Thank you so much for that.

I guess that's one of the reasons why I love you.

I really can't wait to see you again tonight.

Wait..I almost forgot. Tonight's your radio show.

No problem. I'll just wait until you leave the building and take you home with me.

Besides, I got enough time to...

Wait a minute...

Is that...

No, it couldn't be...

No, that's not...

her?


"You all right?"

She's coming towards me.

No, please don't let it be her.


"What's wrong? It's me."

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #144 on: September 11, 2008, 01:36:27 AM »
O__________O

Uh-oh, why do I get the feeling that there's going to be some conflict? :cry:


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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #145 on: September 11, 2008, 01:53:07 AM »
... yossui
...rika

radio show

not her...

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #146 on: September 22, 2008, 02:08:06 AM »
sorry guys for the wait..but an update this week(promise!) btw, i told you guys form the beginning there would be something you wouldn't expect. yep, sayu's pink, but what about the "other twist"? yep, blue dated someone you guys would never expect..trust me, it's big.

anyway, writing my other fic on H!O(same one on here, but not much credit there) i'll update tomorrow or so

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #147 on: September 27, 2008, 03:49:16 AM »
"Miki?"

"Of course it's me..are you all right?"

"No...actually, I'll be fine."

"Come on, I'm taking you home."

"No, I gotta meet Sayu."

"She can wait for a while."

"I promised her that we would go out tonight."

"SHE...CAN WAIT."

"I'M DATING HER!!"

"What!?"

You look at me for a second, then you begin to laugh.

"Yeah, right. Like you would ever date her."

"I'm serious."

"I'm serious too. You two aren't dating."

"I'll prove it."

I fumbled in my purse to find a picture of my love. There was just one problem..

I never had one of us.

I feel so horrible and promised that we would have one of us.

"I knew it," you laughed. "You're not dating her."


"Really?"

"Sayu?"

"Sayu?"

I see you in your pink top and skirt as you went over to me and kissed me on the cheek.

You held my hand as you smiled at Miki.

I laughed as she gave you her death-stare.


"I'll get you for this," Miki said at Sayu.

"Maybe later," you told Miki.

We started to walk away as I look over at Miki, shaking her head at me and smiling.

I began to wonder about you.

I knew we always had a connection together.

We even had the same lover at that time too.

I wonder if you're dating someone else now.

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #148 on: September 27, 2008, 10:30:11 AM »
Miki? Eh?
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I began to wonder about you.

I knew we always had a connection together.

We even had the same lover at that time too.

I wonder if you're dating someone else now.
Now I really feel that blue is Rika.. same lover could connect to Yossy.. it cant be same lover = Rika right?  :lol:

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #149 on: September 28, 2008, 04:18:08 PM »
Blue is RIKA!!!! my money is on Rika! lol omg i'm was on the edge of my seat hopeing you reveled blue and then when you showed who white whtie was OMG!!! :lol:

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #150 on: November 06, 2008, 07:58:47 PM »
i've been reading this thread for the past hour and i'm going all in....blue is rika.....i hope.... :depressed:

if not  :cool1: i'll strip naked, not that any1 will know anyway  :glasses: huhu...but still.....Angels pb any1?

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Re: Acceptance
« Reply #151 on: December 26, 2008, 05:31:08 AM »
I watch the two leave, so happily in love. That was the one thing that broke my heart.

Her and Sayu, Ai-chan and Reina, Gaki-san and Eri.

Why can't I fall in love with someone?

I began to walk away and cry until you catch up to me.


"Koharu?" you asked. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine.." I tried to tell her. Of course, this is the one girl I looked up to the most, even...her.

"Come on, let's get something to eat."

You take my hand and immediately my feelings split in two. One feeling that makes me wanna cry on your shoulder. The other feeling, knowing that everything would be all right.

"Aren't you busy?" I asked.


"I'll be fine," you smiled.

I don't say anything else. I let you lead the way.

* * * * * * * *

I should have said something to her...

Why do you always do that?

You are such good friends with her. Why do you not say it to her?

You know she like you, but why?

I've inly been in Momusu for a year or so now and I've never told you how I felt.

I always thought you went out with "her".

I need to tell her tonight. I need to say those words to her that have held me back.

I like you, Koharu. I want to take this friendship to something else.

I think I'm falling in love with you.

Please say "yes". I don't what I'd do if you didn't.

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