I thought it was just a whole show set up by her PR to show how good her acting is.You know they do such stuff in Japan to invoke tears ^)
her apology and "crying" its pretty long but yea. its stupid
Clip 1Host: How do you feel that you had grow in these 5 yearsErika: I felt that the process of it was too fastHost: About being appraise by othersErika: About this, I guess there`s nothing that I should be happy boutHost: Don`t you feel happy for what you had achiveErika: Nope,I won`t felt happy because of this as if it's purely base on performance because it`s not as if I will stop being a actress now so there`s nothing to judge onHost: About Acting, Erika still had a long way to go right?Erika: Yes, This is what I think, for example when I reach 30 or 40 years old, when I finally complete my performance and I still can get good apprasal by others, that will be a very wonderful thing-----------------------------------------------------------Host: There's people who are close to you, what did they said ?Erika:What did they said ?Host: Like "Simple" ?Erika: Yes, Simple (Sorry I`m not so sure of this...)------------------------------------------------------------(Actually this interview should take place on last Saturday after the PR event, but due to Erika body condition wasn`t so good on that day, Erika was unable to attend the interview. The host left a message on monday program which is "Owe me a thing")Host: I was surpize that you come and fulfill the promise(Interview) so quickly Erika:What did you said during the program?Host: haaa, You still owe me a thing, hope you don`t mindErika: Now, I here to fulfill what I had owe youHost: Did anything happen which affect your feeling before Erika attended the Closed Note PR event ?Erika: What happen ? There`s a reason but I brought my own personal feeling and stuff into the event, I apologise to everyone for this matter.Clip 2Host: About what Erika had said that "There`s nothing in the movie that left a special impression in you" actually that isn`t the case right?Erika: Of course, it isn`t the caseHost: Are you dissappointed with your performance on that dayErika: Yes there`s a reason for thatHost: Can the reason be told to us?Erika: I felt that was not the important part, I brought my personal feelings and stuff up the stage. As an actress, I shouldn't have let this happen at all(About the apology Letter)Host:Did you wrote the apology letter at homeErika:YesHost:Alone?Erika:YesHost: Looking back at the letter, there`s something shocking which is "All the faults lies on me", I guess this rarely happen right, to admit all the wrong on yourself (Surrended)Erika:Yes, normally I won`t said theseHost:What kind of feeling and thought you had in your mind when you wrote this letter ?Erika:This kind of feelingHost: To admit to every fault?Erika: YesHost: There shouldn`t be only you in the wrongErika: No, this is what I feelHost: Really 100% ?Erika: YesErika: About this matter, although I really regret what I had done but to the eyes and view of my fans, I felt that I`m the worst Host: Are you dissappointed ?Erika: I really believe, to me, as a professional, this is something that shouldn`t had happenHost:About taking up all the responsibility to is through your acting and performance right?Erika: Yes, I hope to apologise to everyone, I`m sorryClip 3(About namie amuro)Erika:Yes, I want to meet her, althought it`s strange for me to said this, when i was younger, at that moment of time, I join the entertainment industry just to try out, but as time goes by, my view had changed and I want to become a talented actress as my goal Host:Will you practice alone?Erika:I never really practiceHost:never practice?Erika:neverHost:but won`t you forget the words?Erika:I have it all in my mind after I finish reading it but acting is not just about dialogue(Bout the new SE cm)Host:Other than a actress, what other job do you wish to work Erika:There`s manyHost:many, for example?Erika:Like working as a waitress in a restaurant which I likeHost:Not bad, I wish to be a Landscape teacherHost:When face with problem,will you use a tougher way to solve it Erika:I will go straight into itHost:I see, like a guy(The interview had lasted 2hrs and now is the start of the last question)Host:Now to your fans and others who are related, do you have anything to said to them?Just said what your heart feels.It must be tough to said it outif there`s anything you want to said .Can you said it today?Erika:How do I said...Host:Nothing? if there`s nothing, it`s ok as well.(Silence for 10 min and then...)Host:Do you really want to go straight into it, throught today's interview , I know that Erika is serious in your acting career .I really know it.Other than this, you also admitted your faultErika:That day..That.. myself...Because of my action, I destroy everythingI created alot of problems to othersI feel that i`m not mature enoughAs a Actress, I should be more professionalI betrayed themI`m really sorryClip 4Host:About moviethere`s alot of things to consider boutOther than all the crew member, there`s one important thingWhich is the leadFor example, they are the captains of the shipsThey should led the othersat many areasSo at the stage the one who should give thanks to others should be...Of course, the ones getting all the shock and impact is not only ErikaErika:Really, regarding my betrayal to others, I felt really sorry,but...... Host:I know, I really knowdon`t worryBecause Erika is a experience actressYou won`t do this without a reasonAlthough even I myself is in tears but there`s no way to repair itThe only way isWork towards the furtue Give your fullest in what you doI will cheer for you, reallyThanks for letting me hear what you feelNot just as Erika Sawajiri but as a femaleI hope this matter will end soon Although We had spoken so much, there are many places that we can`t see it from our (Outsider) viewAlthough I don`t know what suffering did you encounterBut I Hope that you will give your best Erika:ThanksClip 5There`s no translation for this clip, but there's a part where a Shiraishi Masumi said:Maybe "Erika-Sama" is just a image that others want her to act as, maybe Erika herself is trouble by this as well.From the clip just now, Erika is just same as other normal lady