Author (a): Danny
Restriction: 12 (soft)
Notes: Song-fic, with music in Mushi Ballad
Couple: SaeYaka
Genre: Melodrama, Romance
Status: Complete
As noted a songfic is the music in Ballad Mushi, who needs no introduction. I had wanted to write after Sae have sung the song … But in my head the idea was better …
She is originally written in Portuguese, but was translated by Takaatsu.
Thanks for traduzires
Mushi no Ballad
I’m standing in the middle of the street, don’t know how long. The sky was dark and the night was already high. But wasn’t that what stops the stubborn rain from falling.
I already feel drops in my bones, from so wet that I was. I needed that rain to wash away all my sins. To become a good person.
In a worthy person.
I wanted her to have that power. I would like to believe in that capacity.
But that will never be possible. Not for someone like me. A second daughter of a couple of poor peasants.
A woman in a world where the men is the chief.
A woman who rolled up sleeves and made to be recognized.
A woman who became a killer without realizing it.
A woman who fell in love with another.
So this is me. A woman who has no right to be alive.
Ore wa hitori de
Hageshii ame no naka
Zubunure
Utaretetakatta
Yogoreta karada to
Minikui kokoro wo
Arainagasou to shitetanda
I’m alone
In this heavy rain
I want
To get wet
And wash away
My dirty body
And my ugly heart
I had the wish to die. But she got in my way and didn’t let that happen. None of the five times I tried, she always appeared.
Well dressed. With those expensive clothes of the latest trend. Clothes and accessories that I could never afford in my entire life.
She’s so different and so similar to me. She heard my problems and made me be alive.
With her I lost the crazy idea of death.
But, I still have my doubts of this decision. Will those hours I spent with her were no more than an illusion of my mind. Did not pass a lie made by me?
But who tell me the answer? Who will talk with a killer?
But she broke up the own rules of the universe. Those rules imposed on everyone without ever tell anyone.
After I have committed so many crimes, and all the people close to me do not talk to me. I became a lonely who fought to live.
I’ve never been arrested, but everyone knew my crimes. And so no one spoke to me. But her.
But her insisted to appear, always in places in trying to put an end to death. She was always there with friendly words. After a while we met just to speak.
Until the impossible happen… We fell in love with each other.
Konna jidai ni
Nani wo shinjite
Ikite ittara ii no darou
Toikaketemo
Kotae wa denai
Nowadays,
What should I believe,
To keep living?
Even if I ask,
I didn’t had any answer
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I’m waiting for her. In front of her house. A huge mansion. Without doubts the hugest mansion of our village. But of course she was the daughter of the chef of the village.
A good girl that I corrupted. But this crime I will never complain. I will never regret. Because she made me see that there is hope after all. After all I can love.
I’m not afraid if they arrest me and kill me. Pain is something already common for me. I was never good view, it wouldn’t be now.
I don’t care about that. My only concern is keeping her alive and without dangers. Even if it’s difficult to someone like me. Someone so different from her.
If we compare us, I would be just a small bug, the smallest one of the world, and she would be the sun, the clouds, the moon, the stars… Would be everything that isn’t indictable.
But maybe I’m a bug that can fly and I managed to get closer to her.
Kizutsuku koto wo
Osorete wa inai
Donna ni kitsui
Michinori mo
Chippokena chippokena ore wa
Maenomeri ni
Tatta ippiki no mushi ni naru
I’m not afraid
Of feel pain
No matter
How hard my path is
A tiny, a tiny me
Falling forward
I become just a simple bug
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“ Sayaka.” I hear her shouting as she appeared from behind the house. She was running, carrying a suitcase. It was notable that clothes she was wearing, doesn’t belong to her. It was too large for her.
“Sae…” I muttered. Seeing her, all my fears fled. She approached me quickly. Threw her bag to the floor and threw herself into my arms. Even knowing that she would do that, I lost my balance and I fell on the floor. Messing me all aside.
But that doesn’t matter. I had her and now we could be happy.
“Sae, we have to hurry up. And if someone see us” She quickly left me and helped me getting up. Without exchanging any more words. We picked up our bags and walked toward the exit of the village.
I felt her trembling from the fear, because of that I reach out my free hand that she quickly hold. Fortunately she kept that beautiful smile in her face.
Kaze ni taosare
Nukarunda doro no naka
Gamushara ni
Haitsukubatteta
Kireina mono to wa
Ase toka namida ga
Arainagashite kureta mono
I’m pushed by the wind
And get covered with mud
Recklessly
I went crawling
My beautiful sweat and tears wash everything away
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I don’t know if what we’re doing is right. On one hand I want to be jaundiced and have her only for me. But on the other hand I want her happiness and I don’t know if I can give that to her. She will leave the family, the friends, money, and luxury. All because I’m a prohibited person.
As much as I think and think again, I have no answer to which will be the most certain. I’m tired of force my brain these last days, for giving me the right answer.
I thank the rain at this time, it was easier to run away. No one in their right mind would walk on the street with all that water falling from the skies.
“Sayaka stop thinking about it.” It was so weird how she guesses what I think even if I don’t say anything.
“Who tell you that I’m thinking about something?” She quickly stops and put herself in front of me examining me closely.
“This wrinkle that you do in the corner your mouth. It means that you are thinking about what you should not think.” She always left me without words.
“Are we really closer to leave all behind?”I ask with a certain fear of the answer.
“Yes.”
“Are we ready for this?”
“If we will stay together, nor an entire army will be able to separate us. But if we stay here. I think they can.” She grab my hand again and force me to return to the way.
I don’t know how she could be so calm. She will lose everything. I don’t. I don’t have anything. I just have her.
Nani ga shijitsu
Nani ga itsuwari
Atama no naka de kangaetemo
Chikamichishicha
Kotae wa denai
What is the truth?
What are the lies?
Even if I think about it,
If I take a shortcut
I won’t get the answer.
If they found us and it would be our death, I will not regret it, because I know what we feel is pure. Because we’re not doing anything wrong. We’re just giving us an opportunity to be happy.
Finally the rain decreases. We were already far from the village. But with our wet bodies it could be dangerous for our health. But we couldn’t stop. One day walking it was enough to be safe.
We cannot stop and look back. We cannot regret the past, so he cannot find us.
I prefer think that way.
That was what we had planned when we decided to run away to stay together. This would be the only way.
Even if I’m very bad with my feeling, for her I’m capable of everything. But in the start I didn’t want to accept it. But I couldn’t keep it inside me.
Have her for me was the only wish true and pure that I had in my whole life. And I would not run the risk of spoiling i
Shinderu koto wo
Nageitarishinai
Donna ni nagai
Eien mo
Bukiyouna bukiyouna ore wa
Furikaerazu
I won’t lament over death
No matter how long eternity is
This clumsy, clumsy me
Without turning back,
I just become a stubborn bug.[/b]
I don’t know how our life will be. Our plan is to take refuge in some village, changes our names and pretend a past life different.
I don’t know if our plan will work. It was planned so suddenly. We were dating for almost a year. But always on the shadows. Without anyone finding out. But we started to get suffocated with everything.
Social differences were bigger than our love in that village. I was just a killer and she was just the daughter’s leader. Such an opposite world.
But now having her just for me, I will continue to treat her like a queen. I don’t want her to regret nothing.
I will not care about the strangers looks again. I want to hold her hand and go with her everywhere. I want to be able to scream how much I love her.
That thoughts will let me live. While I have these thoughts, neither I nor she will be badly.
Inochi no kagiri
Buzama demo ii sa
Jibeta de sakebu
Tamashii yo
Ikiru koto, Ikiru koto ore wa
Shigamitsuku
As long as I live
I don’t care if I’m unsightly
To live, to live
I cling
“Sayaka we will be happy right?” Her voice was firm, but I know she was afraid.
“Of course. Nothing and no one can’t stop us now.” Sae smile to me with that warm and gorgeous smile that made me fall in love with her.
“We will have a righteous and simple life from now?”
“We will never make the same mistakes of the past.”
“Our past was buried.”
“Our past doesn’t exist anymore. From this moment just exist our present and our future. And everything, together.”
“Just Sayaka and Sae”
“Just the bug and the universe”
Kizutsuku koto wo
Osorete wa inai
Donna ni kitsui
Michinori mo
Chippokena chippokena ore wa
Maenomeri ni
Tatta ippiki no mushi ni naru
I’m not afraid
Of feel pain
No matter
How hard my path is
A tiny, a tiny me
Falling forward
I become just a simple bug[/i]
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