first Takahashi Minami confessed with fortune teller some detail
1.When I became Soukantoku, I was convinced since they said ‘This is a position dedicated to MVP member.’ But of course it’s not all roses. When something happened to members, I’m the member whom everyone accused of as I’m responsible for leading the group to the right direction
http://www.akb48wrapup.com/2013/02/akb48-takahashi-minami-confessed-her-distress-me-as-soukantoku-is-different-from-me-as-a-normal-person/more detailhttp://www.akb48wrapup.com/2013/02/akb48-takahashi-minami-confessed-her-distress-me-as-soukantoku-is-different-from-me-as-a-normal-person/
2.from Takamina's blog 8th april 2013
From Takahashi Minami official blog:
“I wonder since when… But I have become a staff not a member.”
Today April 8th, I became 22♪(*^^*)
21th year of my life, I experienced lots of lots of things, and it passed before I knew it.
Nothing was left to do.
I did everything I gotta do.
But come to think of it, I may have forgotten something truly important.
Which is what’s I’m saying when we form a pre-show circle.
“Have fun♪ At the end of the day, those who truly enjoy life are the true winners.”
I wonder since when,
I put everything on my shoulder without being asked by anyone,
“I gotta this way, that way.
I gotta tell this to everyone,
I gotta tell this to staffs,
then, what I gotta do next?
No…. Oh god, we must improve!
Let’s have a meeting.”
I’ve been repeating this all the time.
Since when? I’ve become a staff rather than a member.
“What Soukantoku of the group is meant to be?”
Before I knew it, me, a person who is so stubborn that hates to compromise even when it’s way out of my hands, have carried the extra weight without being asked by anyone.
When I was lost what to do,
Whatever I do, I gotta do it alone. Members, who used to be my side is no longer there
more detail
http://www.akb48wrapup.com/2013/04/what-takahashi-minami-has-realized-through-her-solo-activity-have-more-fun/3.she told she will think grudate from akb this 2013 when birthday party theater some detail
Because they reached their dream of Tokyo Dome, and there she also could get her solo debut announced, so she thought: “well, something new is gonna begin”… But then she became to think: “why have I to take such a lonely place?”. She told she actually thought to not take part to the General Election this year and
lso to graduation. It is since this year she has been thinking about that