I was completely out, even avoiding this thread coz I knew I'd get all upset about not being able to go (and stop saying once in a life time chance people

Its making it harder, lol) but then Essy-chan had to bring it up so I went and checked my airfares which ended up being about 1K less than I was anticipating so now I'm seriously considering flying my arse to LA! Not only do I wanna see MM so freakin' badly but all the JPH!P lovin' is making me drool too and I'd love to experience it with all you guys!

I feel like some crazy maniac flying to the other side of the world for this, but prefer to think of it as dedication

I should be able to afford airfare, accommodation & tickets (I'll just be broke after

), food might be a problem but who needs to eat... And then there is all the visa, passport and tax crap so I'll be pushing it for time and money but hell I'll be on uni holidays so it feels right

I'll talk to my mum tomorrow and see if she feels like going for a holiday seeing I'll have to go for a week or so considering it'll feel like a long way to fly for a few days.
Shame I'll only be 20.5 and not 21 though
