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[One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« on: September 30, 2013, 06:37:14 PM »
Rena P.O.V

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“Between people who truly care and love each other, there are times when you don’t need to say anything at all.

Those emotions that hard to express with words. Things like “I love you” and “Thank you”…you don’t really need to say those words.”

I always believe it’s really works.

Me and my girlfriend, Jurina, already dated for 3 years. Everything goes well because we really understand each other. At least, until… 2 months ago.

*FLASHBACK*

Jurina stroked my cheek. ”Rena..I love you.”

"I know." I put my hand around her neck, then I kiss her.

She kiss me back, she kiss me passionately. She holding my waist and she playing with my neck. I let her lead our ‘game.’

Both of us feel so tired. Jurina touch my lips. then she stroke my hair. “I really love you, Rena.” She look deep into my eyes.

"I know." I hug her. After that, I fell asleep.

When the morning comes, I awake. I see Jurina isn’t on my bed anymore. “Jurina… Jurina…” No answer.

Ahh… maybe she already went to her campus.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

That was a last time I saw Jurina’s smile. That was a last time I feel Jurina’s lips and hug. That was a last time Jurina’s warm breath touch my skin.

I really miss Jurina, an old-Jurina. Why she’s suddenly became so busy?

I take my phone and call her. “Hello, Jurina.”

"Hi, Rena?"

"Let’s have a dinner together. It’s been a long time since we eat together."

"Okay. I will come to your apartment in an hour. See you, I miss you."

"Yeah.. see you too." Call ended.

I take everything from my refrigerator and cook our meal. I not really cook before, but I want Jurina feel special tonight. I smiled.

Not long after the meal’s ready, then the bell ringing. It must be Jurina. I open the door. “Welcome.” I kiss her cheek and let her in.

"Rena, I brought our dinner. Let’s just eat this. This is my favorite."

She take many things from her bag.

"Wow.. it’s look delicious! Wait a minute, I will take the plates for us." I go to the kitchen. Maybe it’s better to just eat the dishes that she bring. It looks better than my cuisines.

"How’s your work, Rena?" She ask me while she eat.

"Nothing special. How’s your study?"

"It goes well. Lately, there’re so many homeworks but we can handle it well."

"We? You have a group?"

"Not group, only me and Mayu. She offered herself to teach me, she said she feels pity when she saw I did all alone. She’s really smart! So genius, my grades often got A because of her. She help me a lot." She grinned.

We already finished eating. Jurina bring all of these dishes to the kitchen.

"Jurina, all of these really delicious. Where did you buy it? We must often go there."

"Of course it’s delicious!" She laugh. "Mayu is a great chef. Well.. I can tell her to make it often."

So.. all of this was from her friend? I feel irritated and jealous, but I can’t say it. It will make our relationship become bad.”Yes, you must. You can invite her to come here often.” I smile. Actually.. it’s a fake smile.

"Sure, I often go to her place. Her parents are so funny." She laugh.

What?! She rarely came here but she often went to Mayu’s place??!! Okay.. relax Rena, relax. I can’t be angry, I won’t pick a fight with her. ”I’m relieved that you have a good friend. It’s make me happy.” and again.. a fake smile.

End of Rena P.O.V

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Jurina P.O.V

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“Happiness is doubled when you share them together and Sadness is halved when you share them together.”

It’s true, right?

Whether I am sad or happy, I always tell it to Rena. After that, all of sudden.. I feel all my burdens reduced.

But I thought these things didn’t works with Rena. She keep everything locked in her heart.

I feel like… I don’t know her. I don’t know when she feel happy. I don’t know when she feel sad. I don’t know when she feel sick. I don’t know when she feel jealous. I even don’t know she still love me or not.

Her expression is always same. She always smile when I ask about her feeling. I can not see her true feeling, she cover it by a smile.

I often tell her about my friends, but she never looks jealous. She even seems didn’t care about it. She let me close to anyone.

Everytime we met, I always show my love to her. But she never said that she love me or she miss me.. Did I just misunderstood her feeling?

Maybe 3 years ago, when I confess my feeling.. She didn’t really love me, she just didn’t know how to refuse it.

I became feel so guilty about it. Then.. I will help her to end this. I can’t let her suffering because I’m too forcing my feeling to her.

End of Jurina P.O.V

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"Rena, let’s end this." Jurina look away.

"What do you mean, Jurina?" Rena sit beside Jurina.

"We can’t do this anymore. It will be too painful if we continue our relationship."

"Jurina.. are you bored at me?"

"No."

"Do you hate me?"

"No."

"Did you…." Rena take a deep breath. "found someone else."

"No."

"So, it’s clear now. I know the answer, you didn’t love me anymore. You’re right. We can’t do this anymore." Rena try to hold her tears.

Jurina stand up, “NO-NO-NO-NO!! I am the one who need to ask you all of those things, Rena.” Jurina look outside the window. “I feel that I didn’t know you at all.”

"Jurina.. how can you said that?! We even never fighting."

"It’s because you didn’t care at all. There’re a lot of things that I did to make you say your true feelings. But you keep lock it in your heart. We never fight because you never care about what I did!!!"

Jurina look into Rena’s eyes, “In this 3 years, how many times you said that you love me? None.
In this 3 years, how many times you said that you miss me? None.
In this 3 years, how many times you said that you jealous of me? None.
In this 3 years, how many times you said that you’re happy to be with me? None.
In this 3 years, how many times you tell about your work? None.
In this 3 years, how many times you tell me about your feelings? None.
In this 3 years, how many times you talk to me if you feel sad, frustrated, or depressed? None. ”

Jurina cried, “See? I didn’t know anything about you although we already dated for 3 years.”

"Jurina, I thought you already understand me more than anyone else. If you really love me, you must know everything about me." Rena cover her face with her hands, then she cried.

Jurina walk, she sit in front of Rena. Jurina hold Rena’s hand. “Rena.. how can I know everything in your heart without you tell me about it? I’m not a God.”

"I’m sorry.."

Jurina wipe Rena’s tears, “Now, I ask you one more time. Do you love me?”

"You already know the answer." Rena look away.

"Answer me!! Look at me in the eyes and tell me that you didn’t love me!!"

Rena feels awkward, she never really said those thing. She’s too shy to said it. But Jurina is right, how can she know my feeling if I never tell her?

Rena look straight to Jurina’s eyes.”I love you, Matsui Jurina. I do. I always love you. I’m so jealous when you told me about Mayuyu! I feel angry when you didn’t call or email me for few days. Lately, I feel sad when you stay away from me. I miss you, Jurina.”

Rena grab Jurina’s neck, she kiss her. It’s the first time for Rena to start something like this. Usually, Jurina always lead her. But now… she want to release all locks in her hearts.

They lay on the bed, “Rena.. I know it’s awkward for you to say your honest feeling to me. But at least, try it. Try it until you realize I won’t angry if you said those things. Try it until you realize how important is it to us. Misunderstanding will not happen if we talk about everything.”

"Okay, I’ll try it. Anyway, Jurina… how can you became so mature like this??"

"Oh, this? I always tell about this to Mayuyu, she give me many advices. She’s so mature, I’m glad we are a best friend."

"Ehhmmm…. Jurina."

"Yes?"

Rena avoid Jurina’s eyes.”I’m jealous.” Rena’s cheek blushed.

Jurina laugh, “I just realize how cute my girlfriend when she’s jealous.”

Rena punch Jurina’s arm.

===================== THE END ====================
« Last Edit: November 20, 2013, 04:35:34 AM by anakpanti »

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #1 on: September 30, 2013, 06:46:22 PM »
This was so damn cute!!
Though is simple is full of emotions at the same time .. I liked it  a lot  :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #2 on: September 30, 2013, 09:01:59 PM »
Yes Rena just be honest. :yossi:
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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #3 on: October 01, 2013, 05:07:11 AM »
your stories are.... so great!!! i love it so much! you're a great author!!  :twothumbs :twothumbs
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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #4 on: October 01, 2013, 05:36:23 AM »
Yes Rena just be honest. :yossi:


Btw, thx for your pic. I love it. :D

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #5 on: October 01, 2013, 05:40:11 AM »
i hope u will make a long fiction of wmatsui!
i have some of your os... i love it especially voices...
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Hi.. thanks for reading. Actually, I only have 2 OS until today. :p
Ah, yeah.. 'voices' is my first fantasy - fanfic.. At first I doubt that'll okay. But I'm happy some reader gave me some positive feedbacks  :)

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #6 on: October 01, 2013, 12:12:58 PM »
i hope u will make a long fiction of wmatsui!
i have some of your os... i love it especially voices...
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Hi.. thanks for reading. Actually, I only have 2 OS until today. :p
Ah, yeah.. 'voices' is my first fantasy - fanfic.. At first I doubt that'll okay. But I'm happy some reader gave me some positive feedbacks  :)
For your next series, can you make it a little longer than four parts?

And do vampires! :wub: :wub:

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #7 on: October 01, 2013, 01:09:10 PM »
For your next series, can you make it a little longer than four parts?

And do vampires! :wub: :wub:

Vampire? But you already wrote that one.. and yours is very interesting..  :twothumbs

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #8 on: October 01, 2013, 01:26:01 PM »
Vampire? But you already wrote that one.. and yours is very interesting..  :twothumbs

Yeah, but.. I like seeing others' works better! >//////<

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #9 on: October 01, 2013, 05:28:03 PM »
Yes Rena just be honest. :yossi:


Btw, thx for your pic. I love it. :D

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #10 on: October 01, 2013, 06:05:07 PM »
This os was so nice :) this express the global feelings lovers have towards each others.

You know Rena, it is not fair to make assumptions like that, even if Jurina 'knows' you love her, sometimes you have to say it aloud ;)

Thank you for this o/

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #11 on: October 02, 2013, 04:22:49 AM »
kawaii fic  :luvluv1:

wmatsui is a very good couple  :hee:

I agree with you guys anakpanti make a longer wmatsui fic  if is not a problem :on lol:

or with vampires that will be amazing  :wriggly: 

Rena as a vampire will be a great fic can you try please  :on hypto:  :kekeke:

Your fic is always great continue please  :onioncheer:

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #12 on: October 02, 2013, 07:21:03 AM »
kawaii fic  :luvluv1:

wmatsui is a very good couple  :hee:

I agree with you guys anakpanti make a longer wmatsui fic  if is not a problem :on lol:

or with vampires that will be amazing  :wriggly: 

Rena as a vampire will be a great fic can you try please  :on hypto:  :kekeke:

Your fic is always great continue please  :onioncheer:

All of your emoticons are so funny. hahaha.
I did not have an enough confidence to make a story in many chapters.
But, maybe I will try in someday after I find a great plot.

Vampire.. Hmm... a vampire fell in love with a human, it's a mainstream story for people.
Twilight and Vampire Diaries have a great story, I'll try hard to find a new fresh-idea.

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #13 on: October 02, 2013, 05:37:18 PM »
hahahahahahahaha i believe that is going to be so sad FF

but thanks god is not

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Re: [One Shot] WMatsui - Feelings
« Reply #14 on: April 30, 2018, 02:32:04 PM »
I read your OS without realizing that it is you who are writing it. Haha
As usual, a great work
You have become one of my favorite wmatsui author

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